Hannah's POV
No matter how hard I try to forget him, it will never happen, will it?
I sighed, thinking of some excuse. " I will get you another doctor." I turned to open the curtains but fingers wrapped around my wrist.
" Wait, I want to talk to you." He asked, slightly tugging me towards him. " I am sorry but I am busy," I replied, pulling my wrist from him.
Before I knew it, I was turned around by my shoulders as I stumbled. He started to take small steps towards me.
" Please maintain your distance, Mr. Young. This is a hospital. If that is all, I have work to do." I replied and rushed out of the enclosed area.
I walked back to the elevator and clicked on the number seven. The moment it stopped, I walked off it and back to the counter.
I checked the nurse if I had any surgeries. She shook her head, my head dipping slightly low.
I will just take a look at the patients then.
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" I really owe you, Joseph. You take the trouble of sending me home quite regularly." I stated, leaning against the elevator wall.
" Tell me how I can return the favor? I don't like being in debts." I pouted. Joseph laughed, ruffling my hair slightly.
" Just stay the way you are. Don't change and you will not be in debts." Joseph replied, his relaxed face changing to a serious one.
" Sir, yes Sir!" I saluted him. I held the pose for a while before getting into fits of laughter. Joseph soon followed behind. The elevator doors opened as we stepped out.
We walked towards the parking lots, cracking a few jokes here and there. Joseph unlocked the car and I got in.
It was a thirty-minute drive to my miniature flat. Halfway listening to Joseph ranting, I fell asleep in exhaustion.
The car pulled to a stop as I blinked my eyes open. " Joseph, thank you very much. If you need favors just ask ok?" I confirmed with him.
" You don't have to live here. You can move in with me. Or rent a nicer flat. You could even book a hotel room. I don't see why you have to live here." Joseph complained.
" I don't have money, Joseph. I left the other card in his mansion." I replied, gently rubbing my eyes. His hand enveloped mine as he held his gaze in mine.
" I think you deserve to know why I don't let you touch me much." I started, piquing his interest. His hand shifted away from mine as he nodded urging me to continue.
" I've got Androphobia, Joseph. I am scared of men, especially taller men. That is why I don't let you touch me much." I confessed.
Joseph's face was void of any emotion. " Oh," he muttered, his eyes wide.
" I will give you space if you need it. After such a secret, you might want to think." I assured him, unbuckling the seat belt.
" No, no. I was thinking that you should see a psychologist, maybe. I can be with you during the sessions." He suggested a smile on his face.
" Gossip will be spread by the nurses if they catch me near the psychologist." I refused.
" I am really sorry for the times I made you uncomfortable. I should have kept the space between us. I'm sorry." He pouted.
I smiled at him. " Hey, there is no need to apologize. Can you just get me the number of the bartender from the club last night? His name is Lance." I requested.
" Sure, and don't worry, I will keep your secret with me," Joseph assured. I got out of the car and sent him a wave as he drove away.
I stalked towards the old building and started to climb the stairs. After reaching the third floor, I walked cautiously to the wooden door, taking note of the creepy neighbour staring at me. I sent him a small smile before unlocking the door.
I dropped my bag on the useless excuse of a sofa and stalked to my suitcase. Opening it, I found a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie.
The nights getting colder every day. Soon my heart will freeze and no one will be able to unfreeze it.
Balancing the clothes on the broken railing, I stripped off my clothes and turned the water. Coldwater rushed down to my hair, immediately rushing to my body. I shivered as I took the shower.
I would say I miss the bathtubs in the mansion, but I will not because of my damn pride.
I turned the water off and fasten my bra and slid into my panties. I was pulling the sweatpants on when I heard someone knocking on the door.
" Just a second!" I hollered, hoping whoever was at the door would wait. I pulled the hoodie over my head and felt it already warming me up.
I pulled my wet hair into a messy bun on top of my head, walking to the door. I pulled the door open, half expecting to see the creepy neighbour. Some of my hair dropped from the bun as I looked up at the person at the door.
What...what is...he doing here?
