When I wake, I get myself ready. May had brought me some clothes this morning. All the contestants were given general clothing as they were only allowed to bring one small bag each.
Breakfast was awkward. Some of the women were looking at me like I didn't belong here. I heard the whispers and complaints because Alpha Kellan had sat with me during my interview.
That alone has already started to make the women complain and pinpoint me as a troublemaker. Yet, I've noticed they are more brutal to the other ladies.
It appears they think I'm not a threat. Which is likely correct. They don't think I can possibly get through and become Luna, so while they are all taking bites out of each other and trying to make each other feel like crap.
I'm here untouched. Sure, I get called mutt and Tramp, but it's far less than they are throwing at each other.
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I'm sitting in the garden with Sage. It's still snowing. Something tells me this isn't going to stop any time soon. Yet the palace gardens look stunning right now.
"So, which pack are you from?" I smile at her.
"Darkwood." She glances at me. "Have you heard of it?"
"Can't say I have, but I haven't heard of any. I didn't really get a chance to speak to others."
"This." She waves her arms around. "Is for my father. He seems to think I would be a good Luna for the king. I think I would be a better Luna for someone else who isn't."
"Then why did you come?" If she doesn't want to be, why is she here?
"My father isn't well. I will become Alpha when he dies, as he didn't have a son. It was his wish that I come here. He is convinced I will be chosen."
"You have as much chance as the others." She does, and certainly more than me.
"See, I stand out from most of the other women. My pack isn't wealthy. We're not made of money, so I am at the bottom compared to the other contestants."
I want to tell her that it makes no difference, but I feel like it does. Sure, it said everyone is equal and has as much chance of winning as the others, but I don't think that is true. After all, it is the king himself who decides who wins and goes.
"They are jealous, you know." Turning, I look at Sage, confused. "This morning, before you joined us for breakfast, they were clearly jealous that Alpha Kellan sat with you for the video. Not because it gave you leverage but because many here want him just as much as the king."
"He was being polite, that is all. He kept saying that the producer made the king and royal family look bad and didn't want it to happen." He wasn't there because he wanted to be with me. More to protect his and the king's reputation.
"We should get in. William will be announcing the next event." I nod at her words and follow her through. I hope the next event doesn't include that producer as the central part. If so, I have a feeling it will be a long, painful day for me.
We join the other women, and the whispers instantly begin.
"Watch when they come in, you will see." I turn, hearing Aurora. Her eyes glare at me. Well, I'm still hated. I laugh it off and wait.
"Ladies, the king himself will be announcing the next event. He will arrive any moment." William steps back, and I watch as Kellan walks in. His eyes glance across the contestants and land on me. He holds my gaze and smiles while winking.
"See." I hear Aurora and look at her, breaking away from the eye contact.
"Alpha Kellan and Alpha Prime Darius spent exactly three seconds looking at each contestant yesterday; apparently, Darius spent ten seconds looking at you, and Kellan apparently kept having his eyes on you," Sage whispers.
"Someone timed their looks?" What the fuck?
"The producer, apparently, so everyone knows."
"They were only looking at me for so long, questioning why I got here." Nothing more than that.
"Ladies." We all look towards Kellan. He loses everyone's attention except for mine; however, when the door opens, and the king walks in. Kellan's eyes come to me, and he smiles.
"He actually likes you." Turning, I look at Sage. "Seriously, he hardly ever smiles." She laughs, but I know he doesn't. He's been kind to make sure they keep up appearances.
"Afternoon." I watch Darius stand on the stage. "The next event will be now." Everyone gasps. "It will not happen until we eliminate those who didn't make the last round."
"Bye, Mutt." Aurora glares at me.
"Now, I believe we said those with the less time on camera would be going home. However, that changed." Yeah, as I thought, because I had more time on the camera, the only way to remove me was to change the rules for winning.
"As my brother Darius said, we're changing it. You get points based on how well your broadcast went. How many views it had, comments, and interaction."
