Chapter 3: Silent Love

He looked at her, suffering like thousands of ants gnawing at his own heart. For thousands of years, he had understood the loneliness and sadness in her eyes, but could she understand his expectations? Thousands of years ago, he created a unique beauty, he used his blood and tears to give her heart, but could not give her life. She could only stand still, unable to see, unable to speak. But she heard him talking to her, at first she didn't know what he was saying, gradually she understood, every word he said, she understood, but she had to use her heart to feel. He asked her what is love. Did he ask her why loved someone to die and come back to life without regrets? She heard, and she wanted to tell him with all her heart: "Even if I am not that girl if there is a day like that, I will also sacrifice everything for your happiness". But he doesn't listen, he has ears so his heart can't hear her voice, his embrace warms her cold body, and she tells him with all her heart: "I'm happy too, though forever just a statue." As long as you stay with me forever, I will be satisfied. She also believes in him, as long as she stays by his side and listens to him, he will be satisfied. She thought that he and she would never be apart, but the last regret still had to leave him, she fell down the cliff, her body was broken by the wind, she knew she was going to die, she was infinitely sad, from now on. later she will not be able to be with him nor listen to his confidants. At that time, her only wish was what the Thunder God Rey de Los Lobos had said, her death was to save the best for him. While her world was deathly black, a pain emerged from her heart. Then one of his tears fell on her battered body. These tears made up the soul of her body, even as her body was already broken. She still tries to collect the spiritual energy of heaven and earth, she wants to nurture her own life. Years passed, and she restored her beautiful body, only to retain the perfect image in his heart. Gradually, she heard the beat of her heart and saw the great beauty of the human world. She heard birds singing and smelled flowers. She wanted to meet him, really wanted to know what a handsome male god was like. No matter what face and shape he had, her love and nostalgia for him remained unchanged.

A hundred years later, she could move, but could only dance the wonderful dance in the vastness of the river. She sang away his favorite songs to express her longing for him. She searches for him in the human world but finds only statues of him that humanity worships. Then the only way to meet him is to train hard to one day become a goddess and go to heaven to meet him.

She returned to the Montaña de Flores mountain to train hard, day or night, doing her best to do good for the human world. She believes that no matter how long it takes, she will come back to him. She understands the law of heaven and also knows that God does not allow people in heaven to have feelings for each other, she does not need to live with him forever, she just wants to silently look at him. Her hard work paid off, she met him again, and just like that she was very happy. She realizes his suffering and also feels very pain. He gave her his heart and soul, he gave her everything, and she was so moved and wanted to secretly love him with all the love in her heart. But she couldn't let him break the law of heaven for herself.

León de Fuego suddenly turned his head, looking into her shining eyes. "Why are you here?" Seeing her hurry to leave, he stopped her. "The queen has ordered you to weave, I will take the golden thread." "Are you Palomas Blancas?" "Yes" "Are you afraid of me?" Seeing her avoid him, the hope in León de Fuego's eyes turned to disappointment. He thinks Palomas Blancas appeared near his castle because she remembered something, he even sensed her confusion as soon as their eyes met. "I hate you." León de Fuego tried to control himself so he wouldn't get angry. Despite Palomas Blancas' opposition, he drags her into his castle. Nothing in the castle had changed, but the place was both foreign and familiar to Palomas Blancas. She still thinks León de Fuego is the noblest god in heaven, the places that belong to León de Fuego will be as beautiful as a picture, as beautiful as a poem, as beautiful as a dream, today she knows León's castle de Fuego is just an empty, spacious space. León de Fuego let go of the hand that was gripping her and calmly said, “I just want you to stand here, listen to me for a moment, how do you feel?” León de Fuego saw her nod, her deep gaze back on the Montaña de Flores mountain. “The gods in heaven have great respect for me, mankind has always worshiped me, but I never knew what I needed. There was a time when I thought I was so lonely, I lived alone for an eternity until your presence changed everything for me. For a god, I do anything without much effort, but putting all my heart into something is a joy. When I look at the achievements that I have achieved after working hard, for the first time I feel happy, it is a happiness that has been sacrificed. I enjoy looking at you every day, enjoying the feeling of success when I create you. Even though you can't hear me, I still want to confide everything with you. I consider you to be my best friend, the only person who understands my innermost feelings and is also the only person who can last forever with me in the nine worlds. Gradually, I got used to your existence, every time I come down to the human world, I am afraid that you will be lonely, every time I see something that touches me, I share it with you, even meet things. If anything is interesting, I also bring it to you, but unfortunately, you don't have a life. If one day you can talk to me, and smile for me, then I'm willing to give up everything I have. I have searched all the ancient books of the nine worlds, and I have even silently prayed for you before the Lord of the Gods, wishing you to have a life, even if it is just an ordinary human's life. But unfortunately, thousands of years have passed, and you are still a statue. Even though my hope didn't have a chance to come true, I was already happy. As long as I have you by my side, as long as I see you every day, my life is already very happy. Unfortunately, even this wish I could not fulfill, even though I have lived for more than a thousand years, although I have the ultimate power of a god, standing in front of you - the only person I want to possess. I couldn't do anything but watch your body break into a thousand pieces."