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RHYS: He's Mine

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I've never been interested in men. I've never entertained the thought.

That was until Luciano came out as gay at fifteen. He'd had a crush on Damon for as long as I could remember.

Our families had been close-knit since our parents' school days. My father, Vadim Volkov, head of the Russian mafia, and Luciano's father, head of the Spanish mafia, shared an unbreakable bond and loyalty.

Their friendship had blossomed into a lasting alliance, strengthened by the coincidence of their wives giving birth to sons in the same year.

Luciani is a few months older than me, born in September, while I'm a December boy.

When he didn't win Damon's heart, he set his sights on me at sixteen. He confessed his feelings, and we made a playful bet that he could make me fall for him.

We even shared a kiss, but it didn't spark anything romantic between us. We never made a big deal about it, occasionally bringing it up to laugh.

I've always identified as straight, drawn to girls. I've had numerous flings, but
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