NICOLE'S POV As I sat on my bathroom floor, the weight of my discovery came crashing down and crushing me, tears streamed down my face like a river and my body shook uncontrollably as I kept sobbing. I want to stop crying but I can't, it's just too much. "Arghhh." I screamed as I gasped for breath, my chest heaved in an unhealthy manner with each ragged breath I took. "Why did it have to be him?" I sobbed as I managed to get up and I stood under the running shower while still wearing my clothes.I just want the water to wash away all the tears, pain and confusion. "Oh my God, why?" My mind reeled of thoughts of desperate answers. "What am I going to do, Asher, Logan... What will I do?" My heart shattered into a million pieces as I found myself drowning in a sea of tears or maybe it's just the water from the shower."Nicole, Nicole." Betty called and knocked but even as I tried to respond, my voice is barely audible. "Your phone is ringing Nicole." She informed and I know without a do
ASHER'S POV If I say that I understand what happened this morning or what's happening right now, it will be a blatant lie. I'm confused as fuck, she came in here looking excited and she even brought food and the next minute, she started acting weird and she was even crying before she rushed out of here without any explanation.I got back into the house and I met Aaron and Logan laughing and eating the same food she brought over."Hey, how did it go?" Aaron asked as soon as he saw me."I don't know, I didn't see her." I pointed out as I plopped on the couch... I am so frustrated and upset, I didn't see my weekend turning out like this.She showed up unannounced and I was really excited about it, I thought we were going to spend the day together but all of a sudden, she saw Logan and she acted like this was her first time of seeing him, they work together for God's sake. If not that I know how much they like each other and get along, I would have said that she doesn't like him because
NICOLE'S POV "I'm going to kill him." The only question now is how and when, I mean I can't just kill him cheaply like I killed others, he was the gang leader and the architect of everything that happened to me, so a quick death will be a waste of revenge... I spent six years of my life looking for him, so I have to give him a befitting death, something worthy of the chase."He deserves a tremendous death." Something grand but painful and slow, I need him to beg for death the same way I begged him now to rape me. I need him to beg for mercy like I did, I need him to offer me things in exchange for his life like my parents offered them everything just to spare me but he refused. I need him to cry, scream, beg, explain why he decided to ruin my family and after that I want him to beg for a quick death while I derive pleasure in watching him squirm.I stayed in bed all day looking for the best way to kill him and everything that comes to mind seems too easy to be compared to what he did
ASHER'S POV Today was a long day, in fact the last one week has been ridiculously long. I go to Nicole's office every morning before I go to work and I check her at home every evening after work and honestly, I am tired. I am tired of stressing myself trying to figure out what I did to her that warrants this sudden change... It's been over a week now since she rushed out of here with no explanations, so I have decided to let her be. I am going to give her the space she's looking for, no more chasing after her like a fly, I am done.I made my way to my room after work and I got rid of my suit and I was about to take my shit off when I heard a knock on the door and I made my way out to get it. "Nicole?" I opened the door and I am shocked to see her standing there. "Ummm, come in." I said as I left the way.She's definitely the last person I expected to see standing here today and I am not going to lie, she doesn't look good. Her hair is messy and she has eye bags, she looked stressed a
ASHER'S POV This is a nightmare, what am I going to do? I went into the room to get my phone to call Logan but his number is unreachable, so I decided to call Aaron instead."Hey man, what's up? I'm right in front of your house." He said as soon as he picked up."Well come in, there is a problem." I said before hanging up the call."Hey, was that not Nicole's car I saw on my way here?" He asked curiously as soon as he stepped in."Yeah, there is a situation at hand Aaron. She just told me now that she left that day because of Logan, she saw the scar on his nipple and that she gave him that scar and the one in his brows six years ago when he invaded her house with five guys and Logan himself raped her but the real problem right now is that she said she will kill him." I informed as I started pacing around again."That's ridiculous, she can't even hurt a fly." He stated while laughing and I see nothing funny here."She can and she will, she has already killed the five guys he went with
NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an
