ELARA I walked away immediately from there and headed directly to my room to calm my racing heart. As I approached the door to my room, a thought suddenly popped up in my mind and I halted my steps immediately. “What if he comes here to see me?” I asked myself and then turned around immediately and headed for the garden. I recalled when I was taken through the back of the garden. My heart kept racing faster as his words reverberated through my mind. Not long after, I arrived at the garden and walked in no particular direction until I was met by a tall tree that forced me to halt my steps. “Was he out of his mind? Did he really know what he was talking about? How could he talk like that to me after being married for the last eight years?” These questions flew across my mind as I stayed there for a moment. I took several deep breaths to calm my racing heart before I sought where to rest my butt. I was feeling weak in the knees and really needed to sit down. Luckily, I saw a chair that
ELARA **************I stayed there like that for a couple of minutes, trying to make sense of the fact that I had to end up with the wicked Allan who only had the intention of destroying me completely. “Something must have gone wrong somewhere,” I said to myself, taking a deep breath as I moved around in the room.Many thoughts rushed through my mind and I heaved a sigh to calm my racing heart. I walked towards the window to distract myself from what I was thinking of, but it wasn't working out at all. My mind was filled with different thoughts, and then it occurred to me that I should head back to the training center to talk to Liam.I walked out of the room and headed straight to the alpha's room to tell them that I wanted to head back to the training center. Not long after, I arrived in front of their door and heaved a sigh before knocking on the door. A response came immediately, from the alpha and I didn't waste time opening the door and walking inside the room. I bowed my head
ELARA ***********The break finally came to an end and it was business as usual. I returned fully to the training ground and tried to blend into the normal routine after a week's break. I had grown closer to Liam during the break and he had shown me quite a lot of things to do if I wanted to graduate with them to the next level.Master Alex had been pretty impressed by my performance and I got a lot of praise from him. However, what still seemed to be an issue that I was battling with was the fact that I could not stop thinking about Allan, and that had taken a toll on me.It has affected my work drastically and I just try to manage myself to get through it. I could not tell Liam about it at all as I didn't want to bother him at all. I only told him about the fact that I would like to trace my family history and know what really happened.That was something I never had in my whole twenty-three years of life. I was not lucky enough to tell my crush how I felt about him in high school,
ELARA ************"Oh, my goodness. Where in the goddess's name have you been? You scared the hell out of me plus you have a lot of questions to answer from master Alex. Why would you even think of that?" Liam asked me as soon as his gaze fell on me. I didn't know what to say, so I just stood there and watched in silence. I took a deep breath as I looked away from him allowing the tears that well up in my eyes to roll down freely down my cheek and into my mouth. He quickly walked towards me and held me by the wrist before he started to talk."I am so sorry if that came out wrong but I am extremely worried. We had to go to the pack house to look for you but we did not see you. I didn't know what to do again or where else to search for you. I thought you were never going to come back again." He expressed his fear and I only stood there speechless as I still could not come up with anything to say. My eyes were becoming heavy because of the tears that hung on the edge so I blinked sligh
ELARA *************I sat there on the bed while looking away from him. I tried to think of what Liam could have told him but I couldn't come up with anything because I told Liam a lot of things already. After a while of trying to think and coming up with nothing, he suddenly cleared his throat, inhaled deeply, and started to talk."You should not let your past decide what is going to happen in your future. You need to stand up for yourself regardless of all the hurdles that you might encounter on the way to success. I don't know how I sound right now but you sure understand all that I have been saying to you." I nodded slightly as if I were following all that he was saying but in the real sense, I was only thinking of what Liam had told him. My heart raced faster as I sat there, my head lowered as I avoided his gaze."I don't know what it is about you that I like so much about you. I have told you this several times and up until now, I still can't figure it out." He paused to take a
ALLAN I hurried back to my room and shut the door behind me, panting heavily as my heart raced faster. "It's getting hard by the day. I just want this to be over so I can return to my normal life. I am so exhausted from all this sham." I said to myself and just as if my thoughts were being heard by someone, a knock came on the door immediately. I gasped, placing a hand on my chest, and then took a deep breath to calm my racing heart before I cleared my throat to respond. "Who is it?" I asked in a sharp tone and then Sonia's voice echoed from outside. I heaved a heavy sigh. "What was she doing here again?" I asked myself before I walked to the door. As I approached the door, she tried to open the door but discovered that I picked it up from inside. She knocked again and then cleared my throat to talk."I am coming. Just a second." I said loudly and hurried my steps to the door, placing my hand on the doorknob and pulling it. The door opened slightly and there came the face of Sonia a
