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2021-09-02 06:47:39Tyler went back to his apartment to do whatever until Katie got home from work. She texted me after she has showered and was ready to go. She decided on us all going to Applebee’s because she wanted the dollar drinks special that was going on. I couldn’t agree more. She ended up coming down to my apartment and hanging out until Tyler was ready.
We were sitting on my couch just talking and laughing when there was a knock at my door. I knew it was Tyler and I didn’t lock it, so I called out that it was open, and to just come in. He did. I grinned over at him as he entered my apartment. I had a pretty good idea of what he went to do when he left before, till Katie got here. I am pretty sure he had to go relieve himself, because I know I needed to in the shower.
He smoothly walked over to where Katie and I were in my living room and held out his hand to introduce himself to Katie. She smiled and shook his hand, and I watched. Katie and I don’t have
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“Hey” he said softly. “Hey” I responded and went to look back down at my phone. He covered my screen, to block my view. “Are you ok?” he asked, now completely full of concern. I looked up at him and nodded. “Yeah.” He made a face at me like he didn’t believe me. He nudged me again. It made me giggle. I looked up and over at Katie, she was playing on her phone, not even paying attention to us. He put his arm over my shoulder, and that made me look at him again. “You sure you are ok?” he asked. “Mhm” that was my response.Saved by the hostess. Score. She had called my name, party of 3, right before he prompted me to talk more about if I am ok or not. I smiled and walked over to her. She made us follow her into he dining area, and to a table not a booth. That was fine with me. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know who would sit next to me or across from me in a booth. The thought made my stomach roll
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Being back at the apartment only got more awkward for me. Tyler and I walked Katie to her apartment, then proceeded to head down the hall to our respective apartments. I turned to go into my apartment after unlocking my door, but he tugged on my belt loop on my shorts and pulled me to him. My back was to his chest. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and rested his chin on top of my head. “You ok?” he asked softly. I nodded but didn’t say anything. I didn’t trust my voice right now. I have no clue why I felt jealous. No, that’s a lie. I knew. It’s because never in my entire life, have I ever compared to anyone. All the other girls were always way prettier than me. More athletic, more girly, smarter, funnier, skinnier, you name it. I have terrible self-esteem. He turned me around in his arms, so he could look at my face. I avoided eye contact like it was the plague. He tilted my chin up, but I closed my eyes. I tried so hard to keep them closed, but he kissed me, which shoc
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I got to base and finally texted Katie and said I didn’t need a ride. I left for base early to prepare for my uniform inspection. There is a base shuttle! I hurried over with my garment bag in hand and got on. It took whoever on the shuttle to the buildings on this side of base, and whoever else to other stops on base. There were several stops. The commissary, the NEX, the barracks, the work buildings. The base clinic. I never noticed the bus stops until now. There is one at the start of the parking lot next to the building I work in. Convenient. I exited the shuttle and made my way to the building.Once inside, I made my way to my office. I was the first one there. Not even YN2 was there yet. Weird. I swear he lives in the office. That thought made me chuckle softly and I turned on the office lights and the computers. I turned on the tv and switched it to the news station. Whoever had duty last night, hung out in here and watched MTV, because that’s the cha
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By the time the inspections were done and over, my head feeling as if it would explode. I ended up going to get my other uniform so I could change out my dress uniform and changing as fast as I could in the bathroom. But I ended up getting sick. Like really sick. That is what happens when I get a really bad migraine. Luckily for me, I didn’t ruin my dress whites. That would have been bad. At least I didn’t throw up while still in my dress uniform. I had already had my NSU slacks on, which are black, so I could kneel on the floor and not worry too much.I have no clue how long I had been in the bathroom, being sick, until someone knocked on the door. I had my head resting on my arm, which was on the toilet. I had my white undershirt on, but never got to put on my peanut butter top yet. I stood up and washed my face with cool water, to try to make myself feel a bit better, but it didn’t help. I opened the door. It was Chief. “Are you ok? You look like de
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I don’t know how long I’ve slept but the next thing I know, my phone is buzzing off the hook. I left it on vibrate so I could eliminate noise because of the migraine. But since my phone was on my night stand, it was vibrating against the wood, causing noise. I groggily opened my eyes and reached for my phone. It was Tyler calling. I sighed and answered the phone. “What?” I didn’t mean to sound so mean or rude, but I hated being woken up, especially when I wasn’t feeling too good. “Hey, I picked up dinner for you, I am outside the apartment.” I rolled my eyes and pulled the phone from my ear and looked at the time. It was 7pm. Oh, man. I slept for way longer than I expected.I told him I would open the door in a minute, and I hung up the phone. I noticed once the call disconnected that I had a lot of missed calls and text messages. From both Katie and him. I sighed and heaved myself out of bed and stumbled in the dark to th
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I tugged on his hair as he kissed my neck, but I didn’t want him to stop. I knew we had to though. I tugged harder and it made him stop kissing me. The look in his eyes was pure fire and lust. I had to look away because I could get lost in those eyes. “We can’t right now.” I whispered to him. I didn’t dare to look at him. I was looking down and away. He took one of his hands and cupped my face and made me look at him. “It’s ok. I will wait forever if I have to.” I did not expect him to say that. My eyes must have widened at his response because he grinned and kissed the tip of my nose.I pulled back and went to stand up, but he wrapped his arms around me tighter. “Want me to stay with you tonight, just in case you need me?” He whispered. I wasn’t sure I heard him right, so I tilted my head, like I was a confused puppy. “What?” I felt dumb. “Do you, want me, to stay, tonight.” He broke it
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“You are either going to medical when they open at 8am, or I am taking you to the emergency room right now. Deal?” Tyler told me sternly. I could tell he really is worried about me. All I could do was nod, before another wave of nausea hit me. Tyler kept up with keeping the wash cloth cool and dabbed it on my forehead or on the back of my neck then entire time. I was grateful for the small action. Out of nowhere, my mind wondered to what would happen if and when I ever got pregnant. I have no clue why that’s where my mind went, but it did, and it scared me.I have no clue how long we were in the bathroom for, and honestly, I didn’t care. I was exhausted. I don’t know when, but Tyler texted LT and told him, he was taking me to the emergency room, I am sure LT knew Tyler lived next door to me, and LT also already knows I still don’t have a vehicle. So, Tyler made me get dressed so he can take me to the hospital. It was useless to go to medica
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At some point I fell asleep on the couch with some random cooking show on, but I woke up to my phone vibrating so much that it fell off my coffee table. The crash of it hitting the floor, jolted me awake. My migraine was gone. Finally. I reached down and grabbed my phone. I had several missed calls from Katie. The most recent call was from Tyler. I decided I should probably talk to Katie first because I haven’t talked to her since the dinner with her and Tyler. I was kind of being a bitch.I sent her a text telling her about my migraine and going to the ER, and that I finally felt normal again. I didn’t apologize for my mood or behavior though. If she wanted to talk about it, I’ll let her bring it up. She replied almost instantly, and said “Thank goodness you are still alive, I was getting worried there.” At that, I laughed. She then proceeded to tell me that she ordered food to have delivered to me, because Tyler ran into her and told her I wasn
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