I consider it and consider the fact that Draven did add me to the deal. That night with Ethan made him agree. Did he only agree because I was made part of the deal?“Hey.” I feel him grip my chin and force me to look at him. “Please breathe.”I laugh slightly. Breathing is about the only thing I have control over in my life.“I can’t leave here without my wolf.” I feel like I’m dead. His words are correct; Draven and Ethan made a deal, which included me. I know about the wolves, and I feel like Draven isn’t alone in it, but Ethan is also.They don’t want me out of the competition. They want me dead before I speak. Telling Darius about my mark that alone could have me killed. I went against Darius' word.I lied to the king. I'm still lying to him. Everything they are doing forces me to hide and lie, which Darius knows I am. If he was like his dad, I would have been killed instantly for lying on the form.Yet I'm stuck. Darius can't save me; he might be able to take down Draven and even
Aurora's scream deafens us all. Darius stands wide-eyed and shocked. William is trying to speak to explain why, but he's silenced by her screams and the chatter of the producer and his crew.They keep zooming in between Aurora and Darius, and now I'm wondering if something happened after we left that room. I'm too busy trying to work this out to notice she turns and lunges for me.I realise the moment I'm thrown to the floor with her on top of me. Sage pulls her back, and I jump up. William continues trying to call everyone's attention but fails.Aurora breaks out of Sage's hold and lunges for me again, and that's when I see the knife. I don't get a chance to move or do anything. All I can do is ready myself for the pain.It happens almost in slow motion, and everything goes silent. One minute, she has the knife inches from my neck, and the next, a wolf is pinning her down and another in front of me. My body barely moves. It just shakes.I was dead. There is no denying it. I was dead.
KellanShe stands, still staring at the picture like she doesn't recognise herself. It's crazy. I open the door and pull her in so she stands before the mirrors."The change since the day you arrived up to today is enormous. It shows how small things can impact a body's appearance," I remember the day she came. Her eyes were dull, and her hair looked like there was no life in it.She was withdrawn and thin, with black under her eyes from tiredness, not to mention the collage of bruises that were across her body.Now, her hair is bright and vibrant. You can actually see the colour, the orange, but with small streaks of natural blond through it, something I've never seen.Her eyes are bright, and her whole complexion has changed."I can't remember ever looking like this." She glances at me. "It almost looks like an entirely different person."She's right. "It's strange. Had you walked in and looked like this, no one would have known you were sold and a slave. People would have seen you
He looks at me, waiting."I was young, maybe like four. It's my first memory, and it's not really strong. I remember the pain and how different and alone I felt after.""Anything you can remember? Were you in a normal room, on a chair?" He looks at me."I was on a chair. Alpha Draven held me down. We weren't at home. It was an unusual place; I've only been there twice. The first time, I remember a woman using magic to take my wolf. I was screaming, but they didn't stop. I passed out eventually, too tired from losing the wolf and woke up back home.""Sorry, no one should experience that, especially not a fucking child with no choice. I know people sell their wolves, but doing it to a child is wrong."I nod at his words."You said you had been twice?" He looks at me confused, wondering why I would go twice."I was about thirteen. Apparently, they needed a cleaner last minute, so it was me. I was older, and I saw things." I shrug slightly."Did you see where it was?""No, I was blindfold
I woke with my body wrapped around Kellan. I never slept as well as I had last night. Something about knowing he was close by helped me settle more.It was five, and as promised, Kellan had Beta Yori escort me to my room. Outside stood another Beta.Beta Yori introduced him as Beta Ash. Apparently, Ash is one below him, and Kellan has insisted he always stays outside my room.From what Yori said, Kellan seems to think I don't feel safe in my room, so Ash is there to ensure I am. It made no sense. We were all given a Beta when we arrived. Yet Yori insisted that they were purely for significant events and such and were prohibited from entering this hallway.So, Kellan has given me one of his Betas that he feels he can trust. Is this because of the one who came and led me to the room? Nova? That he warned me I needed to sort it out today.Once I'm ready, I walk down and join the others for breakfast. The room is usually quiet today. I don't think all the drama was from Aurora, yet it's a
The room is silent, and I need to figure out if Darius knows."Are there any other pictures?" I glance at him, trying to see if he knows. He is calm, though; surely he wouldn't be if Luca had put that picture in his room.It shows I'm marked and claimed, so maybe he didn't? Maybe Luca is set to make me look bad by making me lie?"No, this is everyone." Darius sits confused. "What did he look like?" He looks at me. I sense he thinks I'm lying. To what? Cover that I went into Kellan's office, locked myself in and magically put the key on the outside?"He was about five eight, blond hair, green eyes. He was about 200 lbs, and he had a scar at the side of his eye.""So he was real then." I laugh at his words."No, I dreamt him, walked into that room, locked myself in, magically put the key outside, attacked myself and waited to be rescued.""I didn't mean it how it sounded. Had someone used magic to mask their appearance, there wouldn't have been a scar.""Oh. Sorry." How am I still alive
It's been a quiet three days. I have rarely seen Darius and Kellan; they have taken Sage, Emalicia, and a few others on dates. The contestants seemed to be calmer as if Aurora was the one making them crazed.Either that or the fact Aurora was thrown out for her actions has made them realise their glares and words towards me might actually impact their progress here.Either way, no one has called me Mutt since that night. There have been no sly digs or petty behaviour, and while I want to say it's great, it won't last long. These women are like vultures; soon, one of them will slip, and it will return to how it was.The last few days, though, have made me realise how hectic and crazed it was. The whole thing became a sham and just chaos. We're meant to be proving we're the best Luna for the king. Yet right now, I'm not sure any of us are. We have all done things we shouldn't.We have all acted in selfish, irresponsible ways. In ways, the king's Luna never should.I glance up, hearing t
I wake to the loud banging. Jumping from the bed, I force my mind to wake up. Beta Yori walked me back to my room at about four this morning.Grabbing the robe, I wrap it around my body and rush to open the door, hoping the banging stops. It's only 6 am? What the hell?As the door swings open, Beta Pete stands with Beta William."Elara, you need to follow us now." Beta William grips my arm and drags me from the room. I move my feet, trying to keep up with them and fail.My legs are just dragged behind me, and I feel this isn't a good thing. Their faces have no friendliness; they are stern, and their gaze's fixed forward.Beta Luca, the picture. I begin to panic as I am pretty much dragged and thrown into a room. I land hard and groan."You can leave." I glance up, hearing Darius, and the door closes."I'm sorry." Shit, maybe if I explained why I lied before now, this wouldn't be so goddamn bad."Sorry!" His word is loud, and I lean away as he approaches me. "Do you have any remorse as