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"Then why didn't you die since?" he asked "sorry sport, your life is worthless." He ruffled my head.
I can't be happy, I became like because of Mom's death.
"Pish..." I hissed. "My life isn't, I'm happy alone, I'm tough and I love this loneliness I feel".
"Oh really?" He nod his head slowly. "How tough are you?"
"I can take anything." I boldly say...
"I have a task for you, since your tough and fearless"
"What is it?" I asked. He leaned closer to me, and say lowly "don't be in a hush, you have to help me receive something".
"Bella, if you do this right, I'll pay your share of the month's rent" he say.
"Tell me what to do?" I say without hesitance.
"At five
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