Bakit parang ang bigat sa ibabaw ko, tila may nakadagaan. Ano ito bakit parang may matigas at malaking kung ano na naka baon sa pagkababae ko? Parang pagod na pagod ako ngayon kakagising kolang naman.Naalimpungatan ako dahil sa mga ito. Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko ng kaunti, marahan kong iginala ang aking paningin. Anong nang yari kagabi? Ang sakit ng ulo ko. Babangon na sana ako ngunit may mabigat na nakadagaan sa ibabaw ko. Agad na ng laki ang aking mga mata. B-bakit may nakapatong na lalaki sa akin na mahimbing na natutulog. Sino ito? "Ahhhhhhh!" irit ko ng napagkalakas. Nagising naman ang lalaki dahil sa hiyaw ko. Pinipilit kong makaalis sa pagkakapatong niya ngunit hindi ko magawa. Dahan dahang nag mulat din ng mata ang lalaki. Takang taka pa sa nangyayari. Mas lalong nan laki ang kanilang mga mata ng mag tama ang kanilang mga tingin."W-warren?, Ahhhhh anong ginawa mo sakin hay*p ka!" sigaw niya rito habang pumipiglas. Mabilis na tumayo ang lalaki. Napaliyad naman siya
"So that's the reason why jhezter end up with you, because your sister is pregnant?" Tanong ng kaibigan sa kaniya. Nakahiga ako ngayon sa higaan ko si May naman na nakaupo sa may bandang gilid ko. Kakatapos lang namin kumain kaya dumeritsyo na muna kami ngayon dito sa kwarto ko."Yeah" walang buhay kong sagot. "Kamusta na nga pala si Marc?" Humarap ang kaibigan sa kaniya saka nahiga sa gilid niya. "I don't know wala nakong connection about him since tha day we broke up" "You broke up with Marc for Jhezter but jhezter broke up with you" "Change topic" naiilang siya sa mga sinasabi ng kaibigan. She don't want to talk about what she and Jhezter do. "Okay, What about Warren?" "Ano?" "Anong balak mo kay warren, you want him to give a second chance?" "I don't think so, He's just only my friend and that's all" "Malay mo kayo pala sa isat isa" ani ng kaibigan na mahinang natatawa. "Pero maganda ba yung performance niya?""performance?" "Performance sa kama of course!" "10/10" "a
“Sasama kaba samin ni jhezter mamaya?” i asked May while lying in my bed. Jhezter invite me earlier to go out with him. Without thinking i agreed to him.Sabi niya na babawi daw siya sa mga ginawa niya. He regret it. It's seven in the morning. As usual her parents and her sister go to there work. Jhezter doesn't have work he's fixing he's paper so he don't have work from now.Me, May and Jhezter only left in the house. Busy naman sa pag c-cellphone ang kaibigan na nakaupo rin sa higaan. “Ayoko, ayokong maging third wheel” May answered while texting someone on her phone. I think it's her boyfriend. “Okay, dito kanalang” “Anong dito lang, duhh may lakad din ako non” kumunot ang noo ko. “My boyfriend is coming here” May added. “Okay saan ang punta niyo? Mag d-date din ba kayo sa labas?”“Nope, baka sa hotel kami mag date” may panunukso naman niyang tiningnan ang kaibigan. “Ilang araw palang kayong di nag kita miss na miss niyo na agad ang isa't-isa”“Shempre ganyan talaga pag mah
Sinamantala na namin ni Jhezter ang oras namin sa beach para mag enjoy. He said he's going home later before five pm. Iiwan niya ako dito saka siya babalik bukas para sunduin ako. Para naman na masulit ko ang pag punta namin dito. Hapon na nag babadya ng lumubog ang araw. Ine-enjoy ko ang magandang tanawin ng dagat at ang papalubog na araw. "Hey! aalis nako" napukaw ang atensyon niya sa nag salita. She look at him. "Okay" she said and kiss him in lips. "Babalik ako bukas. I can't stay here Grace will find me for sure." "It's okay" i said and smiled at him.Jhezter hug her and kiss her in lips before leaving. She continue viewing the view. The sound of wave so damn relaxing. This place is absolutely peaceful and silent. The sound of bird's flying on the sky. Kakaunti lang ang tao ngayon sa beach dahil hindi naman ito gaanong sikat at kilala. I wait the sun until it disappeared before leaving that place. I stretch my body when i was walking. Medyo madilim na dahil wala na ang a
