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Loving Jane 66 #He can’t remember
It's been hours, but Brandon hasn't awake yet. I don't know what happened to him or why he suddenly fainted. I'm starting to get really worried. He seemed perfectly fine earlier, and there were no signs of any health issues.After seeing Brandon faint, I immediately called the ambulance, taking Brandon to the nearest hospital. After Brandon's surgery, I don't want to risk his recovery; even a minor seizure could be detrimental."Brandon, why are you doing this to me?" I mumbled, taking his hand in mine. I sat by his bedside, holding his hand in mine.I sighed and tried to push away the overwhelming feeling of uncertainty. The doctors assured me that there was nothing to worry about, but I couldn't help but feel a constant sense of unease. Despite the doctor's reassurances, I couldn't shake off the constant sense of unease that lingered within me. Every small twitch or movement from Brandon made my heart skip a beat, fearing it could be a sign of another health issue."I can't lose you
Loving Jane 67 #Whatever may come
"Marine," Brandon said, and the words pricked my heart like a sharp needle.He remembered her, but not me. The pain of his words was almost unbearable, as memories of our shared moments flooded my mind. How could he remember her so vividly yet forget all the love and laughter we had shared?I know it was selfish to feel this way, but I couldn't help but question why I wasn't as unforgettable to him as she was. Was she somehow more special? Did she leave a lasting impact on him that I never could?"Brandon…" Marine smirked, walking towards him like a long-lost lover. Her presence seemed to effortlessly captivate him, and I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy. It was as if their connection had never faded, while mine had become nothing more than a distant memory."Well, excuse me?" She said she was coyly pushing me away from Brandon. I stood there, feeling like an outsider at their reunion, wondering what made her so irresistible to him.Was it her charm? Her effortless ability to
Loving Jane 68 #Mariane is staying with Brandon
“You don't know how happy I am that you finally chose me over her.” Marine chimed, clinging her body to Brandon from the back seat of the car. Her voice was filled with relief and a hint of triumph, as if a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. She had been waiting for this moment for so long, hoping that he would see her worth and choose her over me. "Marine," I warned, glaring at her from the rearview mirror. “Stop dreaming and sit quietly, or it might take me long to throw you out of my car,” I warned her harshly, my frustration evident in my voice. I couldn't bear to listen to her gloating any longer. “You can't,” Marine said, angeringly staring at me with defiance in her eyes. "“Try me..." I said back with a smirk, my confidence growing as I held her gaze. "Now, keep quiet, sit still, and don’t test my patience." Marine's face flushed with anger as she clenched her fists, but she reluctantly complied with my command. The tension in the car was palpable, and I couldn't help
Loving Jane 69 #Feeling like stranger
Brandon leaned into my touch and closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. "Thank you," he whispered back, his voice filled with gratitude. "Having you by my side makes all the difference." He said he was moving his face close to mine, his warm breath brushing against my cheek. I smiled and gently leaned my lips against his, but before I could do so, my hand reached out to interrupt us. "What the fucck are you doing here?" A harsh voice interrupted, filled with anger and disbelief. I sighed, annoyed, turning my face to Marine, who stood there with a scowl on her face. “Don’t curse in my house," I said, trying to maintain a calm tone.Marine's scowl deepened as she crossed her arms, clearly not appeased by my response.“And keep your voice low; don't make me kick you out of my house." I warned that my patience was thin. Marine rolled her eyes and scoffed, clearly unimpressed by my threat. "You..." Marine shouted as she pointed a finger at me, her voice trembling with rage. I stood up
Loving Jane 70 #Brandon getting too close to her
Am I a stranger to Brandon's life now? Will he truly choose her over me? Did everything we have done so far mean nothing to him? Is that why he can't remember our memories together? Is the beginning of our relationship fading away? "Jane..." Brandon called me, interrupting my thoughts. His voice was filled with warmth and familiarity as if he could sense my worries. I turned my attention to him, shaking all the negative thoughts in my mind. I don't think anything matters more than Brandon's fast recovery and our love for each other. Despite his temporary memory loss, I believe that the foundation of our relationship will remain strong. "Yes," I replied. "Come here." He called out, holding out his hand, for me to come closer. I walked towards him, feeling a sense of comfort and reassurance in his presence. "Do you need anything?" I asked, my voice filled with genuine concern. I wanted to make sure he had everything he needed to aid in his recovery. Brandon shook his head at my w
Loving Jane 71 #Do I trust him?
I smiled sadly as I walked away, not being able to watch my world crumble in front of my eyes. It was as if a part of me was being torn apart, knowing that there was nothing I could do to stop it. The weight of the situation settled heavily on my shoulders, leaving me with a sense of helplessness and despair.I walked to my kids room, hoping to find solace in their presence and the innocence of their laughter. As I entered their room, the sight of their peaceful slumber brought a fleeting moment of respite from the chaos outside. I sat beside them, cherishing the warmth and comfort they brought, momentarily forgetting the impending turmoil that awaited me.I caressed their hair and whispered words of love and reassurance, hoping to shield them from the pain that I knew was coming."Marline," I mumbled under my breath, feeling the weight of responsibility and fear intensify. I closed my eyes, trying to gather strength and find a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness that surrounded us."
