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Returning home.
"The transition of love increases pain. So Some protest, some detest, while some rest."[Stuart]
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"Yes, Mindy."
"Oh, I will be home in an hour. And I have good news to share with you."
"Really. You are cooking today. That's awesome. I am looking forward to having dinner together."
"Oh. No, No. I am not eating here at the party."
"No. It's not because of that. It's because I want to share some great news with you. Okay. Yeah. Great. bye, Mindy."
Her voice irritated Stuart to the next level. She was still sitting with him but wanted to have dinner with someone else. 'Did my position changed in her life? Wasn't I always her priority. What's going on.'
A few drops of water dropped on his hand and he realized he was crying.
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