Short update...I woke up when someone sit beside me. I open my eyes and roam it. I saw jhezter sitting beside me while looking at me. My eyebrows frown asking him why?. But he just stare at me with pain in his eyes. We just stare each other. No one speaking. Jhezter gulped before lie down at my back and hug me tight. He kiss my nape. I ignore him i still have resentment on him. I let him hug me before i fell asleep. “I love you” he whispered before i totally fall asleep. Joy woke up in another day. But everything change this past few days. Since jhezter go in her room that day jhezter change a lot. Jhezter focus his attention to her sister. Caring the baby on the whomb of her sister. Loving her sister that like there's no tomorrow. Seeing jhezter like that made my heart broke into pieces. But im still asking. Why jhezter change. Even talk to her. Jhezter started to avoid him. Why jhezter change faster. Im sitting on the sofa in my veranda while watching jhezter and my siste
I woke up feeling not good. I run in the toilet to vomit. Im feeling dizzy. I almost vomit all flesh inside my tummy. I hug the toilet just to vomit. I heard May nocking at my door while calling my name. “are you okay?” May come close to me with worried look. May help me to stand up. She carried me to the bed. I feel dizzy. “Are you feeling not okay?” “No im fine” “Your fine but your face is pale, you sure that you are okay?” “Nahihilo ako” “Papasok kaba ngayon?” “Yep, first day ng klase aabsent ako. Maya maya magiging okay lang to. Sige na mag aayos nako” “Okay” then she leave me in my room. I gently stand up and go to the bathroom to take a bath. Sembreak is already done therefore they need to go to school again. Haysstt im to lazy yet. I don't want to back at the school already. After taking a bath i feel okay. Hour had past i finally done fixing my self ready to school even im lazy. I walk outside of my room then i saw May in the sala waiting for me. “Let's go” “Oka
Im feeling this way again. I am here in my cr vomiting again. My energy lost because of so much vomiting. I stand up and wipe my mouth of dry towel. I think i can't go to school to day. Im feeling weak. Maybe i should take a rest today.“Are you up to school today?” May asked when she entered at my room. “Nope im not feeling good” i honestly answered. “Okay, then take a rest. Bye see you later” She wave her hand before leaving. So what can i do today? Lie down in a whole day? Im curious did i have sick? When im feeling okay im gonna go to the doctor to check my health. Maybe i have sick. But what kind of sick? I get my phone near at the table to lose my boredom. I open my Facebook acc, so i can scroll-scroll on my newsfeed. Im in the middle of scrolling when someone post appear on my newsfeed. It's a palabok. I feel starving because of that. I want palabok too! Where can i get it. I Stand up and get my waller. Im a quite feeling good now. I think palabok can relieve my sicknes
It's Sunday morning today im here in apartment with May. We decided to go in clinic to take a check up about my health. “Oo nga pala kamusta na kayo ng Jowa mong taxi driver?” i ask May when i remember about his boyfriend. Sabay kaming lumabas ng apartment. “Geez, hiwalay na kami. Babaero pala si tanga nahuli ko ang daming babae ginawa pakong kabit walang hiya.” “Single kana ngayon?” Obviously i said in my mind. But im wrong with my thought. When May answer my question. “No duhh, kala niya siya lang maraming babae ako naman maraming lalaki. I have reserve just in case diba. May pamalit ka kaagad.” “God May your so landi talaga” i beaten her arms.“Wow coming from you. Kala mo di malandi” “Talaga naman im not malandi” “Pero sumusubo” May teased me. I look at her angrily. I just rolled my eyes on her. “Lets grab a taxi nalang?” I change the topic when we arrive here. “Of course, ayoko mag intay dito ng masasakyan ang tagal” reklamo nito. “Arte mo, ayan na nakapag grab nako ng
“Mama!” my daughter called me when he saw me. A smile scape from my lips. Mabilis akong niyakap ni Zyryll my one and only daughter. “How's school?” masiglang tanong ko at inalalayan siya papasok sa sasakyan. “Great! I got many star!” she raise her one hand to show the star she get. “Very good!” i said proudly to her and enter the car too. I started the engine and drive the car.Its been a year since all things happen and now im living with Warren here in Singapore for a year. Also, i already gave a birth to my child Zyryll here. Many things happen when we move here in Singapore. Warren and i start a new life and we already attain our dreams. Simula din ng umalis kami sa pilipinas nawalan narin kami ng balita kay Jhezter and to my friend May. Noong pagbalik kasi namin dati sa condo wala na si May pati lahat ng gamit niya.Si Mama lang ang tanging nakakausap ko sa kanila, even my father didn't talk to me still now. Hanggang ngayon galit at ako parin ang sinisisi ni papa sa mga nan
