"Achooo!!"
That was the seventh time I heard Marcus sneeze in the last one hour or so. He was in the meeting room with the other men of the house, and I was all over the courtyard, trying to get a glimpse of him. I walked by the room several times, missing him.
I went into the kitchen to help with the stew for dinner. I was careful to simmer it on the lowest possible heat but used the wrong size vessel. Marcus snuck up on me while I was in the tedious process of transferring the excess hot liquid off the ginormous pot into another vessel.
I almost dropped the ladle and screamed at him in a much shriller voice than I intended to, "Ah, go away!!"
I was feeling hot in the kitchen and annoyed with the men that they don't let the women of the house participate in their so called important meetings.
"Shh! The entire house doesn't need to know that I am here."
He told the servants to leave.
"Are you mad at me?" He asked while moving st
I watched Marcus walk Laelia out of the house through the garden entrance, close to the riverbank to talk privately. I could probably hear their conversation, at least in bits and pieces, if I hid behind one of the bushes in the garden. I fought the urge to actually do it.I should trust Marcus because he just promised that his love for me won't change. Really? I paced around the house for almost thirty minutes but he did not return.What were they doing?Were they even there anymore or did he take her somewhere?I didn't like his reaction at all to her when she saw us making out. Why does he owe her any explanation? Too bad ex-girlfriend, he doesn't feel the same about you anymore.Shouldn't he break it off with her if he's so clear about his feelings towards me? Plans change, things don't work as expected, and we move on; she should get over it too.I was pulling my hair and chewing my nails when Maia suddenly came into the atrium asking,
It felt like my whole world was falling to pieces and everything was spinning out of control. Marcus and I sucked at arguments, and there was no end to them."You are just stretching the truth by a whole damn mile!" He said."Because she's always going to be in your life, Marcus! I will never have this feeling of contentment that you are mine. I am all yours, but you aren't.""I am all yours too! But I can't just push her away. It's not the right thing to do.""So it's okay to put me under this feeling of constant insecurity that you might cheat on me at some point? Be the father to her kids? Be on her side when she needs you? You married me while you were already married to her. How much of the right thing was that?""I never planned to marry you. It was---""But you did! And that's the point I am trying to make. You are telling me that you will never cheat on me, but then you will come back with 'It just happened' kind of an explanation."
Even without stopping much for food and rest, it took us almost nineteen hours to reach the point near the river where Allena saw Marcus and Laelia making out. It was close to midnight and the river looked swollen and angry. We took the alternate path that went through caverns in the dark. I was scared stiff but the men walked their horses through like they did it every day."Most of these caverns run underground, below the river bed. But when the river overflows like now, some of the caves are also flooded." Seamus explained.He was Marcus's other friend that I never met before. Marcus was very good at dividing and delegating his work was what I realized. Conan who grew up near the fortress took care of most of his responsibilities there. Seamus grew up close to Allena's village and was Celtic. He knew these devious routes like the back of his hand. From what Max told me, Seamus also knew how best to deal with the emerging Italo-Celtic folks and their sentiments.
That night at the inn, I got a lucid dream. I was looking at Allena sitting in a class listening to a lecture. She was wearing bright colors all over that screamed the 80s retro style; leggings paired with a teal mini skirt, dandelion yellow blouse, white converse shoes, and a jean jacket. She tied her hair into a high sideways ponytail. Her odd shaped dangly earrings moved as fast as the pen with which she was furiously jotting down notes. What made her look extra cute were those ridiculously over-sized glasses on her face.It looked like the class was being conducted inside a library. The shelves were lined with thick volumes of books that were mostly about the history of Britain; Religion and the Decline of magic: Studies in Popular Beliefs in Sixteenth and Seventeenth Century England, A People's History of England, The Fall of the British Monarchies, and so on.The words on the chalkboard caught my eye. The professor also had a colorful chart with printed tex
If I had to describe the days spent without Marcus in the words of music, it was one of those sad violin pieces playing in the background continuously, blending days and nights together. The kind of sad music that had the power to evoke suppressed feelings, bringing tears to the eye even on the brightest of the days.To make matters worse the days were far from bright where I was. It had been raining cats and dogs from the day I returned. A windowless roundhouse, dark rainy days, and my regretful longing; it made me yearn for the bright Mediterranean sun and Marcus's cheery smiles."It's okay to stay in bed if the morning brings you sadness," Selma said, handing me a hot cup of spiced ginger mead.This drink did bring me comfort, for more like five minutes every time I had it. I missed coffee! The smell of freshly brewed coffee, the taste of the first sip, and the feel of the hot mug on a cold day. I also missed chocolates, french fries, pizza, and what not! I wanted junk food right no
My mind was exploding with questions. Meeting witches and sorceresses always left me with more questions than answers. The sea witch couldn't tell me where or how to find the other opal stone that she talked about. She said it was even possible that it was destroyed at some point. Time travel was only possible with those stones if our souls were tied together in another lifetime, she said.If I come to think of it, it must be several lifetimes. We were together in the Iron age; I saw us in the eighty's and somewhere in the medieval times where I had that baby with another guy; and Marcus saw me in the Chicago suburbs, which means he was somewhere out there too!Did our cursed story end up tragically in every lifetime?What made our souls be tied together?Why and how did gemstones get bound to our souls?Why were we cursed? When? By who?Can the curse be lifted somehow?The minute we came back from our little strol
The druid disappeared through the portal and I followed him slowly. I landed on the cold ground with a thud. The cave was surprisingly dry and there was no dripping sound anymore. The druid was looking at the cave exit that would lead us to the outside.So this was what Max and the others who walked out of the tunnel were looking at. We were so close to emerging out on the other side of the river, and I stopped them to stay the night and take the longer route. They must have hated me for that.I walked to the emerald grotto with perfect looking creamy white steps. I wondered what lied beneath but didn't dare to touch the water. Everything about this place gave me creeps."There is no river outside!" The druid exclaimed."That explains the dry cave, I guess.""I can only see dense forest, and the sun is about to set in a bit. Let's hurry!"He dug into the bag that he brought with him."Hold onto this for a second," He said, handi
After dinner that night, my ego lost the battle against the longing for Marcus, and I sat down to write a letter to him, telling him how much I missed him and how I wished he was here with me.His marks on my skin were gradually disappearing with each passing day; the bruises that he gave me on my arms and thighs were almost healed or replaced with fresh bruises from training with Aiden.We were growing apart with not much to hold on to. I brought nothing with me as a souvenir. I saved his shirt that he tore off during the heated moments but I was so mad at him before leaving that I forgot to pack it with my stuff.With not a picture to look at, not a present to cherish. I remembered then that I did have something from him; the wedding ring, a simple piece of iron that never failed to make my heart leap with joy.But why should I be the one to write to him? He fucked up and hid such a big truth from me. He just let me be instead of coming to get me like S