LOGINShare
115. Don't you want me (Jax’s POV)
Last Updated:
2024-10-29 19:42:56
Jackie BlueHi everyone, I did want to write all the shut into one chapter. But my migraines are so bad these days that I haven’t been able to write as I wanted. I hope to catch up real soon. what do you think about Hax trying to hold back? Please like, comment, and share❤️❤️❤️ Love Jackie
Related chapters
Luna's Uprising 116. Going slow
Jax’s POV“Don’t you want me?” The hurt on her face and the way she starts to draw back from me strikes me hard. It hadn’t even occurred to me that she could take it this way.She turns her face protectively away from me, trying to hide the rejection she’s feeling right now. But I prevent it by gently cupping her jaw and making her look up at me again. The hurt and vulnerable look in her eyes is nearly tearing me apart. It wasn’t my intention to hurt her.“Of course I want you, Amelia. More than you can imagine. I thought this,” I slightly grind my damn hard erection into her again, making her feel just how hard I am for her. “I thought you could feel just how much I want you. I just don’t want to push you into anything. I thought we should go slow and take our time with things. You’ve only just forgiven me, I don’t want to ruin it again.” I tell her truthfully.“I heard make up sex is the best,” the fear of rejection is still slightly displayed on her face, but I can also see the sex
Luna's Uprising 117. No response
Amelia’s POV“Open your eyes,” I feel him whisper next to my ear. The closeness and feeling his breath fan against my skin would already be enough to get me all giddy. But the excitement within his voice and the way he rushed away has me curious and tremendously excited at the same time.Opening my eyes, I gasp at the sight in front of me. Everywhere I look, there are candles lit up, illuminating the entire place in the most beautiful way. Now, it's not just the flickering light of the fireplace but also an uncountable amount of candles, lighting up the room. I didn’t think the romantic flair moments ago could have been topped. But I was definitely so wrong. This is absolutely stunning. My entire stomach is filled with butterflies by this gesture.He really made this the best date ever. It’s as if I’m in a winter wonderland. Surrounded by a sheer amount of candles, the cosy warmth from the fireplace, and the snowflakes still falling heavily right above us.This is a moment to remember
Luna's Uprising 118. Shrieking
No matter how often I call out, there’s no response. Only wrapped up in the bed sheets, I pace frantically through the entire place again and again. Nothing. There's still not a single trace.The fireplace is out, letting the cold seep in stronger again. Even with the thick wood, it’s not enough isolation to keep the cold out. Without a possibility of getting out of here, I could freeze to death. Admitted, maybe I’m a little dramatic right now. But my mate has just disappeared into nothing. Have they found us? Is this the work of the warlocks I’ve been warned about. Jax told me this place has been disguised for others. But a warlock is only a male witch. So what if they broke through Emily’s magic and found us? Maybe they got in here, taking Jax while we were sleeping and defenceless. I mean, they obviously didn’t take the door. There’s no way in and out of that. At least not without leaving some sort of trace. Then again, they could have used magic to put the snow right back into p
Luna's Uprising 119. Ingredients
My eyes linger on him impatiently. “This really riled you up, didn’t it?” Jax questions softly and pulls me in a little closer, soothing my senses and warming me up. “I’m sorry, I should have probably left a note or something. You were sleeping so peacefully, I didn’t want to wake you. And I only thought about getting things done quickly, so you wouldn’t wake up to an ice-cold place.”“Too late, I guess. And yes, a note would have been a great idea in our situation,” I roll my eyes, but also feel the ease slowly settling in and wrap my arms a little tighter around him.“Just as you did, I guess, I tried opening the door. But the snow hindered me from getting anywhere out of that door. I'm actually surprised it didn't tumble right into the house. As the door wasn't an option, I thought I’d try the secret escape. This place is built right above some ancient forgotten tunnels,” he explains.“Tunnels, like where the safe house is in?” I question.“Yes kinda the same. But these are way sma
Luna's Uprising 120. Dinner Jax’s POV
Jax’s POV:It’s day number five of being snowed in. Even if the snowfall stopped on day four, there’s so much snow, there’s no way out of here just yet. Not that I would mind. Being snowed in here with Amelia has been a pure bliss. We’ve had more sex than I can count. Deep conversations, getting to know each other more and more. We’ve played games, watched movies, we have laughed until our tummies hurt. We have been playing and fighting like kids in a joyful way. Just like our kitchen encounter.Looking back at it, I think it was the best decision I could have made to take her here when the theatre had closed down due to the snow. Who would have thought, a failed date plan, would be so much better than if it had worked as I had intended for that night.For all I care that snow pile outside could stay for months right where it is, and we'd stay right here. For the first time in a very long time, I am absolutely happy and not an inch restless or filled with any sort of anger. All thank
Luna's Uprising 121. Important question