Kanina lang ay pinagtabuyan ako ni papa ngunit inawat siya ni mama. Andito kami ngayon sa lamay ni ate ngayong araw din ang libing ng kabaong ni ate. Iniintay nalang dumating ang mga kukuha ng mga gamit dito at ang sasakyan na gagamitin papuntang sementeryo.Tahimik na nakaupo ngayon si papa sa tabi ng kabaong ni ate. Tulala at tila malalim ang iniisip. Hanggang ngayon hindi parin tanggap ni papa ang mga nangyari.Wednesday the date today. Gaya ng sabi ko nag excuse muna kami sa mga teacher namin na hindi kami makakapasok ngayong araw. Kaninang umaga pa kami nang makarating sa bahay. Mag tatanghali na nang sawakas ay dumating na ang mga mag aayos at mag lilinis sa lamay.“Lumayas kayo!” sigaw ng ama, at pagtataboy nito sa mga lalaking mag bubuhat ng kabaong ng kapatid.“Kelio, tumigil kana!” sigaw ng ina na nagagalit na sa ama niya. Hinigit nito ang ang asawa palayo sa kabaong. “Huwag! Wag niyong gagalawin ang kabaong ng anak ko!” pag pupumiglas ng ama niya. Dalawang lalaki na ang na
Magkasama kami ni Warren na pumasok ngayon. Same kami ng schedule nang pasok pero hindi kami mag kaklase sa ibang sub lang. “Hatid na kita sa room niyo.”Presinta ni Warren habang papasok kami sa loob ng Campus.“Baka malate ka sa klase niyo, sa kabilang building panaman room niyo.” tumigil kami sa paglalakad saka niya ako hinarap.“Madali lang naman yan takbuhin.”He joked. “Sira.” i slap his arms. “Wag mo na ako ihatid sa room, kaya ko naman na sarili ko. Baka malate kapa nang dahil sa 'kin first day mo panaman dito.” He pout before he answer. “Okay, want ko lang naman ihatid ka.” he pout. Lumapit ako sa kaniya saka pinisil ang nagkabilang pisnge niya. “Ouchh.” daing niya napalakas ata pag pisil ko. Namula tuloy pisnge niya. I just laugh because of his reaction. “Sige na, pumunta kana sa room niyo malapit na mag start ang klase.” malumanay itong tumango. Before he left i walk closely to him then kiss his lips softly. “Mamaya nalang ulit.” i whispered. “Okay, susunduin kita mama
Someone enter in the apartment i heard the door opened. Immediately i go outside of my room then i roam my gaze if there someone. But i noticed May room it's open. Slowly i walked closely to it. My heart beating so fast. Sumilip ako sa may pinto. “May?” i called her but she didn't bother to look at me. “Hey, what are you doing? Bakit mo iniimpake mga damit mo? Saan ka pupunta?” I came near to her. She started to cry infront of me. “Shh” i said and hug her to comfort May. “It's true? About you and jhezter?” i asked her gently.She sob and slightly nodded. “The baby inside of your tummy, is that real jhezter child?” and she nod as her answer. “Are you angry to me?” you should be, because of all what i do. I kept a secret to you and i betrayed you.“ May said while crying. ”No, im not angry on you. Your my bestfriend i can't be angry because you're my friend. I don't care about what did you do. It already happened so let us move on. And i don't care if you still love jhezter, then lo
--------“ohh...Warren” i moan when he put his one finger inside me and thrust it roughly. “Oww god heavenly!” i shout in so much pleasure.He kiss my neck down to my boobs and starting to massage my one boob. “Yeahh...ahh” moan scaped from my lips. After licking and massaging my breast he started to move his kiss down to my pussy. He stop thrusting his finger inside me and change it into lick. He used to suck, lick ang sip his tongue. The sensation i feel add more because of hotness of his tongue inside me. Halos sabunutan kona ang buhok niya makakuha lang ng lakas. “Ohh..ow...ahhh!” i moan louder because he put his finger back again inside me. My knees trembling in so much pleasure he gave to me. My body feel weak when i get my first orgasm and cum on his mouth. He lick my pussy and there's no any trace of my juice. He didn't done yet. He didn't already cum and now is his time.Warren go top of me. He suck my lips and put his tongue inside of my mouth. After kissing he position