My eyes widened as my eyes raked over the familiar face. My hand reached the door and pulled it. I tried to close the door, but he struck his feet in between the door and the wedge.
He pushed the door open, walking in as he looked over me. " I think you have come to the wrong place. You might want to leave." I urged, walking behind.
" You live here?" His startled voice made me hung my face in shame. " You came to the wrong place. You might want to leave." I repeated once again.
" No, I am at the correct place. Now answer me. You live here?" His voice thundered. I peered up at him and nodded my head.
" And I thought you were living in a bloody hotel. Why are you living here?!" He asked, nearing me.
" Can you please keep your distance?" I asked timidly. " I am your damn husband. I will do whatever I want. This isn't the hospital too. There is no need for me to keep my distance." He argued.
" I am not comfortable with you standing very close to me." My voice squeaked. " I asked why you live here." He questioned.
" Because I want to. And it's not like I have the money for another place." I replied, shrugging.
" What happened to the card I gave you?!" His voice raised. " I left it. It is in your mansion if that is what you are looking for." I replied, turning away from him. I walked to the broken wooden table and poured myself a cup of water.
" Pack everything. You are coming back." He ordered, his voice booming. " I am not going anywhere. Please leave. I need to sleep." I replied before gulping the water.
" I am not leaving until you do." His words appeared as a shock to me. I thought for a while before laughing.
" Help yourself," I replied before sitting on the sofa. Placing my bag on the floor, I propped my legs on the armrest before trying to lie down. I gazed at him once more before placing my arm on my eyes.
" You've got to be kidding me. Do you sleep on that pathetic excuse of a sofa?" He asked. I pretended to sleep, hoping he will show himself out.
I heard some shuffling. Before I could know it, I was in his arms.
Hannah's POVMy heart skipped a beat as his arms were firm around my waist." Let me go! You can't t...touch me!" I shouted. But my words seemed to be useless to him. I started to pant, trying to grasp for the oxygen in the air." I can't..." I stuttered, trying very hard to breathe. Black dots started to appear in my vision as my breathing got heavier.He had noticed it and stopped walking immediately. " Are you alright?" His concerned voice somehow reached my brain." Let me..." I stuttered once again. He instantly placed me down. My hand reached out to grab onto something before I fell down. I grasped onto the sofa as my breathing slowed.My legs seemed week as I wobbled. He neared me once again. I held my palm out to stop him." Don't come near me." I wheezed, taking in more air. By then, my throat was very dry. Finally, after a while of breathing, I was back to normal." Are you alright?" He repeated once again. " I think it is best if you leave," I suggested." I told you I won'
Hannah's POVMy heart skipped a beat as his arms were firm around my waist." Let me go! You can't t...touch me!" I shouted. But my words seemed to be useless to him. I started to pant, trying to grasp for the oxygen in the air." I can't..." I stuttered, trying very hard to breathe. Black dots started to appear in my vision as my breathing got heavier.He had noticed it and stopped walking immediately. " Are you alright?" His concerned voice somehow reached my brain." Let me..." I stuttered once again. He instantly placed me down. My hand reached out to grab onto something before I fell down. I grasped onto the sofa as my breathing slowed.My legs seemed week as I wobbled. He neared me once again. I held my palm out to stop him." Don't come near me." I wheezed, taking in more air. By then, my throat was very dry. Finally, after a while of breathing, I was back to normal." Are you alright?" He repeated once again. " I think it is best if you leave," I suggested." I told you I won'
Hannah's POVI looked up at her almost dropping my fork and spoon." Umm..." I murmured as I thought of something to reply back to her. " Mum, we are not planning for children now," Daniel replied.I blew out a breath of air, silently thanking him for saving me. " But isn't it time for a kid or two to run around in the mansion?" She asked, directing her question to me." Mum, both of us are busy with our work. I don't think we can commit to having a child now," I replied, peering up at her cautiously." There is nothing wrong with taking some time off from work. Come on, you do know that I am getting older as the days go by. I would, of course, want to play with my grandchild." She informed."Mum, we have yet to discuss the topic of kids," I mentioned. " Hannah dear, it has been 10 months since both of you have been married. I think it is about time both of you give us some good news, don't you think honey?" She asked Dad.Dad contemplated giving an answer to Mum but decided against i
