SONIA"I laid there with a made-up mind that I was not going to talk to her, regardless of the words that came out of her mouth. She inhaled deeply as she stood up from the bed and walked away from me as if she was thinking of what to say but nothing was coming to her head. There was a moment of silence in the room before Lia cleared her throat slightly and started to talk."Young Luna, I think I will just leave right now. I will come back when the Luna is gone." She said and I could feel her voice hovering as if she were bowing her head. At that moment, I quickly tilted my head to look at her, turning around to leave. I immediately cleared my throat to grab her attention and she halted her steps immediately, turning back around to look at me. For a moment, I had to rethink what I had wanted to tell her."You can stay. My mother is done with what she came here to do." I heard my mother gasp in shock as she halted her steps immediately. Perhaps she wasn't expecting me to talk about her
ALLANMy heart raced all over the place. I walked around the pack, aimlessly, trying to get my mind off what had just happened. I didn't know what to do at this point. I only tried to get all the thoughts off my mind, but each time that I tried, I only thought about the whole incident with my father, replaying the whole event in my head as I walked with my hands held behind me. Suddenly, I halted my steps as something crossed my mind. "Since I was sure that I was not going to spend the night here, I should let her know beforehand so we could know how to go about the whole issue." I thought for a moment, tilting my head around to see if anyone was around but no one was in sight. "That's another opportunity to look her in the eyes and hold her hand." I smiled deeply as the thought crossed my mind, taking a few steps backwards. After a while of contemplating, I walked back to the sitting room, waiting for a maid to show up so I could ask for directions to her room. I was getting impatie
SONIA"Right! That's how it is now. You don't even care about my feelings at all. You speak to me anyhow you like because you need to get over your anger. I am the dump that gets to accept all the emotions that you throw at it. Anger, sadness, you name it. Why can't today be an exemption to such an occurrence. It's certain that I didn't make you angry in any way, nor did I add to the anger that you are already feeling. We went through all that today and now you are making it look like you are the only one that went through it or that I was the sole cause of it." She said rapidly in a low tone. For a moment, I had two options. It was either I got angry at that moment and lashed out on her or that I just thought in her direction and explained to her. She has been a great source of help to me these past few years of my life and it was not right to even talk to her in that manner. I wished she understood that it was out of anger and that I didn't really mean what I said. "But why would s
ELARAI was startled by the appearance of Allan who stood before me. "What was he doing here again and why does he have that look on his face?" I asked myself as I stood there in awe. My heart raced faster than normal not because he was the one standing there but because my thoughts wandered back to the discussion I just had with Lia. She sounded so angry and done with me."What was the shout about?" He asked, immediately he gave me that puzzled look. I looked inside, and then back at him for a while before I cleared my throat to talk."What are you asking about? How long have you been standing here and moreover, what are you doing here?" I asked rapidly as I walked out of the room, shutting the door behind me as I did not want him to have a continuous look inside the room. He shook his head for a moment and then took a deep breath as he walked behind me to the other side of the hallway before he halted his steps, forcing me to halt my own too. I tilted my head immediately to look at
ALLAN I walked out of Alpha Gunther's room and went to find where her room was. I could not help but think about what he had said to me just a few moments ago. I didn't know what else to say to him so I just walked out of the room and tried to find Elara's room. Not long after, it was as if I was getting the way back to the room slowly and then I eventually got to the hallway that led to her room. Not long after, I was standing in front of her door and then I began to hear sound coming from inside. I walked towards the door to hear them properly."You always talk to me with a bad tone. Is it because I am trying to come close to you? Talk to you and all that? I am just trying to be nice in my own little way. But you are not even trying to be nice at all. I don't know why you feel like you are bigger than me. Every time I try to talk to you, you feel maybe I am trying to pry into your affair. You really don't know that I am the only person that you have in this pack. Nobody else talks
SONIA"Are you deaf or have you suddenly lost your sense of speech?" He asked again and the urge to lash out became so serious inside of me. I wanted to tell him exactly how I felt but I just had to stay mute and listen to all he wanted to say, not uttering a single word to him."It seems that you are growing wings. Is it because I didn't punish you for what you did? What exactly is your problem? And you had the effrontery to talk to your mom the way you did." My eyes lit up in shock and then he nodded his head. I heaved a sigh as I lowered my head. Many thoughts ran through my mind as I stood there in front of him. "Get back to your room this minute before I descend on you. Don't make me vent my anger on you." He threatened and I turned immediately, walking away from him but something suddenly crept into my mind. "Why the hell would they treat me like this? Both of them cannot just treat me this way. What is the worst that could happen?" I asked myself as I quickly halted my steps.
