"But why?" I uttered without looking at him, the sound of my voice could be barely above a whisper. "Why are you still helping me, Mr. Frost?"
"Because staying in that hell of a place for another minute suffocates me, the same feeling that you experience after hearing and seeing everyone in the family likes her instead of you, Ms. Elaine." Ghino slid closer and reached out to my cheeks, his eyes were mourning with mine. I may have no ability to read someone's mind, but Ghino's eyes were telling me a lot of things - his terrible story was filled with revenge, regrets, and heartaches. "For that same reason, my offer to you that night still stands," he continued, "Use me every time you need someone to share your burdens, sadness, and even heartaches. Call me even in the middle of the night. I will run to you in the blink of an eye. We don't know. Perhaps we are destined for each other. Call me if you need me. Got it?" Ghino did not wait for my response when he evacuated his condo right after that, leaving me all alone in the same spot. His condo itself was one of the living proof that Ghino indeed had Don Romualdo's blood. Thirty minutes later, I plummeted to his kingsize dressed white bed. The warm ambiance of the room was refreshing as my heavy feelings started to subside. Ghino's aromatic perfume was denoted all corners of the room, leaving traces of his sole existence. I found him a very decent man with just a glance at his mild and dominant face. It was also the main reason I got terrified to use him like he wanted me to do. Dylan and I may not be in a promising relationship right now, but he still is my best friend, my shoulder to cry on. Nothing can change that. Not even Maureen. And I think I can still endure the pain no matter how unbearable it is. However, as soon as the phone landed in my hands, Ghino's digits first popped out of my brain. The worst part is that I dialed his digits. It rings in a matter of seconds. I was about to press the end call button, but his soft sleepy voice preceded me. "What's up?" he uttered from the other line of the phone. "We just separated for an hour, Elaine. Did you miss me already?" he was even forced to produce a cackling sound to hide his sleepiness. I hung up for a few seconds, still in the middle of deciding whether I should lie to him that I dialed his digits by accident or end the call without him hearing my voice. Like I said, Ghino is a better version of his younger brother. He was more mature and had more experience with everything in life compared to Dylan. But I cannot do this anymore. My helpless heart was in an excruciating pain. So I replied with conviction, "Let's do it, Mr. Frost. Be my boyfriend. Let's prove to them that I can live without them in my life. A month of being in a fake relationship. Do you think would that be enough?" Ghino suddenly hung up the other line of the phone. He did not say a single word but I can still hear his soft and slow breathing. Perhaps he was gathering his thoughts about my agreement. Or maybe he already had his second thoughts. After all, the two of us will surely end up getting hurt in the middle of the process. A month of fake relationships. That's what I proposed to him for revenge. "However," I continued, "I have only one condition if we have to make it. You should not fall in love with me because I am not going to betray my feelings for Dylan. Do you understand?" "Of course," Ghino replied, however, he hesitated for a few seconds to bring that word. "That was also my allotted time in the city before I got back to France. What if I can make you fall in love with me within a month? Are you going to take responsibility for that?" Ghino's question somehow confused me to the point that I was the one who hung up the phone this time. I believe in possibilities and destiny. What if I fall in love with him indeed? A lot of things could have happened within thirty days. What if Dylan realizes that he falls for the wrong woman? On top of that, what if Dylan realizes that he had also his feelings for me? Don't want to assume my uncertainties toward Dylan, but I love him, and I cannot live without him in my life. That's for a fact. "Just tell me when and where you are going to use me, Elaine." he continued, "You already have my number and hotel address. All you have to do is dial them and boom! Your knight in shining armor would be there in an instant." "Tomorrow at two in the afternoon." I stuttered, "Dylan will be attending an annual auction. He hasn't told me about who he is to bring. But I was pretty convinced that he might bring Mauren instead of me." "Noted, Ms. Elaine. Send me the details after the call so I can arrange my schedule for tomorrow. I'll get back to you once I can finalize my schedule." After the call ended, I sent a message to Ghino about everything he needed to know about the said auction. I also told him that I already messaged Dylan that I could not go to work tomorrow and that he had to bring someone to the auction. It was already late and he was with Mauren so I did not expect to get a response from him. What mattered to me was that I already delivered the message. The next day, Ghino went back to his condo and discussed to me his plan. In the middle of our profound discussion, we were interrupted when my phone rang all of a