Waking up to Eminem's blasting music, a dull ache hammers my skull. I slowly open my eyes to find Keon's unconscious form slumped against me, his head resting heavily on my shoulder.
Asael raps along, his words racing as fast as his driving. My heart leaps to my throat as he speeds up, weaving through traffic like a maniac. Suddenly, he slams on the brakes. "We're here!" he announces, parking amidst other cars surrounding a sprawling water fountain. "Where...where are we?" I stutter, still disoriented from the spray. Asael responds coldly, "We're at a party. Try to leave, and I'll let Rhys handle you." He jumps out of the car, opens the door, and yanks Keon off me. "Hey, wake up!" He slaps Keon's cheek. Keon's eyes open weakly, widening in horror as he sees Asael. "Get off me!" He pushes Asael away and makes a break for it, but I'm hot on his heels, clutching his arm. "Wait, don't!" His panicked eyes snaps to mine. "Dude, we're okay. Calm down, he just brought us to a party," I say, pointing toward the enormous white mansion in front of us. It's bursting with cheers, screams, and loud music. Keon follows my finger with wide eyes. "Holy shit, it's Ethan Wayne's mansion," he whispers, awestruck. His jaw drops as he pulls out his phone and snaps a picture. "Damn! I must be dreaming." "Ethan Wayne?" I ask, dumbfounded. The way Keon says his name reveals his immense popularity, and judging by this grand mansion, he's ridiculously rich. Keon looks at me, opening his mouth to explain, but Asael appears behind us, draping his arms over our shoulders. "He's my boyfriend. Don't talk about him; I'm very possessive. Now let's go in." We step inside, and I'm immediately surrounded by drunk, dancing college kids. The dimly lit room pulsates with loud, blasting music, bodies grinding against each other. Maybe I should throw in the towel and deal with Rhys. He went through the trouble of convincing his unstable cousin to kidnap me, so I'll stay and return the favor by breaking his skull or ribs. Maybe worse. "Hey," Keon nudges my elbow. I turn to him, blinded by his bright, excited smile. "This is thrilling, isn't it?" he asks. I give him a dull stare. "Nope. Not for me." "Is it because of Rhys?" Keon asks suddenly. Just then, a giggling, half-naked girl slides her hand onto my shoulders and winks at me. A strong knot tightens in my stomach. It's not the girl that bothers me. She has no effect on me. It's Keon mentioning Rhys' name that unsettles me. "How do you...?" "Asael said Rhys ordered your kidnapping," Keon explains. "Rhys Volkov, right?" Oh lord. I sigh heavily, distaste etched on my face. Asael chuckles, amused. "What's funny?" A low, irritated grumble escapes my throat. We stop at the bar, and Asael's smile widens. "Nothing. It's just that you've grown since the last time I saw you. Your pretty hair's grown longer too." He reaches out to ruffle my hair, but I slap his hand away impulsively, glaring at him. "Do not fucking touch me. Ever. I only let you put your hand on my shoulder because I'm exhausted, but don't ever touch my hair." He looks shocked, and I roll my eyes, making my way to the bar. I order gin and tequila separately. Asael leaves, and Keon reluctantly sits close to me. "You seem familiar with Asael," he mutters. I twitch my lips. "He was my high school senior. Rhys, Asael, and Luciano.. they were all my high school seniors." But Rhys is the one after my life. Keon smiles. "Whoa! They're untouchable in college, and yet you had them as your high school seniors. If they keep seeking you out like this, and everyone notices, you'll become popular overnight." He seems to admire them. I don't care if he admires Luciano and Asael, but if he says one good thing about Rhys, I'm going to lose it. "Isn't that Rhys Volkov?" Keon suddenly asks. I follow his gaze to the corner of the bar, where Rhys is making out with a red-haired girl, devouring her mouth while she squirms in pleasure against him. A pool of rage erupts in my abdomen. Yet, I'm drawn in, mesmerized by the movement of his thick neck, the gentle tangling of his fingers in her red hair, and the subtle working of his strong jaw. Fuck, he's enjoying kissing her, and he looks like he's about to swallow her whole. I rip my gaze away from them and down my tequila in one gulp, followed by the gin. Before I know it, I'm ordering more, the voices in my head screaming to grab the displayed bottles and smash them over Rhys' head. But strangely, I want to smash the girl's head first, watch her bleed and scream as she runs from me. As I keep drinking, I feel an overwhelming urge to vent to Keon. But when I turn to him, he's gone. I glance back at the corner, hoping to catch another glimpse of Rhys, but both he and the girl are also gone. Suddenly, I don't want to be here anymore. I don't even feel like breathing anymore. The world spins uncontrollably as I stand up. Honestly, it's been spinning