Euthalia’s POV
I looked back one more time, making sure that nobody had their eyes on me as I headed out of the pack gates.
It had been exactly a week since Andrei had his men drag me away from my safe place. Only Antonio had seen me outside, but he looked straight ahead like he didn’t see me.
I said one more prayer to the Moon Goddess before heading out. I made sure that I had done all my duties before heading out.
And for anyone that I had forgotten, Alice promised to fill in for me. She didn’t know where I was headed, and she didn’t ask either.
I managed to find my way back to where I was brought from.
Eddie was the first person I had seen, talking to one of the other pack members. He smiled at me but ignored him, walking past him.
“Euthalia,” he called out. “There are so many things you should know.”
That didn’t even make me stop in my tracks. I might have listened to him, but not until I saw who I wanted to see.
I walked right into the palace. The Luna, Avery gave a worried smile, before hurrying to where I was.
“Eddie told us everything that had happened yesterday. Are you okay?” she asked, and I nodded impatiently.
“Can we talk later? Where is Dave?” I asked her.
“Mama!” A little boy screamed, running towards me with his unsteady feet.
I carried him up in the air, pinching his nose that looked exactly like that of his father and he giggled in my arms. Avery smiled at the sight of the both of us.
“And where is the Alpha?” I asked.
“Oh, he wanted to stay as he knew that you would be returning but he had some urgent work at the office.”
She waved her hands around and I knew that they had had yet another quarrel.
“That’s fine,” I said, saving her all the trouble.”
“Are you here to take Dave with you? The whole pack already misses you.”
I shook my head immediately. “No,” I said firmly.
“This is the only place where I can be sure that he is safe. I can't take him to the palace. That will just complicate things. At least until I have a few things sorted out.’’ I explained.
She nodded wisely like I was making sense. “I’ll make sure to keep him safe for you, love. I still want to apologize for what Eddie had done to you.”
I nodded, asking her not to say anything without saying a word but she continued.
“I don’t know what got into him. I got him demoted anyway. That will teach him what and what not to say in the future.”
There was a small flower of joy that had bloomed at the bottom of my heart at the sound of his demotion.
She gently took Dave from me and I craved his scent again. I paused, praying that he wouldn’t cry.
Just as I thought, he was still smiling at me before resolving to play with the beads on Avery’s neck. I heaved a sigh of relief.
I nodded one more time, sure that he was safe with her. She had that privilege. After all, she was the second person to touch him after me. And it remained that way till today.
“He’s safe, Euthalia,” she assured me one more time.
I nodded, hugging the both of them before heading out of the palace. Eddie was there.
“You really can't ignore me forever, Euthalia!” I sighed, walking past him when he grabbed my shoulder and pulled me to him in a hug.
I found myself crying, letting out all the tears that I had held back. That was his way of comforting me.
“We have been through our issues back and forth, Talia,” he said fondly. “I’m done having issues with you.”
“Then you should have kept me safe,” I whispered, letting out more tears.
“I didn’t know who they were. I thought they were just a bunch of people giving out free money for simple surveys. And I ended up talking about everyone including you. Your name was all I told them.”
I closed my eyes in the regret of not going to their pack under a guise. Or at least a change of name. I still let him hug me as he continued speaking.
“Besides, they said they were family. And you have spent countless nights crying about how much you miss your family.” He wasn’t wrong about that.
“What did you tell them?” I asked, wriggling myself out of his embrace.
“Nothing except your name.”
I hugged him one more time, ruffling his hair. “Am I forgiven?” he asked me and I nodded.
We had a little more small talk before I turned back, heading out of their palace gate.
I stopped abruptly, taking a few steps back when I noticed Andrei’s eyes blazing with anger.
“What are you doing here?” he asked immediately.
“I c-came to s-see the Luna,” I stuttered.
“Liar!” he screamed, making me cover my ears with my hands. How much longer will you lie?”
Eddie came to stand in front of me immediately, trying to stand for me but his feeble build didn’t stand a chance against Andrei.
“How did I lie?” I screamed back. You never cared about me for the past three years and you suddenly care about when I lie to you?”
He seemed to calm down after I screamed back at him.
I felt my fingers digging into my palm, to stop me from crying. I didn’t want to remember anything from the last time he had screamed at me.
“What happened to my baby?” I stopped breathing immediately. How did he know there was a baby? I regained composure immediately.
“I lost it,” I said, trying to look normal.
He took a deep breath too. “Euthalia, where is Dave?”
