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Aurora: “Are we there yet?” I asked, looking up from the hem of my dress as the sleek black car slowed down to a stop at the front of the Grand Hotel. “Yes, ma’am,” Edward, my chauffeur, looked up at the rearview mirror and nodded, “Are you still on call?” he asked me. I nodded and shifted in my seat, adjusting my dress with one hand, while the other held my phone to my ear. “I’m just saying honestly. She doesn't exactly look like the easiest person to work with.” Mia ranted on and on, not stopping to take a breath. “But weren't you among the employees that voted to take her in?” I asked, looking through the tinted glasses to see the photographers, journalists and onlookers standing outside the red carpet. Mia let out a strangled grunt, “Unfortunately, I was among. And the only reason I accepted that she should work with you is because she's very diligent in everything,” she sighed, and then added, “Which is quite a bitter thing to express.” I exhaled, looking up at the hotel from the glasses. “How many times are we going to need to go over this, Mia?” “As long as I keep feeling off about her. What's her name again?” There was a long pause, and then I heard the sound of her fingers making contact as she muttered loudly, “Bonnie!” I picked up a bottle of water from beside me and drank a little before placing it back and picking my purse from the seat. “Well, she's only going to be temporary. And from what I've seen, she's capable enough, so it wouldn't make sense to send her away now, would it?” Today marks the umpteenth time Mia was complaining about my new assistant, who was brought in about a week ago. And I had an awful feeling it would continue for a while. Mia let out an amused laugh. “Capable? Yeah, she looks like it. But friendly? That's debatable. I swear when I came into your office days back to drop those files and invitation cards on the charity event, she kept looking at me like she was waiting for me to trip and fall and perhaps break some bones so she could take my job permanently.” A smile tipped my lips, and I leaned my back against the leather seat. “You do realize she’s just filling in, right? She’s not replacing you.” “Oh, she’d love to, though." There was a pause. "She actually suggested I take another few months off, you know. Said it ‘wouldn’t hurt to have a new assistant around the office.’ Can you believe that?” I arched my brow. “And what did you say?” “That I’d come back early before she gets the chance to completely settle her arse round my seat,” Mia huffed. “I don’t trust her, Aurora. She’s too eager. And not in a good way.” I sighed, tapping my fingers against my clutch. “She’s efficient. That’s all I care about right now. And I'm sure you agree she's exactly what we need at the moment.” “Yeah, well, don’t let her fool you. I bet she’s just waiting for you to be too busy to notice whatever plans she’s cooking up.” She clicked her tongue and muttered words I could barely hear, but it sounded close to, ‘I just don't like that girl. She gives me the creeps.’ “Mia.” I adjusted the slit of my maroon gown; the silk fabric lay elegantly over my legs. The dress hugged my shape in all the right places, and I was somehow relieved that I ended up wearing this instead of the shorter one Trish had been trying to convince me to pick earlier. “You need to stop watching so many crime dramas. It's really messing with your thoughts,” I continued. Mia let out a groan. “Just don’t get too comfortable with her, okay?” “I won’t,” I assured her. “Now, go get some rest. I have to go.” “Fine, fine. But—” I ended the call before she could launch into another long speech about my so-called workaholic activities. The truth was, she wasn’t entirely wrong. I hadn’t slowed down in the past three years. Shoving my nose down on files was far better than slugging around and letting depressing thoughts swallow me whole. Years back I had traveled out of the country, and now I know how much that was one of the best decisions I've ever made. After building a name and a background for myself, I decided it was time to come back to New York. My business had grown into a global firm; my name was with high-stakes projects. Which was one of the major reasons I was invited for this charity event tonight. ✧✦✧✦ Edward stepped out and rounded the car before stopping by my door and opening it. The cold air of the night hit me first as I stepped outside of the car, followed by the flashs as the numerous lights flashed in my direction. I have done this kind of things before, over and over again, but I don't seem to ever get used to having many lights on me. Neither do I appreciate the usual tons of questions; that was mostly just baseless speculation by the