-Karen-We talked for several hours and I even helped her dress up for the dinner. I helped her with her hair and picked out some of the jewelry that Conor had bought for me. She had taken all my dresses and jewelry, so it was not burned. Michael had taken some of Conor’s clothes, but the rest was burned along with Bart and Joanne’s things after my first raid. She replaced the chain and we walked back to King’s apartments chatting quietly about things she could do help show her affection for Roger without being intimate. She’s really a sweet girl and she’s got some great ideas. She just needs to be herself… If that were possible.Together, we slipped into the main room and the table had been moved into this room. There were fancy decorations on the table. We took our seats together as our names were written on some cards. We sat down and waited for everyone to join. We continued talking about some ideas she had for date nights to which I fully encouraged. Slowly the others trickled in
-Karen-Augustus dropped his gaze. He knows he’s caught. “I’m a terrible friend... We got drunk several times and I did sleep with her. Then I started to enjoy the thrill of the chase even after you came back from those campaigns. But I wasn’t ever aware that Michael was my son… Josephine never said anything to me. I swear Zach!” He looked over at Michael and then back at Zachary. “I realize that-”“It was you who put the idea of knocking Conor off in my head. You constantly kept saying he was weak and worthless. You even helped me torture him in hopes that we could build him up. While I do agree with you on him being weak and worthless, and it was my decision to ultimately try to get rid of him, you started the idea and kept reiterating it. Then after he and his-off-the-chain group left, I made your son my fucking heir. But there is a degree of irony that I will take from this: Michael married your daughter, and she is pregnant… An incestuous marriage that I will not undo for anythin
-Karen-After that night, I was placed with Elsie in her apartments. That did not go as I had planned. Talk about a total backfire. “Karen, I can’t believe all that has happened! This is such a terrible scandal against the Royal Family. I can’t even think straight from it. I can only wonder what the journalists in Attarax are going to say about everything!” Elsie said in tears still. “I wish I could talk to my mother but she died when I was little. At least the Queen accepted me even though I wasn’t hers- And now I’m all alone.” I hadn’t even thought about these consequences.“Sometimes it’s better not to think too much about these types of things.” I replied as I brushed her long dark hair. “If you think too much about it, you’ll just break down.” She burst into tears and cried herself to sleep. I’m sorry Elsie… But I’m here for you. I shifted her to lie down and tucked her in. I got up and sat down at the table thinking about what I did. Conor’s mother is dead… Augustus and his who
-Karen-“I’m so relieved that you’re alright!” Nathan cried, hugging me tightly. Nathan! I returned the warm hug. You came! “We’ve been trying to get you back since you were taken but Monica put up many different blockades... I finally was able to break that damn specialty seal she put up with Aaron’s help” He cupped my face. “What happened to your hair?” He opened a new portal and pulled me into the safety of the camp.“It was cut off by Michael… Where’s Conor? Is he okay?” I asked him looking around. All the remaining Mages erupted into loud cheers at the sight of me. “Where’s my baby?” Nathan pulled me into his tent where Joanne was rocking Alexander. “You’re finally home Kay!” Joanne said happily. “I’m so happy to see you!” I approached her and hugged her tightly. “Your hair… It’s different…” She frowned at me handing over Alexander. I hugged him tightly trying not to cry as my guilt punched me several times in the chest. I kissed his cheek and then his forehead. “Mama’s sorry f
-Karen-“I have seen so much blood in the last week… I don’t know what to think or how to feel right now… Or anymore.” He took a step towards me, but I backed away again. “I just want to scream and lose my mind.” “Let me comfort you, Karen. You definitely-” I interrupted him.“I want you to leave me. For good.” I commanded plainly. He just stared at me. “Please, Conor. For your sake, just leave me. I just hurt you… I ran off upset and I know everyone worried but the more I think about it, the more I realize I’m just an appalling person. You should find someone else Conor. I really mean it this time!”He leaned against the tree and sighed sadly. “No. I’m not going to turn my back on you.” Conor held out his right hand to me. I just keep proving over and over that I’m not worth staying for. Child or otherwise. “What kind of a husband would I be if I walked away from my lover when she clearly needs someone right now? I’m not leaving you Kay- I don’t care if you order me to leave- I won'
-Karen-Without warning, he swooped down and carried me back to camp. We stopped several times and made out for a couple minutes. As we neared the camp, we could hear Aaron and Nathan calling our names. Before we left the tree line, he set me down and pressed me to the tree. He sucked on my neck and gave me a love bite. Mm… That felt delightful. “I marked my sexy vixen of a wife.” He whispered against my lips. “I plan to mark you again tonight… But in a different way.”Holding hands, we walked back into camp and slipped into Nathan’s tent. I sat down on our bed and sighed while Conor called to Nathan. The crying became louder until Nathan carried Alexander in with a bottle. “I’ve tried to feed him, but he wants Mama to do it.” Nathan said as Alexander cried reaching out his small hands for me. As soon as I had him snuggled up against my chest he stopped crying. I took the bottle from Nathan and held the bottle up for Alexander to see. “Look Alex. I know you’re a stubborn brat just li
-Karen-Alexander squealed again. I chuckled and started rocking him as I stood next to Conor wondering what he was going to say. I can see how uncomfortable you are with this. “I can’t- I was once an attacker against Mazifik- It wouldn’t be-” Nathan interrupted him.“You were once an enemy, yes, that’s true. But you have shown all of us over the last several weeks why you should absolutely have this title and power. We trust you to do right by Mazifik. You already have helped so many of us, Prince Conor. You stood up to protect us and showed us how to fight. You encouraged us not to give up hope when we were so close to that point. Please- For the sake of our battered kingdom- Please accept this as our way of saying thank you for helping us against a seemingly impossible enemy.” Nathan said firmly. I could see everyone including Bart and Joanne nodding in agreement.I watched Conor as he looked at me to help him. I know, I know… You don’t want to be king… “As much as it pains me to s
-Karen-“I don’t know where you lived in Shulward so let me go with you. Karen, you should eat while we are gone. You need to keep your strength up.” Nathan instructed as he and Valerie walked over to the clearing. They left together through a portal.“I didn’t know those bracelets could change colors.” Joanne remarked as she touched the one on my right wrist. “It was pink yesterday. Today it’s gray.” I looked down and noticed she was right.“I haven’t felt well since she put these on me, Jo. And Eldon won't answer Nathan’s summons so I’m not sure if they will ever come off.” I answered sadly. “Monica said that only she can take them off.” It was just one of the many things that were making me depressed. I know that there’s a chance I won’t use magic again. “I feel worse every day, too. I feel like my energy is getting sapped and it can be really hard to even want to wake up.”Joanne hugged me tightly. “I know you’ve been going through a lot of changes and it’s only going to mount hig