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Lucevkin Dreams Concerning Actions
-Karen-We lay there in each other’s embrace panting. “That was amazing… Worth all the yelling and possible beating I’m going to get from Bart later.” He whispered. “I hope that helped warm you up too.” We snickered together quietly.“You think he’s going to yell?” I asked with a grin. Don’t yell too much Bart.“Probably… I’ll just expect it and hope he won't.” He whispered nuzzling my neck. How should I do this…? I have no idea what I should say… “Are you feeling okay? You look exhausted and sad.” He asked with concern. I nodded and sighed. I said the first thing that came to mind. “I have to go away for a while…” I replied sadly. Six weeks… I won't remember anything like last time. “Where are you going?” He asked sitting up next to me. “And why am I just finding out about this now?!” He had concern written all over his face. Uh oh- Uh… “I was afraid you would be mad.” I whispered trying to grab his hand. He pulled away from my grasp and pulled me up to sit next to him. What do I
Last Updated : 2024-10-18Lucevkin Dreams Lullaby
-Karen-I finished the bowl of tangy berries and set the empty bowl down on the floor and turned to him. The expression on his face broke my resolve instantly. I choked out a sob as I bowed my head in utter defeat. He wrapped me up tightly as we both cried. “It’s only six weeks! It’s going to be fine, Kay! I promise you- you’re not going away forever.” He croaked, kissing me trying to be reassuring.“You say that, but it doesn’t make me feel better…” I cried as my throat tightened again. Six weeks I won't remember.He moved towards the center of the bed and I felt the exhaustion drag my energy levels down further. He pulled me towards him as I started to get sleepy. I heard the door open and then close, but I didn’t want to expend the energy finding out who came in the room. Although the presence was very familiar to me.Conor wrapped me in his warm embrace and kissed me deeply. “When I first met you, I hated you, Conor. I hated you so much. I wanted to destroy you and make you suffer
Last Updated : 2024-10-18Lucevkin Dreams Guilty Silence (Part 1)
-Conor-Three weeks had passed since Karen had fallen asleep. Conor had been trying hard to cope with her absence, but it was evident that he was struggling with it. “Hey in there.” He whispered to her growing bump. “Papa loves you.” He sat there and watched her sleep curled up next to him. Her eyes fluttered open, and she sat up suddenly looking over at him. “Hey… Are you okay?” She asked sleepily. “Don’t be sad Conor…”“You’re awake?” He asked in surprise. Am I dreaming? He kissed her and she kissed him twice. I miss that so much.“I got hungry… Are there any strawberries or cheese cubes for me to pig out on?” Karen asked cozying up to Conor. “No… But I was told that you need to eat those cubes from before. Stay put baby. I’m gonna get you one.” He replied crawling to the foot of the bed. He walked over to the dresser and opened a small sack, pulling out a cube and taking it over to her. Conor placed it in the center of her hand as he sat next to her. “You need to eat that.”Karen
Last Updated : 2024-10-21Lucevkin Dreams Guilty Silence (Part 2)
-Conor-Conor looked over to Joanne and smiled sadly. I just have to be patient… It’s going to be over soon. “Honestly, it kills me every time, Jo. Part of me quietly wonders what happens if she doesn’t wake up? What if I never see her again?” He stood up, walking over to his dresser to get fresh clothes. “I wouldn’t want to live if she wasn’t with me. It might sound cliche, but she’s the light in my world and right now, I feel like I'm in the damn dark.” He said turning around to face his cousin. “What would you do if you lost Bart?” I know you’d kill yourself this time. I wouldn’t put it past you not to.She smiled sadly. “That’s easy. I would hang myself. I know I have to get married to another man when we go home… And it’s so hard to think that I won't be able to be with the man that I love… I wish we didn’t ever have to go home.” She said looking down. “I don’t want to marry Justinian… He killed my closest friend because she gave birth to a daughter… And then he killed the baby!”