SONIA"Is anything wrong with you? You seemed to be hurrying somewhere. What exactly is going on?" He asked me and for a moment, I tried to think of what to say. I tried to contemplate whether to tell them or not and then it dawned on me to tell them. I cleared my their slightly and gave each of them a pale look before I started to talk."I talked to Eli in a harsh way. I want to go in search of her to explain to her. I need her to understand that I don't mean to talk to her like that at all. It was all out of proportion. She didn't deserve to be spoken to like that." I said in a low tone as I lowered my head, trying not to talk about anything anymore. My mother chuckled, forcing me to immediately look at her in the face. She looked like she wanted to say something and then I nodded my head slightly to give her the opportunity to go ahead."I had that already taken care of. I met her on her way to the back side of the pack and then I called her to my room to talk to her. I asked her w
ALLAN"Dinner is served! You can come to the table to eat, young alpha." The maid who walked up to us bowed her head as she talked slowly, not raising her head until I cleared my throat. As the time for my departure grew closer, I could not help but take a deep breath to keep my racing heart at peace. Many thoughts rushed through my mind as I stood there and then Elara cleared her throat slightly to alert me about the fact that she had still not raised her head. I quickly turned to the maid and tapped her lightly on the shoulder, forcing her to raise her head slightly. "I will join the alphas in a short moment. I need her to do something for me." I quickly said in a low tone, tilting my head slowly to look at Elara as she stood there with her hands crossed in front of her. I heaved a sigh as I looked away from her. The maid bowed once again and walked away from me. I watched her walk away until she was out of sight. Elara quickly walked close to me like she was about to kiss me, forc
ALLANShe walked towards the door slowly but hastened her steps as the knock came again and stayed frequent. I could not take my mind off what had happened earlier. I didn't know what to do or how to go about it. "Perhaps she might be feeling awkward and timid after the show," I said to myself and was suddenly jolted back to reality as I heard the clicking sound of the keyhole and the squeaking sound of the hinges as she dragged the door open. I tilted my head slightly to look at the door to see who was there. I could not see the face of who stood there but the voice I heard made me realise who was standing there."Good morning young Luna. How is the young alpha doing? I just decided to check up on you sleepy heads to see if you are up. You don't want to be in bed by this time of the day." She said in a sharp tone and I shook my head slightly. I looked away from them and I heaved a sigh. Many thoughts rushed through my mind as I stood there but I just could not help but take a deep br
ELARA"What did I just witness? Did I just witness first-hand sex? A live sex between two lycans?" The questions could not just stop coming to my mind. I couldn't help but think about what they had just done. "This must be a dream," I said to myself as I stood there. I felt my legs aching as I stood there for almost two and a half hours watching the alpha of the pack, pounding hard on the head of the maids. "How is this even possible? What is going on with these two?" I asked myself as I kept watching them. Alpha Gunther sat there in his chair as he tried to catch his breath and purred softly."I missed you so much. I can't have enough of you. I need more of that dick of yours. Please come and give me more. Make up for the days that we could not do anything." She shamelessly said through her last breath. I shook my head slightly as I closed my eyes slightly to stop my eyes from straining. As I closed my eyes, the memories of what they just did, kept playing in my head. Her words reve
ELARAThe door opened and light flashed into the room. For a moment, my heart raced faster than normal. I wanted to peep to see who walked in but as soon as I moved my head towards the opening, the light flashed into the room again and I quickly had to retract my head. Forcing me to make a thudding sound as I hit against the wall slightly. "What the hell just happened?" I asked myself. I just hope they don't come to check what happened here and find me here. I closed my eyes as my heart raced faster. I could hear the sound of my heart beating like it was about to jump out of my chest."What was that?" Surprisingly, I heard the voice of the head maid. I didn't know when I suddenly opened my eyes. I was extremely shocked to have heard her voice. "How did she have access to this room?" I asked myself and then I recalled that perhaps she wanted to come and pack the cups that were used to drink coffee last night. But something was not right about how she came into the room. She laughed for
