I thought I'll never be healed again. I'll never trust anyone ever again. And most importantly, I'll never give myself to someone again, atleast not willingly. After my first heartbreak with Jason. When everything he did to me, I never thought to found this beautiful life ever again.But here I am, tonight, in totally different place. With a complete different person. Having the most beautiful experience of my life. The person I have love the most with my everything. And I was truly ready to give him My everything. Both emotionally and physically, wanting nothing in return but him.Everything about him made me feel alive. I can't see him but I can feel the way he looked at me like I am the most beautiful girl he has ever laid his eyes on. The way he touched me like he wanted to saviour me. And the way me made me feel... loved, it was just so overwhelming.He made me forget all my worries. All my self doubts. He made me wonder 'why was I scared again?' And most importantly... he made
I don't why I felt a fear in my mind all of sudden thinking about my past and Brandon's sudden change of tone. "It was always beautiful and those were my most happy days. But after my accident everything changed. I changed, people changed and so did the circumstances." I said to him. Whenever I think about my past, I automatically start to think about Jason and how he treated me. But my Brandon is not like him. Jason called me useless and pathetic but Brandon calls me Sunshine. His Sunshine. "And your friends. Any special friend." He asked me again. Why is he asking me all this? I can't tell him about Jason, he is not a good memory to share. He is also dangerous now. "I have some close friends. Kelsey, Grace and I even attended Grace's wedding. It was the last time I met her." I told her, thinking about what happened after her wedding. Sometimes I think about her also. Where would she be? How would I be living? Does she also hate me?I felt his hold getting tight all of sudden. I
Lightning bolt followed with thunder roaring from outside broke my trance of thoughts. I open my eyes and tilted my head to the side of the closed floor to ceiling glass window to look out. It's completely dark outside and it's getting windy. The night sky is cover with even darker clouds. And the storm is probably on it's way. Maybe it's going to rain tonight.Guess, even the weather is describing my feelings....I have no idea what time it is, or for how long I keep standing there, in the same position, against the wardrobe, thinking about nothing and everything. But with my legs shaking terribly, and my body almost getting numb, I know I needed to sit down.With another bolt of lightning it finally started to rain, and not within a minute, the heavenly smell of wet soil reached my nostrils, giving somewhat peace to my unsettled mind.I wish my life would have been normal. A little atleast. Then I would have been enjoying the rain outside, maybe with Brandon, like normal couples do
You know what's the best part about kissing Brandon? It's the feeling that comes with it. The feeling of kissing someone you love, with your everything. It's always like the first time. Like our very first kiss. I can still feel the sparks in the kiss, the butterflies everywhere inside my stomach. Exactly like the way when we have kissed for the first time, on the terrace garden of our school. Our lips moving slowly but passionately against each other with my hands circled around his neck while I think about old days. And the thought of our first, clumsy, and awkward kiss have me smiling against his lips. How stupid and naive we were... "What's making you so amused, babe?", Brandon adjusts his weight on his both hands over the mattress as he finally leaves my lips to meet my eyes. A small amused smile playing at the corner of his own wet and swelled lips as well, which I know is exact replica of mine– Thanks to all the kissing we have had done today. "I was thinking about our f
There is a time in everyone’s life when things change. For the better and for the worse. Changes in friendships are always a bad one. And there is no person reading this who has not been heartbroken or distanced in friendship. The distance comes either when you grow apart, someone changes or there is some misunderstanding. Well, in all the cases, there is one thing in common: it hurts.How do you feel when people who you considered close to your heart, no longer behave or make you feel that way? It's not something that they say which upsets you. It is often that something someone "does" that upsets you. It is not always that you speak to them about it because, well, everyone is an adult!Things can change within a blink of an eye. It can be that someone whom you called your best friend, backbitched about you. Or your buddies did something that was surprising to you in a bad way. The funny part is, you see people doing things and acting strangely, which for them is absolutely normal,
I grabbed her arm in an iron grip. And she sucked her breath when I tug her and swirled her into my chest and held her progressively like she was going to fade.She stood rooted to the ground, frozen because of my sudden movement. I was holding her wait possessiveky and our body was pressed against each other with her hands on my chest.I leaned to her just let myself drowned into her intoxicating and pleasant scent. I could hear her harsh breathing. I kissed her head so passionately, that I forget everything around us. That only matter is us. She snuggled into my arms even more. Taking in the overwhelming comfort it gave me, it felt like my heart is about to explode. I felt so secured. It felt home. She is my home.I pressed my lips so passionately against the top of her head. "You are my home, Sunshine." I murmured softly. I blink my eyes and pulled her a little, her heart pounding loudly in my ears, overwhelming joy flowing through out me. I made a stepped back to looked into he
