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Keerah's POV

when I woke up this morning it was from a nightmare as usual but today something was different, I remembered. I remembered what happened in the dream and it felt so real like I was living that exact moment.

In the dream, I was somewhere high and someone was trying to push me, a lady to be precise. she appeared to be someone I know, but I'm not sure what kind of relationship I share with her.

I was struggling to fight her off as she tried to push me off from the high place, it looked like some rooftop of a building. I held onto her arms as I tried so hard not to fall off but she seemed a little stronger than I'm as she forcefully yanks my hands off from mine, and then pushed me off.

As I fell from a place that high, the fall was endless, and I didn't just feel scared from the fact that I might die from that fall, I felt a terrible heartache from the feeling of being betrayed by someone I completely trust...

I woke up right at the moment I had hit the ground and I was compl
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