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Loved by the Gamma A day of memories
Ashley Listening to Jack as he shares some of his experiences with me causes a surge of emotions to invade my body and mind. I am so happy that he's already sharing some of his life with me even if he didn't mean to but hearing him talk about another guy in that way makes me angry and Alfie's even worse. Of course, I know it's in his past and I'm fucking relieved that nothing happened between him and Jace but still I can't help but take a moment to think about him being with other guys. I wasn't a virgin meeting Jack and I am fully aware of the fact that I am a huge hypocrite but I don't care. He's my mate and I don't want to think of any other man being near him. The Beta blood that flows through my veins doesn't help me either, the higher ranking that a wolf is the more possessive they are plus male wolves are worse than she-wolves, and there are two males here so we are fucked! On the other hand, I love his story, I love hearing about how well Alpha Calvin and Beta Liam took t
Loved by the Gamma Who's that?
Gamma JackThe last thing that I was ever expecting to see when we got to our room was Luke in my fucking bed. What the fuck is he playing at? Of course, the first time that this ever happens to me would be when my mate is with me. Fuck, Ashley! I drag myself out of my head just in time to see the back of him as he runs down the stairs "ASHLEY!" I shout out his name at least three times but he doesn't even look back and I don't fucking blame him. I would properly do the same! "Jack, what's wrong I can hear you in my office?" Liam's worried voice booms through my head. I guess my Gamma tone surfaced without me even realizing it. "Ash and I came back to our floor, to our bedroom but when we opened the door Luke was in my fucking bed completely naked. Ashley has run and I don't know where he's gone but this twat is still in my bed!" The words fly through the link so quickly that by the time I'm finished, I swear I'm blue in the face from lack of oxygen even though I wasn't talking. Fu
Loved by the Gamma Oh chicken
Ashley My mind is so fogged over with pain and anger that I don't even pay attention to where I am going and then the moment that I do finally bring my attention back to the present I realize that I am in the middle of a forest but I don't have a clue where it is or where I am. I look around but nothing looks familiar. It doesn't help that as far as the parklands go Jack has only shown me the immediate facilities and the swirly river, we've not ventured out any further and I've also never been in this area for any pack business before either so I'm at a complete loss. "Well, what the fuck are we going to do now?" Alfie wines in my head. "I haven't got a fucking clue!" "Well, we need to do something because standing around here isn't going to help us!" "Well, no shit twat bag!" I roll my eyes at his obvious comment before looking around and trying to figure out where the fuck I can go from here. I keep walking for a while passing loads of trees and overgrown grass but still, I
Loved by the Gamma Coby
Gamma Jack "So you're telling me that Ashley Harris is your boyfriend?" This prick doesn't know that Ashley is my mate or if he does and he's still doing this then he's got some giant ass balls! "Yes, he is!" His voice remains firm and I honestly can't decide if he's being truthful or not. I do however believe that he knows Ashley so I can only assume that he's from his old pack. "What pack did you leave to come here?" "The red ridge pack under Alpha Roland's rule." Fuck I was right he does know him. "Jack I've found Ashley, poor fucker got himself lost and almost walked off of the parklands!" Liam's link pulls my attention away from the Rogue as visions of my mate lost and alone fill my mind making me insanely sad. "Is he ok Liam?" "Physically yes but he's bummed out to fuck Jack. You two need to talk!" "I know. we're over by the north side with the Rogue, a few feet away from where we used to play football. Can you bring him here please brother?" The link stays quiet for
Loved by the Gamma I'm sorry
Gamma Jack What a fucking day! Seriously it's our first official day of being mates and already we've had shit thrown at us. I'd love to know what the moon goddess is playing at! As we head further into the forest hand in hand I slowly feel myself calming down. I know that Coby guy lied about being Ashley's boyfriend but I dont doubt that something has happened between them and after what happened with Luke this morning I don't really have grounds here to be mad which is why I let the warriors take Coby back to the pack so I could be alone with my mate and we could talk. We soon end up at the swirly lake in fact we are at the very spot where we were yesterday. I sit down on the grass bank and pull Ashley onto my lap so that he's straddling me, there's no hiding away from this we need to talk and we need to talk now. I won't have any secrets between us. The moment he's on my lap he averts his gaze to my chest but I'm not having any of that, he'll never hide away from me because I'll
Loved by the Gamma Little Witch?
