I got home and headed straight for my room, getting the shower; a wave of emotions hit me all at once as I came to terms with the fact that I was leaving and heading into the unknown with a man that, from what I had seen and heard was nothing but evil. My heart was breaking because I was leaving Brax and not knowing if I would ever get to see him again. My feelings for him are strong, and I know they're real. Tears fell from my eyes uncontrollably; I've always been good at controlling my emotions until now. Everything over the past few months had just become too much. I wished to be at home with my family, whom I miss more than anything. Even if they aren't my blood and their kind are born to kill my kind, they are still the people who raised me and kept me safe for the first eighteen years of my life. I wanted to hug my mum and have my dad tell me everything would be okay. I even missed my stupid brother. We'd all agreed when I'd left them only a few weeks ago that I wouldn't contac
My head is pounding and I can feel something tight around my neck. As I slowly open my eyes, everything appears blurry. I blink a few times to adjust my vision. The ground feels cold and hard beneath me, causing my whole body to ache with pain. Gradually sitting up, I take in my surroundings - a prison cell with no windows to the outside world.A large metal collar is wrapped around my neck, connected to the wall by a chain. The cell is bare, consisting only of cement walls and metal bars. Scratch marks cover the walls, indicating that something large had been in here before. The atmosphere in the cell fills me with unease, telling me that terrible things have happened within these walls.slowly standing, I lean against the wall, my head pounding as if it's about to explode. Placing a hand on the back of my head, I feel the large cut from where I had been hit. Using the wall for support, I slowly make my way over to the door, the chain just long enough to reach it. "Hello?" I call out
At some point, my body gave up, and I blacked out. When I woke up, I found myself back in my cell. My body screaming at me with pain. My eyes are almost swollen shut. I'm too weak to move, so I just lay there on the cold, hard floor in a pool of my own blood. I'm no longer chained, but the collar is still tight around my neck. The dress I was wearing was no longer on me; I was left in nothing but my underwear. Closing my eyes, I let myself dream of being back safe with Brax. The realisation that I will most likely die here alone starts to set in. I don't have the energy to cry though I can feel my body slowly giving up. I wish I was strong and could make it through this, but I know I can't. Footsteps coming towards me make me open my eyes again; the scent of someone I have smelt before slowly lingers into my nostrils, making me lift my head to see Seb standing on the other side of the bars. "Seb?" my voice cracks as I talk. He doesn't answer me; instead, he stands there staring dow
Days passed, and without fail, Kane came every day, beating me, trying to get me to show my powers. I begged him, telling him that I couldn't show him anything even if I wanted to. I don't think I have powers anymore I think the day back in the apperment i dreained my powers forever. I know they're going to get sick of me and kill me soon. I'm not scared that death would be better than this. I haven't seen Seb since. I'm still confused as to why he's here. I thought that he was part of Brax's pack, not Kane's. another buckets of frezzing cold water gets throw over my broken and tired body they do this to me everytime i fal asleep. "show me" kane screams at me. "I can't", I cry. He's been torturing me for hours. I can see the rage on his face. His wolf flashes across his eyes, and he fights to hold it back. "I swear to god", he lets out an angry, loud growl turning around and punching the stone call behind him before turning back to me, placing his face inches from mine. "I'm gettin
I can't bring myself to look at Jack. It is eating away at me; knowing how he feels about me, he is torn between loving me because I'm his sister and hating me because of the monster that I am. I already hate myself enough for everyone. I don't want to be a monster. I hate the way I feel when power takes over my body. I sat there with my head hung low, ignoring everyone who came into the room until I felt the darkness inside of me get what I could only explain as excitement. I worked hard to keep it at bay inside of me. Lifting my head, I saw the lady who had been here the first day I got here; I'm guessing that she is the leader here. But I still can't work out what she wants with me. She looks over at Jack. "Get it out of here", she points to the door. "Don't fucking touch him", I spat at her. I can feel the darkness growing inside of me as I watch the two men grab him and start to grab him out of the room. "I'll be okay, Blair", he yells back as he disappears out the door. I cou
They took me to the same bathroom that Seb had, throwing me into the shower and yelling at me to clean myself up. I tried pleading with them, telling them that they couldn't trust Sarah, that she would take my powers and horrible things would happen, but they just ignored me, making me give up and start to expect what was going to happen to me. The only good thing that would come from this is that I wouldn't be here to watch the people that I care about die, most likely a slow and painful death.When I was done being cleaned, they dragged my naked body down the hall to stairs, where they handed me off to two other men who took me down the stairs into an underground crave where a larger stone table sat in the middle of the room surrounded by candles. Sarah was standing over near a large, old-looking book that sat on a pedestal. She looked up, seeing me. A smile came to her face. "Tye her to the table."I struggled, trying to get out of the grip, but there was no hope. They were much st
Seb left me, locking me inside the cell alone with the voices fighting each other in my head. I wanted to fall asleep, but I couldn't. Their voices were too loud. I could feel myself becoming more crazy by the second I begged with them to be quiet, but they didn't listen. Instead, they begged me to help them escape the pain they had been feeling. All the pain was pulsing through my body. Handprints and bruises would appear on me, only staying for minutes before disappearing again as time went on, though they stayed for longer. My body was drained and broken. After what felt like hours, maybe even days, time now had no meaning, Seb returned. I only knew he was there because the voice screamed at me that someone was coming. I couldn't unbury my head to look up at him. "Blair, I've brought someone here to see you who I think can help you," he said quietly, trying not to startle me. "blairs gone, blairs gone" I kept repeating to him. I had no control over anything I did anymore. A hand
They stayed in the room talking for hours. I stopped listening to them, letting the spirits inside of me take over. With every passing hour, I could feel myself drifting further and further away, dying from the inside out. The pain was unbearable, but I was too weak to care about it. All I wanted to do was sleep, but no matter how hard I tried, it never happened.Seb left after a while. I don't know how long he was gone for, but when he returned, he came with books for Pearl, who sat on a chair in the corner across from me, reading through them all. I wanted to tell her there was no point in trying because no matter what she did, she wouldn't be able to help me. Well, at least that's what the spirits inside of me said anyway. Apart of me wanted to believe that they were lying, trying to make me believe whatever they said, so I wouldn't fight to stay and allow one of them to take over my body. I sat in the corner across from Pearl, my head buried in my knees, rocking back and forth. I