so more running it will have to be.
As I pad across the hallway and step up to the playroom door I try to come up with a plan. My gazefalls on the scented candles that are stored in the closet next to the bedroom. Of course I can't usethem for a scene, but some extra light is always good, and the heady scent of vanilla and sandalwoodcan create a good atmosphere. Bella is being forward, and I feel I need to reward her for being sobrave. Might as well make sure it's going to be a real night to remember for her, and not just becauseshe stepped up to confront one of her more irrational fears.Picking up two of the huge cube candles with the many wicks I take them with me as I enter theplayroom. Bella hasn't moved, and while her head is still bent and her eyes cast down, I'm sure she'sfollowing my every move with eagerness.I place the candles left and right of her, outside of the square the other candles are set up in, and lightthem, brightening the room. The mirrored walls only add to the effect, and I take a moment to drink inher divine body.Exercising regularly has done a lot to improve her slim but well proportioned build, as does the yogafor her balance. Her thighs and belly are firm now, the muscles in her arms and legs slightly defined,and she can hold position a lot longer now than when we started. Not that I ever minded a littlesoftness, on the contrary, but I know that she needs the strength and stamina for what we do. Also,going for a run together has become one of my favorite things to do with Bella, including a nice, longshower afterwards, and the occasional blowjob behind a convenient tree.I'm tempted to fuss around with something just to annoy her a little, but I don't really feel like takingmy time. I'm just as eager as she must be, and I really want to get down to business. So I reach for thesoft, white silk ropes, the only other thing I will be needing tonight, and return to where Bella iskneeling on the floor. Picking up the pillar candles I position them closer so that I can reach themwithout getting up again before I kneel down behind her.She doesn't move when I reach around her and run my hand over her thigh from her knee up, squeezinggently. I kiss her shoulder, then suck hard on the soft spot at the side of her neck that I know drives hercrazy, and she only shivers a little. Good girl, knows it's not her place to react until I show her that Iwant her to.Sucking turns to licking, then I kiss her warm skin until I feel goose bumps marching down her leg.She still hasn't moved, but I can tell that keeping still is killing her.“Good evening, my little vixen. How thoughtful of you to wait like this for your Master,” I purr intoher ear, watching in the mirror as she catches her bottom lip between her teeth and bites down tostifle a low moan. “Don't you want to wish me a good evening, too?”. She raises her head and catches my gaze over the mirror, then turns her face to me so that our nosesnearly brush. Her eyes are wide and dark in the twilight of the room, lust and anticipation cloudingthem.“Good evening, Sir.”Her luscious lips remain slightly parted when she falls silent, and I take the invitation, brushing mineover them lightly before I grab her hair hard and pull her head back. She gasps, effectively openingher mouth, and I kiss her more roughly, plunging my tongue inside, taking, exploring. Bella moansagain, this time loudly, making me grin as I pull back, my hand still grasping her soft locks.“I really appreciate your openness,” I tell her, my eyes boring into hers intently. “But I'm not going tofuck you tonight.” She remains impassive, already too used to the way I play my games.Months ago a look of disappointment would have crossed her features, but now she just remains calm,waiting. I smile, which is probably more a hungry leer, before I go on.“Unless you're a good little slut and earn it.”I know that she doesn't really get off on the name calling, but it's one of the few compromises we’vemade. Bella knows that I don't exactly mean it in a degrading way, it's part of the game for me, and assuch she appreciates it.I think it's one of the last vestiges of her moral high ground that I keep tearing down, her way of beingreluctant to fully succumb to me. I respect that, although I don't necessarily like her view. But we allhave something that simply rubs us the wrong way, and as long as we can make it work, I won't pushher. Too much. One of these days we will have to have another of those 'I don't really get why you'reholding on to your former self' talks, but as it is, I'm damn excited she's willing to push her physicallimits. And we have time, no need to jump the gun.Bella's pant draws me back into the here and now, and I let go of her hair as I have made my point.“You want that, though, don't you? You want to be fucked.”