NICOLE'S POV I sat at the dinning hall with my roommate, having a nasty breakfast as usual. I was concentrating on my lousy food but it feels like I have eyes on me. I looked around the hall and I was right, Shelly and her girls are throwing daggers with their eyes. When I first arrived here, she was in charge and she was a bully... The first thing she tried to do was to dominate me but I didn't allow it and I became her number one enemy but I don't mind because I am fucked up in the head and I need somewhere to vent. I don't mind a little challenge and fight every now and then but not today, for the last six months, I have been a delinquent in here but lately, I have a new focus or should I say a distraction. Something else that excites me other than having a fight... From the corner of my eyes, I saw Shelly and her crew stand up and I know they are coming to pick a fight, ordinarily I wouldn't mind but today is not the day. " Shit." I cursed when I remembered that my roommate R
ASHER'S POV Fuck, I can't believe I said that out loud. Nicole is my patient and she's even in jail, why the fuck did I say that? I feel so ashamed and disgusted with myself for even harbouring the thought but I can't deny that Nicole is sexy and tempting even in her orange uniform but I just buried my wife and here I am fantasizing over another lady... I am too ashamed to even look at her but at the same time, I have to do my damn job and I can't do it by avoiding her gaze. I looked at her but she doesn't look offended, rather she has a hint of smile on her face , damn she's pretty and she knows it. " I'm really sorry for what I said, I wasn't thinking. Can you please sit and let's start?" I politely gestured to a chair across from mine. " Of course handsome, whatever you want." She slurred before sitting with her legs crossed and all I can think of is what it will feel like to have her sexy legs wrapped around my waist. Fuck, I am in deep shit... " Hem." I cleared my throat.
NICOLE'S POV I can't believe he just threatened me, is he really going to send me back to prison? I can't believe it, I am the victim here and now everyone is upset and judging me because I want revenge, he ruined my life and sending him to prison is just too easy and I need him to suffer."Nicole, you have to drop this. You heard what he said, are you really going to throw everything you have away because of revenge that won't make you feel any better?" Betty asked as she followed me to my room but I am so upset with her for defending and supporting them instead of supporting me."How do you know, how do you know that it won't make me feel better?" I asked angrily."You have killed five people already, do you feel any better or different than you felt before you went in your adventure of killing spree?" She asked curiously. Why is she attacking me like I am the worst person on earth."No I don't feel better because I have not killed the most important person, Logan is the leader an
ASHER'S POV This is a nightmare, what am I going to do? I went into the room to get my phone to call Logan but his number is unreachable, so I decided to call Aaron instead."Hey man, what's up? I'm right in front of your house." He said as soon as he picked up."Well come in, there is a problem." I said before hanging up the call."Hey, was that not Nicole's car I saw on my way here?" He asked curiously as soon as he stepped in."Yeah, there is a situation at hand Aaron. She just told me now that she left that day because of Logan, she saw the scar on his nipple and that she gave him that scar and the one in his brows six years ago when he invaded her house with five guys and Logan himself raped her but the real problem right now is that she said she will kill him." I informed as I started pacing around again."That's ridiculous, she can't even hurt a fly." He stated while laughing and I see nothing funny here."She can and she will, she has already killed the five guys he went with
ASHER'S POV Today was a long day, in fact the last one week has been ridiculously long. I go to Nicole's office every morning before I go to work and I check her at home every evening after work and honestly, I am tired. I am tired of stressing myself trying to figure out what I did to her that warrants this sudden change... It's been over a week now since she rushed out of here with no explanations, so I have decided to let her be. I am going to give her the space she's looking for, no more chasing after her like a fly, I am done.I made my way to my room after work and I got rid of my suit and I was about to take my shit off when I heard a knock on the door and I made my way out to get it. "Nicole?" I opened the door and I am shocked to see her standing there. "Ummm, come in." I said as I left the way.She's definitely the last person I expected to see standing here today and I am not going to lie, she doesn't look good. Her hair is messy and she has eye bags, she looked stressed a
NICOLE'S POV "I'm going to kill him." The only question now is how and when, I mean I can't just kill him cheaply like I killed others, he was the gang leader and the architect of everything that happened to me, so a quick death will be a waste of revenge... I spent six years of my life looking for him, so I have to give him a befitting death, something worthy of the chase."He deserves a tremendous death." Something grand but painful and slow, I need him to beg for death the same way I begged him now to rape me. I need him to beg for mercy like I did, I need him to offer me things in exchange for his life like my parents offered them everything just to spare me but he refused. I need him to cry, scream, beg, explain why he decided to ruin my family and after that I want him to beg for a quick death while I derive pleasure in watching him squirm.I stayed in bed all day looking for the best way to kill him and everything that comes to mind seems too easy to be compared to what he did