Hannah's POVI swiftly placed my palm on my mouth. His eyes widened at my words.Me and my stupid mouth." I don't hurt you." His soft words tumbled from his lips as I looked at him, speculating my next words." You have hurt me every single day in our ten months. Just because I don't show it, does not mean that I am not hurt." I whispered loud enough for him to hear." I...I didn't know..." He stuttered. " The one who hurts others will never know how deeply their words or actions hurt the victim," I replied, trying to shift away from his hands." I have work. You do too. Is there anything else?" I asked, tugging his hands from my waist. He tightened his hands on my waist and pulled me close to him.My back soon was against his car as he leaned in close. " I just realized that this is the first time you have called me Daniel in our ten months." He whispered, his lips almost touching mine.The racing of my heartbeat soon became evident. " What are you doing?" I asked him, trying to see
Hannah's POVI looked up at her almost dropping my fork and spoon." Umm..." I murmured as I thought of something to reply back to her. " Mum, we are not planning for children now," Daniel replied.I blew out a breath of air, silently thanking him for saving me. " But isn't it time for a kid or two to run around in the mansion?" She asked, directing her question to me." Mum, both of us are busy with our work. I don't think we can commit to having a child now," I replied, peering up at her cautiously." There is nothing wrong with taking some time off from work. Come on, you do know that I am getting older as the days go by. I would, of course, want to play with my grandchild." She informed."Mum, we have yet to discuss the topic of kids," I mentioned. " Hannah dear, it has been 10 months since both of you have been married. I think it is about time both of you give us some good news, don't you think honey?" She asked Dad.Dad contemplated giving an answer to Mum but decided against i
TRIGGER WARNING: CONTENT BELOW CONTAINS RAPE.Hannah's POVThe sudden sound of metal hitting ceramic bounced off the walls as all the head tilted up once again. Mother's harsh eyes scalded me, as Brother wore an uninterested expression. But Father, a flicker of anger rushed over his eyes but he quickly covered it up.Everyone continued to eat their scrumptious dishes as I continued to stare at my bowl. The hand continued to grasp my thigh, moving higher every second. But I cannot utter a word, because if I did, no one will believe me. I no longer wanted to drink my soup. I no longer wanted to be in any part of this horrible family dinner. Bile rose up in my throat, but I can't run to the bathroom.I pushed it back down with some water, hoping to calm my stomach. After a while, the rest had their stomachs filled and set their napkins down. " Jelly bean, you wouldn't mind if I stayed here for a while, would you?" He asked, flashing his kind, no, fake smile to Mother. Mother smiled up at
TRIGGER WARNING: CONTENT BELOW CONTAINS RAPE.Hannah's POVI am doomed, right?His palm enveloped my hand, still resting it against his cheek. " I am sorry, I should have touched you. I will never touch you again, I promise " I spoke hurriedly. He let out a small sigh and opened his gorgeously sculpted eyes. " Don't make promises you can't keep."I blinked at him for a while, remembering that my palm is still against his cheek. I was thinking about removing when he gripped it harder against his cheek. " Why would you think that I would not be able to keep a promise?" I asked, uncertainty filling my mind." Because I know that you will not be able to not touch me," He replied, displaying his flirtatious smirk. I rolled my eyes at him before replying," I will be able to not touch you," I wanted to feel victorious for once. " Oh really, then why has your palm not left my cheek?" He asked, his smirk turning into a grin.A gorgeous grin, I must say. Wait, what am I thinking?I realised tha