Amelia’s POV:“An important question?” I think my breath just hitched while my heart pounds violently in my chest. Looking up at Jax just intensifies that feeling. My brain melts away to nothing.If I wasn’t so out of myself right now, I probably would have chuckled at Jax’s facial expressions right now. It’s a mix as if he wants to slam his head repeatedly against the next wall because he said something he hadn’t intended. On the other hand, he looks like he’s close to shitting himself. That second look is the one, stirring those butterflies deep within the pit of my stomach up.I think I already know what question that is. It should have dawned on me the way he’s set everything up today, down to every detail. He even made sure we washed our clothes from the date night, so we could have a decent date here, as he said. Minus my lingerie, he wrecked that night. Jax’s mouth gapes open and closes again. He repeats it a couple of times like a fish. It’s nearly comical to watch, but I am
Luna's Uprising 122. Shovelling
It’s day number seven after being snowed in. Jax has been shovelling outside since three hours to just get us a small path through the door. It’s not like we can expect a truck to come and shovel a way free to a disguised house. I nearly got a heart attack when Jax stepped from the roof to jump down into the snow. The snow has settled and is slightly compressed by now, but I still wasn’t sure how much he might sink in. He jumped in his wolf form and started digging a path with his paws first. Which was definitely faster and way more effective than in his human form and provided more safety jumping from the roof. It still scared the shit out of me.But watching his muscles flex now in his human form while he’s using the shovel is way more fun to watch. My eyes stay glued on those flexing muscles and the way he’s working heavily. It's mouth-watering. I can’t believe he isn’t freezing.I’m freezing just from watching his naked torso out there in the cold. It’s still minus nine degrees
Luna's Uprising 123. Rush
I shriek at the weight, weighing me down to the ground.“Oh my god, where the hell have you been?” Tonya complains while she’s on top of me, together with her brother, hugging me as if I had been gone for months.Admittedly, one week without knowing what’s going on is very long, too. Even if time for me seems to have passed in a blink of an eye.While looking up at them, I simply muster a shrug, not knowing what to answer to that question, then I look over to Jax for help. I’m fairly sure he wouldn’t want me to spill the truth. It’s his secret hideout, after all. It wouldn’t be a secret hideout anymore if I spilt it right now.“That’s all? A shrug?” Tonya questions upset, getting off me and stemming her hands against her waist like Super Woman and pouts. “You go for a date, don’t come back, and then all I get is a shrug?”“It’s not her fault. She really doesn’t know where exactly we were. I just took her away. It wasn’t planned. We got snowed in. I’m sure Alex filled you in on that,”
Latest chapter
Luna's Uprising Update
Hi everyone, I haven't forgotten this book.Covid just has been a real b*tch. While I thought I was getting better finally after 2 weeks of Covid, it suddenly spiralled down a lot again. Seems like my other ilnesses have made me very vulnerable. Even if this is my 4th time with Covid, it hit me nearly as bad as the 1st time.Currently, the high dose of cortisone and some oxygen are starting to help. The fever also has come down again. So I will try updating very soon.We're so close to the end of this story, and I feel really bad about not being able to update for so long decently. I hope you understand. Lots of love Jackie♡♡♡♡
Luna's Uprising 131. Balloons
My eyes still linger on Jax’s distraught face. Fear of what might have happened to Sybil and Emily or any of the others is nagging at me. But with the knock interrupting us, I know I’m not getting my answer from him right now. I huff slightly in annoyance.“Come in,” Jax calls out. I’m surprised that whoever is there even waited to be called in. Usually there’s only a short knock, and the people enter.Balloons, a huge amount of floating balloons attached to a string, get pushed through the opening door, covering everything behind it. I move left and right, trying to get a glimps of who this might be before the balloons finally move aside and give the view free to my best friends entering the room. Upfront is Ben with the balloons, then comes Tonya with a huge bunch of flowers, followed by Jenny with a tray of cupcakes, and Freddie holds a small teddy bear with "get well" on it. The last one to enter is Alex, holding a huge box of fancy looking chocolates in his hand, giving me the bri
Luna's Uprising 130. Healing process
Amelia’s POV:I wake up in an unfamiliar, dark room, but the smell of wounds and disinfectant biting within my nose tells me exactly where I am. I’m obviously at a hospital. Memories come flashing in on me. “Jax!” I sit up abruptly, with my heart thudding violently in my chest. I start throwing the blanket from my body. Panicked, I try to get out of bed until a voice and a hand pressed against my shoulder stop me, and the hand presses me right back into place.“I’m here. I'm here, my love,” I hear his sleepy, deep, and husky voice. “You need to stay in bed.”Without saying another word, I throw my arms around his neck and sob hard against his chest. “I thought……. I thought….I lost you. I thought you were dying,” I cry in relief and pain at the same time. The mere thought of losing him has me totally shook up and causes a pain in my chest, literally taking my breath away. My fingers dig stronger into his back, and I pull him harder into me, making sure he’s really here and not just an
Luna's Uprising 129. Roots Jax’s POV