ASHER'S POV If I say that I understand what happened this morning or what's happening right now, it will be a blatant lie. I'm confused as fuck, she came in here looking excited and she even brought food and the next minute, she started acting weird and she was even crying before she rushed out of here without any explanation.I got back into the house and I met Aaron and Logan laughing and eating the same food she brought over."Hey, how did it go?" Aaron asked as soon as he saw me."I don't know, I didn't see her." I pointed out as I plopped on the couch... I am so frustrated and upset, I didn't see my weekend turning out like this.She showed up unannounced and I was really excited about it, I thought we were going to spend the day together but all of a sudden, she saw Logan and she acted like this was her first time of seeing him, they work together for God's sake. If not that I know how much they like each other and get along, I would have said that she doesn't like him because
NICOLE'S POV As I sat on my bathroom floor, the weight of my discovery came crashing down and crushing me, tears streamed down my face like a river and my body shook uncontrollably as I kept sobbing. I want to stop crying but I can't, it's just too much. "Arghhh." I screamed as I gasped for breath, my chest heaved in an unhealthy manner with each ragged breath I took. "Why did it have to be him?" I sobbed as I managed to get up and I stood under the running shower while still wearing my clothes.I just want the water to wash away all the tears, pain and confusion. "Oh my God, why?" My mind reeled of thoughts of desperate answers. "What am I going to do, Asher, Logan... What will I do?" My heart shattered into a million pieces as I found myself drowning in a sea of tears or maybe it's just the water from the shower."Nicole, Nicole." Betty called and knocked but even as I tried to respond, my voice is barely audible. "Your phone is ringing Nicole." She informed and I know without a do
NICOLE'S POV ONE MONTH LATER..."Wow, someone looks nice." Betty said as soon as she stepped into my room and noticed that I that I am dressed.I want to go over to Asher's place to surprise him this Saturday, he is not expecting me but I asked the chef to make something nice that I will take over to them."Thanks girl." I spun around for her in my orange yellow color summer vibe set two piece, it's consist of dark orange yellow T-Shirts and color-block wide-leg pants. It's was part of the things I bought when I went shopping with Shelly and Ruth last month, it's beautiful. "I am going over to visit Asher." I said while smiling."That's nice, anyways enjoy your day. I am going out with Mike too, he wants me to meet his friend." She pointed out and I am so surprised that he even has friends.I have never seen or heard him having a friendly conversation over the phone before, so this is really new to me but I shouldn't be surprised, I mean he is dating Betty right? So he definitely has
NICOLE'S POV The first thing I did when we got here was to send Asher a quick text because I know I can get carried away and forget to tell him.ME: "Hi doctor hot lips, I am around now. We are a bit early, so we will have to wait a bit. How is your day going, if you are not free to come over, don't stress it. We can see at home later in the day." MY BABY:"Oh I am sorry babe but I have a session right now and it just started, so I can't get out of it but I will come over to the house later, you guys should have fun... Love you." I read his text before putting my phone away, I actually didn't expect to see him, I knew he was going to be busy by the time we are here and it's fine, I prefer him to come over to the house anyway.We got to the prison pretty earlier than I thought, we have been here for like five minutes now and it's just fifteen minutes to two which means we will still be here for like twenty minutes or more because of the checking out process... I seriously don't kno
NICOLE'S POV I woke up the next morning to the sound of the shower running and I checked the time to see it's already a few minutes to nine. How does he do it, how does he manage to stay up all night and still manage to wake up early enough to go to work in the morning without feeling exhausted while I am feeling so knackered and to think he did all the work and all I did was to just enjoy it."I can't go to work today." I said when I remembered that I am supposed to go to the prison to pick up Shelly. There is no way I can make it out of bed early enough to get to work first before going to the prison, so I think it's best I stay here and we can leave from here, I really don't have to go to work.I managed to convince myself as I stay in bed, rolling from side to side until I found my phone, I need to call Ruth and ask her to come here instead of going to my office. I called her like twice but she didn't pick. "Maybe she's still in bed or something." I said before tossing the phone