The way he kisses me feels like I’m his air to breathe, and he is mine. Feeling his lips on mine, the way they move insync with mine, the taste of his tongue and lips, the feeling of the movement, just everything about this kiss is divine and awakening every sense of my body. Even his scent, his aftershave, but also his very own scent of his skin is intoxicating, addicting in every single way. Once tasted, you'll never get enough.My hands wrap around his neck, clasp together behind it, and pull him even closer. Who needs air, if they can have this? The way Jax’s hands run up and down my spine cause sweet shivers, and goosebumps arise all over my body, heightening my senses even more to his touch. I start nibbling and sucking on his bottom lip, causing his grip to tighten on me again. His body pushed up flush against mine, and a small moan escapes his lips. Hearing that tiny moan causes my panties to soak in an instant.“Fuck, Amelia! how am I supposed to stay decent like this?” He br
I want him more than anything right now, but I also want to give him something in return for the pleasures he’s just given me. Licking my lips, I look up at him. “I want to be fucked by you, Jax. But first, I want to taste you, too.” I tell him in a bold manner and feel him twitch again, and his eyes cloud over even more with longing. Instead of waiting for a reply, I push him slightly as a sign for him to move and lay back and pull off his boxers. Once he’s lying on his back, I crawl on top of him and kiss him until we’re both breathless, then slowly start moving down. Kissing his neck, licking the spot where he’s going to wear my mark. His head bends back and a loud “Fuck”, escapes his lips while his eyes clench shut and his fingers run through my hair.If it’s anything to what I felt at that spot, I know it must be driving him insane. I gently nibble there too, before going down further. My breasts caress along his skin, giving a slight friction to my nipples, which turns me on eve
Waking up, I feel all sore, but in the best kind of way. Jax wasn’t kidding when he said he was going to make me beg for more until I beg for him to stop. After the dozing off shortly after our bonding process, it only took us a moment to recover a little. Perhaps half an hour later, we were awake again. This guy is sex pure, and he made me feel it the entire night. After bonding, everything intensified even more. The own pleasure was totally heightened already, but feeling each others pleasure through bond amplified everything by a tenfold. There’s nearly no surface in this cabin that stayed untouched. We made love, and we fucked wild and hard giving into our untamed wolf side. The last sex was on the table. Jax had my legs over his shoulders, gripping tightly onto me, watching my boobs bounce to his thrusts, hitting the perfect spot in that angle. He slowed down in between, to prolong his own endurance, only to then speed up again, drilling into me like a beast gone wild making me
“You were a rogue,” his words echo in my head and make me feel uneasy. It’s always been clear, I used to be a rogue before joining the Black-moon pack. Everyone in the old pack despised me for being a former rogue. As I know by now, some of them hid that despise very well from me. I still can’t believe I fell for Drake and Alana.Jax’s voice holds nothing of despise in it either, more curiosity. Could I be misjudging it again? My hand wanders to the mark on my neck, and my fingers trace the crescent moon shaped bite. The still fresh wound still slightly stings, but it also feels amazing. I have my memories of everything that happened before being reborn. The mating process never felt like this with Drake. I truly believed that he was my mate, but now that I know the difference, I know that the spell couldn’t even resemble the true mate bond the slightest.Jax watches me closely and lets me sort through my thoughts patiently. Dipping his head down, he licks the wound, just as he did la
Jax’s POVWhile my entire body is burning with rage for the man who took everything from me, I can see Amelia’s beautiful face filled with horror. This probably isn’t the best time or place to tell her about any of this. Yesterday was her birthday, and I for sure had no intention of ruining the mood by telling her anything about this. All I wanted was to provide her the best birthday ever and to get to know her better.Was I going to tell her about all of this? Most definitely. We both have a reason to hate this man to the guts, to be precise several reasons. But I wanted her to feel comfortable with me when I told her the entire story, for the reason of the war between our packs. Not mention it like this. Especially while being so vulnerable after freshly bonding and on top telling me her very own horrifying story. But hearing her question about my own parents just brought the rage and everything that has happened involuntarily up. I’m not a man to be able to keep his temper at bay
Amelia’s POV:The heavy talk for sure dimmed the mood for a whole while. I never would have imagined such a story behind Jax’s hatred towards Drake or for this to be the reason for the war between the packs. Literally, everything Drake has ever told me was a lie. All those stories how dangerous Jax would be for me, all of it to prevent me from getting anywhere close to Jax. It’s sickening to think that he knew who my true soulmate was and did these things because of it.Even with knowing all the things I do, it doesn’t make sense. Why go to those lengths to keep me, if he didn’t want me? It’s a question popping up again and again in my mind, ever since being reborn.Once we both had a little time to digest each others stories, Jax makes sure to change the mood. It’s clear he doesn’t want us to talk about this for today anymore, and I much appreciate it.“As much as I wish we could stay here, we need to go back soon. But before that, I want to make sure my mate is well satisfied with t