Claire's pov Yesterday night was different. It was not like our usual passionate love making, it was kind of rough. Like Brandon wanted to tell me or himself that whom I belong too. He doesn't have to say it or show it. Without his any demand I have surrendered myself to him in his love. Because he took me back to life, so he has all the rights in my life.Yesterday when he asked me about my past life, it had two aspects. One I don't want to remember and another I miss many times. I miss going out by myself, I miss seeing the bright sky, shining sun, people, gloomy flowers, going to the mall, meeting new people and my friends. Thinking about my friends….I am still thinking about Grace, ...how is she? What must she be doing? Maybe she has kids by now?Is she also blaming me for what happened with her family?Truth be told, I sincerely think that there’s no getting over losing a best friend, especially a best friend whom you’ve loved so much, was there with you through the best and
I dialed Brandon's number again but he was not taking my calls. I don't know why I'm not feeling good. I kind of feeling nervous, a kind a fear in my heart. Or it just happens everytime I saw the same dream or the same nightmare. One can never get his past behind him because the memory of the past is always in someone's mind.Soldiers who have fought in various wars many years ago occasionally dream that they are still fighting in the wars because the memory is still in their mind.People who have gone through bad childhoods and bad marriages still have the memories of them and would like to erase those bad and painful memories but unfortunately they cant.As long as you have those bad memories of the past that bad past will always be with you because it is still deep inside you.I think all of us wish we could get rid of these painful memories but unfortunately they are there to stay.We may try our best not to focus on them but they are still there and often come up in our sub - consci
As we approached the house, I noticed that the fences around it had a lot of climbers with different colors of flowers hanging on every fence. The gate was changed to a big arch iron gate with a lot of alba together with rosa paul's Himalayan musk scramblers hanging on it. The combination of the white and pink colors of their flowers mixed with their heavenly scent were making the whole entrance look homey and welcoming. I thought I could see Brandon there as soon as we finally entered the house but he was nowhere to be found. Cross' mother welcomed me with a warm smile like the first time I came here.."Mr. Rodriguez instructed me to let you rest first" She informed me. We're currently in the room where Brandon and I occupied before. I wanted to protest and ask her more questions but she already left after telling me to rest before we eat lunch.I was about to sit on the bed when I noticed a note at the center of it. I gingerly took it and I felt so relieved when I read what's writt
Claire's pov "I want you...now" He whispered in my ear and teasingly bit it which sent an electric-like wave coarse through my whole body. He kissed me again like he couldn't get enough of me. Yes, we got back together again but we haven't been intimate because of his condition."B-But you're not totally healed yet" I answered when he finally let go of my lips.He smirked and to my surprise, he swiftly pulled me onto his lap. My breath went ragged when I felt his raging manhood poking through his mesh shorts. His hands landed on my butt and guided me to grind my center against his raging hard-on. I instantly felt the wetness between my legs as I complied and voluntarily moved my hips to continue grinding on him. He was so hard and it felt like he was about to burst any moment now. It's been so long since we last made love and I would be just a hypocrite if I wouldn't admit how much I wanted him right now. Just feeling his warmth like this is making me surrender to his touch.But th
Claire's pov A splash of ice cold water was thrown on me making my eyes fly open, a loud unpleasant gasp slipped from my lips. My head felt heavy, my muscles tense and sore. I blinked several times trying to open my eyes from the water that was irritating my eyes.I heard a dry and cruel chuckle when my ear suddenly worked and there was not an echo of a wired sound in my head. I peered my eyes open only to be met by darkness, a lamp hanging above me as it gave a small view of the room. A shiver ran through my body as my eyes gazed around the room.Suddenly the damp light became stronger and stronger until it revealed more of the room I was imprisoned in. I looked in horror at the stone cold four walls. There was no sign of one small window. The room was cold. Extremely cold, it made the shiver on my skin appear. My nose cringed at the horrible musty smell, it made me want to vomit."And our beautiful Claire is finally awake." A deep voice was heard from behind the shadows.My eyes ca
