Part 100

A sensitive person at heart becomes more complicated with years and tears. You start off as a very simple person. You are good at heart, and it shows. It shows in your words and actions. But with time, your soul keeps gathering the scars for being good. Your heart starts getting heavier from the lies and betrayals. You get tired of getting used by people. So you feel confused now. Is there something wrong with me? Why do people treat me like shit? Should I change myself? Am I being too soft, too pure? When you try to change, you fail to become a more emotionally strong person, a more selfish person. You always go back to being your real self, your nice self. And that purity is admirable, yes. But eventually, you give up on being real. You start to hide your sensitive side. You don’t want people to use you or take you for granted. You don’t want people to make fun of you for feeling so much and feeling so purely. So you try extra hard to appear more strong, at times even heartless and