I watch as the producer holds out the paper, and Kellan takes it. He glances down and turns his gaze back to him. I watch as he leans into Darius and talks. They both look at the paper, and their eyes go from the producer to me.
Anxiety builds within me.
"Well, I think it's clear who lost." Selene laughs.
"They could be wrong." Sage hugs me.
"I'm sorry, ladies, there will be a delay in reporting the winners and losers. After personal checks this morning, it appears the results we were handed are fake." Everyone gasps, and we watch as the producer is dragged out.
Everyone begins to speculate what was changed and why. They all assume the producer fixed it to put me at the top. Apparently, keeping a wolfless mutt here helps the family's appearance.
I couldn't see the producer making it, so I won. He hated me. A while later, Kellan and Darius walked back in, this time with another sheet of paper.
"Let's begin." Kellan looks at us.
"Elara had the most views, comments, and such." Everyone looks at me.
"The second person is Aurora." I listen to them list the names, and Sage is through.
The lowest two, Nova and Raven, were told they got the lower scores and were to leave. Kellan and Darius keep our attention on them, not giving the women a chance to snap at me. They will.
"The second event. Myself and Kellan will be staying here, and we will personally introduce ourselves to each lady. We will then choose which lady sits next to us while we eat tonight."
"This means ladies, please continue to socialise. We will come to you. Please do not follow us around, continue with your own conversations, and we will come and join in." Kellan smiles, and they walk off the stage.
"Congrats." I hug Sage. She was low on the list, but at least not at the bottom.
"I expected it. The bigger the pack, the more interaction they would get." Which is wrong. The only reason I got any views, no doubt, is because I am wolfless, and people wonder how I got here.
"It's wrong. Alpha Kellan sat with her; of course, she got more views with a prince on her side." Lyra glares at me.
"I can assure you that Elara's views weren't for Kellan. The comments alone show people watched for her, not him." King Darius looks at her. "If you believe it was so unfair, we will arrange another one sometime where you all have him sat with you."
Lyra closes her mouth and I have to stop myself from laughing. She got caught out acting in a way that a true Luna and queen wouldn't.
"I apologise, Your Highness; I didn't mean any disrespect, just an observation that I am sure the future Luna of the King would make."
Stepping forward, I look at her. "A Luna would collect all the facts before making assumptions. She also wouldn't speak out against the king and prince, marking their actions unfair."
"She would if she had a brain." Lyra snaps at me.
"Ladies, please." Kellan steps between us and laughs. "Darius, I believe you haven't met Elara." He points to me, steps around us and faces Lyra.
"I had not, no." Darius rolls his eyes. "It's nice to meet you, Elara." He holds out his hand, and I shake it.
"It is nice to meet you, your Highness."
"Please, just call me Darius while we're in such relaxed conditions. I wanted to apologise for your treatment yesterday from the staff, it wasn't very...Welcoming."
"It is fine, honestly. I wasn't hurt or offended." I've given up on getting hurt and offended.
"Even if you weren't, it was wrong." He points to a seat, and I walk over and sit down. He moves to sit next to me. "May I know where your wolf is?"
Ah, of course, he is going to ask that. "I'm not sure. It was taken while I was young. I can't remember." I can. I can remember the pain as it was pulled from me. I can't say it was Alpha Draven, though; there is a chance when I lose this and leave, he will grab me.
The last thing I want is to make him more angry.
"It's a shame, Elara. Something tells me your wolf was far from weak." He tilts his head like he is trying to sense it inside of me.
"I remember it vaguely. It was strong." Just not strong enough to fight off the magic that ripped it from my chest.
"Without a wolf, you may have an issue in the next round, Elara. I suggest you get the help of some of the ladies, one you can trust as it involves wolves. It is essential."
"Thank you, Darius. I will be sure to." I'm sure he shouldn't be giving me hints about the next event.