Three days had past since i left the hospital. Its Saturday today but her sister still missing. Im blaming my self because of what happening now. They still don't have any idea where did her sister go.Her mom can't stay calm because of worried. Also, Jhezte finding her sister. Dad still angry to him he's blaming Jhezter why my sister is missing“What time alis niyo ni Warren later?”May ask while leaning her back at the sofa. “Baka maya maya, pag balik ni Warren.” My check up will start today. Later im going to my Ob with Warren for check up. “Bakit?”“Anong bakit kajan, nag tatanong lang ako.” “Okay.” “Oo nga pala, how's your sister? Ano na nahanap na daw?”“Hindi pa.”i answered and lean my back on the sofa too. Wala paba si Warren, kanina pa umalis yun para bumili ng breakfast but still now hindi parin nakakauwi. “Ang tagal naman ng asawa mo, nagugutom nako!” May exclaimed. While holding her tummy and rubbing it. But my attention focus on what she say. What the hell 'Asawa' amp
I woke up in unfamiliar room. The atmosphere is white. Wait i am in heaven? I close my eyes again and open it. I roam my gaze in room.The smell of place is familiar. Im in a hospital? The dpor opened and Warren came. His face is look like worriedly.“Are you okay now?” He ask when he came closed to me. He hold my one hand. “Wait me here, tatawag lang ako ng doctor.” Im wondering what happened why im here. Who bring me here? Warren came back with the doctor. The doctor check me.“Ayos kalang ba iha?” i nodded.“Yung baby ko po, kamusta?” i hold my tummy and rub it using my hand.“Don't worry iha, your baby is fine. Buti nalang at malakas ang kapit ng bata kaya hindi ka nakunan. Everything is fine, I'll go ahead. ” Said Of doctor and leave.“Buti nalang at nakita kaagad kita, at nadala dito sa ospital. Anong bang nangyari sayo, nasa gitna ka nang kalsada puro dugo?” “Mahabang storya.” i response.Umupo ang lalaki sa tabi niya saka hinawakan ang tiyan niya. “Buti nalang at walang masa
Wednesday, My mom called me earlier but i didn't notice i just saw her ten miss called. Bakit naman kaya napatawad ang ina?Naglalakad ako ngayon papasok ng school, may pasok ako ngayong tanghali. Nakakatamad inaantok panaman ako. Paminsan minsan nakararamdam din ako ng pag-kahilo at pag susuka pag may naaamoy akong hindi kaakit akit sa pang amoy ko. Warren always calling me everyday since he left. He always checking me if im okay and the baby. He also asking me if i need something. “Lumbay na lumbay si anteh”ani ng kaibigan nang makasalubong sa daan. “Tinatamad ako pumasok”“Arat cutting, tinatamad din ako pumasok eh” May concurrent me walking. She's from library. “Ayoko nga!” i exclaimed. Im going to beaten her but she run faster. She's laughing before she leave. Im might look like stupid here because of the way i walk. It's look like im a dead. I don't have energy to walk. I get my phone inside my pocket. I forgot to message my mom, if what's wrong why she miss called me ear
“saan kayo galing kagabi ni Warren at pag dating ko'y wala pa kayo aber?” nakapameywang na tanong ni May pag labas nito ng sariling kwarto.“Kumain lang kami sa labas saka nag lakad lakad sa gilid gilid” I answered. Lagpas alas nyebe na kami bago nakauwi kagabi. Kung saan saan pa kami nakaabot sa pagagala matapos kumain.Warren is now cooking in the kitchen. Its already seven in the morning. I woke up seeing Warren in the kitchen cooking for our breakfast. “Sinabi mo na?”May walk close to me. While playing her hair rolling it like a insane. My forehead frown “Ang alin” May rolled her eyes. “Geez, ayan oh” She point my tummy. Okay i get it now. “Hindi pa, para kasing masyado pang maaga saka i can't tell it right now yet, gave me more time to think” I stop speaking when Warren appear infront of us. “Lets eat, breakfast is ready!” He invited, I find him handsome wearing apron. And messy hair. He's also wearing a sando shirt, so you can see his muscular arms. “iniisip mo jan, tara n