I stare at her, waiting for her to laugh it off or whisper-shout ‘Gotcha!’. Nothing happens.
“Is it really that hard to believe, Darling?” she says with a look of feigned hurt.
“No, no. I just…” I trail off, not sure of what to say. “I’m just surprised. Meeting the owner on my first full day on the ship was not on my bingo card.
“Expect the unexpected, Darling.” She sings while adding some layers of paint on Miss Nibbleton’s ears. “And don’t worry. If I end up hating you, I won’t order you off the ship or anything. I could… but I won’t.”
That gets a small laugh out of me.
“But I have a feeling we’ll be good friends, Vienna.” She says turning to face me again.
“I would love that. And I’m not just saying that because you own the ship, though that does have its perks. Could you get me to cut the line for the water park?” I ask like a toddler asking a parent for candy.
“I may be inclined to abuse my power a little. I’m sure the kids won’t mind waiting a few more minutes.” She says with a sly smile.
* * *
We finished our class with Madame Dubois’ painting named ‘The Most Thought-Provoking’. No surprise there. After she thanked Mrs. Harbinger for the compliment and we left, she suggested we join the evening Pilates class happening on the main deck.
We’ll be able to watch the ocean go by below us while we put our bodies through rigorous exercise and sip champagne and have girly chats after. Not exactly how I would’ve planned to spend my evening but hey why not.
I head back to my room to change into something more appropriate for the class. Once I get there, I wash off my makeup, not wanting to sweat with a full face of cake on. I tie my hair up in a high pony and slip on some workout clothes I usually wear when on a run with Nic around the estate.
Whenever I’m on those runs, the thought of scaling the fence and just running away always comes to me. Or just asking the security to let me out so I can get more miles in. But Zeke warned them to never let me leave the estate without him for anything.
The only person other than Zeke I’m allowed to go out with is Nicola. And that’s only on the condition that I keep my phone on. I had no idea that it was because there was a tracker on it. That’s how she was able to sneak me out. Though I had to hide in my luggage to get through security. Zeke had ordered them not to let me out of the estate for the length of time he is gone.
I’m sure Zeke has no idea that Nic knows everything. Or that she’s still with Oscar only for her brother’s tuition. But the thing is, you never know with Zeke. He could know everything and I wouldn’t have the slightest idea. He could be waiting patiently for an opportunity to strike.
He could know I’m on this ship right now. He could be headed here right now to get me.
My palm connects with my cheek before I can reconsider. I walk to my vanity mirror and stare at myself dead in the eyes.
“Snap out of it, Vi!” I scream to my reflection. “He is not coming to get you! He doesn’t even know you’re here and even if he did, you’re in the middle of the ocean, damn it!” I grip the edge of the chair to calm myself down. I force myself to lower my voice.
“You are not allowed to spend another waking moment thinking of him. You will have your whole life to do that once this cruise is over. But for now, that monster doesn’t exist!”
I walk away from the mirror and collapse onto my bed in tears. Enjoying this cruise is going to be much harder than I thought.
The fear that Zeke is coming after me with intentions of my demise is always at the back of my mind. Not to mention the best reminder of my hopeless situation is literally just a wall away.
I got a text from Madame Dubois. We exchanged numbers after the painting class.
She says to meet on the deck and whoever gets there has to ask the instructor for private lessons for a week.
I laugh a little as I send her a ‘You’re on!’ next to an emoji of a running woman. I get off the bed and walk to the bathroom to watch my face again.
I grab my phone and head out the door, locking it behind me. As I turned around, I ran into a wall I didn’t know was there, dropping my phone. As I pick it up I realise that this wall is actually a human. One with the broadest chest I’ve ever seen. A chest that’s all too familiar.
I lock eyes with Hans Griffin.
A familiar scent fills my nostrils and it takes a moment but I recognize it as the signature scent that Louis Vuitton produces just for him. A bottle a month for the richest man in Greater New York.
I used to sleep in sheets with that scent. Next to a man I loved with that scent. That scent used to bring me so much joy because it meant the love of my life was close by. Now that joy is mixed with reservations.
He stares at me for a moment before letting out a deep sigh.
“Good day Mrs. Carter.”
I stare back at him, unable to respond just yet. His jaw is tight and I can see the outline of his fists clenching in his pockets. He clearly doesn’t want to do this, but I think he just agreed to the truce.
I force myself to speak.
“Hello Hans… I mean Mr. Griffin.” I say bowing my head at my mistake. We’re clearly not on a first name basis yet.
He gives me a curt nod before walking into his room and shutting the door, leaving only his scent as proof that he was actually here.
I stay motionless, unsure and unable to comprehend what just
happened.
Enjoying this cruise might be easier than I thought.