since my first sip of the gin, but I've always had a high tolerance for alcohol, so I'm proud of lasting this long. I take one step forward, and the world does a dizzying backflip. The cheers, screams, and music screech to a halt, and suddenly everyone in sight quadruples. Another forceful step, and the floor beneath me lurches. I stumble and fall back into strong arms that holds me hesitantly. "Huh?" I look up, meeting familiar gray eyes staring down at me with that signature 'you-ruined-my-life' expression. And inexplicably, I burst out laughing. "It's you," I slur, grinning. "Tired of playing with that poor girl already?" Those dark eyes darken at my words, and I revel in the effect I have on him. I chuckle, "Perfect," and raise my hand to touch his cheek. But before I make contact, his face blurs and quadruples. Just as my fingers graze his heated skin, everything dissolves into blackness and.... silence."How long are you going to sleep, loser?"That voice... I know it, but it's deeper now, rougher. And it's heavy with anticipation, creating a stir in my chest.Rhys..."Hey!" The urgency and impatience in his tone escalate, accompanied by light slaps on my cheek.A startled gasp escapes me as I open my eyes to find his face achingly close, our noses nearly touching, his warm breath leaving me breathless.Shock flashes in those dark eyes, and I'm momentarily distracted by how infuriatingly attractive he is. His features look chiseled to perfection – every line, every angle, every detail is goddamn flawless.A surge of rage and desire courses through me; I want to touch him, scratch my nails into his cheeks until blood pours out. But when I try to move my hands, I realize I'm trapped."Where am I?! Why am I tied up?" I snap, my eyes frantically scanning the luxurious, yet eerily plain, bedroom.Rhys erupts into a deep, throaty laughter, leaning back and standing upright before me. His a
Control...My sense of self is tied to control. It's the foundation I've been taught to build upon, making choices that define my existence.In my world, control is supreme.But with Jasper, control is virtually nonexistent. He brings out sides of me that I've kept hidden, sides that I never thought I had.Yes, I'm insane, sick, twisted, but he stirs a hunger within me. And it's just as toxic as the hatred I breed for him.Jasper kisses me like he wants to claim every part of me, ravaging my senses and feeding the hunger that grips me.I'm paralyzed. My heart is pounding, my fingers are trembling. As I taste the tequila on his tongue, an electric thrill courses through my body, down to my cock.And suddenly, I can't breathe. I'm drowning, dizzy... Lost in his kiss."Fuck it!" I groan, returning the kiss. I catch his long, silky black hair in a tight grip and jerk his head back, angling his face perfectly as I devour his mouth, kissing and sucking every part until he's moaning into min
"I did all your assignments for you," I say, handing Keon his books and pulling out mine to place on the table.Keon stares at me as if I have two heads, and I instinctively press my hand to my head to check. Just to make sure."Th...thank you," he stammers, his bright smile transforming his previously nervous face.I give a reluctant laugh. "You owe me. Now start coming to class regularly, okay?"Keon nods enthusiastically, and a ghost of a smile curls on my lips.After submitting our assignments, class is over, and Keon and I make our way to the soccer field. I'm not sure if Keon wants to come, but he is following me.Meanwhile, I'm searching for Rhys.He was our lead striker back in high school. I haven't researched his college activities, but he did break my nose with a soccer ball, so he's definitely still playing.As we arrive, the soccer field is filled with cheering students, mostly girls, to be honest. Their excited squeals echo through every corner. I join them, sitting righ
Most students glance my way, checking if I'm okay. However, their attention quickly shifts to the car and its occupant.The door swings open, and a tall, built guy in glasses steps out, his face etched with worry as he hurries towards me."God, you're okay!" He exhales deeply, relief washing over him as he runs his hands through his white dreadlocks.I sigh, feeling a mix of emotions. "Did I scratch your car?" I move to inspect the damage, but he grasps my wrist, stopping me.His touch sends a chill through my body. The familiar chorus of anxious voices in my head erupts, panicked and overwhelming.I must be giving him a look, because he releases me immediately, stepping back with a nervous laugh. He adjusts his glasses comfortably on the bridge of his nose. "I can see you don't like being touched."Yes. But only if I let you touch me, I think. Even Nate, my ex, knew better. He'd overreact whenever I jumped away or snapped at him for touching me. Maybe that's why he cheated on me...T
