I fell asleep and stayed asleep for some time; when I woke up, Spike was over, sitting in a chair, just watching me sleep. A flashback of something similar that Brax had done came flashing into my head, but I pushed it anyway as I didn't want to think about him; I just wanted to forget about him and my past. "I thought you were never going to wake up," Spike said as soon as he saw me and my eyes.Sitting up, I looked around the room. Since all the windows were blacked out, it was hard to tell what the time was. "How long was I asleep for?" I asked."All bloody day," he replied as he got up and came towards me. My head was pounding from all the alcohol and vampire blood I had drunk last night. Yet, my body still craved more blood; I thought I would have woken up hungry since I hadn't eaten in days, but instead, all I wasn't was spikes of blood. Spike sat down on the edge of the couch, looking at me with concern in his eyes. "You really went all out last night, didn't you?" he said,
I tried to ignore his words, but they lingered in my mind as I made my way through the dark streets. The darkness inside me continued to whisper, tempting me to give in to its power completely. I knew that it was wrong to do the things it wanted me to do, and I knew that if I kept letting it control me, I would lose myself forever, but losing myself to the darkness was better than having to feel the pain that I felt from losing my baby. But as I walked, I couldn't shake the feeling of guilt that gnawed at me. Spike's words struck a chord within me, reminding me of the consequences of my actions and the importance of controlling the darkness that threatened to consume me. The darkness in me was stronger than anything, and the more I gave in to it, the more it grew.I found myself torn between the two conflicting sides of myself – the powerful being that revelled in chaos and destruction and the part of me that still held onto a sliver of humanity.As I wandered aimlessly through the n
We walked a few blocks before stopping in front of a dimly lit store. Pushing open the door, bells rang. As we did, I gripped Spikes' hand tighter. "It's okay; I would never do anything to hurt you, Luna," he said softly.I followed Spike into the dimly lit store, my heart pounding in my chest. I had no idea what to expect, but I knew that I needed help. The air was thick with the scent of herbs and incense, and a sense of unease washed over me as we approached a figure standing behind the counter.The woman had dark, piercing eyes that seemed to bore into my soul. She looked at me with a mixture of curiosity and concern, as if she could see right through me. "What brings you here, child?" she asked in a voice that sent shivers down my spine. "your darkness is not welcome here.""This is Luna, the girl I told you about," Spike explained. The woman nodded before she turned her gaze back to me. "You carry a heavy burden, Luna," she said softly. "But there is hope for you yet."She moti
"You're not safe here, Luna," his voice came into my head before he lost his grip on me.I scrambled to my feet, shaking with fear and uncertainty. The wolf's words echoed in my mind, a reminder of the dangers that surrounded me. But I knew I couldn't give up, not now.With a fierce determination, I faced the wolf head-on, ready to defend myself at all costs. As we circled each other, growls and snarls filling the air, I felt a surge of power within me. This was my fight, my chance to prove that I was strong enough to survive. I lugged at him, but he sidestepped me, coursing me to hit the wall that was behind him. he stood over me once more, staring down at me. "you have been fullish, not training your wolf, instead only focusing on your witch powers." he took a step back showing me he was not here to fight me. "I'm here to warn you, Luna, of the things that want to cause you harm.""I can look after myself," I spat back, hoping I was doing this mind-link thing right so he would hear
I went and got dressed before heading back to where Spike was. Taking a seat in front of him, I readied myself to hear him out. he looked nervous as he stared at me. Clearing his throat, he started. "over 500 years ago, I made some very bad choices, which led to me stealing something very important from Sylva. It was a necklace that held great power and significance to her. I didn't realize the consequences of my actions at the time, but as soon as she found me with her necklace, she placed a curse on me." he paused, his eyes filled with regret."What kind of curse?" I asked him, my heart pounding in my chest.Spike took a deep breath before continuing. "It was a curse that transformed me into something...something dark and twisted. I became the first ever vampire."I couldn't understand how that curse was so bad. She had given him the chance to live forever, but at what cost? Spike explained that the curse not only turned him into a vampire but also condemned him to an eternity of dar
I tried over the next few days to keep my distance from Spike, but it did not go very well at all. Whenever I'm around him, I can't control the way I feel. My body craves him, and I don't understand why the more I try to resist him, the more I'm pulled towards him. Every time our eyes met, a surge of desire shot through me, leaving me breathless and wanting more. It was like a magnetic force that I couldn't escape, no matter how hard I tried. There is something different about my connection with Spike compared to Brax. With Brax, it was all-consuming and intense, a deep longing that consumed every fibre of my being. But with Spike, it was more physical, a primal need that seemed to come from somewhere deep within me. I loved having sex with Brax. He always got me to where I needed to be, but with Spike, he just sent me into another planet filled with excitement. I find myself constantly craving his blood, needing the rush of power and exhilaration that came with feeding from him. It w
It's been days since I saw Seb, and there is still no sign or word from Brax. Maybe Seb decided against telling Brax because he knew that it would only hurt him, or maybe Brax has just given up on me and stopped caring or loving me all altogether, which I wouldn't blame him if that were the case. It still hurts, though, to think that someone who loved me as much as he did could just stop loving me. I have been focusing all my time and energy on learning to control my powers. The crazy thing is the more I practice, the stronger they get. I didn't think that was possible when it came to magic; I thought you just had the magic that you had, and it did grow, but I was very grown there. As I sit in my room, surrounded by books and candles, I can feel the power coursing through me. It's exhilarating and terrifying at the same time. I never imagined that I would have this much potential within me. But with great power comes great responsibility, as they say. I've been experimenting with
I couldnt bring myself to go back into the club. Once I had pulled myself together, I walked back home, but instead of heading straight downstairs and hiding away, I sat at the bar drinking, trying to numb the pain. I knew that Spike would come looking for me soon, and he would know that there was something wrong. I didn't want to have to explain it all to him. But as I sat there, drowning my sorrows in alcohol, I couldn't shake the image of Brax's devastated face from my mind.I knew that what I had done was for the best, but it didn't make it any easier to see him hurting. The guilt weighed heavily on me as I tried to push away the memories of our time together.As the night wore on and the bar started to empty out, a familiar figure walked through the door. Spike looked around until his eyes landed on me, sitting at the bar with a bottle of whiskey in front of me."Luna," he said softly, concern evident in his voice as he walked over to me. "What's going on? I've been looking for yo