BEFOREWorking for one of the richest men in the continent has been crazier than I ever imagined.Even without putting the shortest and weirdest interview of my life into consideration, the whole experience has been…different to say the least.Saying Hans’ Griffin is a busy man is a colossal understatement. I was practically running through the office and answering a hundred calls a minute on my first day alone. And the rest of the staff called that a good day.Mr. Griffin himself never spoke to me unless it was to order me around or schedule a meeting. At the end of the day he just passed my desk (which is situated just outside his office) and left without acknowledging my existence on his way out.I do love my desk though. It’s spacious and unique. The top is made of lilac-stained glass. It’s got an apple monitor and mouse sitting on a cute knit mouse pad with a white keyboard. It’s a phone stand and a laptop stand. A pink cup for pens and highlighters. A desk lamp and a desk clock
“Hi Mom!” I squeal into the phone. I’ve been trying to reach her for days to no success. I was starting to get worried.I’ve been on the cruise for a week now and it’s been so fun and relaxing. Madame Dubois and I have been to the spa, the water park, a yoga class (which I hated but she loved) and even the beauty salon where we both got French tip nails and a blowout. We spent the whole of yesterday at the pool just lounging about and guessing which country all the guests are from based on their outfits.I haven’t run into Hans since the day I think he agreed to the truce but maybe it’s for the best cause I’m trying not to think of him. Madame Dubois has been a big help in keeping my mind off him and Zeke.It was almost a perfect week except I kept worrying about Mom because her number was going through. I’m so relieved to finally hear from her.“Hey Baby! How’re you doing? How’s the cruise going? Hope you’re having fun.” she says and I realise just how much I’ve missed her voice. “I
My instincts kick in and I shoot my arms out to prevent my face from slamming into the hard, solid pavement under me. A small scream escapes my lips as I brace for the pain but just before my palms can make contact with the ground, I feel something strong wrap around me, holding me in place.I open my eyes to see the pavement right in front of my face, but I’m no longer headed straight for it. I’m still trying to steady my breathing and recover from the shock when something straightens my body and plants my feet firmly to the ground in one swift motion.Before I can register what’s going on, I’m face to face with a man (or should I say face to neck). The man I assume just saved me from a few bruises and a little humiliation. “Are you okay?” he asks in a deep, gruff voice with an accent I can’t place.His skin is golden brown in the sunlight and his hair is in a growing buzz cut. He has dark brown eyes, a chiselled jaw, and two-toned lips. He smells like he just had breakfast by the
BEFORE Hans Griffin in personal crisis means the both of us working on a Sunday morning at the crack of dawn.A letter that was meant for his eyes only got mixed up in company correspondence and we’ve been trying to find it since the day before yesterday. I can’t help but wonder what’s in this letter because he’s been so paranoid and agitated about it. It’s been hell searching for this letter with him. I’ve put up with all his snide remarks and demeaning names and I’m slowly starting to get sick of it.We’ve only taken thirty minute breaks to go home and freshen up or get coffee to keep us awake.He’s not even allowing the rest of the employees to know that it’s missing. The only reason I know is because I receive all his correspondence, both personal and official. On Friday, he asked me if I’ve received any letter indicating personal matters and at the time, I hadn’t. It’s been just the two of us since Friday evening searching for this letter, and his patience has only grown thinne
I stare at Maddy/Marion in complete disbelief. Grandson? How is that even possible? They look like they come from two separate worlds.“I know, Darling. It’s hard to believe I’m even remotely related to this simpleton.” Marion says while squeezing River’s ear. “But, alas, I am. And I’ve grown quite fond of him.”“I love you too Mèré. But I’m not a simpleton.” River says, pulling her hand away from his ear.“I’ll be the judge of that, Lyon.” She says with a smug smile. I watch this exchange silently. Feeling like a member of the audience watching a play. “Umm… So how are you guys related?” I ask. “My mother is Marion’s daughter. She was born in France but came to the US as an exchange student during her college years. She met my dad in one of her classes and the rest is history.”“Yes. Your country and its men took my daughter, my Colette, away from me. And now I only see her in person every other month if I’m lucky.” Marion says with a feigned look of sadness. “But you FaceTime al
My eyes flutter open to pitch black darkness. The air is hot and humid and I can barely breathe. My head feels like it was hit with a baseball bat, the pain is sharp and overwhelming. The surface beneath me feels nothing like the bed in my cabin. What is going on?I slowly sit up from the floor. Did I fall asleep on the ground?I must’ve rolled off my bed in the middle of the night. But the surface under me feels nothing like the soft, lush carpet in my cabin. It’s cold and hard and rough. Where am I?I try to lift my palm up to my face only to feel the biting cold of steel press against my wrist. The sound of chains crinkling informs me of exactly where I am. Terror crashes into me like a tidal wave. My blood runs cold. I’m back at the house. In my prison. Zeke. He found me. I start to panic and pull the chains harder but they’re tight and start to make my wrists sore. How could he have found me? After only a week? He’s supposed to be in Shanghai for God’s sake. No this can