sudden. It was Dylan the way I expected. At first, I hesitated to answer the call when I already agreed to Ghino not to go to work as part of the plan. But to my surprise, he snatched the phone the moment I slid the answer button. "If you are looking for Elaine, she's with me right now." Ghino smiled at me before he continued. "We will be on a date the entire day. Your secretary needs her rest day. She has been loyal to you for years and never complained about it. After all, she's also a human like us. She gets hurt, worried, and most of all, she gets jealous." "Are you fucking kidding me?" Dylan's response was loud and clear to my ears even if Ghino did not put the phone on loudspeaker mode. "Don't you dare lay a finger on her, Ghino? I know you are not the kind of person who would care and love someone." "Or else what, huh, Dylan?" Ghino threatened him, "Are you gonna break up with Mauren if I am going to lay a hand on her?" "What?" Dylan raised his voice. "Of course, not, right?" Ghino replied his voice remaining calm to make sure the person on the other line of the phone gets irritated. "You already introduced her to the family as your fiancee. And guess what? Everyone likes her including me. She's perfect to be part of the Spencers." Ghino moved out of his seat, grabbed my hands, and dragged me to the parking lot. "Anyway, I heard that Elaine will be leaving your company in a month. Will you get mad if I am going to hire her as my secretary?" "Please, enough of that, Mr. Frost!" I exclaimed. Before the plan got out of hand, I snatched the phone from him and ended the call. "You don't have to go that far to intimidate your brother. Let''s stick to the plan, okay?" "You need to harden yourself for real, Elaine," Ghino curved the upper corner of his lips and turned them into a half smile. "I know you have feelings for Dylan but you have to set aside those feelings." Four hours later, Dylan was caught by surprise when he found me and Ghino, holding hands, while marching the red carpet. The way we expected, the woman seated next to him was none other than Mauren. As we continued marching toward our seats, everyone could not help but fix their glances at me. But I believe it was not me they were more intrigued about but the two million dollars off-shoulder white long gown that Ghino brought for me. Ghino was also one of the VIPs in the auction similar to Dylan so the management also provided us our seats next to them. "Play safe, Elaine. Act cool," Ghino uttered closer to my left ear, "Dylan and Mauren were looking at you. Smile, if you don't want to ruin our revenge plan." "Elaine, what are you doing here?" Dylan moved out of his seat the second we dropped our butts on our respective seats. To our surprise, he grabbed Ghino's collar by force which caught everyone's attention, including the security guards.The strength of my knees depleted upon seeing Maureen holding the bottom part of Dylan's black tuxedo, trying to stop him from getting closer to me. Ghino, I believe, has noticed the sudden change in my mood as I slowly fixed my gaze on the glass of champagne on the table across from us. He then smiled at me and held my hand to help me ease off my bothered mind. "I already told you the reason, little brother," he scoffed, "Elaine and I are on a date. Why? Is there such a rule that says two single aren't allowed to date?" Dylan's grip on Ghino's collar even tightened to the point that he started to have a hard time breathing. The rage through his sharp almond-shaped dark eyes was blazing in flame as though he was killing Ghino with those stares. The head of the security guards approached us and stopped the commotion before it got out of hand. Ghino did nothing wrong but I know Dylan would not stop until he gets his revenge. Dylan was left with no choice but to l
Even if we were not looking at each other's eyes, my heart felt Ghino's desperation. I may have no idea about his past and the reason he chose to be with me instead of his family, but I know he badly wanted to get out of that hell of a place. So I stealth a glance at his face for about ten seconds. He was fucking serious about his pleading. "What do you suggest?" I asked despite being skeptical. "I just don't want to be alone tonight, Elaine," he replied, his cold voice gave me goosebumps. "I'll tell you everything." "That would be a long story to tell, I believed," I giggled shortly to lift the mood. "How about your condo? Would a bottle of beer and a slice of pizza will do?" Ghino and I miraculously met not long ago but, undeniably, I started to feel comfortable being with him. I don't know if it was because I find him attractive and more mature. He and Dylan are indeed brothers of the same lineage. Because I proposed this time, Ghino finally cracked the corn
"My twenty-eight years in this world were already a mess until I met you, Elaine," Ghino replied, his drunken eyes fixed on me. "I don't want to get back to that kind of life. The feeling was exhausting and suffocating." With those longing cold words, the tears in my eyes could not stop from pouring. There was more of his life story that meets the eye apart from what he told me earlier. One of the reasons that I wanted to stay away from him was that I started to feel comfortable being with him. For me, that was a betrayal of my feelings for Dylan. And the last thing that I want to happen is to put an extension of the tension between the two. I may have not paid much attention to Ghino compared to Dylan but I cared for them both. Ghino deserves someone better. Better than me. Someone who would love him unconditionally. "Then, what am I supposed to do?" I slid closer to his spot and helped him wipe the tears from his eyes. "I am not good at making decisions. Can'
