CHAPTER 53
SANTIAGO Everywhere felt dark, I tried reaching for something but it all felt blank. Like an empty space! Where the hell was this place?I tried to remember how I got here but nothing came through. I was beginning to feel concerned. Was I dead? But how could I even be dead?! The thoughts of it alone was scary and surreal.Still bothered, I was trying to find a solution when I felt a sharp light hit my face. I fell down because of the impact of the light before standing up again.I felt my body floating in the air till I suddenly disappeared.I fluttered my eyes open, trying to adjust my vision. Everywhere looked so bright and at the same time blurry.Where was this place? It took a while before I could realize that I was at the hospital. Several drips were connected to my body as the beeping sound of the machine could not be ignored.What's going on?The sound was very disturbing and I needed to leave this place.I raised my hands but couldn't as a sharp pain made its way to my abdominal cavity.I couldn't endure anymore, I tried to groan but it didn't come out well. My voice sounded so coarse, how long have I been here?My throat felt so dry, like I had been there for some years now.My head started throbbing lightly and I knew I had to make a move. “Help,” I tried to tell but it only came out as a whisper. I hissed irritatedly. Can someone just barge into this room, I couldn’t endure the pain any longer.I was beginning to slip into darkness again as the intensity of my throbbing increased.“Help!” I shouted louder.A nurse rushed in, looking bewildered for a moment before rushing out again.“I will be back.” she said, quite elated.What the heck was her problem?! I was in pains here!I was still complaining bitterly when the door opened ajar. I tried to look at the direction of the door but couldn't, the pain was just too much for me.“Wow, this is surprising!” I heard the voice of the doctor. He came closer and stared at me with a wide smile.“Urgh!” I groaned loudly, I was in pain and confusion. I could see a lady struggling to go into the room. “Who was she?” I thought. Mere thinking about it made my head throb as I closed my eyes in pain.“Why am I here?” I asked them. “Why am I in so much pain?” I asked again.I tried to leave the hospital bed but the doctor immediately rushed to me and I felt something prick me.Feeling my nerves calm down, my muscles relax as I take a deep breath. I thought about everything and suddenly a flash of memory crossed my mind.I remember everything!The accident! I could remember what had happened clearly, I was just in my car driving till I felt a lorry come In Front of me with its LED light on.Its LED light was so bright that I had to squint my eyes, I didn't know what happened from there again.I opened my eyes again, only to be met by another flashlight. I squinted my eyes a little and that gave the doctor the cue to take the light away.“How are you doing?” the doctor asked with a smile.“I don't know. I feel very weak and thinking about something just makes my headache terrible. My whole body is in pain.” I replied, pain evident in my voice.The pain was very intense, I had never experienced this kind of pain since I was born. It felt like my body parts were cut into pieces.“Have you tried moving your body parts?” the doctor asked. “Not really, I am in so much pain to even think about that.” I retorted.Thinking about it just made me scared, what if I become disabled?“How about we do that now?” he asked again. I was a bit hesitant but the doctor gave me a reassuring smile.I raised my arms and legs and they were all doing perfectly fine. I turned my neck and arched my back to see if they were all doing perfectly fine. I was very happy when I was affirmed healthy.All of my body parts were checked and I was confirmed physically perfect.“This is amazing!” the doctor said. “You just need to avoid strenuous activities, in a matter of days you will be perfectly fine.” the doctor announced.“Thank you so much, I really appreciate it!” I thanked him. I was happy I didn't lose any of my body parts, thinking about being disabled just made me want to lose my mind but I thank God anyway.I was still smiling when a lady walked in. I gazed at her, I felt this nostalgia.Have we met? I couldn't place where or when. Something did attract me to her anyway, the way she walked and carried herself.She smiled at me and I couldn't help but return the smile. What was this tingling feeling? It was like a force of attraction was between us and I couldn't stop gazing at her.“Ohh, you are here!” the doctor said once he saw her. “I was about to send it to you. He has woken up and is doing perfectly fine!” The doctor told her.I stared at them confused, who was she and how was she related to me?