Andrei’s POVI hated to feel emotions deeply, it messed with me way too much and after Euthalia I somehow managed to swear off feelings. I was wary and cold, my family always made sure to mention how much I had changed and I wasn’t slow to tell them the world has given me a million reasons to be cold. “We are almost there,” Baron muttered from the front seat of the van, I could see him staring at me from the rearview mirror, I could see he was bothered. I should have known any re-entry of Talia into my life would send me into a pull of spiralling and deep heart-wrenching emotions and this was only just the beginning.It had been two years, two years of me pretending the pack members were the only ones who needed her back. Of course, I wouldn’t admit it elsewhere that I still cared deeply. “I know this pack,” I muttered, meeting Baron’s deep eyes in the mirror. He quickly removed his and I caught the shadow of a smile on his face. If only he knew I wasn’t feeling humorous.“Lincoln
Euthalia’s POV“What?” Both Andrei and Eddie chorused and my head went blank, I wasn’t going to falter now. Andrei stared at me like death. He was seething and if I hadn’t dared to square him out before, just from the smug look on his face, I dug for it from the deepest part of me and unleashed it right there and then. I pulled Eddie even closer and stared directly into Andrei’s arrogant face. I pinched him to ask for his cooperation and he seemed to have gotten the message. “Eddie is Dave’s father. Sadly, I lost our child when you changed me from the pack.”“Eddie has been kind to me and he is the father of my child, not you.” I finished. He looked at me with no words left in his mouth, but I saw murder, a raw unfiltered look of death. I looked over at Eddie. “Go and be with Dave, I’ll be in shortly.”Eddie walked away, he owed me a favour and I knew he would follow through with this. I couldn’t afford to lose my child, not to this monster and not this way.“I don’t believe you,”
Andrei’s POVI was slowly getting used to the look of irritation that was always on her face when she stared at me. I didn’t care, I didn’t even think I liked her but I knew I would have to get used to it. I felt betrayed, she was nothing like I had thought she was when I was blinded by love and foolishness.“It looks like it will rain,” Baron commented from the front of the van. I knew he was trying to lighten the atmosphere of the van but I also knew it didn’t need lightening.“It should. It is only normal that it does,” I replied as I looked out. My desperate attempt to act indifferent was eating away at me. She was doing it effortlessly and I was annoyed and jealous. She had a child that was almost two, and he wasn’t mine. How fast had she fallen into another person’s hands? Had she been seeing him even when she was married to me? It wasn’t possible. I watched her with a thousand questions in my head. Euthalia held her son in her hands while he slept and her back was turned a
Euthalia’s POVI hadn’t cried in years, I told myself I wouldn’t whenever I felt like the need was pressing.Even when things were too much and extreme I never shed a tear. But as I sat crutched at the edge of my bed in the shitty omega room, I let the tears flow from my eyes.My roommate was probably asleep, she was a light wolf. She didn’t have issues like the other omegas, and neither did she pester me if I didn’t want to speak. I was grateful for that but why the hell was I in this position in the first place?I hadn’t cried in years, I also hadn’t laughed in a similar amount of years. I didn’t like it because it made me vulnerable and made me consider miserable options.I lay on the wall and tried to hear anything from Dave, maybe tears, maybe his laughter but it was all quiet. I stood up and kicked the bed angrily, I kicked severally managing to stir Alice awake. She watched me with pity in her eyes and it was the final straw for me. I didn’t enjoy pity, not of any kind and the
Euthalia’s POVI didn’t notice his firm grip on my hands as we ran towards the safety entrance. All our wolves were alert and at that point the palace was awake. Screams and mumbles mixed with the choking heat and smell of burning wood filled the air, and even the sound of my baby crying was loud.I wanted to go to him, go and find him but the look on Andrei’s face informed me that he didn’t plan to let me go. “I need to go for my son, Dave may be in trouble,” “Stay here and don’t move, he is with my mother, they would keep them safe by all means,” he responded and I slipped out of his grip on my hand. I shook my head as the guards tried to push me outside.The place was already hot, my eyes were watering and I could barely see anything. I didn’t know how to leave and I wasn’t going to. “I am a servant here and I would act like it, I want to go and save my son and all the other people inside.”He looked at me through the mist and I could see the anger build up in his face as I squin
Euthalia’s POVThe room was hotter now. The lights were dim and the energy was sour. I needed out, even if it was at the farm, the garden or at the back of the palace, I wouldn’t mind. But it was 3:00 AM and I was being accused of setting a palace on fire.It was already a fun day!I looked from Angela to Andrei and they both had similar matching looks on them, I couldn’t believe the weight of the accusation. “What?” I echoed, staring at him in shock. Andrei’s mother took Dave from my hands and it was me against the piercing gaze of Angela.Did it mean Andrei could so easily accuse me of murder, theft and all sins under the earth? Well, he already accused me of murder, I wondered why I was still surprised.I knew her, she had been one of my peers growing up. Of course, we hadn’t moved together. I had been a loner and her clique was the prettiest and most fashionable in our age group. She had generally avoided me but I knew she hated me.Every woman wanted to be Luna, and when Andrei