ALLAN "Good evening alpha Raymond." I greeted as I peeked into the room and met him standing by the window. He tilted his head slightly as he turned around to look at me for a moment, walking towards me before he cleared his throat. He didn't smile the usual smile at me and that got me worried, asking myself what was going on and why he was not being friendly at all.He didn't utter a single word to me as he walked towards me until he was at the center of the room. At this moment, my mind wandered too many possible places and anything that could have happened and it forced my heart to beat faster. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart but it was not helping at all so I cleared my throat slightly, forcing him to inhale deeply and then I started to talk without minding the fact that I was scared of what was going on."Alpha Raymond, you sent for me. I hope everything is okay. You don't look so good." I said, hoping that at this point, he was going to start talking but th
ELARA"What is it you are telling me? You are quitting the training? I don't understand what you are talking about at all." I nodded my head slightly as I looked away from him, trying to arrange the thoughts in my head before I talked but he didn't give me the time to do that as he grabbed me by the chin and tilted my head back to look at him."You are not talking. This better be a prank or else, I am quitting too. Because, what the fuck is going on?" He expressed his dissatisfaction and this time, I knew I could not keep him in any more suspense so I cleared my throat slightly."It's nothing actually. I just had a deep rethink about the whole issue and everything is just not adding up. I can't be here. Especially after everything that had happened to me. The best way to deal with this whole issue is just to quit and focus on finding myself first. I don't know how but I am sure that I will find a way." He didn't let me finish before he interrupted me and I was forced to keep mute to l
ALLANShe walked towards the door slowly but hastened her steps as the knock came again and stayed frequent. I could not take my mind off what had happened earlier. I didn't know what to do or how to go about it. "Perhaps she might be feeling awkward and timid after the show," I said to myself and was suddenly jolted back to reality as I heard the clicking sound of the keyhole and the squeaking sound of the hinges as she dragged the door open. I tilted my head slightly to look at the door to see who was there. I could not see the face of who stood there but the voice I heard made me realise who was standing there."Good morning young Luna. How is the young alpha doing? I just decided to check up on you sleepy heads to see if you are up. You don't want to be in bed by this time of the day." She said in a sharp tone and I shook my head slightly. I looked away from them and I heaved a sigh. Many thoughts rushed through my mind as I stood there but I just could not help but take a deep br
ELARA"What did I just witness? Did I just witness first-hand sex? A live sex between two lycans?" The questions could not just stop coming to my mind. I couldn't help but think about what they had just done. "This must be a dream," I said to myself as I stood there. I felt my legs aching as I stood there for almost two and a half hours watching the alpha of the pack, pounding hard on the head of the maids. "How is this even possible? What is going on with these two?" I asked myself as I kept watching them. Alpha Gunther sat there in his chair as he tried to catch his breath and purred softly."I missed you so much. I can't have enough of you. I need more of that dick of yours. Please come and give me more. Make up for the days that we could not do anything." She shamelessly said through her last breath. I shook my head slightly as I closed my eyes slightly to stop my eyes from straining. As I closed my eyes, the memories of what they just did, kept playing in my head. Her words reve
ELARAThe door opened and light flashed into the room. For a moment, my heart raced faster than normal. I wanted to peep to see who walked in but as soon as I moved my head towards the opening, the light flashed into the room again and I quickly had to retract my head. Forcing me to make a thudding sound as I hit against the wall slightly. "What the hell just happened?" I asked myself. I just hope they don't come to check what happened here and find me here. I closed my eyes as my heart raced faster. I could hear the sound of my heart beating like it was about to jump out of my chest."What was that?" Surprisingly, I heard the voice of the head maid. I didn't know when I suddenly opened my eyes. I was extremely shocked to have heard her voice. "How did she have access to this room?" I asked myself and then I recalled that perhaps she wanted to come and pack the cups that were used to drink coffee last night. But something was not right about how she came into the room. She laughed for