“I can see you are confused.” The doctor said with a smile. “This is Glenn, she was the one that brought you here.” The doctor announced. “She saved you, I don’t know how but brought you here.” The doctor added as Glenn smiled.We were still talking about that when someone barged into the room. Before anyone could even react to her presence, she rushed to me and pulled me into an embrace.“I have missed you so much, baby!” She said,I was more than shocked as everyone also had that expression. “Baby?” I asked confusedly.“Yes, what happened? Don’t you know I am your spouse?” She added with a sound of hurt.I looked at the doctor in confusion as I was very confused.“I don’t remember having any wife,” I uttered.I tried thinking deeply but nothing was there, not even a glint of what she was portraying. I didn't have any attraction like I had towards Glenn.No matter how I tried, I couldn’t see myself holding hands with Martha but with Glenn, it was very easy. What was happening?! I was just so confused.I was still thinking hard when my eyes met Glenn. There was something about her that attracted her to me, mere staring at her jolted some inner feelings in me.I was distracted when someone cleared their throat loudly. It turned out to be my supposed wife.“I am sorry that I can't even remember anything that has to do with this.” I apologized to the lady.“I can't believe this! My husband just denied me in the presence of everyone.” she uttered bitterly.She started shedding tears and I couldn't handle it, the drama was just too much for me.“Excuse me! This is a hospital, keep your voice down.” the doctor interrupted Martha who was beginning to throw a tantrum.“I will be going now,” the doctor said before walking out of the drama that was unfolding.“I understand that something is wrong with your memory but I am still willing to stay.” Martha said.She turned to look at everyone in the room before her eyes landed on Glenn.“Thank you for saving him but I think you need to leave.” Martha uttered, walking closer to Glenn.Why does it have to be her? Her presence brought some unknown comfort to me.“She doesn't have to go.” I managed to utter.“Babe! I need quality time with you, it's been like forever. Your child has missed your touches.” she said with a smile.“Child?!” I exclaimed.“Why are you so shocked. I am carrying our baby.” she said with a smile.I groaned loudly, already tired of all the information I have heard since I got up.“Can you please leave, I need quality time with my husband.” she said to Glenn, sounding more rude this time.“What is with all of this lies?” Glenn finally speaks.“Lies? What do you mean by lies?” I asked Glenn.“Do not bother baby, I will handle it.” Martha quickly intervenes before I could ask another question.“Your presence is disturbing my husband. Just leave!” Martha shouted but Glenn refused to move out.“Security!” Martha shrieked angrily.“Dont think you have won with this stupid act…”Glenn was still saying when the security walked her out.What just happened. Do these two ladies know each other?CHAPTER 54GLENNI was all dazzled, how in the hell could this happen and why now, some part of me wanted to believe all this was a kind of joke but the more I thought about it, the more it seemed like reality.I was at the crossroads, for some reason I didn't want to believe all that she was saying about being married to him.Yet the impact of her words rested somewhere in my mind, making it heavier as I walked the dark corridor to my home.I flipped on the switch as I suddenly had that urge for a warm bath, for a minute I stood still right there staring at myself in the mirror.Staring at myself in the mirror, I didn't know which was more dramatic, the fact that I was covered by the blood of a man that would never be mine or the fact that I thought I had a chance.Memories of the hospital scene flooded through my mind again and again, why had he denied knowing me?I was trying to fix all the wrongs that were happening all at once but no matter how hard I tried , fixing this looked i
CHAPTER 55GLENN"What?""Santiago? "I couldn't process my thoughts for a minute, but the words kept going through her words again, what could it be that he wanted.Had he gotten back his memories…"Hello?" The voice came again, it was only then I realized I was still yet to give a reply." Oh, sorry." I apologized. "I'd try to be there, but I am still a bit busy right now.""He is getting discharged this evening, you could as well make it here before he leaves. "I nod my head, "Alright. " I rolled my eyes.Already, Ann was signaling to me wanting to know what was going on or at least that was what I thought till I turned and came face to face with my boss.Apparently, she had been trying to tell me he had walked in and I had been too dumbass stupid to get whatever she was trying to say, at that moment, I was filled with a different type of fear.I watched as his gaze settled in on me, at that moment I could see his gaze filled with disdain."I—""Save it, how do you explain makin