Alpha Calvin I'm sitting in my office trying to get caught up with the pack finances but it's not going well, there's so much going on that it's hard to concentrate on anything right now. "Cal, where are you?" A link from Liam pulls my focus away from my laptop and if I'm being honest I'm grateful for the distraction. "I'm in my office, everything ok brother?" "Yeah, I'm just about to pass your office. Lunch?" I look at the clock on my desk and I'm shocked to see how long I've been in here and yet I've hardly got anything done. "Yeah sure, I'll be there now." I make quick work of shutting down my laptop and head for the door to find Liam already outside and waiting for me. "How's the Rogue situation, is he in the cells yet?" "Yeah, Tyson is guarding him until Jack says any different." "Huh, why?" Liam linked me earlier to say a Rogue had been found on our lands and that he was being brought to the cells and I had planned on heading down there, later on, to find out what he wa
Loved by the Gamma Bye for now
Beta Liam I shit you not that every single one of us let out gasps, I may not know a lot about magic but I've heard enough to know that dark magic isn't good. "Rosemary, can you please tell me why your mother left?" She lets out a small laugh followed by a sort of sigh. "Of course Alpha. My dad always told me and my brother that our mom left because she was sick and went to seek help but the truth is that 3 years after my birth she suddenly took a huge interest in dark magic. My dad didn't know that it was going on but then he caught her one day and he give her a choice of black magic or her family and she choose black magic." "Grandma, what did he catch her doing?" Kat's voice wavers and it's clear to see this has shaken her up but Zack quickly pulls her onto his lap and gently rubs her back and I know that this isn't the time for this but I can't help but watch this moment between them and feel that little pang at wanting my mate. "Kat baby he caught her bringing back her best
Loved by the Gamma They have a plan
Ashley After spending 30 minutes laying by the side of the lake we have to head back to the packhouse to see Coby and wait for Alpha Calvin to inform us of when the meeting will be held regarding my old pack. We hold hands as we walk through the forest and enjoy the peace and calm that we get from being here before we arrive back to all the madness. As we approach the house we see the back of a black SUV as it heads towards the forest road and away from the packhouse. Once it's out of our view we can see Beta Liam and Alpha Calvin standing on the steps just outside of the front door talking but I have a feeling that they are waiting for us and I don't like the looks that they both have on their faces and Jack's hand tightening its hold on mine tells me that he's thinking the same. "What's wrong Cal?" "Come to my office, too many ears out here." He seems tense but still looks like he's trying to cover it with a reassuring face. The problem is I still don't know him well enough to
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Loved by the Gamma Epilogue part 2
Gamma Ashley 11 months later... "One more push and baby's head will be out." Doc gently encourages Tori while she has a mother fucking death grip on my neck all while Jack's across the other side of the bed looking like he's getting his hand broken. She lets out a pain-filled cry as she pushes out the baby's head but instead of taking a break before pushing again she just carries on and before I know it the baby is fully out and wailing and if that ain't the best sound ever! "You have a healthy baby boy," Doc shouts out excitedly. Tori's beaming at his words but so are me and Jack. Jack walks around to my side and wraps his arms around my shoulders just as doc comes to stand in front of us and hands me the little bundle that's now wrapped in a blue blanket. "We have a son Jack." The words leave my mouth in a whisper as I stare down at our son in awe. He's absolutely perfect all 10 toes and 10 fingers of him and he looks just like Jack even down to his little nose. "We do darli
Loved by the Gamma Epilogue part 1
Gamma Jack 5 years later... "Happy birthday beautiful girl," Ashley whispers. "Happy birthday princess," I whisper. "Happy birthday girly girl" Cal whispers. "Happy birthday bubble bum" Liam whispers. Our words are met with a mile-long line of pack members as we set off balloons and watch them float away into the night sky while we wish Kelly a happy birthday. You'd think that after her being gone for 5 birthdays this would get easier but it doesn't. She's 13 years old today, a teenager and we miss her more and more every day. A lot of the pack members here still remember her but I find even the new members we have now including our Luna Brooke and Beta female Bethany seem to feel the sadness of everyone else and them taking the time to be here with us is much appreciated. When Hailey hadn't shown her face for over 2 years we were considering getting Kelly back with us but then like a fucking nightmare come true Hailey turned up here about 6 months ago looking for Kelly and
Loved by the Gamma 4 weeks later
Gamma Jack These past 4 weeks have been calm and quiet and worrying. We've spent so much time lately on guard and in battles that as much as the quiet time is much welcomed and enjoyed I still can't completely rest. A part of me is waiting for something to happen but until then I'm trying my hardest to relax even if some days it feels impossible. It's been almost 4 weeks since Kelly left here with Joey and Jackie and not one person in the pack knows where they are, we choose not to know the name of the pack to give Kelly extra safety. It's been hard without her both Ashley and I are missing her so much that it's painful and I'd be lying if I said that we haven't shared some tears over her but we both know it's for the best right now and look forward to the day that we can get her back here with us where she belongs. It's been weeks since we last heard from Hailey but we all know that it won't last forever. She'll be back and we'll be ready. Edwina, Rosemary, Zack, Kat, Jane, and
Loved by the Gamma Michael's view
Former Alpha Michael Things lately have been completely out of control and there was a point where I never thought it was going to end. My son is a fairly new Alpha but I never once doubted him even when he doubted himself. I know these past few weeks or maybe months, honestly, I've lost count of how long it's been going on, but the time that's passed while everything has been going on has been a hard time for our pack. Of course, our pack has had its bad times over the years, more than I wish to count or think about if I'm honest but still, we are a very lucky pack, considering how bad things could be we've always done our best to keep out of trouble and work with other packs rather than be enemies. I'd like to think that I was a fair Alpha and that I raised my son to be the same and every day that I watch how he runs the pack and how he treats all the members brings a jolt of pride to my heart. Since the day that he was born, I've made sure to tell him every single day how muc
Loved by the Gamma Is this fate?
