Chapter 2: Her Sole Weakness
The next day, I found myself waking up in a freezing hotel room all by myself. The man with me disappeared without any trace of his existence apart from the empty bottles of red wine on the table. Last night's commotion was a blast for me. A part of me wants to remember what exactly happened last night but my head keeps on spinning. On the bright side, his plan of cheating somehow worked when I manage to stop thinking about the world outside. Stop thinking about my best friend and roommate having their first monthsary the other night. However, as soon as I open my eyes, reality immediately struck me with a bolt of lightning. The excruciating feeling of being betrayed flashed through my eyes. Even Dylan was fooled by Mauren's charm. So I jump out of bed and wander the room for a few seconds before sliding to the bathroom. "Good morning, Elaine!" Dylan greeted me with an ear-to-ear smile on his face as soon as I stepped foot into his office. It was the kind of smile that tells me his night with Mauren was also a blast. "Did you use the car coming here?" Despite having a hard time breathing, I forced myself to smile since I am standing in front of my boss and we are now in our workplace. "Thank you for the gift, Dylan. But I cannot accept it." I replied before sliding to him and setting the car keys on the table. "Mauren deserves the gift more than me." "Did I do something wrong, Elaine?" Dylan frowned while looking me in the eye. "Was it because Mauren and I kept our relationship from you?" Before I could say a word to him, I slightly adjusted my face back to the doorway trying to stop the tears in my eyes from pouring. "You did nothing wrong, Mr. Spencer. It was I who lied to you all these years." Then I grab the tablet across from me and checked his daily schedule. "You will have an emergency meeting with the CEO of TWS Holdings Inc. at nine, Mr. Spencer." I continued to stop the awkward sensation that divides us in his office. "After lunch, you are scheduled to visit the construction site for inspection." "I have my other appointment at nine." someone's familiar voice echoed in my ears. I turned my face back to the doorway and found Ghino Frost standing right through my eyes. "I know my little brother has nothing to do right now. Let's make our time progressive, shall we?" Ghino extended his greeting with a smile on his face. And I am standing in the same spot with my legs stiffened and brain frozen. I heard Ghino's statement loud and clear. He claims to be Dylan's older brother. "Don't just stand there, Elaine, give him a cup of coffee," Dylan shattered my thoughts but his sharp stares were focused solely on Ghino. In the middle of preparing for the cup of coffee, I could not help but feel anxious about Ghino's sudden appearance. Let alone knowing he is Dylan's older brother. The same man with whom I spent the night in the hotel room. Why am I not aware of any of this? He had a brother? "Thank you, Ms. Elaine," the other cup of coffee almost slips off my hand upon hearing my name coming from Ghino's mouth. Nothing happened between us last night. Ghino and I may be drunk last night but I am certain nothing happened. I was still in clothes when I woke up this morning. Even checked my cauliflower and it was still intact. Ghino made his first move but I made it clear to him that I cannot betray my feelings for Dylan even if he and Mauren stabbed me. So we agreed to just talk and drink instead of having sex. "Do you mind if I ask you a question, Ms. Elaine?" Ghino cut off Dylan in the middle of his explanation about their family's France business expansion. Since Ghino stepped foot into the office, I could not help but notice his obvious glance at me. Dylan may have also noticed it but he did not say anything as he was focused on the meeting. "Please, dont get me wrong. I know it was inappropriate to ask this while in the middle of a meeting but I could not help seeing such a goddess like you working in my brother's office." he continued. "Do you have a boyfriend?" Dylan was looking at me but my eyes were fixed on Ghino, trying to read what was running through his mind at the moment. I don't know what he was up to, but it has something to do with us spending the night, I started to regret it. "Yes, she has," Dylan replied on my behalf. "She's my girlfriend, Ghino, so don't you dare lay even the tip of your fingers on her." The tension hangs heavy in the air between Ghino and Dylan. My boss sounded concerned at the same time, he was furious toward his brother. Ghino, on the other hand, remains his eyes fixed on me with a smile on his face while ignoring Dylan's defensive statement. "So, it was you who broke up her heart last night then?" Ghino's smile almost reaches his ears before he drags his eyes back to Dylan. "It was her special day last night but her best friend who promised to be there didn't show up..." "No, I don't have a boyfriend." I cut off Ghino's statement before he could finish it, especially the part when I told him about having a one-sided feeling for Dylan. "The time is already a quarter to nine, Mr. Frost. You said it yourself, you still have an appointment at nine." By that, the two agreed to resume their disrupted meeting. The tension between Dylan and his brother was still hanging heavy in the air. I don't know what happened between them but my instinct was telling me that Dylan completely hates Ghino. But the one thing that caught my attention and felt intrigued is them having different last names and physical features. Dylan was carrying her mom's last name but Ghino had their deceased dad. Right after the meeting, Dylan personally assists his brother in heading to the nearest elevator which surprises me. He even stops and tells me to simply stay in the office and focus on my pending work instead of sending them outside. "What was that earlier, Elaine?" Dylan asked me the second he got back to the office. Irritation was evident in his voice before he grabs his seat. "Aren't I supposed to be the one asking you that, Mr. Spencer? Why