CHAPTER 56SANTIAGOI could tell all these weren't real but there was no way for me to stop it, the more I tossed on my bed every few seconds, the more I was buried Into this … This madness that looked to consume every part of me.At some point, I was hoping that all this would end at some point.I could feel it, I didn't need anyone to tell me all this was leading me to some kind of insanity.There was a missing chapter that I was certain about, but replacing those pictures was this bright blinding might .Something didn't feel right.My mind was clouded with thoughts, so many thoughts that all I saw was façade's.My mind went blank for a few seconds, at first I was wondering where I was.Tossing on my bed I was still caught up in the dreamscape, wondering how all of these would end or at least play out.From the distance all I could hear was the voice, then the sound of my name."Santiago!"My eyelids fluttered as I looked blankly at the woman for what seemed like long second's.Ju
CHAPTER 57GLENNMoments —They talk about moments being the best memories you never forget but for me it was more than that .All I wanted was for this one chance I had with him to last forever, we stood there still looking at each other, his gaze settling on me and setting me on flames."What do you really want?" I asked.Guess he might never get to know how bad I wanted him to speak and voice out whatever was it that was buried deep in his mind.All that followed was silence, silence that was so engrossing.I sighed. "You won't believe it if i tell you.""Well, the world just seems different after I wake up."A thick atmosphere hung in the air that I wouldn’t have expected in such a confined space.For starters, there were still those goosebumps every now and then and I didn't know how in the hell to control it or stop my mind from spinning.Or rather, the truth was I hadn’t exactly figured out what I would say, the world was at the back of my mind all jam-packed into a big hold
CHAPTER 58GLENN"What? I don't get you." I grimaced.I was trying to process my mind through whatever she was saying at the moment, still feeling stunned in a way that she had offered me money in exchange for me to leave him."Please, I know you want this deal so bad." She closed the rest of the space between us."I made my findings and I know you are in need of money.""But not your money."She shrugged. " Well. "Looking at her, I could say that she was the most impossible person. Here I was thinking of a way to ignore her but then she was coming up with this."Well, I know this is a very hard decision to make so I'd give you this." She hands me her card. " Call me when you make up your mind. "It was a long bus trip home, I sat with my head glued to the glass in deep thoughts about the entire situation.One part of my mind saw all of this as a lost course, perhaps taking the deal felt more kind of awkward.I sighed, at that moment I wasn't even thinking straight, my mind was cloude
CHAPTER 59SANTIAGOBeing traumatized came with it own demon and literally I could feel mine breathing down on my neck —Each night had been eventful on its own part after the accident, each left me stricken with fear with every bit of fear to face reality.It was as though I was staring straight into the eye of my own fear, the deeper I looked the more I was starting to know what all the craziness was about.I gasped suddenly, a thunder clasped across the sky as I woke up panting. It was only ten hours back home at the motel and already I was being tormented by these frequent nightmares over and over.The dream all starts the same way, I find myself walking in a path when suddenly I am dragged away and forced into some kind of path where I was being trailed by the shadow of a wolf.From a far away distance, the wolf sounded as my mind tried to get a hold on reality …Right there on my way every bit of everything else looked to melt away , fragments by fragments till it formed just o
ÇHAPTER 60SANTIAGOSaying that name went like a kind of relief, it was almost as if my mind had been waiting to scream it out , yet no matter how sweet it sounded it left me wondering why the name of that strange woman that saved my life was right there at the tip of my lips."Why did you say that name?" Her voice was calm and collected as age tried to know, it left a dangerous feeling behind." Why, I don't know… I just felt like .""Do you remember anything?" The name did strike a bell but remembering felt like something far- off.The conversation was going in a totally different way from what I expected, here I was trying to apologize for acting all rude and she was totally freaking out .This conversation should have been easy, perhaps relaxed, though I couldn’t help but notice her movements were slightly tense just before she asked the question."Santiago why did you say that name?" This time she sounded rather infuriating and I was on the verge of losing it again.It was as tho
