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Loyal To The Pack 40 Preparing for battle
Nate The pack is in turmoil. Although the streets appear deserted, it's evident that people are still awake from the glowing lights emanating from their homes. The Alpha’s feelings always affect his packmembers. Maybe I’m cowering, but I didn’t call Sarah after landing. I couldn’t. I wouldn’t be able to lie to her without my voice betraying me, which would make her suspicious. I sent her more texts and hoped she was already asleep. Marco takes me to the packhouse, and I walk straight into the middle of a meeting. Gabriel decided to fill in more people after Lissa’s call. Every ranked member is here; our four gammas, the head of defense, the head of the warriors, the head of the patrols, with the former Alpha, my father. We have practiced for attacks like these. Our warriors know their stations depending on where the attack is coming from. All packmembers know how to get to safety. They don’t need another drill to remember the protocols. The only problem is that we have to take into
Last Updated : 2023-06-21Loyal To The Pack 41 Do you trust me?
Nate I’ve been trying not to think about Sarah. I have to focus on the pack. At the same time, she is the reason to fight. I’m hopeful she decides to join the pack to live here with me. For that to happen, I have to make sure it’s safe. I’m not willing to bring her here to be in danger. Gabriel’s mind-link puts an end to my swirling thoughts. “Are you calling our allies?” “Yes, I’m on it,” I reply to him, but first I call Sarah. When I only reach her voicemail, my heart hankers to hear her voice. I promise myself to call her again when I’m done with our allies. After the first two calls, I look at the third number on my phone. Alpha Sebastian. I was there a few days ago. I felt that something was off. He is an older Alpha. He refuses to pass his title to his son because he thinks he isn’t mature enough to lead a pack. I can’t argue with that. Seb Jr. is still acting like he is 16. I’ve known them all my life. The Alpha never hid that he wanted his daughter to be mated to Gabriel
Last Updated : 2023-06-21Loyal To The Pack 42 Witch
Nate After twenty mind-links from the prison guard, he finally says our spy thinks they have arrived. I link Gabriel, that they are here, and bring Dante forward to sharpen our senses. The sun’s rays are slowly creeping through the trees behind us, hopefully blinding our enemy. I hear them before I see shadows behind the trees. We called back the patrols from the area to face the attack together. Most of our fighters are standing 300 meters from the border. My warriors follow my actions and ready themselves for the attack. They stop at the border before crossing it. I see one figure walking ahead, but the rest stay behind. “I thought I’d have to look for you in bed.” I hear the man, I assume, is Mark. I can’t see him; he is too far. We divided the warriors into three teams. Gabriel is in the middle with the biggest group. I’m on the left, out of sight, hidden for a surprise attack. If he has intel on us, he only knows I left the town days ago. He might count on the possibility t
Last Updated : 2023-06-25Loyal To The Pack 43 Last
Nate After breaking both guns, I jog toward the battle. My arm heals slower than usual due to the silver. My muscles tighten from the pain, and as I check the wound, I realize the bullet must still be inside. "Dante, how are you doing? Can we shift?" I ask him, gritting my teeth. I’d prefer to have my full strength when I’m back at fighting. "It was easier to clean out the first dose of silver. You’ve already lost blood. I can’t push out much more." he huffs in annoyance, but to my relief, his voice is solid and steady. "Yeah, I feel weak," I reply. At least it’s only my arm. No vital organs and my leg is back to normal. "We need rest," Dante states, like that would change the situation. "No time for that," I shrug, speeding up. Roars and cries ring in the air, the forest’s familiar scent laced with the scents of several peoples’ blood. From this distance, it is impossible to tell who is hurt and how things are going. I know my warriors, though. They are relentless when it comes
Last Updated : 2023-06-25Loyal To The Pack 44 Mark him
Sarah He promised to call upon landing, but I received a few texts instead of a call. Still, I’m here looking at my phone like my gaze can hypnotize it into ringing. Sadly it can’t. I’ve been trying for hours. Waiting for him to call is a nightmare. One moment I’m angry at him for leaving me behind. The next, I’m worried sick. I just know that something is up. Something went wrong, and he didn’t want to tell me. Tomorrow? Yeah right. If my brain will still be working by then… It’s currently 2 am, and I’m unable to sleep. I’m worried beyond. We could’ve traveled together. But he just left me. The idea of coming home still makes me shake. Home... I'm not sure if it is the correct term. Should I get up right now and follow him? Would he be happy to see me there? I know we are mates, and he said Gabriel welcomes me anytime, but he didn’t ask me to come with him, which is killing me. He could’ve asked me if I wanted to go or just stated that he would be happy if I’d joined him. Bu
Last Updated : 2023-06-26Loyal To The Pack 45 Lucy
Sarah It’s been a while since they took Nate for surgery, or at least it feels like it. I pace back and forth in the busy hospital's waiting area, receiving a few confused looks, but I'm too scared to look at anyone. The hospital staff hurries to help everyone, but the waiting area remains empty. The families are just about to leave the safe rooms, and I dread the moment when Nate's parents see me. I hear my name, and someone hugs me tight. The scent of lavender fills my nose, taking my mind back to a long-forgotten childhood, and I realize it is my mum, Amy. “Hi, Honey. I’m so happy to see you.” I feel myself easing a bit, and I finally hug her back. The care and love I received from her those years ago overwhelm me, and my brain is foggy again with all my emotions running through me. When she pulls away to look at me and I see her, I immediately start crying. I see her tearing up as well, and she hugs me again. “I heard from Daniel that you are here.” “Yeah, I finally met my b
