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it was the right choice to let you have a life, and make your own decisions in time, while he will

never stop blaming himself for whatever might happen. I don't know why he thinks he is such a failure

as a father, but he does, and I don't think either of us has the power to change his mind."

Even though her words pacify me somewhat, they still leave me aching inside. If course she is right,

I've known for a long time that my parents disagree on virtually everything concerning me, and there

was a time when I was convinced that was my fault, too. Still, as sound as her explanation is, it

doesn't answer the central question.

"If he thinks it's his fault, why does he behave like I'm constantly letting him down?"

"Because he's a man stuck in midlife crisis ever since you left the house to live on campus, and as he

seems to be too decent to bend his secretary over her office table to shake himself out of it I expect

him to be stuck there until the merry laughter of a horde of gran
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    "Okay, great, ask away."Grinning at him for a moment, I turn to the fridge, finding a microwave dish with mac 'n' cheese insidethat I heat up while I start to explain."Of course we could do a basic demonstration scene, but I don't think it's too much for me to assumeyou know the difference between a flogger and a cane, so a first-hand experience sounds more fun."The microwave pings and I get the more or less warmed up container out, too hungry to really care.Jazz has joined me in the kitchen in the meanwhile, still excited but sobering up a little already."So what's in store for me?""Do you really want to know? I have no problem explaining it all step by step to you now, but it's notgoing to be that complicated, and not knowing what's coming next might be the more rewardingexperience.""Sure, your call. I trust you with that."I acknowledge that with a nod."Good. My main point with what I have in mind is to see how you react to certain stimuli, and tosimply s

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    "Do you think I care?""No, Sir," he replies much faster, grinning in spite of himself."Damn right I don't. Now pick up the cuffs and crawl over to Bella on your hands and knees, then helpeach other buckle them onto your wrists and ankles."There's a definite advantage to having two subs at hand, and while they are busy following my orders,I walk over to my toys and select a flogger and cane, both on the lighter end of the spectrum. Leavingthem lying on the padded bench, I pick up a spreader bar, then lower the cable for suspensionpurposes and attach it to the snap hook in the middle of the bar."Come here," I tell them, then connect their wrists cuffs to the ends of the bar, ending with themstanding very close, face to face. Their obvious height difference is something I have to overcome,but I don't think Bella will mind some extra strain on herself all that much.I fetch a pair of wooden cubes and let Bella step onto them, forcing her to widen her stance that way.

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    "Good boy. Keep that up and there's a reward waiting for you later."I let go of him and walk back to my toy rack to exchange the light flogger for a somewhat sturdier one.I catch Bella smiling slightly when she sees it but Jazz looks a little concerned, yet does his best notto shy away from the next few hits too much. The fact that they don't hurt more than the light strokesfrom before the thirty heavier ones seems to surprise him, but I pay attention to keep each impact onthe pleasurable side of things. Bella, of course, is another matter entirely, and I'm quite happy to teasethe first real cry out of her when I hit her hard enough to leave two faint, red lines between hershoulder blades. On my next track around them I see her smile in spite of her clenched jaw, whileJazz is frowning ever so slightly. I can't tell whether it's his protective side rearing its head, or someform of fear that I will hit him just as hard, but for the moment I ignore it.Things get a lit

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    Leaving her there I return to where Jazz is still kneeling, watching us with interest, but once herealizes that he now has my full attention, he's focused on me alone again."Let's see if I can teach you a few more tricks today, shall we?" I drawl, leering down at him before Ireach for the fly of my leather pants and unzip it, letting my cock spring free. "Open!"He's smart enough to realize what I mean by that and obediently opens his mouth, but I obviouslysurprise him when I grab his head to keep him still and simply shove my cock inside. He startschoking almost immediately but I take my sweet time pulling back out so he can breathe, my fingersnever loosening their hold.Jazz sputters and coughs a little but at my pointed glare goes still again, his mouth once again open.Letting go of his head with one hand only, I grab my cock and rub it over his face, smearing theresidue of Bella's juice all over it before I push it back inside his mouth, only not as deep as befor

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    "Go on," I tell him as I open my pants again, this time shoving them down my legs completely so theydon't get in the way any more. Remaining standing in front of them, I start stroking myself while Iwatch them writhe on the floor."A little slower, but try to shove your cock as deep into her as you can.Make her feel every inch of it."Bella's eyes roll back at my words and a low keen leaves her when he starts to comply, now alsopanting into her ear with every thrust. Soon she looks even closer to her orgasm than he does and Iorder him to stop again, leaving them both lost in their frustration while I keep pumping my fist up anddown my cock.I'm already feeling a little high from the sensation when I finally stop ordering him to hold it time andtime again, the sheer power of being in control nearly enough to make me shoot my load as it is. Onlysqueezing my cock hard helps me hold back as I watch Jazz finally succumb to his need and comedeep inside of her with a lou

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    even have any real marks!"Jazz seems stunned at her revelation, then actually checks her butt, only finding a residual reddeningof the skin but not a single welt that survived long enough to still show."Happy now?" she asks, still laughing, before she curls into my embrace again."I guess. It just seemed more vicious while it was happening.""That's part of the game as we play it," I admit, amused by how long it takes him to discern realityfrom acting."Although some parts of it were pretty rough. Like when you were trying to shove me right through thefloor while you were fucking me. It's funny that you were all about trying to lend strength to me whenEdward went a little enthusiastic with the cane, but you didn't seem to realize just what problems youwere causing with your own body weight."Jazz looks downright guilty at hearing that, a clear admission that she's right in her assessment, butbefore Bella can drive the point home, I interject to put them both more a