ELARAI involuntarily slapped myself, forcing me to open my eyes immediately to see what was going on. I realized that an insect was crawling on my face. It was then I came to know that I slept in Alpha Gunther's private office. "How did I even sleep? How did I sleep here?" I asked myself in a low tone as I stood up on my feet immediately. I looked around and from the way things were in the room, it looked like the sun was already up and shining. I was sure that they would all be looking for me in the pack right now. "What do I do?" I asked myself as I walked around the whole room.My gaze fell on the cup that sat there on the table where they had their discussion. As I saw the cups, my mind wandered back to the discussion that they had last night. "What could it be that they wanted to achieve? Who is Alpha Larry? Where has he been? Could I have seen him before?" I asked myself all these questions and soon, my thoughts were occupied again with the fact that I was stuck in the private
SONIA"That was when I started to have a rethink about the whole thing and that was why I asked you to meet my father and talk to him about the fact that you don't want this. That you never wanted it in the first place but you are too much of a coward. Right now, I am not scared of what might happen. I am ready to go and tell them that I am no longer interested in the arranged marriage and I will also tell them that you are not interested in the marriage." I explained slowly like I was counting my words as I spoke them. He only stood there and watched me as I talked. "I am so enjoying this whole drama and the way it is going. The only thing that I don't like about this is the fact that he keeps quiet most of the time. Where is the proactive Allan that I used to know? Talk to me like the man that you are Allan? Don't be such a coward." I thought in my head before I heaved a sigh and the only thing on my mind at that moment was that since we were no longer interested in the whole marri
SONIA"Wait!" I said to myself but my body was not responding at all. I shook my head slightly before I continued to talk to myself. "What if he doesn't want this at all? What if he pushed me away from in after all that has transpired between us since the beginning of the morning?" I asked myself as even if I had all these thoughts in my head, I could still feel myself moving towards him. "Oh Moon goddess, how can I stop myself from all this?" I asked myself but nothing was coming to my head. As I stood there, a thought suddenly crossed my mind. "He mentioned my name in his sleep during the middle of the night," I recalled immediately but didn't show a sign that I cared about the fact that he mentioned my name. "It doesn't mean a thing." I tried to convince myself as I stood there before him. "Could he have been dreaming about me? Why did I just remember that he called my name in his sleep? Was the moon goddess trying to prove us a point here?" I asked myself but not long after thos
SONIAHe looked at me as if he were thinking of what to say and then the silence was really getting me uncomfortable. "What does he think he is trying to do? Why was he keeping mute like this?" I asked myself as I heaved a sigh. My mind momentarily wandered back to the times that I was staying in his pack. The whole ill treatment from him.I recalled the day that Helen almost killed his mother. The day he showed me that he was ready to go with her over me. I felt rejected at that moment. I felt like I was trying to fit in where I was not welcomed. I felt my rage increasing rapidly within me but I tried to keep myself at bay as I looked away from him slightly but brought my gaze to look at him. A thought crossed my mind to remind him about that night but another part of me wanted to completely let go of the thoughts and just go on with what was going on. I didn't want to waste any more time before I started to talk."What more do you want me to tell you? If all these are not enough fo
SONIA"What more sign does he want? Should I spell out to him that I am tired of this entire sham called an arranged marriage? Can't he see that I am no longer interested in being with him?" I asked myself as I slowly lowered my head. If I had wanted to say what was on my mind, I would sound very rude to him. I didn't want to make our last days together a tragedy so I shook my head slightly as I shook off the thoughts in my head.I tilted my head slightly as I looked back at him in the eyes. He looked like he was being held accountable or he wanted to be pitied. If all he didn't say anything again, I was just going to walk out of the room and head straight to my father's room to tell him the latest developments. I didn't know what else to do to make him talk so I just kept mute and waited for him to think about what was making him look at me that way but nothing was coming to my mind. I took out time before I looked away from him, all because I wanted him to talk to me. I did waste ti
SONIAHe also looked as if he was lost and didn't know what to do. That made me have the time to think of my next action. It was at this moment that I decided to let go of my initial decision so that I would know exactly what he had in mind to do."What do you think you are doing? I hope it's not what I think it is. Please let me go." I really should have kept mute because I didn't like the way I sounded at all. My voice suddenly started to break and he looked away from me. "He probably is thinking that I am not serious right now. I should have just remained quiet." I said to myself and placed a hand on my forehead. For a moment, I lowered my head and tried to convince myself that it was normal for me to act in such a way and when I was cool with it, I tilted my head to look at him and noticed that he was not looking at me. I wondered why he could not bring himself to look at me in the eyes but he still held on to my hands even while I tried to free herself from his grip. I wanted to