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RHYS: A Cleanse

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Control...

My sense of self is tied to control. It's the foundation I've been taught to build upon, making choices that define my existence.

In my world, control is supreme.

But with Jasper, control is virtually nonexistent. He brings out sides of me that I've kept hidden, sides that I never thought I had.

Yes, I'm insane, sick, twisted, but he stirs a hunger within me. And it's just as toxic as the hatred I breed for him.

Jasper kisses me like he wants to claim every part of me, ravaging my senses and feeding the hunger that grips me.

I'm paralyzed. My heart is pounding, my fingers are trembling. As I taste the tequila on his tongue, an electric thrill courses through my body, down to my cock.

And suddenly, I can't breathe. I'm drowning, dizzy... Lost in his kiss.

"Fuck it!" I groan, returning the kiss. I catch his long, silky black hair in a tight grip and jerk his head back, angling his face perfectly as I devour his mouth, kissing and sucking every part until he's moaning into min
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