Alpha Calvin Between everything that has happened and all the information that we have learned over the past few days, I feel like a truck has run over my head. Since the moment that my dad handed down the Alpha title to me, I've never had a moment of regret over taking it or a worry about how I would handle something but I'd be lying if I said that I was struggling right now. It's a lot to take in and I dont even know where to start. After everything that Coby told us we had him placed back in the cell until we decide what to do with him and everyone has gone on with their day while I try and clear through everything in my head and make the decisions that are needed. Once I said goodbye to everyone I decided to go out for a run with Colton in the hope that it would help clear my head but even handing over full control to him hasn't helped me and as I lay here at the side of the lake I growl out in frustration at being no closer to any of the decisions that I need to make. Sud
Loved by the Gamma Truths revealed
Gamma Ashley "Fuck!" Echos around the room as everyone says the word at the same time. "I didn't know you had a mate... I... Huh..." I'm at a loss for words and yet I find what he says easy to believe because that is exactly something that my bitch of a mother would do. "Who was your mate?" "I found him after you left Ash. He was called Kyle and he was a member of the north storm pack, I met him after Alpha Roland managed to convince his Alpha to assist in the search for you and your dad, he was a warrior for them and absolutely perfect." His eyes fill with tears as he talks and once he stops they quickly fall down his cheek. "Wait, you said was?" Jack's words are gentle as everyone else suddenly has the same realization. "He's dead, she killed him!" His voice starts rising and the look on his face is absolutely heartbreaking. "I found out after Kelly was taken in the forest that she has already killed him, in fact, she h
Loved by the Gamma Time to talk
Gamma Ashley Finding out that not only do my uncle Joey and his mate Jackie know Edwina well but that warrior Zack and his mate Kat do too, in fact, their daughter Jane calls Edwina auntie Edwina and has done since she was little is just mind-blowing. Having the people that we know speak well of her is a massive help but I still dont know how I feel about her wiping my memory, for her to do that she will need full control of my body and it may only last for a few minutes but for a witch as strong as Edwina a few minutes is all she needs to do pretty much anything to me and the others. We have been sitting here talking through everything for the last 30 minutes but it's clear to me that Cal still doesn't know what to do and I'm almost grateful for it right now as I dont think I'm ready to hear his answer and I'm definitely not ready to see Edwina do anything to my mate. "Ok, I dont think there's any more for us to talk about right now. I need to talk to my pack members that are in
Loved by the Gamma Cheeky Rosemary
Alpha Calvin I swear right now life is one shit show after another, when the fuck will we get a break? "I'm sorry you want to do what? I look around the room and see my men looking just as shocked as me right now. "With your permission, I would like to wipe the memories of the attack on your men that way there is no chance that they will remember them and no chance of anyone getting any information out of them." "My men wouldn't just go spilling that kind of information not once I've spoken to them anyway." I'm slightly pissed that she would think that and it's not helping her case here. "Oh, Alpha Calvin I am not suggesting that, not in the slightest. What I mean to say is if someone was to find out a member of your pack knows about someone that they want to find... Well, let's just say that they could find a very creative way of getting the information out of your men and that's not what any of us want." "How do we know that we can trust you? I dont mean any offense to you Edwin
Loved by the Gamma You want to do what?
Gamma Ashley As we step inside the packhouse I feel myself getting nervous and I'm not even sure if I know why. I know I'm a little embarrassed about running off but not greatly and I know I'm nervous about the idea of letting Kelly go but still, I feel like I'm physically shaking and Jack must sense it as he takes my hand giving me a gentle squeeze. "I'm here with you darling no matter what." He gives me a swift kiss just as we reach Cal's door and step inside to find everyone in the same place as they were earlier. "You ok brother?" Liam asks the moment I step inside Cal's office and his worry for me is clear to see. "I'm ok, I'm sorry for running off," I speak to both Liam and Cal as I answer showing them both the respect they deserve as my Beta and Alpha. "Nothing to be sorry for," Liam says. "Your fine, dont worry," Cal says straight after and I must admit it does make me feel a little better to know that neither of them is mad at me. "Uncle Joey, auntie Jackie, I'm sorr
