Dynamics

Who do I want to claim me first? I don't want either of them to do it first. I want this to be equal. How can it be if I choose one of them?

I understand Kellan wanted to wait until this Luna Battle ended, but he refused, and now I know it's so they don't fall out over it. Let me choose in a moment when I'm conscious and not delirious from their touching me.

Now, I realise that had Kellan or Darius claimed me when I begged them to, I would regret it, as I wasn't thinking straight. I was lost in the feeling of pleasure and not considering it all.

"So, I can't choose. Can you do it together?" Their eyes widen, but I mean it. It feels wrong to choose one of them first. My heart quickens, and my mind goes to the last time one of them came close to doing it. The pleasure, just from the thought of them doing it, was epic.

"You realise..." Darius stops, and his mouth closes; he looks at Kellan, almost like he's asking for support or maybe backup. Kellan sits staring at me.

I think I broke th