“Yes, Sir.”My cock twitches in my pants, and I quickly think of something unpleasant to dampen the effect herwhispered words have on me. Nothing gets me like her being in full on submissive mode. I nudge herchin with my nose, signaling her to straighten up again and look forward instead of at me, and shequickly complies, a smile playing across the corners of her mouth.When she's still again, I put both my hands at her hips, then bring them up over her flat stomach to cupher breasts. Her nipples are hard already from her being naked for so long, but also from excitement,and I idly pluck on them before I grab her tits hard, squeezing. Her breath hitches for a moment, butshe doesn't tense up, instead relaxes further. I keep playing with her nipples, rolling them between myfingers while I watch her in the mirror. I shift my grip a little, and let my right hand drift lower, down to her hip again. She eagerly spreadsher legs wider, and I smirk as I cup her sex with my hand. A quick swipe with my finger around herentrance reveals just how wet she already is, wet and ready for me. I gather some of her juices andrun my fingers between her pussy lips until I reach her clit. A soft moan escapes her as I circle it,quickly cutting off when I instead pinch her labia hard, repeatedly. Even though she tenses up now Iknow she likes it, as her hips are still pushed towards my hand, not ever bucking away to evade me.I let go of her again and place another soft kiss onto the side of her neck, a sweet and unnecessaryreminder of why I'm doing this. Then I lean back and reach for the ropes, quickly getting to work.Starting with her wrists, I draw her arms back until her elbows touch and bind them together, using adifferent rope for her wrists so I can keep them restrained even when I undo the other knots. Bellainstinctively tilts her torso back more until her knuckles reach the floor, stabilizing herself so I canmove on. A tie in her hair keeps her tresses in check and forces her to hold her head high, giving mebetter access to her delicious body.It would have been easier for me to bind her arms at the end as now I have to fumble as I bring thelonger rope several times around her torso, back and forth above and below her breasts, before I grabher tits and wind more rope tightly around each full globe. Bella whimpers a little at the unfamiliarfeeling as she's used to me going for less restrictive breast bondage normally, but I want her titssensitive, yearning to be touched. A few more knots and I'm done, leaving her tits constricted at thebase and sticking out from her body invitingly.I move to her thighs next and bind her ankles to them, rendering her helpless that way. A few moreloops around her waist follow, and I bring the last length of rope from above her belly button betweenher pussy lips, and tie it to the waist ropes in back. I check all the knots, they are tight and the ropesbite into her flesh, but for the limited time I'm planning to leave them in place that's okay.My focus shifts to the rise and fall of her chest – she is clearly excited, but I decide I need to let herstew a little longer. Instead of reaching for the candles like she probably expects, I run my fingerssoftly over her body, her thighs, her stomach, her arms, barely skimming her breasts, while I kiss herneck gently. I can feel her body respond, her pulse picks up, and the calm and serene demeanor leavesher. She leans further towards me but I stay out of her reach, just close enough so she can feel mybody heat, but I don't allow her to touch me. Yet.The soft caresses and kisses drive her wild, and when I run my fingers down the crotch rope, theycome away soaked. I'd say she is ready to step up the pace.Bella's eyes open fully as she feels me withdraw, and her breath leaves in a loud rush as she watchesme pick up the first candle. I've tested them before, until I come really close to her body I can't reallyhurt her with the wax, nothing she can't take. I still direct a most wicked grin at her that makes hershiver, then bring my free hand around her hips to make sure that she can't buck away too much anddestroy my aim.Her muscles tense up all over her body as she stares at the flame, her lip again caught between herteeth as she tries to remain calm. I blow over the wet spot on her neck until she is shaking, distractingher until I suddenly tilt the candle and splash a few drops of wax onto her chest. They all hit her justabove the ropes where I know they don't really hurt her, and after a shudder Bella stills again, slightlyless tense.The next drops I aim at her right breast, hitting the fleshy part that is constricted by the silk ropes. Aslight whimper leaves her, but that's it, so I move to the left, bringing my aim a little closer to hernipple, but still staying away. Somewhat shy at first, she soon pushes her shoulders further back, themotion putting her breasts even more on display. I keep up my game until there is only a little wax leftin the pool around the wick. I stop and smirk at her, waiting until her eyes widen in lightapprehension, before I dribble the rest onto her
