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24-Falling for the big bad Alpha
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lucy had been training harder than ever before. She didn't want to admit it, but she was worried about the rogue king coming to claim her again. She made Axel and Maddox train her two to one. She needed to be faster, stronger, smarter.
Lucy was out running in human form. It was easier to clear her mind without Astrids snippy comments, not that being in human form stopped them. Lucy's birthday was next week which meant she was ready to be marked and mated. Physically anyway...... emotionally, mentally is another story. She did like Killian despite him being a ruthless killer. He seemed to have a soft side, which he reserved just for her. She stopped by a stream to get some water and take a break. She ran her hand over the lapping waves feeling the cool water run through her fingers. She breathed in the fall air. The leaves are changing colours. When she heard twigs and earth move behind her, she turned, ready to fight. She is about to lunge forward when she hears that diRelated chapters
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Love and fear 31-Rescue
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Love and fear 32- New leader?
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Love and fear 49-Goodbyes
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Love and fear 46-Rescuing the Luna
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