TRIGGER WARNING: CONTENT BELOW CONTAINS RAPE.Hannah's POVThe sudden sound of metal hitting ceramic bounced off the walls as all the head tilted up once again. Mother's harsh eyes scalded me, as Brother wore an uninterested expression. But Father, a flicker of anger rushed over his eyes but he quickly covered it up.Everyone continued to eat their scrumptious dishes as I continued to stare at my bowl. The hand continued to grasp my thigh, moving higher every second. But I cannot utter a word, because if I did, no one will believe me. I no longer wanted to drink my soup. I no longer wanted to be in any part of this horrible family dinner. Bile rose up in my throat, but I can't run to the bathroom.I pushed it back down with some water, hoping to calm my stomach. After a while, the rest had their stomachs filled and set their napkins down. " Jelly bean, you wouldn't mind if I stayed here for a while, would you?" He asked, flashing his kind, no, fake smile to Mother. Mother smiled up at
Hannah's POVWhen the police arrested Paul and Louis, exhaustion finally caught up to me. The ambulance had also arrived, placing Paul on the stretcher. Even after everything Paul had done to me, I insisted that I be let into the same ambulance to reduce his blood flow. Daniel refused multiple times but after I hopped into the ambulance, he joined me and sat down beside me. I immediately got to work to make the blood stop pouring out.Daniel sat beside me feeling confused. The other paramedic and I fought against time to stop the blood flow. With the equipment in the ambulance, we could only give him first aid and pain medication. Daniel noticed that I had hurt myself and alerted me immediately. I disinfected the wound and bandaged it up. Once the ambulance arrived at the hospital, the driver and the paramedic immediately brought him in shouting a quick thank you to me.The police car had been traveling behind us and rushed in with the medics to make sure that Paul would not escape. B
Hannah's POVBefore I could react, I felt something poking my side. " Now, if I were you, I would not move and just listen," A very familiar voice commanded. I froze just as my captives asked me to. My eyes moved to the rearview mirror and I saw Him, sitting very relaxed. My head whipped to the side to recognize the other person." I believe I have never told you my name. I am Louis, Louis Smith. Now you see, I have a fully loaded gun that is poking your side as of now. Any sudden movements and a bullet will be shot right into your side. Seeing as that you're a doctor, you know how much damage that would make." Louis smirked, digging the gun deeper into my side.I winced slightly, but immediately shut up once a glare was shot at me. " Now Hannah, I want you to pull the car out of the parking lot. Then you will follow the instructions provided by the GPS. Got it?" Louis asked, plugging his handphone into my car and pulling up the address. He also took my phone, switched it off, broke m
Hannah's POVEverything is definitely not ok...In the next few days, Matt was back and had not left me out of his sight. After receiving strict instructions from Daniel, Matt would park the car and walk into the hospital with me. He would demand my schedule for the whole day and if I did not have any surgeries he demanded that I meet up with him every hour. We would have lunch together with Joseph and Matt definitely had reservations about Joseph because of his chirpy behavior.Joseph suspected something was about to happen because of all the security measures. I did too. Now I was back home with Daniel. One minute I was sleeping peacefully and the next I hear a gunshot ringing through the air. Daniel and I both sat up hurriedly as sweat started to drip down my forehead. Daniel jumped out of the bed and sprinted out of the room while telling me to stay in the room. I had been sitting for a while but the doubt of what had happened to who got me out of our room.I sprinted down the sta
Hannah's POVThe past few days went by peacefully. I spent a lot of time with Daniel after work. Although I would like to say that it was against my will, I really enjoyed time with him. We would be home and talking most of the time, about his work and sometimes even about his childhood.Daniel would ask about my day at work, but I would reply saying that it was just the usual. However tonight, Daniel insisted that I show him one of my textbooks about medicine. I refused at the start but after all the improvements we've made between us, I pulled out my textbook and let him look through it. His face brightened like a kid with candy.We were sitting in the livingroom, as Daniel flipped through the pages often asking about a few terms that he wasn't aware of. I tried my best to explain the meanings to him and somehow he connected medical prcedures with business tactics. Soon, Brother walked in and also sat down with Daniel and looked through it as well." Well, lucky me. I do not have to