Loving Jane 72 #Kids hate him
"Mom..." I heard Marline's voice trembling as she called me. Her voice was filled with vulnerability as she whispered, "Are you crying?"I felt a pang of concern as I listened to Marline's trembling voice. "No, sweetheart," I reassured her gently as I dried my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater. "It's just allergy season, and my eyes are a bit irritated. Is everything okay? You sound worried." I lied, not wanting to express my fears to burden her.But Marie doesn't seem to trust my words as she continues to speak in a shaky voice. "Mom, I can hear it in your voice. You are sad and are trying to hide it from me. Please tell me what's wrong. I'm here for you." Her words touched my heart as she moved her hand to hold mine. I could feel the warmth and sincerity in her touch, and it made it harder for me to keep up the facade. But I knew that burdening her with my own troubles would only add to her worries, so I mustered a smile and said, "Thank you, sweetheart. I appreciate your concern,
Loving Jane 73 #How did everything start?
"I hate him," Marlene whispered, her voice filled with a mix of anger and sadness. "He didn't lose his memory; he's just choosing to forget about us. It's like we never meant anything to him." Marlene said, looking at me with tear-filled eyes. The pain in her gaze was undeniable; I hurt her more than I realized. I felt a wave of guilt wash over me.I took a deep breath, twisted my back, and entered the door, closing the door of my room behind me. As I leaned against the door, I couldn't help but reflect on Marlene's words. It was clear that my actions had caused irreparable damage to our relationship, and now I had to face the consequences of my choices. I am a failure as a father and husband; my children hate me, and my wife no longer trusts me. The weight of my mistakes was suffocating, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of being completely alone in my despair. I knew that rebuilding what I had destroyed would be an uphill battle, but I was determined to make amends and regain th
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Loving Jane 84 #Coming back home
"Mom…Dad." Both Liam and Marlene came running, wrapping their arms around each other in a tight embrace. Their faces beamed with excitement and joy as if they hadn't seen me in ages. It was a heartwarming moment that made me realize how much I had been missed during my absence."We missed you." Their voices were filled with genuine emotion, and I could feel the love and longing in their words. It was a reminder of the strong bond we shared as a family, and I couldn't help but be overwhelmed with gratitude for their unwavering support."I miss you, guys," I said, hugging them tight as Brandon joined the embrace."Don't forget about me." But to my surprise, the kids step away, avoiding Brandon. "Guys…" Brandon said, but the kids ignored him and continued to focus on me."Mom, you know Rachel is cooking dinner tonight, right? She said she missed all of us and wanted to make a special meal to celebrate our reunion." I smiled, touched by Rachel's thoughtfulness. "That's wonderful," I repli
Loving Jane 83 #He saved me
"You are better off alone than someone who does not value and appreciate you fully," I said, staring at Marine with a mixture of concern and determination. "Thank you for the advice," she replied, her voice filled with a hint of sadness. "An opinion is all I can give you now. I can't ever forgive you for what you did," I continued, my tone firm. "But remember, you deserve someone who sees your worth and treats you with the love and respect you deserve." Marine nodded her head in understanding. "That's what I deserve," she whispered, her eyes welling up with tears. A knock on the door interrupted our conversation as Brandon entered the room, his expression curious. He glanced between Marine and me, sensing the tension in the air. "I should leave." Marine stood up from where she was sitting and wiped away her tears. "Thank you for being honest with me," she said, her voice shaky. "I will never disrupt your life again." She turned to Brandon, her eyes filled with sadness. "Don't hide
Loving Jane 82 #You ruined everything
I still can't believe what kind of game fate is playing with me. It seems like every time I think things are finally going well, something unexpected happens to throw me off course. It's as if fate enjoys keeping me on my toes and testing my resilience.Everything started with losing my family at my wedding, and then my child Liam came into my life. I was happy, but then Brandon came and swiped me off my feet with his charm and charisma, making me fall in love with him at a time when I thought love was not for me after losing Jared. However, just when I thought I had found happiness again, fate decided to test me once more. Brandon changed and revealed a side of himself that I never could have anticipated. The person I thought I knew so well turned out to be someone completely different, leaving me feeling betrayed and heartbroken. And if that was not enough, I lost my baby.I had been carrying so much hope and excitement for the future, only to have it all come crashing down. It felt
Loving Jane 81 #You don't love me