Last Updated : 2024-10-21Lucevkin Dreams Guilty Silence (Part 3)
-Conor-The days continued to slip by as the fifth week march approached. The baby gained the missing weight and a bit extra so there was no further concern over his weight for the time being. The five-week mark came, and Karen woke up and ate more of her dreaded cubes. She rubbed her belly proudly and after talking with Conor for ten minutes, she went back to sleep. The sixth week came and went. Karen slept soundly as she hugged her growing belly in her sleep. The king had sent Conor on another mission and was becoming increasingly frustrated with Nathan’s antics with the decoy camps and clever traps. Zachary practically ignored any mention of Karen at this time to Conor’s extreme relief. However, there was an increase in missions he had to go on to Conor’s great dismay.Two days before the seventh week, Bart had Bertha come by to check on Karen as all three of them had become extremely nervous about this. “We are two days away from the seven-week mark… She hasn’t woken up at all in
Last Updated : 2024-10-21Lucevkin Dreams Decoys And Secrets (Part 1)
-Karen-I slowly opened my eyes and felt Conor’s warmth right next to me. I looked over to him and saw that he was sleeping. He looked exhausted but happy. He moved his hand over my belly and cuddled closer to me. Curiously, I looked down and saw that my belly was quite large. Oh, my goodness! I’m huge! Bigger than the first time which made me nervous because I knew immediately I was far beyond the six-week mark. I look like I swallowed a boulder… I wanted to wake Conor up as fast as I could to find out, but I resisted the temptation. Instead, I balled up one of the blankets next to me and propped myself up into a much more comfortable position. Ah! That’s better! My poor love… I watched Conor sleep for a while until I couldn’t resist waking him up. I slipped back down under the warm blankets so that I could be closer to him. Gently, I caressed his face watching him snuggle into my palm. Conor… I felt warm and content seeing him sleeping so peacefully next to me. I leaned down and ki
Last Updated : 2024-10-21Lucevkin Dreams Decoys And Secrets (Part 2)
-Karen-“Oh… I have a great idea as to what you could ask for…” He smirked and then closed his eyes as I continued working him. “And you don’t even have to ask-” He moaned gently as I carefully got up and mounted him. “Oh… I have waited so long for this.” He slipped himself inside and it was nothing short of breath taking. I rolled my hips and watched him lose his mind from the pleasure. His eyes were so dark and full of desire. “You never disappoint… But now it’s your turn to lose your mind.” He gently rolled me on to my back and went to work on me. I felt so much more pleasure this time around as he kept diving deeper into me. I felt vulnerable in the best way. I grabbed his hands as I shivered from the pleasure under him. I called his name and he joined me several moments later.He lay back down next me and held me to him as we slowly came down from our cloud of bliss. “Again… Please?” I murmured to him. We can celebrate me finally waking up the best way… Making love for most of th
Last Updated : 2024-10-21Lucevkin Dreams Birthday Girl
-Karen-I grabbed a plate and stuffed a little bit of everything onto it with the exception of the steak. I grabbed a double serving of it. “Thank you! I’m so hungry too!” This baby wants meat! I have eaten so much steak in the last week… He’s gonna be a meat man like his Papa. He’s a little piggy!“Me too Kay! I don’t know why but I have been so famished lately.” Joanne said following right behind me. “I just want to eat and sleep sometimes…” Hmm. I wonder why?“I told you it’s ‘cause your stressed out over the extra work I’ve been having to do, baby.” Bart explained, sitting down next to Joanne. He rubbed her right hand and gave her a sympathetic smile. “I haven’t been able to spend as much time with you as we normally do… Those Mages have been really going to town on the soldiers…” I raised an eyebrow. “My workload has practically doubled and since she hasn’t been feeling well, I won't let her help… I will once she feels better.” Bart explained with a frown. Oh… Well, that would ex
Last Updated : 2024-10-21
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Lucevkin Dreams Verdict
