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Chapter 5

Author: Millie Bridge
Immediately, everyone started calling me cold-hearted. Amid their curses, I noticed Julianne's smug and provocative look.

Ever since she moved into our house, I had repeatedly fallen victim to her supposed "gentle kindness". She was someone who could be ruthless, even with herself. It reminded me of the time she had framed me by grabbing my hand and forcing me to push her down the stairs. It resulted in her spending over a month in the hospital due to her severe injuries.

After I spoke, she gave a pitiful yet sweet smile, and with the knife in her hand, she cut her throat.

If it hadn't been for Irvin's quick reflexes kicking in, leading to him grabbing the knife before she could do any real damage, she might have bled out right there. Sometimes, I almost admired her for how far she was willing to go.

Despite Irvin's quick actions preventing Julianne from bleeding to death, the knife still left a deep cut. It wasn't life-threatening, but even a small injury was enough to make Irvin teared up, filled with concern for her.

He rushed her to the hospital, and his cold, disappointed glare was all aimed at me.

It was a stark contrast to how he treated me—when I was the one injured, he wouldn't even bring me a glass of water, yet he rushed to take care of her like she was his entire world. The pain in my chest was unbearable.

"How could I have a sister as vicious as you?" Jeremy's voice was filled with disappointment and hurt. "If anything happens to Lianne, I swear I won't forgive you!"

With that, he stormed off, following Irvin.

Everyone else quickly followed suit. As they left, they deliberately shoved past me—some even pushed me hard enough to make me stumble. I dodged most of them, but the last one shoved me so forcefully that I almost fell.

Luckily, I managed to backpedal and collapse onto a nearby sofa before I hit the ground. If I had fallen, my body full of metal braces and pins would have shattered.

I had been too eager to get rid of the rotten relationship and ended up rushing. From now on, no matter what, I should always prioritize protecting my body.

The VIP lounge sofa was soft, but the pain in my body made it almost unbearable to stay there for long. I lay there for a while, trying to recover, but the exhaustion made it impossible to move.

Eventually, I forced myself to take a cab home, though the pain from the collision made it difficult to sleep. I ended up taking several sleeping pills before finally drifting off into a deep slumber.

I woke up to a bucket of cold water being splashed on me. My eyes snapped open, and I saw my parents' furious faces.

For a moment, I was confused, unsure what day it was or if I was even dreaming. I hadn't seen my parents this angry in ages, and I couldn't tell if they were real or if I was just imagining things.

Then, Mom threw another bucket of cold water at me, shouting, "Millicent, how can you still sleep after everything you've done?

"How could I have given birth to such a venomous creature like you? You pushed Julianne to the point of death! If you want to die so badly, why don't you just do it yourself!"

Millicent Quill was the name my parents gave me after they adopted Julianne. They said I was the older sister and should always remember to put Julianne first, no matter what.

From then on, I was to go by the name she chose. I didn't want it. I fought against it with all my strength.

I couldn't understand why I had to give up everything for her because I was a few days older than Julianne. My parents were giving everything to her—Jeremy, the rooms, my toys, even my opportunity to go to college or win awards.

I wasn't even allowed to keep my own name. But no matter how much I fought, it was pointless.

In my desperation, I even considered ending my life. I walked out into the deep sea, hoping that my death would make my parents regret their choices, hoping it would be my final stand.

Yet, when I ended up in the emergency room, and they called my parents, they were too busy celebrating Julianne's birthday to even come to sign the consent forms. They even told me that if I wanted to die, I should just go ahead.

That was when I realized that nothing I did would ever matter to them.

Later, when I was old enough to change my name, I did just that. I changed it to "Emilia Quill". A new name to start over my new life.

"You're such a vicious creature!" Mom shouted. "I should've killed you when you were born!"

Her hatred was so intense that it made me wonder if, given the chance, she would truly have killed me at birth without hesitation.

I wiped the water off my face and said with a smile, "Mom, it's not too late."

She froze, confused. "What do you mean, 'it's not too late?'"

"I mean, you can kill me now. Don't worry. I'll write a letter of forgiveness for you, and Dad can make it look like I had some kind of mental breakdown. You won't even go to jail."

Even though I wanted to keep living, if she were so determined to end my life, I wouldn't fight it. I would just return my life to her.

Mom was so angry that she couldn't find the words to respond. Finally, she snapped, "Why didn't you just die when you fell off that cliff?"

I gave a bitter laugh. "Yeah, why didn't I die when I fell? It would have made everyone so much happier."

Everyone would have been relieved if I were gone. Mom stared at me, unsure how to respond. Maybe she couldn't think of anything to say, or maybe hearing the hopelessness in my voice brought out some form of motherly instinct within her.

After a long pause, her anger deflated, and she sighed. "But, Millicent, no matter what, you can't say things like that. You can't tell Julianne to die. You know how soft-hearted she is, and if you keep saying that, she really will try to kill herself."

She added, "You're her older sister. How can you not care about her feelings?"

I looked at her, wanting to scream, "Why can't you care about me? I almost died when I fell from that cliff and spent over three months in the hospital! Why didn't you care about me? Why didn't you visit me even once?"

Nonetheless, no matter how badly I wanted to say those words, I kept quiet. Because saying them wouldn't change anything.

Dad, who never had much patience for me, said sharply, "Enough with the pity party. Get up, clean yourself up, and come with us to apologize to Lianne at the hospital! And since you think Lianne and Irvin make a good couple, then hurry up and divorce him."

He continued, "You've been standing in the way for years, and he still doesn't love you. You need to face reality."