do you have to lie to your brother's face that I am just your secretary?" I replied. "You're not just the secretary in this company, Elaine. You are my best friend, Elaine." Dylan insisted, "And I know my brother more than anyone. He is going to hurt you." Of course. They are brothers indeed. A part of me wanted to confess and confront him that he hurt me to the deepest part of my bone last night but I want to stay professional as much as possible while working with the company. "Here is the list of the shareholders of the construction company that you asked last week, Mr. Spencer." I set to his desk the white folder I was holding. "And you are changing the subject. Great!" Dylan heaved an abrupt sigh of dismay. "With all due respect, Mr. Spencer, we are in your office. Work and personal matters must be separated." I insisted, "You don't need to defend me from your brother. He just asks me if I have a boyfriend. And you said it yourself, I am just your best friend. Nothing more. Nothing less. And for the record, we slept last night." Before I could get back onto my words, I flashed to the washroom and rinsed my face with warm water. And for me to eject the cold air that was stuck in my chest since I stepped into the office. Staying with Dylan for a long time in one room suffocates me. But I have no right to get jealous or mad at either him or Mauren. I am just his secretary. For that same reason, I manage to catch up with the best option. After rinsing my face with warm water, I went back to my office. And there is Dylan, standing beside my desk. "If you are trying to convince me about that car keys, don't waste your time, Mr. Spencer. You know me better than anyone." I said with conviction. And I was referring to my sense of pride that once I let go of things, I have no plan on getting them back. I already let go of the car keys. "But this is my present for your birthday, Elaine. Why? Why are you returning this to me? You didn't like it? Did I do something wrong, huh? Tell me so I can make it up to you!" God damn it, Elaine! Can you just tell him already? Once and for all, unfold your feelings to him. This is your chance to say to him that you love him. "You have been working in our company for ten years and counting," he continued, "You deserved to be rewarded with something expensive. Was it about your birthday? That I spent the night with my girlfriend instead of you, my best friend?" For God's sake Dylan! Why can't you see the answers in my heart and my eyes? It was already in front of you. Don't make this hard for me, please. He knew it from the start yet he still asks me. "Mr. Spencer, I want you to hire someone to replace me," I said, and that is the only way I could move on with my feelings for him. "Excuse me?" Dylan blurted in disbelief. "I'll prepare everything for the turnover before the end of this month," I replied. "And I'll be posting the job online as soon as possible. But right now, we must proceed to the construction site." Dylan did not say a word despite the remarks. Instead, he evacuated the office without anything in his hands. But I know he already has hundreds of questions in mind and is probably waiting for the right time for my mood to subside. He knows that something is off about me. The worst about the case is that he does not easily buy whatever I show him. Dylan believes that my monthly period keeps visiting me every time I say things upfront. That is one of the reasons he can never sense my feelings for him. For him, everything I say not work-related is not serious because I do that to him every time. Meanwhile, as soon as we reached the car waiting for us outside, he suddenly shrugs me off. Hard enough I could barely step my foot forward. "I'm so sorry, okay?" he said, this time, his voice laced with concern. "Please, don't get jealous of Mauren, Elaine. I told you that you always have a special place in my heart, remember?" Then he turned around and reached out to my cheeks before he continued, "I need you more than Mauren, and you know that," he smiled. "So don't leave me. Please? Elaine, I can barely imagine myself without my best friend." To my surprise, he wrapped his arms around me. Tight enough that I could barely move and felt the warmth of his heart. How am I supposed to move on and get past this? Dylan Spencer, my best friend, is my weakness.Chapter 3: My Best Friend's Kiss That is the problem, Dylan. You always see me as your best friend and I am doing the other way around. I cannot just order myself to disregard my feelings for you. It's not as easy as counting one to three, with just a snap of my fingers, or sleeping in one night. Every time you are with me, I am terrified that I might find myself sinking in a wide blue ocean without anything or anyone that can save me. "Please, let go of me, Mr. Spencer," I replied, worried not because of my feelings for him but because a lot of his employees are now looking at us. The last thing I would do is give them the wrong idea. On top of that, I don't want to let myself believe in false hope. He is in a relationship with Mauren. "People are now staring at us." I continued before I stepped away from him, "I don't want to hear anything from them that might stain your name." Getting into the car first before the boss was inappropriate of me but I just
"Thank you for the compliment, Doc, but whatever Mr. Spencer told you about me, it's all nothing but a lie." I cracked a half smile on my face to lessen the awkwardness of the situation. "Anyway, please, advise if he was allowed to get discharged tonight. He still has an important appointment to attend to." "Who said it's a lie? I love you because you are my best friend, Elaine." Dylan insisted, "What's wrong with that?" "Am I just a joke to you, huh, Dylan?" All the doctors and nurses with us were taken aback by my response, but I simply ignored them before I added, "Don't proclaim such heavy words if you cannot carry its weight." Dylan immediately shut his mouth and he avoided getting eye to eye contact with me. I believed he sensed the sensitiveness of my words. Then we all glance at the doorway as soon as we notice Mr. Dex and Don Romualdo step foot into the room. They even lock the door to make sure no paparazzi can take a single photo of Dylan. "Doc?" I b