I gradually dropped my gaze back to those documents across from me to avoid seeing Dylan's sharp eyes. Over the years of being best friends with him, this was the first time his stares suffocated me as though he wanted me to vanish in an instant. This was also the first time he questioned my sincerity of being friends with him. He knows that I approached him without asking anything in return. Questioning my sincerity may be an undersized matter to him, but to me, it speaks of everything. Being friends with him was all I had. I even distanced myself from the world to make sure I could grant his Mom's last wish to protect him. How am I supposed to protect him when, Dylan, himself, wanted to get rid of me already? Before the heavy tension hangs the air further, I move out of my seat and do what I am good at. "Here are the latest updates of the construction, Mr. Spencer. Based on the statistics, the progress already reached 90%." I replied after sliding the documents
No matter how drunk a person is, I believe their subconscious is still working. So I waited for Dylan to say something about my confession. It took me seven years and two hundred sixty-nine days to be exact. Finally, for the first time, I managed to muster the courage and confess my feelings for him. And I realized that confessing to him was not that difficult at all. While holding onto that thought, it made me wonder if everything changed between me and Dylan if I managed to confess my feelings for him as early as before he met Maureen. "Dylan? Are you still awake?" Out of curiosity, I slapped his face to check if he was simply making fun of me or pretending to be asleep. But my instinct was proven wrong when he responded to me with a soft moan after getting the hard slap, followed by a loud snore. I could not help but crack up when the reality of making myself a fool struck me like a bolt of lightning. My courage was gone to waste when the man I wanted to he
"Elaine's new apartment is not a place for lost and found people, Maureen," Ghino's voice suddenly echoed in my ears coming from behind me. "Apart from the fact that I am the first person who knows her new place, we spent the night together." Then I was taken aback when he reached out to my hand and stood beside me. "And besides, if you have trust issues with your boyfriend, ask him yourself directly." he continued, "Instead of lashing out your insecurities to someone who's living in peace." Ghino opened the door for me and assisted me in hopping in. "Just ignore him, Elaine," he said while putting on my seatbelt. "I know Dylan had drinks with his friends last night and finished very late. There's no way he would reach out to you, right?" I accidentally bit the corner of my lower lips when I was taken aback by Ghino's unexpected question. Before I could say a word, I glanced outside the window to check if Mauren remained on her spot. Lucky for me, Maureen was alrea
"Then we're settled," Maureen removed her arms away from me and added, "I'll keep in touch with you from time to time for the updates, Elaine. Thank you so much for your kindness." Maureen did not even give me the chance to decline her proposal when she disappeared from the office in the blink of an eye. She already gets what she wants from me and those employees surrounding us - me getting intimidated. As soon as she disappeared from my sight, everyone also got back to their respective offices. The only thing I did after that was drop my butt on my chair, and my face on the desk. "God damn it, Elaine," I could not help but utter profanity. "You still have twenty-six days left and yet you are about to explode." "That's going to be the consequence of having a one-sided love, Ms. Elaine." Ms. Lalaine's image suddenly flickered through my helpless eyes. I slowly removed my head from the desk and fixed my eyes on her. Emptiness dominated my inexpressive eyes. "Sorr
I was supposed to be the one who must burst out crying but after hearing the bad news, my Mom did it on my behalf. Guess what? She cries way worse than me. My parents, especially Mom know everything about the "imaginary" Dylan Spencer, starting from his complete name, position in the company, his favorite dishes, places he liked to visit, and his history. "Imaginary" simply because they believed that everything I told them was all part of my helpless imagination. They believed that I was telling them about my ideal man and that even in my 24 years of existence, they never heard and saw me bringing and introducing someone home. They were even afraid that I might end up getting old and being single for the rest of my life. But despite all the nagging, teasing, and sacrifices, my entire family still loves and cares for me. And I love them back. That was why I worked hard day and night to provide them with their daily needs, especially when my dad had his daily mainten