Before I could respond, Dad went on, "You fell from that cliff and nearly drowned in that freezing water. We don't even know if you can still bear him children. So, stop messing up other people's lives."

Mom chimed in, "Exactly. If you really love Irvin, then let him go. Let him be happy."

I looked at my parents, and I finally realized. They knew how badly I was hurt. They didn't think I was just throwing a tantrum.

They just didn't care because I wasn't worth their time. I couldn't stop myself from laughing bitterly. "Fine. I'll let them go. Let them be happy."
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    "Emilia, how many times must I tell you? There is nothing between Lianne and me—especially not what you're thinking! Stop using divorce as a threat. Even if you do, I'm not sending her abroad!"I thought it had finally dawned on him that I genuinely wanted this divorce. Who would have known that he would twist my words? Here he was, accusing me of using divorce as leverage again.This inability to communicate with him in a human language was driving me to the brink of despair.Once again, I looked at him with a grave expression and said, "Irvin Sawyer, I'm not being dramatic, nor am I using divorce to threaten you. And I certainly don't intend for you to send Julianne abroad. "I sincerely, wholeheartedly, truly hope you two can be together! If I could cut my heart open and show it to you, you would be able to see just how genuine my blessings are for you two!"Irvin clenched his hands into tight fists at his sides. The veins on the backs of his hands bulged.I once told him I wa

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    "It's nothing, just a small injury." Irvin retracted his hand, putting some distance between Julianne and himself.A hint of coolness flashed across Julianne's eyes, but it disappeared in an instant. When she raised her gaze to meet Irvin's, her usual gentleness and concern were back. "Irvin, you should go get your hand bandaged.""There's no need. I'll take you to Professor Stone."My parents sighed inwardly as they watched Irvin tend to Julianne. For her sake, he didn't hesitate to disregard his own injury.If it hadn't been for that incident, Irvin would have divorced and been with Julianne by now! How perfect would that have been?Alas…Convinced it was all my fault, my parents—Henry Quill and Catherine Bennet— found it even harder to like me, their biological daughter, now.Growing increasingly angry, Mom gave me a call. "Millicent Quill, why did you agree to the divorce so quickly? Is it because you knew Irvin would still struggle to get over the hurdle in his heart?"I w

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    I always felt there was something between the two of them, but I loved Irvin too much.I loved him so deeply that even when it hurt, even when I was convinced something was going on, I still chose to believe him when he said there wasn't.I'd try harder to please him, cling to him, and exhaust every means to win his heart back.Whenever anything happened between him and Julianne, I'd become skittish and terrified of losing him for good. And when he came back, I couldn't help but ask him over and over if he truly loved me.Even though I was afraid of pain, I once resorted to self-harm, hoping it would bring him back from Julianne's side.But in Irvin's eyes, my fear and despair were nothing but hysterics.Instead of pity, my actions only made him see me as a troublemaker. Not only did he not return, but his disdain for me grew, and he saw everything I did as just another tantrum.The me in my old journal couldn't figure out why he insisted there was nothing between him and Julian

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    Irvin stood there, watching me turn and leave without hesitation. He watched me get into the car and drive away until I was completely out of sight. His heart suddenly felt like it had a hole in it, allowing the wind and snow to rush in. He staggered, almost unable to stand properly.Although he would never allow what he feared to happen, my determination terrified him. He was afraid that after this separation, there would be no more chances between us.He was truly scared of that happening.Snowflakes landed softly on his face.Looking at the snow, he suddenly recalled the Christmas Eve before Julianne returned from abroad. That night, the snowfall was just as heavy as it was now. Since I had always loved the snow, a white Christmas was absolutely perfect. It was so romantic.I insisted on walking to the restaurant to enjoy the scenery along the way. As always, he listened to me and happily held my hand as we walked to the restaurant. The snow was falling heavily. Soon, our

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    "Do you really think you have the right to sit here and apologize to me?" I shot back.Irvin's face turned pale at my words. It was almost unbearable to look at him.His mouth fell open as though he wanted to say something. However, his lips merely trembled for a long time—he couldn't form any words.Sure, he might never have intended to harm me. Yet, time and time again, I had nearly died because of him.Irvin let out a self-deprecating laugh. His eyes looked crazed. Never before had he felt more deserving of death than in this moment.Regardless of how helpless he had felt then, he should have never put me in such danger. He truly didn't deserve to live.He was so overcome with pain and guilt that he looked utterly shattered and broken.If this was the old me, I would have been so heartbroken that I wouldn't be able to resist forgiving him. However, the current me merely sneered at the state he was in.Irvin's remorse had come too late, so it was worthless. It was like crying

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    "I'm sorry, Emi. I'm so, so sorry," Noah said in a remorseful tone.He was full of guilt because he had been too slow to return to Claudeville, and I had been gravely injured due to this.Noah hadn't dared to keep in touch with me ever since I had gotten married. Later, he had heard that I was living happily, so he couldn't even bring himself to ask how I was. He wouldn't have known I wasn't living happily at all if he hadn't seen the recent drama about Irvin and me online.Although Noah's apology was vague, I somehow understood what he was sorry for.He had been in the courtroom during the hearing, so he definitely saw the photos of my injuries. So, I thought he was beating himself up for not being by my side during my most painful time.Smiling, I patted his back gently. "It's alright. I'm okay now. It's all in the past," I said comfortingly.Noah didn't reply, but his eyes were red from unshed tears. I had a fragile body, so he didn't understand how I had managed to endure tha

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