"But why?" I uttered without looking at him, the sound of my voice could be barely above a whisper. "Why are you still helping me, Mr. Frost?" "Because staying in that hell of a place for another minute suffocates me, the same feeling that you experience after hearing and seeing everyone in the family likes her instead of you, Ms. Elaine." Ghino slid closer and reached out to my cheeks, his eyes were mourning with mine. I may have no ability to read someone's mind, but Ghino's eyes were telling me a lot of things - his terrible story was filled with revenge, regrets, and heartaches. "For that same reason, my offer to you that night still stands," he continued, "Use me every time you need someone to share your burdens, sadness, and even heartaches. Call me even in the middle of the night. I will run to you in the blink of an eye. We don't know. Perhaps we are destined for each other. Call me if you need me. Got it?" Ghino did not wait for my response when he evacuat
The strength of my knees depleted upon seeing Maureen holding the bottom part of Dylan's black tuxedo, trying to stop him from getting closer to me. Ghino, I believe, has noticed the sudden change in my mood as I slowly fixed my gaze on the glass of champagne on the table across from us. He then smiled at me and held my hand to help me ease off my bothered mind. "I already told you the reason, little brother," he scoffed, "Elaine and I are on a date. Why? Is there such a rule that says two single aren't allowed to date?" Dylan's grip on Ghino's collar even tightened to the point that he started to have a hard time breathing. The rage through his sharp almond-shaped dark eyes was blazing in flame as though he was killing Ghino with those stares. The head of the security guards approached us and stopped the commotion before it got out of hand. Ghino did nothing wrong but I know Dylan would not stop until he gets his revenge. Dylan was left with no choice but to l
Even if we were not looking at each other's eyes, my heart felt Ghino's desperation. I may have no idea about his past and the reason he chose to be with me instead of his family, but I know he badly wanted to get out of that hell of a place. So I stealth a glance at his face for about ten seconds. He was fucking serious about his pleading. "What do you suggest?" I asked despite being skeptical. "I just don't want to be alone tonight, Elaine," he replied, his cold voice gave me goosebumps. "I'll tell you everything." "That would be a long story to tell, I believed," I giggled shortly to lift the mood. "How about your condo? Would a bottle of beer and a slice of pizza will do?" Ghino and I miraculously met not long ago but, undeniably, I started to feel comfortable being with him. I don't know if it was because I find him attractive and more mature. He and Dylan are indeed brothers of the same lineage. Because I proposed this time, Ghino finally cracked the corn
"My twenty-eight years in this world were already a mess until I met you, Elaine," Ghino replied, his drunken eyes fixed on me. "I don't want to get back to that kind of life. The feeling was exhausting and suffocating." With those longing cold words, the tears in my eyes could not stop from pouring. There was more of his life story that meets the eye apart from what he told me earlier. One of the reasons that I wanted to stay away from him was that I started to feel comfortable being with him. For me, that was a betrayal of my feelings for Dylan. And the last thing that I want to happen is to put an extension of the tension between the two. I may have not paid much attention to Ghino compared to Dylan but I cared for them both. Ghino deserves someone better. Better than me. Someone who would love him unconditionally. "Then, what am I supposed to do?" I slid closer to his spot and helped him wipe the tears from his eyes. "I am not good at making decisions. Can'
I gradually dropped my gaze back to those documents across from me to avoid seeing Dylan's sharp eyes. Over the years of being best friends with him, this was the first time his stares suffocated me as though he wanted me to vanish in an instant. This was also the first time he questioned my sincerity of being friends with him. He knows that I approached him without asking anything in return. Questioning my sincerity may be an undersized matter to him, but to me, it speaks of everything. Being friends with him was all I had. I even distanced myself from the world to make sure I could grant his Mom's last wish to protect him. How am I supposed to protect him when, Dylan, himself, wanted to get rid of me already? Before the heavy tension hangs the air further, I move out of my seat and do what I am good at. "Here are the latest updates of the construction, Mr. Spencer. Based on the statistics, the progress already reached 90%." I replied after sliding the documents
No matter how drunk a person is, I believe their subconscious is still working. So I waited for Dylan to say something about my confession. It took me seven years and two hundred sixty-nine days to be exact. Finally, for the first time, I managed to muster the courage and confess my feelings for him. And I realized that confessing to him was not that difficult at all. While holding onto that thought, it made me wonder if everything changed between me and Dylan if I managed to confess my feelings for him as early as before he met Maureen. "Dylan? Are you still awake?" Out of curiosity, I slapped his face to check if he was simply making fun of me or pretending to be asleep. But my instinct was proven wrong when he responded to me with a soft moan after getting the hard slap, followed by a loud snore. I could not help but crack up when the reality of making myself a fool struck me like a bolt of lightning. My courage was gone to waste when the man I wanted to he