paparazzi. “Aurora! Over here! Just one question—” a female reporter shouted. “Rumors say your company is planning a major expansion—can you confirm?” “What do you have to say about the speculation on your connections with New York’s elite?” I didn’t respond. I never did. I rarely made public appearances like this. Most of the time, I avoided events where I knew the elites would be in attendance. Until now, Mia had been the face of my company, attending these gatherings on my behalf. No one knew I was the CEO of Astra & Co. Though there had been rumors. The only reason I chose to step into the spotlight tonight was because I’d spent long enough in the background. If I wanted to expand my business and consult on major projects, then it was time people knew who was really pulling the strings. Another reason I was here? Trish. Somehow, she had convinced me to come, promising that, based on speculation, I wouldn’t run into any member of the Rossi family. I thought I was prepared for everything. But the one thing I wasn’t sure I was ready for yet was seeing Adrian here. Edward's hand was steady against my back as he tried to lead me toward the entrance. “Let’s move quickly, ma’am.” His dark hair was swept neatly to the back, and his expression was blank as a paper, framing his young face. Edward has been my chauffeur for more than fourteen months now, and one of the reasons I still kept him was because he knew his job. And most of the time he knew how to handle situations like this. Before we could make it past the ropes, a reporter pushed one, another pushed the other, and then there were shouts and a fight broke out. Somehow, a handful of paparazzi broke past security, dashing straight toward me with cameras raised and questions spilling from their lips. My pulse quickened at the sudden chaos in front of me. The sudden push of bodies sent a jolt through the crowd, and before I could react, someone bumped into me hard. My balance was shifted; my heel caught against the carpet at the wrong angle. Edward’s hand reached out fast to steady me, but it was too late. My body tilted, and I lost my footing. I was falling. A firm grip caught me before I hit the ground, strong and steady. The first thing I noticed was the broad hands that held me firm. The second was the scent of something deep and rich, a mix of bergamot and crisp cologne.♛ Aurora: I looked up from the neatly knotted neck tie, and my eyes trailed over the firm jaw, the clean suit, before sliding up to the pair of dark brown eyes staring at me. It was the deepest and darkest shade of brown eyes I'd ever seen. I opened my lips to say something but couldn't find the right words. Instead, I slowly muttered, “Thank you.” He didn't say anything. Instead, he set me back on my feet carefully. He glanced over his shoulder and cursed silently as a camera was thrown from somewhere within the riot and hit his back. I tried to push myself away from him. It seemed he realized his grip on my waist; he slid his hand from my waist to my wrist and muttered, “Sorry. Let's get you out of here.” My eyes trailed over to Edward. “You go in first,” he yelled amidst the fight and ruckus happening. I didn't get the chance to say anything because, in the next few minutes, the man I had no idea who he was pulled me out of there, and we somehow found our way out of
♛ Aurora: I froze in my tracks when I heard the announcement. What? “Wait, what?” Trish’s voice sounded from the other end of the call. “But you don’t even have a speech prepared,” she added, sounding worried. I wasn’t sure how I ended up hanging up, but I knew my fingers must have slipped and tapped the screen out of shock. I wasn’t used to the spotlight yet, and an impromptu speech was only going to make things worse. Trish’s word about Adrian coming here didn’t matter anymore. Because as soon as I gave this speech, I was leaving immediately - at least to avoid running into him. Adrian doesn’t scare me. Definitely not. I just think my life would be a lot more peaceful if I never had to cross paths with him again. The crowd settled into clapping for me as I made my way to the stage. As soon as I reached the podium, my fingers brushed against it, and silence fell over the room. The host, Mr. Robert—a middle-aged man and one of my business partners—spared me a half-smil