I watch as the manager squirms away hurriedly, whimpering and sniffling at the sharp cut I've just inflicted on his neck. I drew it to scratch the itch, to see my knife painted red.Honestly... I expect Jasper to yelp or stare at me in shock, but instead, he gazes at me in awe.I calmly shove my knife into my pocket and take a deep breath. "You never fail to get under people's skin, do you?""That fucker isn't a person, just a pervert." He turns away, sitting back on the barstool. "If you're expecting a thank you, you're not going to get it."I nod slowly and sit next to him. "Has he ever tried to touch you?"Jasper frowns. "Two more shots, Mary," he tells the bartender sternly. Mary eyes me warily, then avoids me like a poisonous plague.My lips twitch as I pull out my phone from my pocket. I glance at the screen to see a text from Damon.[Grim reaper: I'm heading back to Russia. It's up to you and Asael to get rid of the pestering gang. The other members will take care of the cleanu
For two weeks, I've transformed... evolved into a stalker, shadowing Rhys like a ninja. I track his every move: soccer practice, basketball games, coffee meetings, study sessions, bike races, car races, and gym sessions.But I carefully avoid clubs, fearing Asael, Luciano, or Ethan might spot me, and steer clear of the mansion he shares with Asael to avoid accidental encounters.Why have I become this crazed individual, obsessively stalking the man I supposedly hate? Because Rhys has been avoiding me, living his life as if I don't exist.Not once has he uttered my name, not even by mistake!!I feel frustrated, and I know it's time to make a difficult decision, one I never thought I'd consider.I finish folding and arranging my clothes, zip my backpack closed, and take a deep breath to survey my carefully organized packed belongings.Slipping my snack bag over my shoulder, I sigh. "I can't believe I'm doing this."The door opens, and Keon walks in, his bright smile vanishing as he take
I walk down the stairs at midnight, rubbing my sleepy eyes. I still can't understand why I've been so hungry today. Maybe it's because I know Asael isn't here to finish all the food in the fridge; he's been staying at his penthouse a lot lately.As I enter the kitchen, a soft clatter and rustle gushes, and I immediately pull out my knife from my pocket."Who's there?!" My eyes darts to the fridge, and Jasper slowly emerges from hiding, raising his hands and holding the wrapped leftover lasagna from this morning."Do you always carry that knife with you?" He asks, his eyes dulling slightly.I groan, running my fingers through my hair, and shove my knife back into my pocket. "I get cranky when I don't get enough sleep."Plus, I left my gun upstairs—beneath my pillow."You're here 'cause you're hungry, right?" Jasper's eyebrows shoot up, his innocent expression a thinly veiled ruse. "It's midnight."I scowl. "Shut up and heat up the lasagna."In utter frustration, I fling myself out of t
A sore scream rips from my throat as Rhys's brutal grip sets my being ablaze. The moment he releases my hair, I collapse onto my knees, the cold floor a world away from the inferno raging within me."Bloody hell!" A choked cough escapes my throat as I gasp for air, my lungs burning.Rhys... Rhys is insane.I dare to meet his eyes, their intensity making my blood run cold. His jaw is clenched, his face twisted in a snarl, as if he's savoring my fear. I feel like he's toying with me, weighing his options, and the thought sends a shiver down my spine.He's a far cry from the high school senior who delighted in dumping smoothies on me and sending me on wild goose chases. This is the real him – powerful, commanding, and utterly captivating. And I'm shamelessly turned on."Still staring?" he asks, his voice low and husky, his jaw flexing in a way that makes my heart stutter.I feel a blush rise to my cheeks as I realize I've been transfixed by his face for far too long. My eyes drift down,
"N..No. I can't do this." I break away from the kiss, tearing myself away from him. "Goddammit!"My heart is racing so fast I have to press my hand to it. "You have to stop messing with me, Rhys. If you want me, tell me and I'll stay with you. If you don't want me, I'll leave."Rhys yanks me forward, pressing my body against his as he wraps his arms around my waist, gripping my sweater tightly. I can feel his intensity, his desire to rip it off."Rhys." My body trembles, and I can feel his heart pounding against his chest, like it's trying to break free.I look up at him, his hair obscuring his eyes, but I can see them darkening in the dim light."Rhys," I whisper, my breath catching in my throat. "What do you want from me?"He leans in, his face inches from mine, our lips almost touching. Our breath mingles, and I can feel his heart beating in time with mine."Rhys." Tears prick at the corners of my eyes. Bloody hell! I just want to hear him say the words I desperately need to hear.