and push her onto the floor so that she's lying on her side, helpless as she can't even balance herselfdue to the bonds.While she is distracted I kneel down and pull on her bonds until the heel of her lower leg is touchingher ass and her upper knee is at her chest, leaving her completely open for me.The sensation of her pussy clamping down on my cock as I thrust into her is heavenly, and I groan as Isheath myself fully inside of her. Bella gasps at the intrusion, the whole motion forcing the crotchrope to press even harder into her. I also feel it chafing against the sides of my cock, a sensation I’mglad of as it allows me to hold back a little longer.I try to hold back but I simply can't, seeing her writhe under me just makes me want to come let go. Igrab the ropes keeping her restrained for leverage as I start fucking her, hard enough to push and pullher along the floor. Bella pants and thrashes under me, her eyes half closed. They go wide as I shiftmy weight a
before she pushes herself down on me. We both groan in unison, and I see that my quest for sleep isreally to be abandoned.“Excuse for fucking, huh?”Her grin broadens.“Come on, three minutes, what do you call that? I don't care if you're tired, if you don't satisfy myneeds in the playroom, you better do it here!” God, I love it when she's all demanding, like now whenshe's smirking down at me and starting to roll her hips slowly against mine. My hands run over herthighs up to her waist, but she'll have none of that, grabbing my wrists and pushing them into thepillow next to my head as she leans over my body.I grin up at her, not even trying to shake her off, and instead crane my neck so that I can suck hernipple into my mouth. Bella laughs throatily, then moans as she feels my teeth worrying her nippleslightly.“I love it when you do that,” she tells me, but when I try to extricate my hands from hers, she justsqueezes my wrists harder. “No, no, you had your fun
Thankfully, Beth's cheery voice keeps me from adding something sarcastic that might actually hurt thepoor girl, and I turn with a smile to greet my dear friend.“Eddie, so nice of you to drop by again!”I snort, and after hugging Beth, I chuckle.“So good to see you again, Bethany! I'm so sorry I couldn't make it sooner, but you know how it is,real life gets in the way.” Her murderous glare at using her full name actually makes me blanch alittle, and I have to remind myself that I'm no longer her sub. I should also stay away from herplayroom for the next few weeks, because I know she can be slow to forgive. Still, calling me Eddieof all things has to be met with equal nastiness.Her grin at seeing me go white is as bright as ever, and after a moment it also reaches her eyes.“I know, I know, busy times when it's been months since you showed up at any of our parties. Or eventhe Sunday munch. If I didn't know better I'd think you're trying to hide Bella from us!”Raven
“And what makes you think that Bella's any different when I help her with her corset and send her offto work with a whispered promise to have her ride me hard before I help her back out of it again?”Beth smiles, pacified again.“Touché.”“And I won't make her wear the corset if she doesn't like it. But I know she's been looking at someonline, so I don't think that will happen.”“She showed you?”I shake my head, and steel myself for the tongue lashing that will inevitably follow now.”“No, it came up in her browser history.”Beth's glare is deadly.“Tell me you did not go through her computer.” Sighing, I shake my head.“I was just checking my emails, too lazy to get my own laptop, while Bella was upstairs getting readyfor work. I only peeked at the last visited links in the URll bar.”“Accidentally violating her privacy, wow, one of these days I'll actually believe you when you tellme something 'just happened'.” Her scorn grates but I can't really say anything to d
up her chest.“Stop it! I still have to finish my column; I have to send it to Ben for approval first thing in themorning!”I mumble a string of profanities into her warm skin in between messy kisses, but stop when shepushes lightly on my shoulders.“Edward, I really mean it. Twenty minutes, then I'm all yours, okay?” I really don't want to move, butI can't resist her when she smiles like this.After a last kiss on her stomach I retreat to the other end of the couch again, and try to focus on theshow. I just close my eyes for a moment, but I must have dozed off, as the TV is off and the lights aredimmed when I open them again. I'm instantly grumpy that my insane job has once again cost me anice evening romp on the couch, but then I feel warm lips running over my abs and, belatedly. lookdown.During my slumber one of my legs must have slipped off the couch, and now Bella is kneeling on thefloor before me, her hands on my thighs while she's kissing wet lines down my
what I mean. I protest, of course, because that's what I do, but we both know that I'm terribly easy topersuade that it's a good thing when you have your hand inside my pants! Oh, and that solemnlyswearing I only believe when you end that sentence with 'I'm up to no good'.”I roll my eyes at her and grumble something under my breath about pop culture references, but she justlooks too cute, all agitated from her accusation. She's right, of course, but I'm trying to be good andreally mean it.“Beth and Gerard will be there, and Peter and Charlotte, too, rest assured that I will behave myselfjust because one half of them would have my ass for being stupid, and the other would frown upon myimproper behavior.After all I have a reputation to uphold, and as much as I love to tease you, I'm not going to get bannedfrom any community events just because I feel like biting your juicy ass in front of everyone.”For some reason my half-assed argumentation seems to work, as Bella