♛ Aurora: “So, when's the meeting supposed to be held?” I looked up from my laptop and asked Bonnie, who was standing across the office table. She looked down at her tab, fixed her glasses on the bridge of her nose with a finger, then returned her gaze to me. “On the 14th, next Friday,” she muttered, pushing back a strand of her curly hair that had fallen on her face. Her warm black eyes stared down at me. She was a petite young lady, around 5’5 in height. I stared at her, wondering exactly what made Mia have doubts about her. Bonnie was respectful and diligent in her work—exactly what I needed—so I couldn't just dismiss her because of Mia’s doubts. I nodded in understanding before turning my attention back to the screen of my laptop. It had been three days since the charity event, and the call-up meeting, where the major investors would meet to discuss the huge charity project, was set to take place in exactly four days. Being the major consultant on the project, I had to b
♛ Aurora: The car came to a stop in front of a massive enterprise. Before my chauffeur could step out to open the door for me, I had already done it myself. Bonnie stepped out of the passenger seat and walked over to my side as I made my way inside the building. “What's the name of this big investor?“ I couldn't help but ask. Bonnie glanced down at her tab, “There are supposed to be up to eleven investors on the list. But I could only find the names of ten of them.” She explained, and muttered to herself, “I wonder why.” Despite how ridiculous it was that the meeting time had been abruptly changed, I had no choice. My hands were tied, and I was forced to attend, regardless of my displeasure. Bonnie and I had wrapped up everything that needed to be done, and I came prepared with what I had. As we reached the reception area, I skimmed through the work I had to submit while Bonnie conversed with the receptionist. After a moment, she returned to my side and muttered, “Th
♛ Aurora: I remain tight lipped, not knowing what to say. I could only clench my pen tightly in anger, and brush my sweaty palms on my skirt, cause I couldn't do anything. And I didn't want this, but then I didn't really have any other choice. Mr. Lancaster shifted in his seat, he didn't seem to know what to say either. The same way other investors were quiet. They were all looking at me, perhaps wondering what exactly could be my hesitation in accepting. In plain sight, there was no issue in what he proposed. It was easy, I could just accept and go through him as long as other investors had no issue with it. But considering I didn't want to have anything to do with him, there was an issue. Big one. I could clearly tell that Adrian knew what he was doing. And that burned me deep, infuriating me. Lancaster spared me a glance, he hesitated, but then lowered down a little, gesturing my assistant closer to mutter something into her ear. Bonnie walked back to me, and lowered
♛Aurora: “This really doesn't make any sense, Rory. And it's beginning to give me the creeps. I'm even more worried about your dismissal of everything.” I absentmindedly rubbed my abdomen, feeling empty and almost lost as a sudden flash of memory hit my head the longer I trailed my fingers around my stomach. It was 9 A.M in the morning, and I sat at the dining table with Trish in our very modest looking home. A sigh escaped my lips and I dropped my phone from my hand, letting it lay on the table. I stared down at my food, and simply shook my head at her words, before leaning it to take a sip from the soup she made for us. When I didn't say anything after a while, she called out to me again, “Rory!” I looked up to meet her genuinely worried gaze, “Are you even listening to me?” “I am listening, Trish.” I dropped my spoon, and brushed through my caramel brown hair, “But what can I do about it? Nothing.” After I received that message three days back, the usual fear that normally
♞Adrian: I had been searchng for her for years. On an estimate, twenty-five months, one week and three fucking days now. After she signed the divorce papers, she made sure to completely vanish her presence from my life. Completely. I couldn't find her anywhere. Not in New York. Not in the damn country, or any neighbouring country. She left me with just one thing, and that was her signature on the divorce papers. I brushed a finger through my hair and absentmindedly tapped my finger on the table in my office as I recalled the sheer pain that had stabbed through me the night I saw her signature on those papers. She wasn't supposed to sign them and leave. That wasn't what I had planned. That wasn't how I thought everything would turn out. But I was happy she had left without looking back. Glad she would be able to live her life hating me. Actually, I was only happy at first. That was until I realized I wasn't fucking dying yet. In fact, the doctor had completely made me believe
