“That’s…” I whispered as I tried to digest his words. “If he marries you, it won’t be because he was forced into it. No one can force him into anything. If it was at all possible, the boss would have more than ten grandchildren to play around with by now without a doubt…” Harvey explained before he started laughing at his own half-serious joke. No one can force Hayden. I have never thought about things this way before, but somehow, I started to understand where Harvey was coming from. Perhaps he was right, if the boss could really force Hayden, then he wouldn’t need to act so desperately. “So, when are you going to propose to Hayden?” Harvey asked and I couldn’t tell if he was being serious or not. “I am NOT going to propose to him!” I cried out a little too loudly. My reactions drew another found of laughter from Harvey. At first, I was slightly annoyed that he didn’t seem to be taking me seriously but soon enough, I started giggling along with him.“Thank you…” I murmured. Tal
Even if I wanted to marry him, how would he react and what would happen if I told him? I had 7 days left now before the boss came back again for his answer and time was ticking by without pause. That reminded me that I also never got around to telling Hayden about this father’s abrupt visit to his bedroom to see me earlier in the day. If Hayden found out the boss’s visit this morning, he didn’t mention it to me. I wondered if he already knew and if he did, what did he think about it? I can’t read his expressionless face at all. What he was feeling or thinking, I had absolutely no idea. “Do you want to marry me?” Hayden asked again, rephrasing his questions as if helping me to better understand him.That wasn’t the reason why I didn’t reply to his question. I understood him perfectly, I just didn’t know how to reply. I had no idea what to say and my throat and lips suddenly felt as dry as the desert. I could feel Hayden’s intense gaze staring at me and that only made me panic even m
“He was chosen. Right from the moment that he was born as my father’s first son,” Hayden corrected. “Oh…I see…” I mumbled. I guess you could put it that way. “How do you think the next heir will be chosen after our generation?” Hayden asked. Is he referring to the next heir that will take over after either him or Harvey? “Well, it’s got to be either your first son or Harvey’s first son depending on who succeeds the boss, right?” I asked after some thought. If the first son rule applied, then that would probably be how it would go down. “Half correct,” Hayden said before his eyes snapped opened. I watched as the bright blue spheres of his eyes glanced over in my direction and then he grinned a little at me. “Half?” I asked, curiously. What did I get wrong? “Succession is kept in only one line of the family. So, either, the next boss takes over first before he has a son. Then when he has children, the first son will become his heir. However, if the next boss hasn’t taken over
“Hayden…what do you want to do?” I asked bluntly. “About?” he asked as if he was playing innocent. “All this. What do you want to do…with your future?” I inquired as my eyes pleaded desperately for him to answer my question. I knew that he hated his job because he told me so himself. However, does that necessarily mean that he still wanted Harvey to take over? If Harvey decides to take over, what will happen to Hayden? “I don’t know. I haven’t decided,” Hayden replied without any struggle. Had he been thinking about this for a long time already? Probably. What surprised me more than the fact that he seemed to be so at ease about it was the fact that he didn’t seem at all bothered about not knowing what he wanted. “But you’ve thought about it, right?” I asked softly. I felt like if I pushed him too hard, he would escape and sink back into his shell without ever coming out. If that happened, then I would be locked out again and I would never get any answers from him. I bit my lo
“You’re here again?” Hayden asked lazily when he walked in through the door. “What’s up with that reaction? I’m about to marry your brother and this is how you treat me?” Amelia asked with a look of disbelief on her face. “You’re not married to him yet. Stop turning up to our house so often…” Hayden muttered. “Don’t talk like you come back here so often…” Amelia snapped lightly at him. “Good night…” Hayden mumbled as he walked right past her. “Wait! Hayden…” Amelia quickly called after him. “What?” Hayden asked without turning around. “Can we…talk?” she asked in a small voice. “Alone…with you? No, thank you. I don’t want my brother blowing my head off…” Hayden replied without hesitation. “What’s up with that reaction? What do you see me as?” Amelia snapped as she came to stand right in front of Hayden. “Someone who asked me to sleep with her the first time that we met?” he replied with ease. “Can you forget about that please? Just forget about it!” she wailed although she k
“Seems like you had a good life…” Hayden commented dryly. “It wasn’t bad. Then I met Harvey, and everything changed. He changed me or maybe he made me want to change. Now that we’re getting married soon, I just keep thinking of our future together and the more I think the more that I worry. I know it doesn’t make much sense because I was arranged to marry another gangster boss before. Maybe it’s because I love Harvey so much that I’m worried about everything. Marrying him. Living with the Torex gang. Having children. Making sure that our children will be safe...” Amelia continued explaining. “Well, I can’t pretend to understand what you’re thinking but I guess it’s not wrong for you to feel worried,” Hayden replied. “Thank you…” Amelia said as she looked straight at Hayden. “For what?” he asked. “For…listening…” she replied with a small smile. “Sure…” Hayden murmured. …Hayden had a faraway look in his eyes when he was done with his story. Although he didn’t tell me directly wh
Slowly, my mind started to recall the various questions that Harvey had asked me about what I wanted. Back then, I didn’t know that my future was at least partly dependent on the decision that he would make. My brain suffered from information overload, and I wasn’t sure how to respond. On the other hand, I could feel that Hayden no longer wanted to discuss this. “Where are you going?” I asked when he stood up. “I don’t know,” he replied like he really had no idea. I stood up to follow him, but he turned around and gave me a smile that looked very strained and depressing. “Good night…” I said softly. With that, I watched as Hayden walked out of his room. I had no idea where he was headed, and I wondered if he knew that himself. However, it was clear that Hayden wanted to be alone. He probably needed time to think, and time wasn’t an indefinite resource to us. After the door closed behind Hayden and I was left all alone in his large living room, I sank back down onto the sofa, and
I shouldn’t go, after all. Hayden would kill me if he found out and I didn’t want to get into another argument with him. “If he finds out…” Harvey said before he giggled like a little boy. “I don’t know. Maybe I shouldn’t go. I can’t go without getting Hayden’s permission first…he’ll be mad, and I don’t want him to worry either,” I said, having made up my mind. “I see. Then let’s do that,” Harvey said as he nodded in understanding. Do what?Harvey pulled out his phone before tapping at the screen and then he placed his phone next to his ear. He’s not doing what I think he is doing, is he? My eyes widened in pure disbelief at what I was seeing. Before I could find my tongue and words to protest or stop him, the line connected.“Hayden! Yup, it’s me…your dear brother,” Harvey said enthusiastically through the phone. How can he sound so carefree about this?“Don’t be so cold towards your dear brother, please. Oh, right. I was calling to let you know that I’m going out and I’ve deci