Claire's pov I grew up thinking that life should be lived in a certain way. I was taught like that. Love was defined for me. So were friendships. I was told that you should love only after settling down. And then how you should get married to the love of your life and live happily ever after. But I have lived long enough to realize that all that is bullshit. That’s not life. That’s just a user manual created by society. They define what’s right. They define what’s wrong. It’s all just about them and their forced guidelines on you. Honestly, I am sick of living as per their standards. I want to break free. And I have. I don’t decide right or wrong by their moral compass. I think for myself, and I do it. And I do it only when I feel like it, only when it makes me happy. I have just one reason to do anything in my life, happiness. If it makes me happy, I will do it no matter what. And if it does not make me happy, then do whatever the hell you want, but I won’t do it.Let’s talk about l
It's been almost a month since that horrific day and I still couldn't believe what happened. I never thought I would feel such kind of fear in my life. That time while they were reviving Brandon, I thought I was going to lose my sanity and didn't know what to do. Just thinking about losing him made me want to take my own life too.If it wasn't because of the support of Mrs Davis and my mother, I would've really lost it."Hey, what are you thinking?" I was pulled out of my reverie when I heard that voice. I looked at him and I still couldn't believe that we're together again. Thankfully, he survived and now, we're here at the penthouse again; happily living together. I looked at him. He's still using a crutch but at least, he's almost healed completely. The bandage on his head has been removed too. He still has some visible scratches and all but at least he's out of the hospital now.His left foot was the only part of him that needed extra care because it was still not healed yet.He
Tears kept on falling from her eyes while sitting there silently. Oh god! Please save Brandon. I wouldn't be able to survive life without him…She kept on praying hard. Her hands were entwined together tightly. Her body trembling because of fear and worry for Brandon. "Don't worry, Claire. He is going to be fine.*?" She heard Mrs Davis say this to her. She bit her lower lip when a whimper escaped her lips."This..is my fault." "What are you saying??" "You don't understand …" she cried on her chest for she didn't know how long before she finally pulled herself together. "Are you sure you are okay?" Mrs Davis asked her as she stared at her belly."Don't get too emotional, Claire. Think about your baby. You know this is not good for you. You need to be strong." Her hands atomically went to her belly and caressed it."I'm sorry baby, That Mommy's like this." She cried. But then she quickly wiped the tears off.Branson was still inside. They didn't know how long they had been waiting f
Claire heard Fred's words and she ran towards her room while Fred was calling her from behind. She realized she had to be careful with her baby also, so she slowed down and walked to the room and saw the most dreadful scene in front of her eyes. Brandon was lying on the bed, his shirt was covered with blood, and so were his hands, some blood was still oozing out of his leg and a man was trying to tie a bandage, he had his eyes closed. Everyone was so scared right now, they have never seen their boss in this condition. With trembling condition, she entered the room but couldn't say anything. She was just standing there quietly looking at him, constantly. Soon Fred entered followed by a doctor, Mrs. Davis also came with Shira and she gasped to tears seeing his deathly condition. The doctor examined him, and he has been shot in 2 places, one is on the chest and the other on the leg. It was a regular thing to witness blood, guns and these fights for them, but Brandon always got out saf
Claire's heart stopped and she felt her life being shattered, but Antonio pulled her back before she could touch the ground. She felt a harsh pull and she sat on the couch, breathing heavily. Her eyes brimmed with tears, and she was looking pale. Her hand instantly went to her belly, feeling her baby to know that her baby is fine. Before she could recover from this shock, Antonio pulled out his gun and put it on her belly, grabbing her arm hard."What are you…" She winced in pain, he pulled her harshly. She was feeling so humiliated and disrespected. Brandon and his whole man group has always treated me with so much respect, this is so different and not acceptable for her."Did you like the teaser…of what I could do??"He asked her."If you said a single word….A fucking single word then I'm going to chop your brother in pieces and your this child too…."He hissed in anger to her. "I'm Brandon's wife, be in your limits…If he gets to know about it.." She was talking and they started to
"Claire agreed" As soon as words slipped from Grace's mouth, Antonio punched hard on the table and laughed evilly seeing his plan succeed. Now Brandon's most trusted person will betray him, and break his trust. That's going to be fun! "I can't wait to see her crying as I did, as my family did…" Grace said feeling anger and hatred in her heart for Claire. She was always a good friend to her, but because of Claire, her family was destroyed. Brandon kills her father and brother, and she is happily living her life with that criminal.No, with their plan Brandon and Claire both ruin each other, and that will be the perfect revenge for them.Grace knew that Antonio is an enemy of Brandon, by Jason. So she herself contacted Antonio to help her to take her revenge. She can't sit calmly knowing the murderer of her father and brother is living his life full of fun and enjoyment. So then made the whole plan to manipulate her against Brandon. They lied to her about the kidnapping of her family