Curious to what this all means, I open the window and let my little beautiful magical friend fly into my bedroom. The beauty of it astounds me just as much as it did the first time I saw him.“Hey, what are you doing here,” I whisper while he flies around me excitedly.While he takes his moment to fly around and seemingly explore every corner of my room, I focus on taking in the beauty of his colours, a mix of pink, purple, blue, and green. It’s astonishing what nature holds for us if we only take the time to enjoy and take a closer look.In this horrible world, full of darkness, it’s these things we should learn to appreciate. And I do. Watching him fills my heart with awe and peacefulness. It’s as if he knew the right moment to appear, just when I felt like falling again. Once I let that calmness fully sink in, he comes flying up to me, circling me until I reach my hand out and he comes to sit. Even if this is a repeat, it doesn’t fail to take me by surprise again. Pulling out the
As early dawn breaks, I tip toe around my room, trying to stay as silent as possible while gathering my thongs together and getting ready. From next door, I can hear Ben snoring loudly, and Tonya still seems to be in a deep slumber, too.All night, I kept tossing and turning, my mind replaying all the events from my birthday, down to the things said last night, and of course the appearance of the hummingbird. Even if Jax wanted me to stay put, I just can’t do it. I need to take the risk to know whatever those answers are, that are waiting for me to be unravelled.Slipping into my trainers, I’m very well aware I probably look like a burglar right now, wearing trainers, black pants, and a black hoodie pulled far into my face. It might draw even more attention to myself, especially as it’s still nearly dark outside. But with my flaming ginger hair, I’d draw even more attention towards myself, especially once Jax gives a stress call when they find out I have left. I haven’t seen many red
Hi everyone, I haven't forgotten this book.Covid just has been a real b*tch. While I thought I was getting better finally after 2 weeks of Covid, it suddenly spiralled down a lot again. Seems like my other ilnesses have made me very vulnerable. Even if this is my 4th time with Covid, it hit me nearly as bad as the 1st time.Currently, the high dose of cortisone and some oxygen are starting to help. The fever also has come down again. So I will try updating very soon.We're so close to the end of this story, and I feel really bad about not being able to update for so long decently. I hope you understand. Lots of love Jackie♡♡♡♡
My eyes still linger on Jax’s distraught face. Fear of what might have happened to Sybil and Emily or any of the others is nagging at me. But with the knock interrupting us, I know I’m not getting my answer from him right now. I huff slightly in annoyance.“Come in,” Jax calls out. I’m surprised that whoever is there even waited to be called in. Usually there’s only a short knock, and the people enter.Balloons, a huge amount of floating balloons attached to a string, get pushed through the opening door, covering everything behind it. I move left and right, trying to get a glimps of who this might be before the balloons finally move aside and give the view free to my best friends entering the room. Upfront is Ben with the balloons, then comes Tonya with a huge bunch of flowers, followed by Jenny with a tray of cupcakes, and Freddie holds a small teddy bear with "get well" on it. The last one to enter is Alex, holding a huge box of fancy looking chocolates in his hand, giving me the bri
Amelia’s POV:I wake up in an unfamiliar, dark room, but the smell of wounds and disinfectant biting within my nose tells me exactly where I am. I’m obviously at a hospital. Memories come flashing in on me. “Jax!” I sit up abruptly, with my heart thudding violently in my chest. I start throwing the blanket from my body. Panicked, I try to get out of bed until a voice and a hand pressed against my shoulder stop me, and the hand presses me right back into place.“I’m here. I'm here, my love,” I hear his sleepy, deep, and husky voice. “You need to stay in bed.”Without saying another word, I throw my arms around his neck and sob hard against his chest. “I thought……. I thought….I lost you. I thought you were dying,” I cry in relief and pain at the same time. The mere thought of losing him has me totally shook up and causes a pain in my chest, literally taking my breath away. My fingers dig stronger into his back, and I pull him harder into me, making sure he’s really here and not just an