♛ Aurora: The afternoon air hit me on the face the moment I stepped out of my car and stared outside the big expanse of land that was empty. The land for the charity project. The site was alive with activity, volunteers in neon vests unloading the supplies, and the framework of what would soon be the community center taking shape. My gaze dropped to the time on my wristwatch, and I brushed my fingers through my hair, before looking up at the empty land which would be something more of buildings and facilities in the next couple of months. Hopefully everything would go smoothly. I took a slow breath, letting the warm air of the afternoon settle into me, calming my nerves. This project was supposed to be the beginning of something fresh, a purpose I could throw myself into without distractions. And I was happy about it, glad it's finally starting. But somehow, I could still feel a small empty feeling swirling my tummy. “Ms. Smith, the materials for the roofing will be a
♛ Aurora: “So, don’t tell me you actually agreed to go on a date with him just because of that?” I scooped the oat cereal from the bowl on the dining table before bringing it up to my lips. Trish sat across from me on her seat on the table as she dug into the pasta we just finished cooking less than ten minutes ago. I had gone through the details of Noah’s visit in my office today, and somehow with how she was staring at me, I couldn’t tell whether she was pleased with the idea of me going out on a date with him, or whether she was displeased. I picked at my cereal, already losing my appetite because of this conversation, while Trish shook her head as she twirled her fork in her pasta, watching me with an expression that made my skin itch. “Say whatever’s on your mind before you explode,” I muttered. Trish sighed. “I just don’t get it. You don’t even like Noah. So why waste your time?” I spared her a blank look, “I already told you the reason. That it stems from his mother push
♛ Aurora: My gaze fell on the neatly brushed sleek black hair, before it trailed lower to the pair of dark brown eyes staring right at me. My brows creased into a frown, “Noah?” Noah’s lips pulled up into a warm smile, “Hi. Aurora.” he greeted softly. “I had no idea you were coming around,” I stated, and he simply shrugged at my words. “Had no intention of letting you know I was going to drop by your office.” He said after a moment. How did he know my office? I had no idea. But I don't think it would have been difficult to. He must have asked around. And besides, Astra & Co. was a company one could easily locate in the city. After we saw each other at the charity event weeks back, I hadn't seen him since then, and I was far too occupied. I almost forgot about the fact that I could call him since we exchanged numbers that night. I stepped aside from the door, and gestured, “You can come inside.” He nodded, and without another word he stepped inside the office. He w
♛ Aurora: Despite what I thought, and despite continuously convincing myself to not care about Lucy’s words the other day, I still couldn’t ignore what she had said. I knew for a fact that I shouldn't simply believe whatever she said without confirming it first from Adrian, but still… I ran my fingers through my hair, and let my head fall on the headrest with my eyes closed. Should I just speak with him? That wouldn’t be easy to do, at least on my part but it would make my thoughts stop spiralling this way. A deep breath escaped my lips, and I finally opened my eyes after a long moment. It’s been exactly three days from then, and to my surprise Adrian hadn’t shown up at the site this week, which was really weird, especially considering the fact that he had been the one constantly showing up everyday since we started two weeks ago. “Ma’am, are you listening to me?” My eyes finally trailed up at the sound of Bonnie’s voice I blinked, pulling myself out of my thoughts, and
♞ Adrian: “From how you handled the issue with the divorce years back, do you think you deserve her forgiveness easily?” The question was sudden. My fingers subconsciously stopped tapping at the armrest of the couch I was sitting on. My gaze trailed outside the window, and fell on the song sparrow perched on the window sill, twitching annoyingly, and tapping the window glass with its beak. The bird must have noticed me gazing at it, it tilted its head. Left. Right, and then left again, before it turned around and flew away. The absence of the sparrow brought back my attention to Iris’s question which threw me deep in thought. There was a particular reason why I had chosen Iris as my therapist years ago. Actually, it goes both ways. She believes she had chosen me herself, while I, on the other hand, know for a fact that I picked her out of the countless options available back then. She had a reputation for being sharp and brutally honest. She didn’t sugarcoat things or