“He called you Vienna?” Nic asks through the phone. “Finally! That’s so sweet.” “I know.” I gush, remembering last night. “It’s been ‘Mrs. Carter’ ever since I saw him on the cruise. He even called me Mrs. Richards once. I went ballistic.” “Ugh. I can imagine. I’m so glad things are better between the two of you, Vi.”“Thanks, Nic. I’m glad we shared such a sweet moment even if it followed that terrible, awful dream. But I’ll try not to get too comfortable. I’ll still have to go back in three weeks. And he’ll move on with someone else. Probably that model I saw him with in Castries.” Nic called me at around ten this morning. I filled her in about everything that had happened so far. From meeting Madame Dubois,to finding out that Mom’s in Hawaii, to Julian, to learning Madame Dubois’ real name and the fact that she’s River’s grandmother, to seeing Hans with a model in Castries and right up until last night’s dream. “Hope you’re better now though. That dream must’ve been so frighten
The ache in my shoulders worsens, punishing me for being a coward and running out of the spa five minutes after I recognised Summer. Summer Harrison. Yes. THAT Summer Harrison. I mean. Of course she’s the one Hans would be with. She’s the kind of person Hans should be with in the first place. Someone disgustingly rich, ethereally and nerve-rackingly beautiful, body to die for, perfect in every way possible. Not me. Klaus could work all his magic on me for years and I’ll still never be as prim, proper and perfect as her. I was stupid to ever believe otherwise. I sigh and tread back to my cabin, not really in the mood to do anything else. I hate the fact that I care so much but I do. No matter how much I tell myself otherwise, I still love Hans. Someone who doesn’t love him wouldn’t race out of the spa and burden themselves with full-body pain just because they came face to face with his new girlfriend who just so happens to be among the top ten most beautiful women in the worl
We docked in Nassau at the crack of dawn this morning. I woke up to the view of the beautiful city. A stunning blend of palm trees and skyscrapers. Beautiful beaches and town attractions. Places like Clifton Heritage National Park, Atlantis Paradise Island, Pirates of Nassau Museum are just some of the many places I hope to visit with Marion today. We’re actually spending the night here and setting sail again first thing in the morning. Marion said she wants to try swimming with pigs at one of the resorts. I didn’t even know they had things like that. I sift through my closet in search of an appropriate outfit for today. I’ve already packed my swimsuit, towel, sunscreen and the water-proof phone case I bought in Castries in my beach bag. I settled on a pair of cut-offs, my favourite Hermes sandals and a flowy, white top with a belt to match the sandals. I decide not to wear any jewellery and throw a scrunchie in my beach bag in case I want to hold my hair up. I don’t bother wearing
He looks really handsome in that suit. Just like he did on the night he asked me out on our first date. Except then, there was a possibility that he could be mine and eventually he was. Now he belongs to someone else. And so do I. No matter how much I hate it. Memories of that night and many nights after that flood my mind. Happy memories. Filled with joy and laughter and love. So much love. Memories of a life I had not that long ago. A life that was nothing short of perfect. A life that was stolen from me when I did nothing wrong.So much time has passed. Almost three years since that night. It feels like such a long time ago but somehow it also feels like no time has passed. Because as I stand here, my eyes locked with his, I’m only convinced that I love him and I always will. There’s no grey area or blurred line. It’s that or nothing. I’m being punished for committing the crime of falling in love. I’m cursed to love him while he loves someone else. And I hate it. I hate tha
BEFOREEvery atom of self-control disintegrates as his tongue invades my mouth. I soak in the feeling of his hands roaming my body. They’re frantic and hot and his kiss is fast and rough. It’s more angsty than the kiss in his office. The kiss in his office. I immediately channel all the strength in me into my arms and push him off me. The impact is almost nonexistent as he barely moves. I take several steps away from him until his body heat is longer in my personal space. “What is wrong with you?” I almost screamed. “What do you take me for?” “What?” He asks. He looks perplexed and confused. Like he can’t imagine a woman just pushed him away and rejected a kiss. I don’t blame him, it’s probably never happened before. “You think you can just ignore me for three weeks and then kiss me to magically make everything better. Is that how easy you think I am?” I say my arms flailing in gestures. I’m so angry right now I could punch him. His hand comes up to the bridge of his nose and s