Riding my bike back home from violin practice, I'm met with a surprise. The mansion compound is packed with cars, and the sound of booming music, cheers, and screams fills the air. I park my bike, exhaustion washing over me as I remove my helmet. "I'm not in a party mood." It's Asael's birthday today, and I hadn't planned on returning to the mansion so late. My mind has been preoccupied with securing a solo spot. I'm so close! I make my way through the crowd, scanning the sea of faces for a glimpse of Rhys, but all I can see is Asael and Luciano dancing together, surrounded by cheering people. Luciano is laughing and spraying them money. I roll my eyes, a grumble escaping my lips. "Rich people." As I step up the stairs and into the hall, I find myself standing in front of Rhys' door. I stare hard at it, feeling the urge to open it, but it's probably locked – and he doesn't want to see me. Maybe he wants to. My phone buzzes in my pocket, breaking the spell. I pull it o
It's Asael's birthday today, and the party is tonight. But I'm not really concerned about the preparations because Asael made it clear he wants to handle everything himself.Right now, I'm at the company, signing documents my dad told me to take care of. I'm exhausted and grumpy, dreading the fact that this will be my life soon.Makar is lounging on the couch, his eyes sealed on his phone. He looks more conflicted than usual. "What's wrong?" I ask, raising an eyebrow.He looks up at me, his eyes wide with surprise, like he didn't expect me to ask. "Well, erm... My father wants me to do something that will prevent a war between us and the Italians.""What?" My phone buzzes, and I glance at the screen to see a message from Dad. [Arrange marriage.]"Well, that's unexpected." I look up at Makar, who forces a weak smile."I'm guessing you know what I'm supposed to do," He rises from the couch, storms out of my office, and slams the door behind him, screaming, "I'm getting married to a fu
I'm returning from the club at 12 pm, not exactly part of my plan, but the unwanted energy I've been receiving lately is pushing me away from this mansion.For an odd reason, I feel like Batman.I head to the kitchen, opening the fridge to find a large bowl of chocolate ice cream. And hell! Do I feel blessed!"Just gotta take this to my room, watch a movie, and ignore that asshole," I grumble to myself as I make my way upstairs, through the hall.But.. Before I know it, I'm standing in front of Rhys' door, staring at it like an obsessed freak.Damn.We had a good thing going at the beach the other night, but of course, from the next day on, he's been giving me that "you ruined my life" look.At first, I didn't want to believe it. But fuck it! We're back to square one."Open sesame," I pull the door handle, and to my surprise, it's unlocked."Oh?" I step into the dark room, and the moonlight illuminates Rhys, who's fast asleep, his chest rising and falling with each gentle breath.He l
Damon takes a drag of his cigarette, his eyes fixed on the bloodied mace clutched in my hand. "Makar had a run-in with the Ravens last night," he mutters. "Seems they've gone to the Italians for help."I gaze at my bloodied hand, a grim smile spreading across my face as my bloodlust begins to subside. "Smart move, crawling under the Italians' feet," I say. "Father's been trying to avoid an all-out war between us."Damon's calculated eyes narrow, studying me intently. I can sense his unspoken questions, his attempts to unravel the complexities of my thoughts and emotions.I sit in the chair, the lifeless body of the Ravens' leader beside me, a gruesome note to the brutality I've unleashed. The Ravens think they can hide behind the Italians. "The war is inevitable now," I growl, my voice low and menacing. "I'm wiping out the Ravens completely. I don't care if they're in hiding. They tried to hurt my family."The words feel like fire in my throat, and I realize, with a sense of unease,