Yesterday it all sounded so perfect. Why then am I shitting my pants today? It's not like I haven't done any joint scene planning before. Beth and Peter both helped me when I had my first sub, and I've always talked everything through in detail with Charlotte when she let me tie her up. Over the years I've been doing it over and over again with subs I've only played with for a scene or two. Why the anxiety now? It's not even a rational fear, just a feeling in my gut. As if Bella would laugh at me if I say something stupid. It's ridiculous, really, but it won't go away, as much as I try to get a grip on myself. I spent the whole day fretting over what to tell her, but by the time I'm home again, I still haven't come up with an idea that I think is worthy of the occasion. It suddenly seems as if we've done everything at least five times already, and try as I might, nothing really new comes to my mind. Bella is of course ecstatic to have me home again, jumping into my arms and k
Their almost identical grins make me laugh, and I let my head fall against the back of the couch just soI don't have to look at either of them."I really don't give a fuck. As far as I'm concerned, the only room I'm in charge of decorating is theattic upstairs. The rest is up to you.""You can't do that! Don't be such a pussy just because you're afraid Jazz will keep bitching like a littlegirl when you make the right choice.""And what, dear Bella, is better about Edward's former room than mine? My room has the betterfixtures for lights and electronic equipment, and there's even a specially built nook in the back for asmall freezer!""Which is the reason why I think it's better equipped to be the office, not the bedroom! I so need adoor between where I sleep and where you keep your porn collection. Your computer isn't cominginto the bedroom, either.""It's not porn, it's my World of Warcraft collectibles collection!"Thankfully the sound of the doorbell saves me fr
My remark makes her draw her forehead into a frown."You really think he'd be self-conscious just because I was around? He should know that I wouldn'tdo anything to him or talk him into doing anything that he doesn't want to do.""I don't think it's that. It's hard to explain, but he seems happy where he is right now. With us, includedas an equal, loved and cherished, but without any responsibilities or anyone having any expectationsof him. He obviously likes to top in a scene, but he doesn't want to be a Dom, and I don't think thatwill change much. You know that not all of us get off on having to care for someone else like that.""Don't even dare to speak another word. Last time I checked, I was the one telling you it was okay tobe into power play but that it wasn't necessarily a prerequisite, just like everything else. Differentfolks, different strokes, right?""Yes, Mistress."I get an eye roll for that, and I'm disappointed when she doesn't even try to slap me pla
if that still bothers me, and will likely only get worse if we have kids – I know that our family, as itis, will be a warm and nurturing environment for anyone to grow up and live in.The last part of her remark turns my smile into a grin again, and I snort."I already pity the unlucky bitch or bastard who calls Bella's righteous wrath down upon them. Whenshe was out with Rose and her baby last week and someone looked at them in what she thought was acondescending way, she got right in their face. I don't want to think about how much worse it will bewhen it's her own brood that's under scrutiny. She really doesn't suffer fools gladly anymore.""Did she ever? I still remember a time when you didn't have the balls to confess your undying love toher because you thought she'd laugh at such a mushy sentiment, particularly when admitted after themutual destruction of a bottle of tequila."Although it has only been a year, thinking back to a time when I couldn't just walk up
"Can I get you anything else, or will that be all?"Handing Raven back my signed receipt, I smile at her and shake my head."No, thanks. Assembling all of this and putting the new equipment through a series of stress testsshould keep us busy for a while."It's still somewhat weird, but without a doubt more relaxing, to just get a nod and my credit card backfrom her."If you change your mind, we have the scented lubes on sale until after the weekend.""I'll remember that. Thanks," I reply, then grab the last package and carry it to my car, barelymanaging to close the rear hatch after I add my purchases. When I go back into the shop I see that Bethis finally done talking to the woman she has been holed up with in a corner of the café area for the lasthalf hour. I wait until she has left the shop before I saunter over to my former mentor, hugging herbefore I take the seat opposite her."I take it everything is okay - you spent an extra twenty minutes hanging around here