-Conor-“I have a terrible feeling about this Nathan. We need to go to her. As soon as possible.” Conor said pacing back and forth in front of all the Mages. “After she lost consciousness, Eldon came and took her away. All he said was that she was being summoned by a tree. That's when a portal was made for me to come back here.”Nathan's eyes got wide and he lost the coloring in his face. “The Tree summoned her?” A serious yet terrified look remained on his face. Alexander started screaming making everyone jump. A portal opened and everyone stood up while Joanne worked to calm him down. “Karen?” Conor asked feeling hopeful. Eldon walked through carrying her, but he was stoic. “She’s going to be okay, right?”Eldon gently placed her into his arms. He didn’t answer right away. “Not exactly.” The portal shut as all the Mages gathered around. “As you know, she won the war against your father with your help. However, she lost the fight.” He said quietly. “Senescence, has deemed that she i
Lucevkin Dreams Shattered
“Soul Release.” I whispered quietly. I watched as the souls compressed into different color orbs and floated away on the breeze. Bombs started falling around me while breathing became harder. “Healing Serenity.” I’ve used a flurry of spells and I still have a small chunk of magic left. I can easily get two or three more Master spells… I think. I decided to change positions so I could get a better aim at the last large ship flying around. I still have those small ships too… I took a deep breath and sent a Blazing Hypernova up to the middle area of the small ships. They all exploded in a bright flash and the wreckage fell to the destroyed town. I looked around for the large ship, but a bullet ricocheted very close to where I stood. Suddenly, more soldiers appeared charging at me.“Frostfire Surge!” I shouted angrily. All the soldiers shouted in pain and collapsed dead around us in heaps. I pointed up at the sky as the ship tried to leave again. “Blazing Hypernova!” Due to the high level
Lucevkin Dreams Karen vs Zachary
-Karen-A blow to the back of the head put me on the ground faster than I ever thought possible. Blow after blow was delivered as I squirmed to get away, but Zachary pinned me under him and continued to land a barrage of punches. He yelled and screamed about what I had done to his family. I grabbed his ankle and let him have a taste of ‘Lightning Surge’. It bought me enough precious time to weakly get to my knees.“Recovery Salvo.” I shakily got to my feet and leaned against the wall, but he was no where to be seen. I looked around nervously, but nothing moved. I heard the bullets before I felt them. Hot metal burrowed its way into my right thigh followed by my abdomen, left arm and chest. I collapsed in heap trying to fight the massive amounts of pain I felt. “Healing Serenity!” I whispered under my breath. Damn, another healing spell… I whispered for a portal and fled to the shadows of a building across town. There were still so many ships in the air, and I was starting to feel the
Lucevkin Dreams Down To The Wire (Part 2)
-Karen-“We don’t have a choice anymore!” I snapped back frustratedly. “This is it, Conor- We fight or we die- I’m not about to let him claim victory. There is going to have to be a risk in order to win this fight. I plan on coming back, you know.”“But what if you don’t, Kay? What if Eldon doesn’t revive you?” Conor asked firmly. He cupped my face and stared me in the eyes. “What if you’re gone forever?” What if… Such a big 'what if' and its running through my mind too.I didn’t answer him right away. “I’m going to die someday. I’d rather die fighting for my family and the people I care about than to run and live in fear wondering if today will be the day. As long as I don’t exhaust my magic and turn into a demon, I should be fine.” I’ve used a small bit of my magic, but I still have more than plenty. As long as I can take them out in fifteen to twenty Master level attacks, it should be okay. Permitting this doesn’t drag out for very long.I could see he was very much not accepting o
Lucevkin Dreams Down To The Wire (Part 1)
-Karen-“Your sudden jerking movements re-opened a wound I repaired.” Bart explained as I lay still looking up at the ceiling of the empty crypt bed. “I stitched it closed but you can't be doing those type of movements yet.” I sighed feeling useless as another bomb shook the ground.“Let me put some salve on her stitches, doctor.” Valerie murmured rubbing in a sweet smelling cream. “This should help numb the stitches so they won't hurt if you do have to move.”“Thank you both.” I replied, slowly sitting up. “Those bombs have been falling for the last three days now. How much more punishment can the main floor of the Crypts take?” I asked Nathan, feeling uneasy about our situation.I could see that Nathan was very reluctant to answer. “It probably won't be much longer, honestly. We have to make some hard choices now. The only other place we can go is the Forest and that has its own set of challenges and hazards as you know.” He heaved a heavy sigh, rubbing his face from the growing pre