I kick at the sand with my boots, feeling an overwhelming sense of joy in my chest. The wind blows around me, and I feel carefree, like I'm five again. I skip along, laughing and swinging my arms as I gaze out at the ocean waves glinting under the full moonlight.But I'm not excited because of the beach. I'm excited because of the large, tattooed man walking behind me, his admiring gaze fixed on me. I walk backwards, cocking my head to the side as I stare at him."Do you like me, straight boy?" I ask, a playful smile spreading across my face."I hate you," he replies immediately, his expression stern.I shrug nonchalantly, feeling a sense of ease in my stomach. "That's reassuring."I twirl, walking ahead towards the ocean, but Rhys immediately yanks me back. "Nope. It's cold. You're not going in there." His arm wraps tightly around my waist, possessive and warm.I throw my head back to look at his chiseled, gorgeous face. "Well, promise me we'll come to the beach for a swim then."Rhy
"Are you just going to keep staring at him? Go to him, asshole." Luciano says, snatching the cigarette from my lips. I quickly retrieve it, my eyes narrowing warily."I'm... I'm going to do that, but not now," I say, trying to sound nonchalant.Luciano's face falls, his expression a picture of disappointment. "Not while everyone is looking."I'm not sure what comes over me, but I feel a sudden urge to laugh. It's a manic, unhinged sound, and it startles even me. But I quickly compose myself, take a long drag on my cigarette, and blow a stream of smoke directly into Luciano's face, my expression stern."I'm not ashamed or anything like that. I'm just... shy, I think," I admit, trying to downplay my feelings.Luciano's eyes widen in surprise. "You like him!" he exclaims, his voice a bit too loud for comfort.My body's immediate response is panic, and I find myself glancing over at Jasper, who's still engrossed in conversation with Keon. They're both staring at Jasper's phone, probably d
I'm standing at the starting line of The Devil's Den, a 25-mile loop that begins and ends in Venice Beach. As I look out at the route ahead, I can see that it takes riders through the scenic Pacific Coast Highway, past the iconic Santa Monica Pier, and into the winding roads of the Santa Monica Mountains.Fuck! Looking up at the night sky, I sight a faint shooting star, and my chest feels fuzzy and light.I want to win.I really want to win.But Rhys's gray eyes are stuck in my head, distracting me. His voice echoes in my mind. 'Who am I to you?'The host's voice is a distant hum, the crowd's cheers a clamor of static noise. My heart is racing, and all I can hear is the scream of my own adrenaline as I rev up my engine alongside the other riders.The flag drops, and we're off, speeding down the road like a pack of wild animals.Rhys's question echoes in my mind. 'Who am I to you?' But I push it aside, focusing on the road ahead.I zip past the pier, taking sharp turns with precision,
I've never been interested in men. I've never entertained the thought.That was until Luciano came out as gay at fifteen. He'd had a crush on Damon for as long as I could remember.Our families had been close-knit since our parents' school days. My father, Vadim Volkov, head of the Russian mafia, and Luciano's father, head of the Spanish mafia, shared an unbreakable bond and loyalty.Their friendship had blossomed into a lasting alliance, strengthened by the coincidence of their wives giving birth to sons in the same year.Luciani is a few months older than me, born in September, while I'm a December boy.When he didn't win Damon's heart, he set his sights on me at sixteen. He confessed his feelings, and we made a playful bet that he could make me fall for him.We even shared a kiss, but it didn't spark anything romantic between us. We never made a big deal about it, occasionally bringing it up to laugh.I've always identified as straight, drawn to girls. I've had numerous flings, but