"I think you have kept her long enough. I would like a moment to introduce myself without formalities." Kellan smiles down at us.
"Very well." I watch Darius walk away, and Kellan take his spot.
"You didn't look at the door when he walked in. Why?"
Wow, turning, I look at him. "Why would I? I knew his final spot was standing with you."
"All the other women did." He looks at me, confused.
"You had just called our attention to you; to turn away at that moment, even if the king had entered, was rude." Darius was simply walking in, there was no reason to watch him taking steps.
"Interesting." I look at him, confused, and he smiles. "Oh, nothing, forget about that." He grins slightly. "It was nice to talk to you, Elara." He stands up.
"And you, Alpha Kellan." I watch him nod and walk away, moving. I stand with Sage.
"The women hate you more." I laugh at her words.
"I don't understand why. Everyone must know both of them will not pick me as Luna." We talk for a short while, and I step back and move away when Darius and Kellan come over to speak to her. I don't want anyone to think I got to talk to them more than once.
After our casual chats, we all went back to our rooms to get ready for tonight's dinner. I haven't seen the producer since, but the cameras still stayed.They didn't get close enough to hear personal conversations. Still, they most certainly aimed to capture everyone's responses to what was happening in the room.I hadn't noticed that they were filming, so no doubt the footage of me and Lyra will get some views. From what I heard, the cameras picked up on our confrontation and were close enough to hear as they weren't warned to stay back at that point."Your dress for tonight." May holds it up. It's ocean blue with a sweetheart neckline. It's the most beautiful thing I own. It's simple, which is what was required for tonight's meal.Once I'm ready, I walk out, Sage meets me, and we walk down together. We walk in and see Darius and Kellan at opposite sides of the table."Okay, ladies. I will read out the name of those whom Alpha Prime Darius wishes to sit with him." William opens the p
I spent hours talking about dresses, looking at materials and colours. May has begun to work on it. I watch her from across the room. While I slept, she did some work on the dress, then got some sleep but returned to it this morning."What do you think?" She turns to me. Walking over, I pick up the fabric; it's beautiful. It's a gold fabric with black sheer fabric over the top. The two colours mix perfectly."It looks amazing, so do it." I smile and sit with her, talking about random things. She turns and smiles at me."You know, they weren't lying. Your video got the most views, comments and everything. Barely anyone mentioned Prince Kellan, just you."I highly doubt it makes a difference."I won't be winning this May. Even I know the public will change their view when it gets close to picking the final winner." I'm in no way a Luna."Oh, I don't know. People saw the showdown between you and Lyra. It made people question things. The way you spoke." She nudges me.Even so, I am far fr
I escaped to my room quickly, unwilling to give the others a chance to ask questions or assume they knew what our conversation was about. It feels like Kellan is purposely going against Darius' words when it comes to me.Why though?I spend the rest of my day with May, helping and watching her make my dress. Today is a day without an event, and that's a good thing. The ladies will need time to calm down and hate me less."I've also sorted out gloves." I look at May. "You need to wear gloves. They need to be a certain length. Gloves that are too short or not wearing gloves is against the rules. The King’s Luna needs to wear them." I nod at her words.She has made sure the dress covers my shoulders. I explained I have a scar there, one which isn't appealing, so all clothes she creates will ensure the scar is covered. I can't risk it getting seen.Later, I began walking down and saw Sage. I caught up with her, and we walked down together for dinner."So, Prince Kellan?" She looks at me.