Last Updated : 2023-06-28Loyal To The Pack 46 Heal
Sarah I’ve never been to this part of the hospital—a long white corridor with many doors on each side. OR1, OR2, and so on. An opening door stops me as two people rush out, discussing a surgery. Then I cross to the area of recovery rooms, and it isn’t just busier; the walls are covered with paintings and photos, and the rooms are filled with chatting relatives. I follow Lena’s instincts to find Nate as our bond pulls me to him. Knowing that the bond is there gives me the greatest comfort and reassurance, strengthening my optimism that he will fully recover. Still, my palms are sweaty my heart is pounding as I quicken my steps again. I reach them just when they push the bed into a room. My heart is about to break out from my ribcage. When my eyes land on his pale face, I let out a huge sigh—probably one I’ve been holding for hours. I stand at the door, desperately waiting for them to set everything up and give me a sign that I can go in. Maybe running from the doctor was not the bes
Last Updated : 2023-07-01Loyal To The Pack 47 Loophole
Nate The old chair creaks under me in my father’s office as I fidget nervously. We listen intently with my brother and Mark as my father, his Beta, and the pack’s head of security discuss border patrolling. This is the first summer our father asked me to join him and see what it's like to lead a pack. Gabriel has already spent his last three summers with him, training to be the next alpha. He is 14 years old, and I’m 11. As the second-born, I’ll never be the alpha of this pack, so sitting here is a privilege, as my father puts it. The head of security turns his head to the side. His eyes glaze over - the tell-tale sign of mind-linking. “Alpha, someone has entered our territory on the east of the forest,” he informs all of us a moment later. “Just one rogue?” my father asks with a suspicious face. “Yes, only one they could detect,” he answers, eyes glazing over again to get more information. “Who is in the area?” My father stands, and everyone follows. “We have three guards sur
Last Updated : 2023-07-01
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Loyal To The Pack 53 Shift
Sarah My hands shake in the cold as I hide them in my hoodie’s sleeves. I’d say it’s my nerves because they are on the last thread for sure, but as I plan to undress and shift in a few minutes, I chose not to wear enough clothes. That was a wrong move on my part - the early morning of February day in Black River is freezing. Slipping on the frozen snow for the hundredth time, I curse at my clumsiness today. I’m heading to my childhood hiding spot to meet up with Nate. He convinced me to meet him there, as all I wanted to do was hide somewhere and go through my first shift alone. I don’t really know any other way to deal with things. I would’ve met him afterward, but I wanted to leave the bed before he woke up. Obviously, I failed with that attempt. The hurt I saw in his eyes when I told him about my plan washed over me, guided by our bond. I couldn’t leave him there. So, we settled on me shifting alone, but he’ll be on his way by then. So, here I am, attempting to shift at 25 when
Loyal To The Pack 52 Marked
Nate With Sarah’s embrace, the pounding in my ears disappears, and her words soothe me back to reality, where the only thing that matters is that she is beside me. More so in my lap, wrapping me in her intoxicating scent. She must have felt my sudden change in emotions because the featherlight kisses she was leaving on the top of my head, moved to my face and jaw. I couldn’t wait till she connected our lips. I took advantage of our proximity and swallowed her moan as I kissed her fiercely. My tongue searched hers, tasting the soft skin on it. Her hands glide down my chest slowly, teasingly, jumping over my belt to gently feel the length of my shaft, making it pulse. I groan with approval, searching her gaze as she separates us for a moment. A cheeky smile spreads through her face as she bites her bottom lip, and I dive back to capture them again. Yesterday she was adamant that I wasn’t healed perfectly for anything more than cuddling. I didn’t complain. Having her in my arms in m
Loyal To The Pack 51 Alpha tone
Nate The pack meeting took an unexpected turn, leaving me seething with anger. Gabriel’s actions went beyond outing and humiliating Sarah when he commanded her in front of everyone. Each word he uttered fueled my fury. I had no idea I could be that mad at him. On top of my own emotions, I had to hold back Dante, who grew increasingly enraged as he sensed Sarah’s distress. He had always respected Gabriel’s wolf, but now, he was ready to attack him if he would anger our mate any further. "Was that really necessary?" I ask as I catch up to him. "Why did you use your alpha tone?” "Yes, it was necessary,” he cuts in, turning back to me swiftly before I could finish my thought. “She has to know I won't tolerate rogues on the territory." Won’t tolerate it? Where is his head at? Even if she was a rogue, that’s not enough reason to demand anything or humiliate her. I close the door behind me. I don’t want to have this conversation in front of everyone else. They already feel Gabriel’s ang
Loyal To The Pack 50 Guard