Andrei’s POVI thought the drama ended at midnight, I was very wrong. This is on you, My wolf said as I sat up straight and massaged my scalp. “Don’t speak,” I muttered and he chuckled.I didn’t sleep until a little after four, I made sure there was no waiting flame and watched the guards place a caution sign over the scene.I checked on everybody and fought the urge to check on Talia, she didn’t deserve my care. I woke up to a gnawing headache and darkness In my room, or chamber as Talia used to call it. Out of habit I stretched out my hands and I touched an empty bed. I remembered I had told Angela to stay in her room that morning. There was banging at the door and I ran my hands through my hair as the migraine set its place in my head. I stood up and walked over to the window, opening the curtains and letting light in.The day looked like the moon goddess was smiling on us and I wonder if it took the former Luna burning the palace to get her in a great mood. The view from my
Andrei’s POV“Oh she strikes again, don’t tell me you are worried. This is what we talked about, she is probably off somewhere plotting something sinister.” Angela’s voice was like a background noise as I changed into a jogging outfit. I needed to search for her, I already sent the guards out to find her but I knew somewhere she might be. Then if she wasn’t, a proper search would have to begin. “Can you not be insensitive Angela?” I asked, trying bit to get upset as I slipped into my shoes. I tucked the lace to the side and stood up straight.“She is a conniving bitch,” she insisted and I was irritated.“You can go and check if Dave is with my mother, you are dismissed.” I snapped. She opened her mouth in shock but nobody had to tell her I was serious and wanted her to leave. She reluctantly did and I was left alone in the room with my irritation. I walked out of the room with all of my senses alert as I took the hallways with force! I didn’t think she was gone, she couldn’t hav
Euthalia’s POVI got back to the quarters at a little past nine. It was the longest day on earth for me and for my wolf.I had let Anastacia out after a very long time, and also opened my mind to Andrei. I had fought with my friend and whole cleaning his wound, I fought my own desire for blood. ‘A very dramatic day’ Anastacia agreed and I shut her off quickly. I had stopped to say good night to Dave before coming back here because I know I wouldn’t have a good night without seeing him. He was very comfortable in Daisy’s arms and was in a very long dialogue with her.If there was something I considered my baby’s superpower was his surprising discernment, he was barely five and he was already so mature. He had not held me there, when I had said goodnight he had waved back at me and it left me thinking that he didn’t need me as much as he used to. It was a bittersweet feeling.I closed the door behind me and I saw the dim red light next to Alice’s bed go off immediately. Her thin bed
Andrei’s POVMy definition of betrayal has changed more frequently recently, and I had a botched view of the world. It was hard to trust people and even harder to be secure enough to let my guard down.I want to blame that on Talia. I stared hard at Daisy, breathing hard from my run. She stood there lividly, not speaking and not saying anything in her defence.The last place I had expected her to be was cuddled in the embrace of the newest enemies of the pack. It was unimaginable and to me, outrageous.“Andrei, you have to calm down with your judgments. I won’t be caught dead betraying the pack, that I am here surely means something.” Daisy stepped forward. The annoying and unwanted guest was sitting on the bed, his face writhed with pain. He should be locked up in the dungeon by now.“What do you want to say now, Daisy?“ I asked, avoiding the eyes of every other person in the room.I feared if I stared too much at Talia, she would know it was her pleas that allowed me to return here
Daisy’s POVI have never seen him this way. Well, I hardly knew him, but it still didn’t change the fact that I had never seen him angry and enraged; he was usually overbearing and annoying, carrying a golden retriever smile on his face. I stood by the corner, hands over my chest as I watched him talk to Talia.“But what was I to believe?” Talia asked and I looked at him, waiting for his response.“That I am not a petty thief who goes around stealing bowls!” He responded, and I held in my laughter; he was really upset. I had heard from Andrei that he had sold out Talia, and I didn’t completely understand how that made any sense, but he was really upset that she thought he had stolen a bowl. I was used to the annoyingly consistent visitor who was quick to tease me, but then again, I didn’t know him.I just knew he got on my nerves; he smiled a lot, and most unfortunately, he was Euthalia’s lover, Dave’s father and the one who had sold her out. The one who she had cheated on my cousi