CHAPTER 61GLENNLove is selfish —When it chooses you, it does regardless of class, gender and in my case specie. It gives you no chance but consumes you completely, till you are a part of its body, spirit and soul.I was a victim to this same fate, this love or whatever it was called. The thought of Santiago consumed every part of me till I felt no part belonged to me any longer . No matter how hard I tried it was almost impossible to shut him out of my thoughts.He took it over completely, so much that my soul travailed In search of him while I slept.At first, the lucid dreams appeared to me as unreal and unrealistic, but the fact they left the same feeling of thrill was what seeked to consume my own soul.I woke up in bed every morning with the memories of being at the window again, this time he was there as usual, right there standing at the edge of the window looking at the soul of my wolf.It occurred to me that something must be special about this man, I was left wanting to kn
CHAPTER 105GLENNAs much as I tried convincing him all was fine, that single fact was not accepted by this man, I didn't know why but something about him made accepting the situation much more difficult.Perhaps I wouldn't have had to go through the whole stress if Anna had just convinced him, she didn't do that as she also insisted on the report… It tookPersuasion from the two parties I ended up at the station, we didn't have to wait too long as a detective had taken useful information to get whoever this was.The letter was another piece of evidence but it had been touched many times so not much could be done.I had let out a flighty air. While walking out, I wondered why I was the only one being trailed all through the entire town.It was frustrating because the detective had asked really private questions again and over I had lied about it… lied about my past, lied about my identity and it out me in a bad mood.My rapid heartbeats counted the whole conversation as I remembered
CHAPTER 104GLENNEverything happened even before I could stop it, at the first Instance my first instincts had been to run but there again the whole situation. proved critical.If anyone had ever said I would be this scared about the situation I would have argued but at the moment it was exactly case—It all started shortly after he left, my moment of silence and having time alone to myself had been interrupted by Anna's call.As usual she had called to know how the dinner had gone and I was quite expressive with my description of the exclusive evening.We were still on the call when I heard a knock at my door , on any normal day I would have taken precaution of the entire situation but as it was it seemed far fetched from what I would have normally done —"Give me a minute.""Oh, Santi is back… " she made a humming sound that made me laugh." You are just naughty. " I shook my head as a knock filled the room again.I grinned. "A minute."To my surprise I didn't see anyone, instead
CHAPTER 103SANTIAGOThere was nothing else I wanted to do at this moment than dwell in that bliss that was filling me up, I sparkled and anyone would have noticed … For me it all had to do because of her—Glenn.Being with her brought out the very best in me being ways I could even comprehend, she looked to be the missing piece of puzzle, that looked to overwhelm my entire existence till it was the perfect fit.No matter if I were a totally different person living a different life, she brought out the very best in me, she was the exact catalyst that made me…perfect.Perfect, that was the exact way to express this feeling with her it felt like she was another missing piece of my soul fixing herself into me relentlessly.It was funny that I have found my way down the wrong track, Martha was the only thing at the moment doing what she knew how to do best: Complicate things.The Truth about this whole situationship I had with Martha was the fact that she appeared to be unaware of how m
CHAPTER 102GLENNAfter this was over the room was filled with fleeting silence again as I tried to gain back the silence that had enveloped the room . All that fell out of me were ragged breaths that I had no way of stopping as they fell out freely …He rolled off me. And almost immediately I could tell that it was my turn to satisfy him. In a bid to distract myself from the heavy feeling that was thudding in my chest, I got into work almost immediately.Staring into his eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back. I knew almost immediately that I had to get down to the act of pleasing him, I did that quickly….I could feel myself burn as I grabbed his erection at the base and pumped at it before stroking it from the base up to the shaft, the action sparked something deep from Inside of him.Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled him, I went back and forth on him as I rocked him like he was a fucking horse, st the last instant I felt him lean forward but I pushed him ba