"Don't break my trust." I heard Jane mumble under her breath as she turned away, her voice filled with disappointment and hurt. It was clear that her faith in me had been shattered, and it pained me to see the impact my actions had on her. I knew I had to find a way to regain her trust and make amends for the mistake I had made."Marine..." I called out, my voice filled with remorse and determination, as I watched Marine walk in from the door with a solemn expression on her face."What is she doing here?" Jane asked, her voice filled with confusion and a hint of annoyance as she stared at Marine. It was evident that she was still grappling with her own emotions, and the presence of Marine only added to her emotions."Jane, listen to me. Marine is here to say sorry and accept responsibility for what happened. She wants to make things right and rebuild the trust that was broken between us," I explained, my voice pleading for Jane's understanding. Marine stood silently, her eyes filled w
Loving Jane 80 #Don’t break my heart again
I groaned in pain as I clutched my aching stomach, the throbbing sensation spreading throughout my body. The sharp agony seemed to intensify with each passing moment, making it difficult to focus on anything else."Brandon..." I mumbled through gritted teeth, desperately hoping he would hear my plea for help. But the pain was so overwhelming that even speaking felt like an impossible task. With my eyes closed, I tried to steady my breathing and find some relief from the relentless torment."My baby, save my baby," I whispered, tears streaming down my face. "My baby…" I plead in a weak and trembling voice, the words barely audible."Jane…." I heard a voice whisper my name, and I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder. Opening my eyes, I saw Brandon sitting beside me, his expression filled with concern and determination."Brandon…Brandon." I choked out his name, desperately reaching for his hand. "Please, you have to help me save our baby," I pleaded, my voice cracking with fear and despera
Loving Jane 79 #All because of you
"You want me, right?" I said, staring at her, my voice filled with a mix of anger and disappointment. I was angry towards her and disappointed in her for not protecting Jane from the pain Marine had caused."I am all yours now," I said coldly, my eyes narrowing as I held back the flood of emotions. "That's what you wanted, right? To be at your beck and call, to do your bidding without question. Well, congratulations! You've succeeded in breaking me down. But don't think for a second that I'll forget what you've done." My words hung heavy in the air, emphasizing the depth of my resentment towards her.I smiled sadly, staring at her. She stared back, seemingly unaffected by my words. "Have me now; what are you waiting for?" I challenged her, my voice laced with a mix of defiance and vulnerability. The silence between us grew, amplifying the tension in the car as I awaited her response, wondering if she truly understood the weight of her actions."Brandon..." Marine mumbled softly, her v
Loving Jane 78 #We lost him
"You are not leaving!" Marine shouted, running in front of my car."Not again." Daniel signed, holding Marien away from my path. "Go," he said as I drove away, feeling a mix of relief and guilt.And I drove as fast as I could to the hospital, where Rachel, Daniel's sister, was waiting for us. And with Rachel's help, we admitted Jane as fast as we could to the emergency room. The doctors immediately began assessing her condition, while Rachel and I anxiously waited for any updates. We knew Jane's health was in critical condition, and we hoped that the hospital staff would be able to provide the necessary care she needed."How does that happen?" Rachel asks as we sit in the waiting room, our minds filled with worry and confusion."Can we talk later?" I said, burrowing my head in my hands and trying to process the events that had unfolded. Rachel nodded understandingly, her eyes filled with concern.Time seems to be passing slowly as we wait for any news about Jane's condition. Every min
Loving Jane 77 #Jane is in Danger
"Don't worry, Jane; we will get to the hospital soon. Nothing is going to happen to you." I mumbled as I leaned down to carry her frail body in my arms. Her pale face was filled with pain. It hurts me to see her in so much pain, but I knew that I had to stay strong for her. "Stay away from her!" Marine shouted, pushing me away from Jane. I stumbled back, shocked by Marine's sudden outburst. "Marine, stop your tantrums." I pleaded, trying to calm her down. "I need to get Jane as soon as possible." Marine's eyes filled with tears as she looked at Jane's suffering. "I'm sorry, I just can't bear to see her like this," she whispered, her voice trembling. "But I don't want to lose you too." Marine pleaded, her heart breaking. Marine continues to cry as she struggles to control her emotions. But I don't have time for her now; my Jane is in danger. Her life is hanging by a thread, and I need to save her. "Marine, leave us alone," I said firmly, my voice filled with urgency. "I need to tak
Loving Jane 76 #Marine’s Secrets
"What do you find?" I asked Daniel, curious about what he had discovered while sitting in his car. His eyes gleamed with excitement as he began to share his surprising findings, revealing a flounder filled with confidential documents and photographs."Your lovely ex's dirty secrets are all right here," he said, a mischievous grin forming on his face. "It seems like she had quite a few skeletons in her closet that she never wanted anyone to know about.""Daniel, can you be serious for once?" I sighed. "Sorry," Daniel said, his grin fading slightly. "But you won't believe what I found. These documents and photographs could potentially expose some serious wrongdoing." He handed me the folder, and as I flipped through the pages, my heart sank at the thought of the consequences this could have for my ex.Documents of her illegal activities and compromising photographs with influential individuals were scattered throughout the folder. Drug trafficking, embezzlement, and even evidence of bri