Jax’s POVI feel warmth and power flooding my aching body, relieving the pain and soothing all my senses. Taking deep breaths, my lungs finally expand and fill with air again decently. I was sure I was suffocating only moments ago, I was sure this was it, that I was dying. But then I could feel her, I could feel her love, her power, her body pressed to mine, pulling me out of the dark place I was captivated in. She’s the sole reason the pain is gone, and I’m able to breathe again.Amelia! Without having opened my eyes, I can feel something is terribly wrong. I stir and try my hardest to pry my eyes open. “Amelia!” I choke out and shake her limp body, which is still wrapped around me. “Amelia, wake up!” Nothing happens. It’s then that I notice all the others around us, at least a part of us.Memories of what happened crash in on me, and I remember being buried alive and a sheer amount of bricks coming down after an explosion. By the distraught look on the other faces, I know the situati
Luna's Uprising 128. Bricks
“Jax! Jax! Jax!” I call out repeatedly, verbally but also through our mind link, feeling like I'm going out of my mind.No reaction. I can’t even feel him trying to connect with me in return. All I can feel is pain and cold. With Ben and Alex hot on my tracks, I pace through the chaotic state within the arena as fast as possible. I don’t even take much notice of what Emily and Sybil are doing right now.“Amelia!” I feel a little relief seeing Tristan limping towards me. But my heart drops the moment I realise there’s no Jax at his side. They were together. Jax should be with Tristan.“Where is he? Where is Jax?” I question panicked as soon as I reach Tristan.“He…… I…….. He saved my life,” Tristan chokes out, but his words just make me even more nervous. “Then, where is he?” Don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely relieved that Tristan is alive and Jax saved him. But my guts twist into knots, seeing that Jax isn’t here next to him.“He…. He pushed me aside just on time before the bricks c
Luna's Uprising 127. Trust me
“The Gold moon Alpha is gone,” one of the warriors calls out, realising the same as I did moments ago.Jax pushes me further behind him. His eyes are scanning the entire place. The longer he’s scanning it, the more I feel him tense. We all know it’s a very bad sign. Drake steps towards Alana and shakes her, seemingly trying to get her back to normal, but I doubt he’s able to shake the possession out of her. Watching him act with her, I wonder if he loves her. If he ever truly loved her? There definitely has been more between them, but it doesn’t look like he cares in the same way for her as she did for him. I can see that now. They were both hungry for power and traded their mate bond for it. From what I know now, Tiffany did the exact same thing. She rejected her weak mate because he wasn’t good enough for her. Instead, she wanted the powerful Alpha with his pack. Drake and Alana both wanted my power. They somehow knew about it.My grip tightens on Jax. For nothing in the world woul
Luna's Uprising 126. Already married
I’m startled by the loud roaring voice echoing through the arena. Jax, next to me, still seems to be searching for the source of the voice, while I am staring at the man causing it. He may be in his early fifties. I know I’ve seen that face from far off on some of Drake’s events. Even if I wouldn’t know him, the facial features are a dead giveaway of who he is.“This gathering is against any agreement we made,” he bellows across the arena angrily at Jax. “You declared an open war to me by dropping my daughter. This is your last chance to rectify the situation. Send that worthless mutt away. Banish her from all pack grounds, make her the rogue she truly is, and I will reconsider a war with you,” the Alpha of the Gold moon pack demands.The crowd, that had been cheering moments ago, now turns silent, looking back and forth between Jax and the Gold moon Alpha, waiting for what is to come next. Jax’s grip tightens on me.“I am sorry if I hurt your and your daughters pride. It was never my
Luna's Uprising Author: Christmas break
Hi everyone, I had intended on finishing this story this year. Unfortunately, a lot has happened the last couple of weeks.My health has been quite bad. The surgery on my dog has taken a toll and a lot of time, as we've been spending every second at the vet for 3,5 weeks now. Last week, her stitches burst open again. Which needed further treatment. And when things go wrong, they totally go wrong. My electrical wheelchair device totally broke down, too. All of it is taking a toll on my health and is taking a lot of time. My head hasn't really been in the right place to write.As Christmas is also coming, I ofc also have those preparations, which are even more difficult with my broke down wheelchair. So I hope you'll understand that I need to take a little time off. The next update will come on January 1st. To those of you who celebrate Christmas, I wish you a happy and healthy Christmas time.But ofc to all of you others too, have an amazing time. Thanks for your patience. And if y
Luna's Uprising 125. Stadium
Jax’s POVI called in an urgent gathering. Most of my people have already met Amelia. The most important ones were at the safe house. But the situation has changed since. At that time, things were still a mess, but now we’re engaged, and she’s officially the future Luna to this pack.Amelia walks up and down the hall nervously, tugging at her clothes. She’s wearing a dark blue pencil dress, Tonya has picked for her. Making her look like a businesswoman. “Do you think they will hate me? I mean, they all knew about Tiffany. I don’t have all that money she can provide or the power of the pack……” she trails off while fidgeting with her fingers.A soft chuckle escapes my lips. “Are you serious right now?”She looks surprised up at my tiny outburst, unable to understand why I think this is funny. I take her hands in mine and gently caress the ring she just had been fidgeting around on. “Amelia, you have more power than any of us. You are the true werewolf queen, the true Luna to all of us.