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    I haven't even had a chance to talk about the scene with her yet."He smirks and leans against the door, as if to stress that he won't let me through if he can help it."Trust me when I say that she doesn't need help. You should have seen her today. She's been bossysince breakfast, and I don't think she'd appreciate you trying to wrestle her out of her role, as it were."I don't know why his words rub me the wrong way, but do my best to hide my wave of resentmenttowards Jazz as I return to the bathroom. It takes me another five minutes of rubbing myself downfuriously and brushing my teeth to make sense of my own feelings – I'm jealous. Jealous of all the timehe gets to spend with her, to be more precise, and the chance to give her the one thing I can't alwaysprovide – attention.And I've spent the last three weeks worrying that Bella might possibly be feeling neglected becausenow she's no longer the only one in the world that I care about. The fact that my jealousy is

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    "Condoms are in the car, darling, if you need any," Jazz unhelpfully supplies, before we grin at eachother again as if we really think that is a great pickup line."I meant your books," she clarifies."Baby, what I can do to you they don't teach in any books," I drawl, then actually wink at her. She'sobviously not impressed."Gentlemen, please correct me if I'm wrong, but you don't seem to be taking this matter veryseriously.""It's a bunch of stupid books," Jazz shrugs. "So what, my dad gives a couple hundred thousand to theuniversity each year. I think they can buy new ones from that."She purses her lips again, then looks down at her forms before she's back to glaring at us."This isn't about the money, and your name won't help you in this case, Mr.Whitlock. If you don't pay the fines and return the books, I will be forced to file an official complaintwith the Dean for deliberate destruction of university property, a copy of which will also be added toyour perma

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    I set a slow and relaxed pace – for one I just love watching Bella writhe under Jazz's mouth, foranother I am aching all over from yesterday's exertions. As much as I don't mind pain in general,feeling my thigh muscles lock up because of that strain is not something that gets me all hot andbothered.Taking Bella's invitation for what it is, Jazz seems to increase the intensity of his ministrationsbecause soon she is moaning constantly as she comes, one hand still gripping his hair, the otherdigging into the mattress. When she goes slack again it is with a glow on her face and a decisive"Ouch!" as she shifts her weight off one hip, wincing briefly.When she pushes his head away he rests it briefly on her thigh, but Bella is not done with him yet byfar. Instead of just lying back now, she starts inching down the bed until she's lying underneath Jazz,their faces almost flush with each other."Let me take care of that," she coos, reaching for his cock and starting to st

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    I moan into her mouth when she wraps her fingers around my cock, instinctively moving closer to her.Jazz's arm is around my hip while he strokes my stomach, his lips and tongue alternating between myneck and shoulder. None of us is really in a hurry to actually get it on for real, so we stay that way,relaxing and touching each other.Things change when Bella eventually lets me nudge her thighs apart so that I can run my hand up herinner thigh to her pussy, the contact making her moan. Jazz stills for a moment, then pushes his cock alittle more decisively against my lower back, but I ignore him for now. Looking deep into Bella'shalf-lidded eyes, I cup her entire sex with my hand, then push just the tip of two of my fingers into herpussy, feeling her swollen labia wet and warm against my hand. She utters another moan, smilinglanguidly, then stretches and moves her hips into my hand, clearly wanting more.I feel Jazz push himself up at my other side, probably so he can

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    then I wouldn't have run even if he had told me to suck off a couple of strangers."Jazz shakes his head, still bewildered, while Bella settles back against me and resumes her tale. Hetakes the rest of it better than I've expected, besides a few cut-off moans when she speeds up jerkinghim off. Despite that I'm still curious when he makes a face at both of us at the end."I get why you didn't want me around for roughing her up," he gripes at me, then narrows his eyes."But why did you think you had to keep me from the rest? Beth, Charlotte, Peter and Gerard havewatched me fuck people before. I don't think any of us has a problem with seeing each other's nakedasses anymore."Bella's hand drops from his cock and she rearranges herself so that she is lying on her back, able togaze at the both of us. The look on her face is still somewhat quizzical when she turns to Jazz."I think I'm kind of speaking for Edward and myself when I say we assumed you'd have issues withsomeon

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    tries to roll them both over. That finally gets her to move for real, but when she tries to push awayfrom him he holds her down, his whole body more or less perched on her back."Let me up, you stupid oaf!""Stupid oaf, eh? What kind of crappy romance novel have you been reading? Is that the worst you cancome up with?" he taunts, then starts tickling her. Bella shrieks, now fighting to throw him off for real,but worn out as she is Jazz has no problem keeping her underneath him.She finally gives up and looks pleadingly over at me; I'm hard pressed not to laugh at them both."Help me!""Now that's unfair," Jazz grumbles, then eases up and rolls off her, coming to lay side by side withher. Bella sneers at him, then grins and settles back into her pillow. She groggily rubs her eyes andyawns loudly, without covering her mouth."You're early."Jazz nods as I repeat my observation, briefly looking from me to her as I join them on the bed atBella's other side."There wasn

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