♞Adrian: The bed’s getting colder, and she’s still not here. I sit up, dragging a hand down my face, and running a hand over the empty sheets beside me, my fingers brushing over the fabric where she used to sleep. The clock on the nightstand reads at 2:47 AM, reminding me that sleep hasn’t come easy in years. I stared blankly at the ceiling, not realizing how fast the time had gone into the night. I should be used to this by now. It’s been three fucking years. Three years since I signed those divorce papers with my own damn hands. I stare down at my hands… could I just fucking cut them? I believe I should, but then how would I go after Rory when I’m handicapped? I cursed under my breath, recalling every single thing from back then. I told and convinced my self that I was doing the right thing. That she deserved better than a man who might not make it out alive. But I never expected the regret for my actions to feel like this… like a dull knife pressed against my ribs, cutt
Chapter 25♛Aurora:I could feel the sharp ringing in my head as I stepped out of his office and he didn't call me back. I didn’t want him to simply whisper my name to himself, or call me the endearments he had always used that have carved themselves to my heart, I wanted him to call me back. And talk to me, regardless of who is around us.It was supposed to be that simple. What on earth could he be keeping to himself that he couldn’t just simply say?Except it was something he didn’t want the media to find out about. I sharply recalled him coughing furiously and painfully at the club that night. Was all this something related to that? I shook my head at the thought.I doubt it was. From then till now I've held to the belief that the reason for the divorce is because the love that was once there somehow wasn’t there again after three years.People usually fall out of love… I just didn’t expect… Actually, all these didn’t matter anymore.A conflicting emotion seared through my veins
♛ Aurora: A simple response on handling the situation was what I had wanted and requested from Adrian. A plan, an email, or maybe a short Zoom call on how to handle the situation. Not this. Not something that would involve me standing outside Blueprint Corp. at eleven the next morning. Edward opened the door for me from the outside, and I stepped out, adjusting the cuffs of my blazer. A breath of air escaped my lips. Beside me, Bonnie checked something on her tablet before glancing up at me. “The meeting is supposed to start in three minutes,” she informed me. I nodded, inhaling the warm Monday morning air as my eyes trailed up the neat and bold lettering on the skyscraper. Blueprint. I pressed my lips into a thin line. As far as I remember, I had never been here before… maybe once, probably, and not significant enough that I could easily remember. I don’t think I’ve ever needed to be in his company. It was something he built while we were facing a hard time in our marri
♛ Aurora: Eventually, Trish had to drive us back home because I wasn't in the right state of mind to drive. I don't think I've felt this lost in a long time. Despite the fact that she was usually a menace on the road, always driving fast and bumping into things, she drove slowly today, giving me the chance to rest my head against the tinted window without fear that she might suddenly speed up and make me hit my head. She hadn't said anything since we left the diner. I hadn’t either. There really was nothing to say, and I appreciated the silence and the fact that she didn’t bring up Adrian. She just quietly gave me the space to think. A deep breath escaped my lips as the car pulled to a slow stop in front of our apartment. Without a word, we both stepped out, grabbed the bags from the trunk, and climbed the stairs to the porch. She pulled out her keys and slid one into the keyhole before turning the lock and opening the door. Trish stepped inside, and I followed. Silen
♛ Aurora: My heart dropped to my stomach, and my cutlery fell from my hand, clattering on the plate. I turned to Dmitri, and he was quick to raise his hands in surrender. “I promise you this wasn't planned.” He could be lying, but somehow, I had a feeling he was being honest with me. I simply shook my head and tugged at Trish’s shirt. “Let's leave.” She finally looked up from her meal at the same time Leon did, and it was at that moment they both finally noticed the suddenly still air. “What the hell is he doing here?” Trish didn't hold back, clearly pissed. She threw a displeased look at both Leon and Dmitri. “I knew it wasn't a good idea coming along with you two.” Without another word, I shifted in my seat, picked up my purse, and slid out of the booth. Trish followed. I did well to ignore Adrian’s presence and not turn my gaze to the door where he stood. I didn’t even glance up at him again. Not even when he started walking over to the booth we were standing by.