Hannah's POVRecap: I grunted softly as I tried my best to tighten the knot of the sweatpants, but they refused to stay up.It just had to be cliche. I thought to myself, as the pants dropped for the umpteenth time. " Fine, I will just not wear them..." I whisper-shouted to myself and folded them neatly. The sweatshirt reached my knees so it hid everything that needed to be hid. Especially the scars. Not letting my mind wander. I dropped my dirty clothes into the laundry basket and opened the door, holding his folded sweatpants. It is what it is. Urghhhh...I stepped out of the bathroom and shut the door, only to notice that Daniel's eyes were watching me like a hawk. " Erm, the pants do not fit..." I muttered softly, although it projected quite loudly in the quiet room. It seemed that Daniel had been working on somethings on his laptop. Daniel carefully placed his laptop on the bed and got up, his eyes never leaving mine. " I will go and get some pants from my room..." I stated and wa
Hannah's POVDo you remember the time that you knew that someone would never do a certain thing, but only to be proven wrong to see them doing the exact thing? Well, that was what Daniel and I were seeing.Brother, or Dylan, had an apron wrapped around his torso and his headphones on his head. He was moving around the kitchen, cooking up a storm, while shaking his hips to whatever song he was listening to. My mouth fell open, my brain refusing to take in such information in such a short time.A chuckle sounded from beside me, causing my gaze to land on Daniel who seemed to be trying very hard to hold in his laughter. However, his efforts were in vain because he started to burst out in laughter. Honestly, I did not know what to focus on. Whether on Daniel's gorgeous laughter or on Brother's weird behavior.I slightly smacked Daniel on the shoulder to try my best to shush him. Which had evidently not worked as he continued to laugh. Soon Brother heard Daniel's loud laughter and turned a
Hannah's POVDaniel fixed a delicious plate of supper for the both of us. I had not wasted time and gobbled the food down, earning a minute of laughter from Daniel. I was floored by Daniel's cooking skill. When I asked him how had he managed to cook so well, he simply replied with a shrug.Just as we were about to finish supper, Brother walked into the kitchen with a casual look. Daniel noticed him walk in to which he dramatically rolled his eyes, earning a small giggle from me before I sat up straighter. " What do you want?" Daniel asked with obvious distaste." I just want to talk. I will leave immediately if you do not want me to," Brother replied, sounding as if he had already thought of his reply. Daniel looked at me for confirmation as I slightly nodded to him. " Fine. You can talk, but I'll remain here." Daniel stated, trying to intimidate Brother. I had noticed a change in Brother.He seemed to let his emotions out a little more than before. Now, he had a look of relief before
Hannah's POVThe couches were filled with the bags that Joseph and I had purchased yesterday. Mom immediately went to one bag and pulled out a red dress. She straightened it and held it up. " Isn't this beautiful? How did you manage to snag this gorgeous dress?" Mom asked, looking back at me." Umm, actually, my friend made me go shopping and selected most of the dresses in the bags," I replied, looking away from her. Her smile dimmed a little as she shook her head. " Hannah dear, even if your friend selected it for you, it would still look gorgeous on you." Mom replied, folding the dress and placing it back into the bag." What would look gorgeous on who?" Mother's voice rang across the living room. She walked in hand in hand with Father as Brother walked behind them. I stiffened and took a small step back, trying to get to Daniel. Daniel too stepped towards me and circled his arm around my waist." Ah, Bernadette. It's nice of you to join us. You see, Hannah went out to shop and we
TRIGGER WARNING: CONTENT BELOW CONTAINS RAPE.Hannah's POVI took a deep breath, thinking about how I wanted to start my life story. I thought that Daniel would rush me, but he was waiting patiently for me to start. " 16 September 1995, that was the day I was born." I started, looking up at him once I finished my small sentence." I'll make sure to keep that in mind and give you a surprise that you can never imagine of," Daniel replied, bringing a small smile onto my face. " It is not an important day, Daniel. I was the unplanned baby. I was not supposed to be made," I looked up at him, to see him clench his jaw."And I have always been treated that way. I was given to a care taker since the day I was born. I did not receive Mother's love or Father's love. Brother was told not to have any interaction with me. The three of them would have family meals while food was brought up to my room. I did try to get some kind of attention or care from any one of them, but the humiliation and sile