BEFOREHe walks past my desk without a word to me, without as much as a glance in my direction. I no longer exist to him.I refuse to watch him go, his briefcase in his hand as he closes for the day. It’s been like this for the past three weeks. Ever since that day in his office before River caught us, he’s been ignoring me, avoiding me like the plague.He only speaks to me when it’s absolutely necessary and only in a cold, detached manner. He doesn’t return my greetings and never offers any of his own. I thought I knew how cold he could get but this is something else. He’s a robot.It almost makes me wish that I never got used to his slightly less cold side. I would’ve been used to this side of him by now. Familiar with it.I can’t help but feel like he used me and dumped me. That he just wanted to get his hands under my clothes and now that he has, I have no value to him. Last week a stunning blonde bombshell dropped by to see him. She wore a very sultry dress and had an even sultr
The ache in my shoulders worsens, punishing me for being a coward and running out of the spa five minutes after I recognised Summer. Summer Harrison. Yes. THAT Summer Harrison. I mean. Of course she’s the one Hans would be with. She’s the kind of person Hans should be with in the first place. Someone disgustingly rich, ethereally and nerve-rackingly beautiful, body to die for, perfect in every way possible. Not me. Klaus could work all his magic on me for years and I’ll still never be as prim, proper and perfect as her. I was stupid to ever believe otherwise. I sigh and tread back to my cabin, not really in the mood to do anything else. I hate the fact that I care so much but I do. No matter how much I tell myself otherwise, I still love Hans. Someone who doesn’t love him wouldn’t race out of the spa and burden themselves with full-body pain just because they came face to face with his new girlfriend who just so happens to be among the top ten most beautiful women in the worl
“He called you Vienna?” Nic asks through the phone. “Finally! That’s so sweet.” “I know.” I gush, remembering last night. “It’s been ‘Mrs. Carter’ ever since I saw him on the cruise. He even called me Mrs. Richards once. I went ballistic.” “Ugh. I can imagine. I’m so glad things are better between the two of you, Vi.”“Thanks, Nic. I’m glad we shared such a sweet moment even if it followed that terrible, awful dream. But I’ll try not to get too comfortable. I’ll still have to go back in three weeks. And he’ll move on with someone else. Probably that model I saw him with in Castries.” Nic called me at around ten this morning. I filled her in about everything that had happened so far. From meeting Madame Dubois,to finding out that Mom’s in Hawaii, to Julian, to learning Madame Dubois’ real name and the fact that she’s River’s grandmother, to seeing Hans with a model in Castries and right up until last night’s dream. “Hope you’re better now though. That dream must’ve been so frighten
My eyes flutter open to pitch black darkness. The air is hot and humid and I can barely breathe. My head feels like it was hit with a baseball bat, the pain is sharp and overwhelming. The surface beneath me feels nothing like the bed in my cabin. What is going on?I slowly sit up from the floor. Did I fall asleep on the ground?I must’ve rolled off my bed in the middle of the night. But the surface under me feels nothing like the soft, lush carpet in my cabin. It’s cold and hard and rough. Where am I?I try to lift my palm up to my face only to feel the biting cold of steel press against my wrist. The sound of chains crinkling informs me of exactly where I am. Terror crashes into me like a tidal wave. My blood runs cold. I’m back at the house. In my prison. Zeke. He found me. I start to panic and pull the chains harder but they’re tight and start to make my wrists sore. How could he have found me? After only a week? He’s supposed to be in Shanghai for God’s sake. No this can
I stare at Maddy/Marion in complete disbelief. Grandson? How is that even possible? They look like they come from two separate worlds.“I know, Darling. It’s hard to believe I’m even remotely related to this simpleton.” Marion says while squeezing River’s ear. “But, alas, I am. And I’ve grown quite fond of him.”“I love you too Mèré. But I’m not a simpleton.” River says, pulling her hand away from his ear.“I’ll be the judge of that, Lyon.” She says with a smug smile. I watch this exchange silently. Feeling like a member of the audience watching a play. “Umm… So how are you guys related?” I ask. “My mother is Marion’s daughter. She was born in France but came to the US as an exchange student during her college years. She met my dad in one of her classes and the rest is history.”“Yes. Your country and its men took my daughter, my Colette, away from me. And now I only see her in person every other month if I’m lucky.” Marion says with a feigned look of sadness. “But you FaceTime al
BEFORE Hans Griffin in personal crisis means the both of us working on a Sunday morning at the crack of dawn.A letter that was meant for his eyes only got mixed up in company correspondence and we’ve been trying to find it since the day before yesterday. I can’t help but wonder what’s in this letter because he’s been so paranoid and agitated about it. It’s been hell searching for this letter with him. I’ve put up with all his snide remarks and demeaning names and I’m slowly starting to get sick of it.We’ve only taken thirty minute breaks to go home and freshen up or get coffee to keep us awake.He’s not even allowing the rest of the employees to know that it’s missing. The only reason I know is because I receive all his correspondence, both personal and official. On Friday, he asked me if I’ve received any letter indicating personal matters and at the time, I hadn’t. It’s been just the two of us since Friday evening searching for this letter, and his patience has only grown thinne