Jax’s POVI feel warmth and power flooding my aching body, relieving the pain and soothing all my senses. Taking deep breaths, my lungs finally expand and fill with air again decently. I was sure I was suffocating only moments ago, I was sure this was it, that I was dying. But then I could feel her, I could feel her love, her power, her body pressed to mine, pulling me out of the dark place I was captivated in. She’s the sole reason the pain is gone, and I’m able to breathe again.Amelia! Without having opened my eyes, I can feel something is terribly wrong. I stir and try my hardest to pry my eyes open. “Amelia!” I choke out and shake her limp body, which is still wrapped around me. “Amelia, wake up!” Nothing happens. It’s then that I notice all the others around us, at least a part of us.Memories of what happened crash in on me, and I remember being buried alive and a sheer amount of bricks coming down after an explosion. By the distraught look on the other faces, I know the situati
“Jax! Jax! Jax!” I call out repeatedly, verbally but also through our mind link, feeling like I'm going out of my mind.No reaction. I can’t even feel him trying to connect with me in return. All I can feel is pain and cold. With Ben and Alex hot on my tracks, I pace through the chaotic state within the arena as fast as possible. I don’t even take much notice of what Emily and Sybil are doing right now.“Amelia!” I feel a little relief seeing Tristan limping towards me. But my heart drops the moment I realise there’s no Jax at his side. They were together. Jax should be with Tristan.“Where is he? Where is Jax?” I question panicked as soon as I reach Tristan.“He…… I…….. He saved my life,” Tristan chokes out, but his words just make me even more nervous. “Then, where is he?” Don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely relieved that Tristan is alive and Jax saved him. But my guts twist into knots, seeing that Jax isn’t here next to him.“He…. He pushed me aside just on time before the bricks c
“The Gold moon Alpha is gone,” one of the warriors calls out, realising the same as I did moments ago.Jax pushes me further behind him. His eyes are scanning the entire place. The longer he’s scanning it, the more I feel him tense. We all know it’s a very bad sign. Drake steps towards Alana and shakes her, seemingly trying to get her back to normal, but I doubt he’s able to shake the possession out of her. Watching him act with her, I wonder if he loves her. If he ever truly loved her? There definitely has been more between them, but it doesn’t look like he cares in the same way for her as she did for him. I can see that now. They were both hungry for power and traded their mate bond for it. From what I know now, Tiffany did the exact same thing. She rejected her weak mate because he wasn’t good enough for her. Instead, she wanted the powerful Alpha with his pack. Drake and Alana both wanted my power. They somehow knew about it.My grip tightens on Jax. For nothing in the world woul
I’m startled by the loud roaring voice echoing through the arena. Jax, next to me, still seems to be searching for the source of the voice, while I am staring at the man causing it. He may be in his early fifties. I know I’ve seen that face from far off on some of Drake’s events. Even if I wouldn’t know him, the facial features are a dead giveaway of who he is.“This gathering is against any agreement we made,” he bellows across the arena angrily at Jax. “You declared an open war to me by dropping my daughter. This is your last chance to rectify the situation. Send that worthless mutt away. Banish her from all pack grounds, make her the rogue she truly is, and I will reconsider a war with you,” the Alpha of the Gold moon pack demands.The crowd, that had been cheering moments ago, now turns silent, looking back and forth between Jax and the Gold moon Alpha, waiting for what is to come next. Jax’s grip tightens on me.“I am sorry if I hurt your and your daughters pride. It was never my
Hi everyone, I had intended on finishing this story this year. Unfortunately, a lot has happened the last couple of weeks.My health has been quite bad. The surgery on my dog has taken a toll and a lot of time, as we've been spending every second at the vet for 3,5 weeks now. Last week, her stitches burst open again. Which needed further treatment. And when things go wrong, they totally go wrong. My electrical wheelchair device totally broke down, too. All of it is taking a toll on my health and is taking a lot of time. My head hasn't really been in the right place to write.As Christmas is also coming, I ofc also have those preparations, which are even more difficult with my broke down wheelchair. So I hope you'll understand that I need to take a little time off. The next update will come on January 1st. To those of you who celebrate Christmas, I wish you a happy and healthy Christmas time.But ofc to all of you others too, have an amazing time. Thanks for your patience. And if y
Jax’s POVI called in an urgent gathering. Most of my people have already met Amelia. The most important ones were at the safe house. But the situation has changed since. At that time, things were still a mess, but now we’re engaged, and she’s officially the future Luna to this pack.Amelia walks up and down the hall nervously, tugging at her clothes. She’s wearing a dark blue pencil dress, Tonya has picked for her. Making her look like a businesswoman. “Do you think they will hate me? I mean, they all knew about Tiffany. I don’t have all that money she can provide or the power of the pack……” she trails off while fidgeting with her fingers.A soft chuckle escapes my lips. “Are you serious right now?”She looks surprised up at my tiny outburst, unable to understand why I think this is funny. I take her hands in mine and gently caress the ring she just had been fidgeting around on. “Amelia, you have more power than any of us. You are the true werewolf queen, the true Luna to all of us.