Lucevkin Dreams Compromised Camp
-Karen-At the snap of my fingers, my brother’s arms were torn from his body. Screams of agony echoed around me while the soldiers took aim at me. A soldier was yelling, but I paid him no mind. I heard the same soldier call my brother’s name, Marcus, telling him to hold on. I giggled softly enjoying this scary side of myself and met Marcus’s now terrified yet agonized gaze. “Marcus… I’m going to annihilate you and as I do, I will make sure that your soul quivers in unimaginable terror.” He some how lost more coloring in is face at my calm words“Ground Spears!” I shouted angrily punching up into the air. The soldiers that surrounded us were now high up on the points of the spears with blood gushing and dripping down the jagged rocks, more groans and moans of pain filling the air which was tainted with the scent of blood. “Soul Snatch!” I ripped the wispy soul out of the body, and he looked terrified. “Soul’s Doom!” Just like before, a white demon charged right at him and shredded his
Lucevkin Dreams Oh Brother
-Karen-I woke up enveloped in warmth, but I was extremely sore. I really felt like I hit every tree branch coming down from that fall. So sweet- He changed my dress. The orchid under dress. I looked over to my right and saw Conor and Alexander cuddled up next to me both sleeping with their mouths open. Ha- My loves. “Conor!” I whispered softly. I tried to roll over and found out that was a mistake. Ah! I’m still busted up pretty badly… I grabbed his hand that was cupping my left cheek and gently squeezed it. Wake up!Without opening his eyes, “You’re the most recklessly insane person I know, Karen Anne Elizabeth. That was awe-inspiring, terrifying and thrilling all at once, but I don’t want to repeat that any time soon.” Conor said rubbing my cheek with his index finger. Mm. So warm… “We’ve only lost two ships in two separate incidents before but that was insane!” He opened an eye and leaned into me. “You have a lot of injuries still. You broke lots of bones. Bet you’re sore?”“Very!
Lucevkin Dreams Surprise Attack
-Karen-Conor groaned while rubbing his face and then looked up at me. He rubbed his eyes again. “Is that really you, Kay? You’re not an illusion, right?” He whispered sitting up quickly and grabbing my left hand pressing my palm to his lips. “You know I’m not upset with you- Don’t you?” I dropped my gaze feeling so much shame as I stood before him. “I-”“You may not be upset but I am.” I interrupted quietly. “I just see myself punching you and then charging at Joanne and then the nightmares I had. I may not be cursed anymore but the weight of my guilt is so heavy. I feel like I should just die and end everything once and for all. But that wouldn’t be fair to you or to Alex.” I closed the gap between us and hugged him tightly. “I love you Conor. I love you and I hate that I only hurt you… I feel like I do nothing but that.”He was silent but he held me tightly to him after he pulled me onto his lap. “I wasn’t sure if I was going to get this again.” Conor kissed my cheek and nuzzled my
Lucevkin Dreams Royal Crypts
-Karen-Sweet kisses on my lips woke me up though it took me several minutes to realize I was in bed next to Conor. As soon as I did, I tried to move away from him. “Ah ah ah!” He captured me quickly and pulled me back to him. No. Please don’t!I completely avoided his gazes and wouldn’t let him kiss me at all. “Karen- You won’t even look at me.” I could hear the disappointment in his voice. “Alexander cried all night after you left. Will you at least hug him?” I shook my head. “He says Mama now.” I don’t care. I can’t be here anymore! I only hurt you. I can’t continue to be a danger to you and everyone else here.I took advantage of the situation and pulled away from him. “Karen! Wait!” I left the tent as quickly as I could hearing him following me. “Please just listen to me!”All eyes were on me and it shot me right back to the memory of charging at Joanne. I dashed to the clearing and left the camp as fast as I could. I raced back to the Royal Crypt, crying the whole way. The guilt
