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Melissa -

We slept here on the couch, cuddled up together. I know I made it too easy for him when I kissed him. I knew that if I let him touch me, everything would go down the drain, but I let myself get carried away, and we ended up in bed as we always do, where we always resolve our problems. But I won't make it easy for him; I'll set some rules, and if it doesn't work, I won't give him another chance, and I'll live my life. What I can't do is accept everything and stay silent. If he wants it this way within my rules, fine. If not, he has every right to leave and live his own way.

As soon as he wakes up, I'll make everything clear. I won't dwell on this subject. I love Ricardo so much, but I can't easily accept everything like this, as it gives the impression that he can do whatever he wants because in the end, I give in. But things are not like that. I'm still very upset about all of this; it hurt me a lot. And if that snake of an ex thinks she won, she's mistaken.

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