I set a slow and relaxed pace – for one I just love watching Bella writhe under Jazz's mouth, foranother I am aching all over from yesterday's exertions. As much as I don't mind pain in general,feeling my thigh muscles lock up because of that strain is not something that gets me all hot andbothered.Taking Bella's invitation for what it is, Jazz seems to increase the intensity of his ministrationsbecause soon she is moaning constantly as she comes, one hand still gripping his hair, the otherdigging into the mattress. When she goes slack again it is with a glow on her face and a decisive"Ouch!" as she shifts her weight off one hip, wincing briefly.When she pushes his head away he rests it briefly on her thigh, but Bella is not done with him yet byfar. Instead of just lying back now, she starts inching down the bed until she's lying underneath Jazz,their faces almost flush with each other."Let me take care of that," she coos, reaching for his cock and starting to st
I moan into her mouth when she wraps her fingers around my cock, instinctively moving closer to her.Jazz's arm is around my hip while he strokes my stomach, his lips and tongue alternating between myneck and shoulder. None of us is really in a hurry to actually get it on for real, so we stay that way,relaxing and touching each other.Things change when Bella eventually lets me nudge her thighs apart so that I can run my hand up herinner thigh to her pussy, the contact making her moan. Jazz stills for a moment, then pushes his cock alittle more decisively against my lower back, but I ignore him for now. Looking deep into Bella'shalf-lidded eyes, I cup her entire sex with my hand, then push just the tip of two of my fingers into herpussy, feeling her swollen labia wet and warm against my hand. She utters another moan, smilinglanguidly, then stretches and moves her hips into my hand, clearly wanting more.I feel Jazz push himself up at my other side, probably so he can
then I wouldn't have run even if he had told me to suck off a couple of strangers."Jazz shakes his head, still bewildered, while Bella settles back against me and resumes her tale. Hetakes the rest of it better than I've expected, besides a few cut-off moans when she speeds up jerkinghim off. Despite that I'm still curious when he makes a face at both of us at the end."I get why you didn't want me around for roughing her up," he gripes at me, then narrows his eyes."But why did you think you had to keep me from the rest? Beth, Charlotte, Peter and Gerard havewatched me fuck people before. I don't think any of us has a problem with seeing each other's nakedasses anymore."Bella's hand drops from his cock and she rearranges herself so that she is lying on her back, able togaze at the both of us. The look on her face is still somewhat quizzical when she turns to Jazz."I think I'm kind of speaking for Edward and myself when I say we assumed you'd have issues withsomeon
"You know that just like you guys get to fuck each other when I'm not around sometimes, Edward andI end up screwing without you. So what?It's usually a thing of impulsive horniness and opportunity, not a statement of possessiveness. We allknow it happens, and I don't think any one of us is resentful when it does?"She keeps staring at him until he shakes his head."I won't deny that I had a hell of a great time yesterday. We fucked a lot and it was great, we did acouple of things that I've started to miss a little, and a few more I didn't even realize I wanted to dothat badly. But, quite frankly, I think the only reason I felt remotely glad you weren't around the wholetime was because I didn't want to worry about you feeling weird about any of it, because I needed tolet go and have not a care in the world in order for it all to feel as good as it did in the end. I wouldhave loved to share all of it with you if I'd thought you would have appreciated it all as much as
tries to roll them both over. That finally gets her to move for real, but when she tries to push awayfrom him he holds her down, his whole body more or less perched on her back."Let me up, you stupid oaf!""Stupid oaf, eh? What kind of crappy romance novel have you been reading? Is that the worst you cancome up with?" he taunts, then starts tickling her. Bella shrieks, now fighting to throw him off for real,but worn out as she is Jazz has no problem keeping her underneath him.She finally gives up and looks pleadingly over at me; I'm hard pressed not to laugh at them both."Help me!""Now that's unfair," Jazz grumbles, then eases up and rolls off her, coming to lay side by side withher. Bella sneers at him, then grins and settles back into her pillow. She groggily rubs her eyes andyawns loudly, without covering her mouth."You're early."Jazz nods as I repeat my observation, briefly looking from me to her as I join them on the bed atBella's other side."There wasn