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2021-04-30 01:40:12"I'm so glad you could make it Blair!" Sarah greeted me as the door swung open
I smiled "Thank you for inviting me over."
Her face fell slightly "It's Christmas Blair, I wasn't going to let you spend it alone."
I walked inside before she gently shut the door and I turned to her "I was actually at my girlfriends so I wasn't really alone."
She froze "Girlfriend?"
I had wondered for a long time how Scott and Sarah would feel about me being gay. Scott seemed as homophobic as they come but with how Sarah had been with me since I moved out I really hoped she would be okay with it.
"Yes my girlfriend." I replied unable to move out of fear of what would come next
I hadn't even meant to say that, it just kind of slipped out but there was no going back now.
"Why didn't you bring her, I'd love to meet her." Sarah replied causing me to release the breath I'd be
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