I get woken early by knocking. Rushing to the door, I pull it open."Elara, the king has requested your attendance, please." The Beta looks at me. I look down at myself."Please give me a moment." Closing the door, I rushed and got ready; I was dressed and following him down within five minutes. He takes us through to the opposite side of the palace, the side we're not allowed in without permission.Stopping outside the door, he knocks, and I hear the king call out. The door opened, and we walked in. I stopped when I saw Aurora. Great, more drama!"Thank you, Beta Pete, you may leave." He nods and walks out. "Please, take a seat, Elara." Darius points to the seat next to Aurora.Walking over, I sit down, my head lowering."You two have made a spectacle of this competition. Your interaction last night was broadcast, and many have seen it." His words are loud."I apologise, King Darius; I never intended or wanted to make yourself or your family look bad," I speak quickly, knowing that t
I hide away, but it doesn’t last long. Soon after I hid in my room, a knock had me walking to the door. As I open it, I see Sage.“Ready?” She smiles at me.“Yes.” I guess now I need to face Kellan, which I don’t think I can ever be ready for. Part of me wants to believe he didn’t notice, but he saw the lipstick on Daius’ mouth, and even he isn’t stupid enough not to realise.We walk out in silence, and I find my place. It’s colder today; the snow seems to be coming down heavier. The others have their wolves to help them keep warm, me? I’m going to freeze. I sit on the floor in front of the wolf.“Sorry, I don’t have a wolf.” I give the wolf a small smile, knowing I have no idea what it is trying to reply.“She said her name is Moonlight.” I glance up to see Kellan. He moves and sits beside me. “This is Elara; I’m Prince Kellan; as you can no doubt tell, she doesn’t have a wolf.” He nods to the wolf.“Thank you.” I look at him, and he grins.“Oh, you’re more than welcome. Moonlight wo
I rushed in with Sage, and we sat down on a small bench."The wolves were laughing a lot with you and Kellan." Sage smiles at me, yet I can see by her eyes she knows."You heard.""Sorry, I had sat closer to you so I could help. I wasn't trying to listen in to your conversations.""It's fine, Kellan didn't exactly help." I'm surprised no one else heard."So, what happened?" She looks at me, waiting."I don't know. Darius was giving Aurora and me a lecture. He sent her out and told me I needed to stop getting sucked into confrontations. I shouted and swore at him."Her eyes widen. "You shouted and swore at the king?""Yes, so when his hand snapped out, I was ready for him to punish me, only he gripped my neck and kissed me. Then Kellan walked in.""I noticed." I look at her with a confused expression. "I have strong connections with wolves and talk to them a lot. A few times the king has been in the room with you, I've noticed his wolf took attention of you."My eyes widen at her words
I wake up hearing the knocking. Climbing from my bed, I open the door and stand confused when I see Kellan. I look at the time. It's six am?"I'm sorry." I look at him, waiting for him to explain. "I realised the way I have been behaving around you is not good." He steps into the room. "Darius has explained he warned you to stay away from me, and I kept pushing you into situations with me. It wasn't very polite.""Kellan, it is fine." I often forget he is young. Sure, he is a prince, but he's only twenty-six."It isn't, and this apology is also from Darius as he realised requesting you avoid me puts you in a difficult situation." Sighing, he rubs his face. "We both essentially have made this harder for you. Darius wouldn't tell any of the other contestants to avoid me, so he apologises and takes it back.""Thank you. Although, he's right. Me getting seen with you in compromising or troubling situations won't help me."He chuckles slightly. "That was his excuse, Elara. Darius telling y
After getting ready, I walked down to breakfast. Everyone was staring at me."Defending Prince Kellan after getting him in trouble was nice of you." Aurora looks at me. "Imagine getting the prince in trouble."I ignore her words, not willing to get involved. I'm already on the edge of being thrown out. I won't argue with her. The cameras are close by."Are you okay?" Astrid looks at me, and I nod."She had the prince in her room this morning before anyone else was awake." Aurora glares across at me, and the producer continues to ask her questions about it."The way the king reacted says it wasn't innocent." She laughs slightly."Is that so? Why did you have an early morning visit from the prince?" The producer looks at me. "Were the rumours about you two having sex true?"Standing, I walk away and go back to my room. I did as I was told, ignored it and walked away. The knock has me walk to the door. Opening it, I see May."I was instructed that you wouldn't be eating with the other co