Eddie’s POVI am a bad person! I know that, and I have accepted that for the past years, and somehow, it has become my reality. From village to pack, to human civilization and in the woods, I somehow manage to bear the image of what a bad person represents.No matter how hard I tried, it has always come out that way. Well, when I was thirteen, my brother and the orphans that we were with decided to defy pack rules and went beyond the border. To cut a long story short, hungry hybrids had found us, and while I managed to run away, he hadn’t.I returned to that village without my brother; when they went for him, only his lifeless carcass was found.I was left with a burning pain in my heart because the stairs I was receiving were beginning to draw arrows in my back. Then, I went to the human world, and even then, I had been branded too hostile, and then I lost someone I fell in love with because I couldn’t tell her about this part of me. I was again- the bad person!Finally, I came b
Andrei’s POVThe more I ran, the more she followed behind; rage coursed through me as I went deeper into the woods, hoping for anything to make me stop feeling the deep anger I was feeling. I needed blood, the reality rang incessantly within me as my claws hit the ground and the hard branches pierced my skin. I needed blood, and it was what I was seeking outI didn’t understand why she was following me; every turn I made had her turn with me, and I growled at her in anger and irritation. I continued running, believing she would go away, but she didn’t, and I feared for the first rogue or human I would see because their lifeless body would be the one to tell the story of how enraged I was.Then it happened…In that feral and hopeless moment, our senses did the one thing I had been trying to get it to do since she came and I halted as it caused a sensation in me. She came to my front immediately, her breath wild and loud as her golden eyes stared at me. It had been years since I had
Euthalia’s POV I stood at the edge of the door, watching the chaos ensue. Five minutes ago, I had been the receiver of all abominable names because I had fallen asleep on my ex-husband's bed (the alpha), and now I still was receiving the lashes, but for something I didn't have anything to do with.Stella had fainted in the greenhouse; maybe she saw a snake, maybe she chewed a glass, or maybe her wolf was going through things, but she was lying unconscious on the bed in the guest room while she received care. They had immediately called on a healer and the young girl now bent over her on the bed, mixing herbs and performing spells.The room smelled like sage and some other medicines I didn't know. I watched the healer work with a newfound interest, the expert way she washed her hands and the setting of the needles in her veins. I cringed; needles scared me.She had not given a definite diagnosis on what was wrong with her exactly but I knew he was hoping it was nothing major. I coul
Andrei's POVThe day spread well from my bed. I could see the sun rise from the open window, but it wasn’t exactly a good day. It had not been for a while, I stood up from the bed after thirty minutes of laying there and doing absolutely nothing. I was allowed to sleep till noon because I had called in sick at the out office and told Baron not to trouble me. What I didn’t add was that I was suffering from late reaction heartbreak. I could lie to everybody but not myself. It had been a week since I had seen her kiss him. Okay, maybe I was exaggerating but I had seen them embrace, his hands holding her in a very cordial more than friends way. She had looked at him with something of the same intensity she had looked at me with. I wasn’t bothered exactly, I was feeling disrespected. I convinced myself as I found my robe and slipped into it. I walked over to the bathroom and closed the door behind me. Picking up my toothbrush, I pulled off the slippers on my feet and opted for the fl
Euthalia’s POVMy heart pounded hard against my chest as the noise around me faded into the background. Dave was saying something to Eddie but I couldn’t hear it, I wasn’t listening. I had written a letter to Avery and sent it through the gardener. It was easy getting them to help me out.I am ridiculously self aware and I know I went out of my way to make great relationships with them when I was Luna. Even now that I am back, it was how I got to know where Dave was most of the time and how I got to eat more than a half scoop of pudding. Eileen was my biggest opp and when a return letter had not come, I started to fear if she found it and maybe burnt it. Alice had assured me it would come and it finally did, just with an additional twist and I didn’t know what to do about that.“Can you hear me Talia?” Angela asked, and it was even then that I registered that she was in the room.Her hands were folded over her chest and a horrible frown on her face. Half of the room was staring at m
Euthalia’s POVI recognized the voice immediately I heard it, nothing prepared me for the adrenaline that shot through me as I charged at him. I didn’t care how mad I was at him for outrightly selling me out, it was better than having to tolerate men pretending to care for me. He stood there tall and lean, weathered by hard work and just by looking at him standing there while the sun played with his hair, my heart twisted in a thousand different directions. We had shared moments and stories and he had held my emotions a lot, it was expected that my heart leaped in joy when I saw him. “Eddie!” I called back, not even hearing myself I fought against the wind and bushes, I didn’t care for any of it. I jumped into his outstretched arms, his familiar scent bringing me great pleasure, I said nothing as I remained there. He pulled me away from him and looked me up.“Oh Talia, what have they done with you? Your eyes are so sad,” he muttered as he pulled me back in for a hug. I saw conc