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45 #I am Scared

Author: Sia Sage
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I sighed happily, staring at that beauty sleeping in my arms, her peaceful expression filling my heart with joy.

How could I be so lucky to have someone like her in my life? She was my rock, always there to support me and bring a smile to my face. Her presence made every day brighter, and I couldn't imagine my life without her.

Jane, my wife and the love of my life, was the epitome of strength and grace. Her unwavering love and devotion had seen us through the toughest of times, and I knew that as long as we were together, we could conquer anything life threw our way.

I would have already been dead if it weren't for her, but now look at me; I am healthy, happy, and thriving.

I moved my hand toward her, careful not to interrupt her sleep. As I felt the warmth of her skin, I couldn't help but be overwhelmed with gratitude for giving me the best news of my life: she was going to be a mother. The joy and excitement welled up inside me, knowing that our love would now extend to a new g
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