Sarah Being in Nate's house feels surreal. The place is simply perfect, with a cozy style in each room and warmth coming from the logs everywhere. Today, I was overwhelmed by the visits from many pack members. I was pleasantly surprised by how kind and friendly everyone was towards me. Many of them reminisced about our childhood and shared stories about our time together, whether it was practicing together or having something in common at school. Once inside, the world seems to come to a halt, and we swim in happiness. However, the moment we step out, I'm reminded of the other pack members, who are not happy with the recent developments. I see their scolding, hear their murmuring behind me, and I’m back to being the little girl who doesn’t belong here. Even with Lena inside me, I still feel out of place. Some even stop to ask Nate about his recovery, only to ignore me completely. Lena watches everything through my lenses and has her guard up, especially around Gabriel. She doesn’t
Loyal To The Pack 49 Home
Nate Getting back home has proven to be more difficult than I anticipated. I'm concerned that climbing the stairs to my house may reopen my wounds. Leaning on Sarah for support makes me uneasy. This is not how I had envisioned showing her around my place. I’m unable to give her a tour, and even standing seems to be a daunting task. Although I manage to make it to the kitchen, I feel dizzy and realize I'm not as healed as I thought. I spy her facial expressions and movements carefully like a hawk. I want to know what aspects of the house she enjoys and what needs to be changed. Although I trust her honesty and doubt she would mislead me, I’ve been waiting for a long time to witness the genuine joy on her face when she really likes something here. "I love it; it’s perfect," she says, disappearing to look around in the bedroom. Just when Sarah comes back to the kitchen, the doorbell rings. With a bright smile, she gives me a peck on my lips and leaves toward the door, skipping on the w
Loyal To The Pack 48 Our life starts now
Sarah This whole situation is absolutely unbelievable. They did everything we suspected. They deliberately wanted to separate us. I’m genuinely at a loss for words. How could any parent do this to their own child? What possible reason could they have? As I lean in to kiss Nate, he pulls me closer to his chest. The tingles rush through me with full force, and I’m speechless by how they spread through my body, waking up every inch and nerve. I find myself leaning against him in an awkward position, desperately yearning for his comforting presence. However, a surge of concern fills my mind, hesitant to get too close, worried that he may not be well enough for such intimacy. Despite putting up a brave front for me, I know his wounds must be causing him pain. Just in time, I pull away as my mum brings food for both of us. I hadn’t realized just how hungry I was. I missed breakfast and lunch, only having a few biscuits Mama packed for me. He whines throughout dinner that he wants steak
Loyal To The Pack 47 Loophole
Nate The old chair creaks under me in my father’s office as I fidget nervously. We listen intently with my brother and Mark as my father, his Beta, and the pack’s head of security discuss border patrolling. This is the first summer our father asked me to join him and see what it's like to lead a pack. Gabriel has already spent his last three summers with him, training to be the next alpha. He is 14 years old, and I’m 11. As the second-born, I’ll never be the alpha of this pack, so sitting here is a privilege, as my father puts it. The head of security turns his head to the side. His eyes glaze over - the tell-tale sign of mind-linking. “Alpha, someone has entered our territory on the east of the forest,” he informs all of us a moment later. “Just one rogue?” my father asks with a suspicious face. “Yes, only one they could detect,” he answers, eyes glazing over again to get more information. “Who is in the area?” My father stands, and everyone follows. “We have three guards sur
Loyal To The Pack 46 Heal
Sarah I’ve never been to this part of the hospital—a long white corridor with many doors on each side. OR1, OR2, and so on. An opening door stops me as two people rush out, discussing a surgery. Then I cross to the area of recovery rooms, and it isn’t just busier; the walls are covered with paintings and photos, and the rooms are filled with chatting relatives. I follow Lena’s instincts to find Nate as our bond pulls me to him. Knowing that the bond is there gives me the greatest comfort and reassurance, strengthening my optimism that he will fully recover. Still, my palms are sweaty my heart is pounding as I quicken my steps again. I reach them just when they push the bed into a room. My heart is about to break out from my ribcage. When my eyes land on his pale face, I let out a huge sigh—probably one I’ve been holding for hours. I stand at the door, desperately waiting for them to set everything up and give me a sign that I can go in. Maybe running from the doctor was not the bes
Loyal To The Pack 45 Lucy
Sarah It’s been a while since they took Nate for surgery, or at least it feels like it. I pace back and forth in the busy hospital's waiting area, receiving a few confused looks, but I'm too scared to look at anyone. The hospital staff hurries to help everyone, but the waiting area remains empty. The families are just about to leave the safe rooms, and I dread the moment when Nate's parents see me. I hear my name, and someone hugs me tight. The scent of lavender fills my nose, taking my mind back to a long-forgotten childhood, and I realize it is my mum, Amy. “Hi, Honey. I’m so happy to see you.” I feel myself easing a bit, and I finally hug her back. The care and love I received from her those years ago overwhelm me, and my brain is foggy again with all my emotions running through me. When she pulls away to look at me and I see her, I immediately start crying. I see her tearing up as well, and she hugs me again. “I heard from Daniel that you are here.” “Yeah, I finally met my b