ÇHAPTER 101SANTIAGOHow could I give away that chance of making love with her again when it was what I had been thinking about all day long—Roughly, my lips and teeth did exactly what I had wanted to do all evening, It ran down her throat, drawing a sigh from her as her fingers ran through my ruffled hair, she braced herself with her arms around me as we devoured beach others lips, and just when her legs might give way from the intense passion she was having she let them curl round me.Her weight was perfect, yet so consuming, a fleeting thought ran through my mind filling bot with exactly how I planned this moment to be, all uncertainty and Sanity was forgotten when she pushed her hands into my shirt and pulled ruining it in the process but i didn't even as she pressed her face on my neck and inhaled.My shirt was hanging in an awkward way that made it look like I had gone sexually crazy—Sweat ran rivulets down her back as I could feel getting so burned up, as the sweat trail
CHAPTER 100GLENNWe were the couple of the evening, and I could see why we got the attention of everyone and everything as we walked out even the cold air that evening.He walked with his hands clasped into mine as I could feel his pulse racing against mine, there were things I wanted to tell him with my hormones raging all I wanted was to fuck this man and I had done exactly the right thing leaving an hint of my want and desire all around throughout the evening.With each click of my heels that echoed off the wooden floorboards, as we Walked out I listened as it played with my heartbeat, I was oozing out a musky scent of want that would had made anyone of my kind go crazy with rage but at the moment it doesn't look like I could stop any of it—It had only been minutes since we arrived had arrived and we're standing in front of the restaurant as we the uncertainty of if he felt the same way played out at the back of my mind, I wondered if something had shifted right there in
CHAPTER 99GLENN.It glowed like the moon and I could as it sparkled against my soul—My thoughts — Thoughts that I could feel sinking into the deepest part of me till all I could feel was it coldness.As it appeared that was the only thing I could possibly do at the moment, I had to think my way out of the situation and it was made difficult by the fact that all these feelings were unconditional.What more could this be described as than being chaotic, it was exactly the situation of my heart when I had arrived home, I was realizing that all this feeling overwhelming my soul wasn't just mere thoughts rather it was the factual truth yet I couldn't decipher what it was.I had looked at the whole situation for a long time from a different perspective but at the moment I was starting to realize that things were not the way it is not supposed to be, it was way different —As a matter of fact the woman I had thought was responsible for all of this turned out to be different from what was at
CHAPTER 98GLENNThe good thing was he picked up and as luck would have it,he didn't seem as angry as i had supposed.I told him the words I had wanted to, and he fell quiet for a while, not wanting to answer my question—"Fine, we'd meet at the regular place then." He answered after a while ignoring my first question and going for the second instead.The moment he hung up, I shared a look with him. The entire feeling I got from all of this was that he was still pissed about my actions earlier. I sat there with the phone against my ears doing nothing except buzzing."What did he say?" Anna spoke, breaking the silence.I sighed. "He is coming to meet me, but he said nothing about traveling with him… I guess he is still angry. "I said that last word with conviction and she looked as though she agreed with me that he was still vexed about the entire issue.I was caught right here thinking of a way to settle all of this, my mind felt like it was in a kind of flame."You need to go prepar
CHAPTER 97GLENNAll it took was that taste of his words and yet again I would be swayed by it, he was good when he used these words… He was so good with it that most times I began to doubt my own sanity as well.What made it more difficult was the fact that I didn't want all of this to happen, I didn't want to be swayed by his words so I had picked a harder exterior.All my plan had been that it would make it easier for me to deal with, it was the same reason I had opted for that hard exterior knowing fully well that it would give me leverage.I knew deep down that having him guessing would keep him off balance and he wouldn't use his biggest weapon… his words.It didn't turn out as I had expected, while I had thought that my words might give him a totally different feeling, it made him provoked.I was here hoping that he kissed me after cupping my face, but he left instead and now I was dying for another, I was going insane as all I wanted to —The door slammed before I could eve