ELARAI involuntarily slapped myself, forcing me to open my eyes immediately to see what was going on. I realized that an insect was crawling on my face. It was then I came to know that I slept in Alpha Gunther's private office. "How did I even sleep? How did I sleep here?" I asked myself in a low tone as I stood up on my feet immediately. I looked around and from the way things were in the room, it looked like the sun was already up and shining. I was sure that they would all be looking for me in the pack right now. "What do I do?" I asked myself as I walked around the whole room.My gaze fell on the cup that sat there on the table where they had their discussion. As I saw the cups, my mind wandered back to the discussion that they had last night. "What could it be that they wanted to achieve? Who is Alpha Larry? Where has he been? Could I have seen him before?" I asked myself all these questions and soon, my thoughts were occupied again with the fact that I was stuck in the private
SONIA"That was when I started to have a rethink about the whole thing and that was why I asked you to meet my father and talk to him about the fact that you don't want this. That you never wanted it in the first place but you are too much of a coward. Right now, I am not scared of what might happen. I am ready to go and tell them that I am no longer interested in the arranged marriage and I will also tell them that you are not interested in the marriage." I explained slowly like I was counting my words as I spoke them. He only stood there and watched me as I talked. "I am so enjoying this whole drama and the way it is going. The only thing that I don't like about this is the fact that he keeps quiet most of the time. Where is the proactive Allan that I used to know? Talk to me like the man that you are Allan? Don't be such a coward." I thought in my head before I heaved a sigh and the only thing on my mind at that moment was that since we were no longer interested in the whole marri
SONIA"Wait!" I said to myself but my body was not responding at all. I shook my head slightly before I continued to talk to myself. "What if he doesn't want this at all? What if he pushed me away from in after all that has transpired between us since the beginning of the morning?" I asked myself as even if I had all these thoughts in my head, I could still feel myself moving towards him. "Oh Moon goddess, how can I stop myself from all this?" I asked myself but nothing was coming to my head. As I stood there, a thought suddenly crossed my mind. "He mentioned my name in his sleep during the middle of the night," I recalled immediately but didn't show a sign that I cared about the fact that he mentioned my name. "It doesn't mean a thing." I tried to convince myself as I stood there before him. "Could he have been dreaming about me? Why did I just remember that he called my name in his sleep? Was the moon goddess trying to prove us a point here?" I asked myself but not long after thos
SONIAHe looked at me as if he were thinking of what to say and then the silence was really getting me uncomfortable. "What does he think he is trying to do? Why was he keeping mute like this?" I asked myself as I heaved a sigh. My mind momentarily wandered back to the times that I was staying in his pack. The whole ill treatment from him.I recalled the day that Helen almost killed his mother. The day he showed me that he was ready to go with her over me. I felt rejected at that moment. I felt like I was trying to fit in where I was not welcomed. I felt my rage increasing rapidly within me but I tried to keep myself at bay as I looked away from him slightly but brought my gaze to look at him. A thought crossed my mind to remind him about that night but another part of me wanted to completely let go of the thoughts and just go on with what was going on. I didn't want to waste any more time before I started to talk."What more do you want me to tell you? If all these are not enough fo
SONIA"What more sign does he want? Should I spell out to him that I am tired of this entire sham called an arranged marriage? Can't he see that I am no longer interested in being with him?" I asked myself as I slowly lowered my head. If I had wanted to say what was on my mind, I would sound very rude to him. I didn't want to make our last days together a tragedy so I shook my head slightly as I shook off the thoughts in my head.I tilted my head slightly as I looked back at him in the eyes. He looked like he was being held accountable or he wanted to be pitied. If all he didn't say anything again, I was just going to walk out of the room and head straight to my father's room to tell him the latest developments. I didn't know what else to do to make him talk so I just kept mute and waited for him to think about what was making him look at me that way but nothing was coming to my mind. I took out time before I looked away from him, all because I wanted him to talk to me. I did waste ti
SONIAHe also looked as if he was lost and didn't know what to do. That made me have the time to think of my next action. It was at this moment that I decided to let go of my initial decision so that I would know exactly what he had in mind to do."What do you think you are doing? I hope it's not what I think it is. Please let me go." I really should have kept mute because I didn't like the way I sounded at all. My voice suddenly started to break and he looked away from me. "He probably is thinking that I am not serious right now. I should have just remained quiet." I said to myself and placed a hand on my forehead. For a moment, I lowered my head and tried to convince myself that it was normal for me to act in such a way and when I was cool with it, I tilted my head to look at him and noticed that he was not looking at me. I wondered why he could not bring himself to look at me in the eyes but he still held on to my hands even while I tried to free herself from his grip. I wanted to