Adam...
I was left speechless as I saw Sanya and the others walking into the campus.
It's not surprising that they're here, what's puzzling is that they're accompanied by my classmate Lena, who seems to be one with them.
I don't know if my thoughts were wandering in confusion, so I was startled when Sanya snapped her fingers in front of me.
"Daydreaming?" she asked while in front of me. "Why are you blocking our way?"
She's mocking me again, so I looked at Lena. "Lena, why are you with them?"
"And why not?" I looked at Sanya, who raised an eyebrow at me. "Shouldn't you be the one to tell her who she should be with?"
She linked arms with Lena. "She is one of us now, what are you being so clueless about? Move aside!"
She pushed me aside, and her two friends followed suit, and I saw Lena glance at me before lowering her head.
After Lena and I finished presenting our plan, we sat on a single chair with a gap between us. Others were still presenting, but I didn't pay much attention to that.
"Why are you with them?" I asked her, and she looked at me.
"What's wrong with that?" she smiled. There is something wrong with that! Because if she gets close to them, it's not unlikely that she might become like them one day. "They're really cool!"
"Cool? What's cool about bullies?"
"They do it for a reason, just think of us as modern-day Gabriela's."
"Us? So you're really determined to join them?" She nodded, and I shook my head in disbelief.
"You don't know what you're getting into, Lena."
"It's Tora," I turned to her; they've only been together for a few hours and her name has already changed, and I know this is just the beginning. "And one more thing Az—"
"Az?"
"Az, short for Adam Zhymian. It sounds cool, and well, as you can see, even from my appearance, I'm probably smarter than you think. And don't even get me started about talking against your wife—oh, shit!" She looked around. She lowered her head and whispered. "Sorry, but yeah, you talk about her like you think she's a person born with horns."
She's really been brainwashed by them, so I let out a deep sigh.
Suddenly, a nerdy-looking guy entered the classroom and bowed to our professor, "Sorry, Sir, I'm a late enrollee." He showed something to the professor, and he just nodded. They talked a bit more, but I didn't listen.
"What's going on?!" I turned to Lena's who's shouting at the guy who just came. "Didn't you see that we were talking?"
"Miss Tora, what is it?" Sir asked.
"I didn't know!" the guy said. "Didn't you see I just came here? How the hell was I supposed to know that you guys were talking? This chair is vacant anyway."
"But you didn't even excuse yourself!" Lena was practically trembling. I knew it, she's becoming just like Sanya too.
"Well, I'm sorry, but you don't have to shout at me."
"The two of you! Mister Zedleer and Miss Tora, are you just going to shout at each other? You're not even showing me respect as your professor here," they both looked to the front as if they were startled.
Sir scolded them, but I didn't listen anymore; all I knew was that they were getting on each other's nerves throughout the whole period.
After class, Lena hurriedly left. I knew she was going to join Sanya.
"Hey!" I was surprised when the person beside me caught up with me. He extended his right hand towards me. "Andy Zedleer, but you can call me Lee," he introduced himself.
I smiled at him and shook his hand. "Adam Zhymian."
"Nice, we both have initials A and Z," I thought about that too earlier. We both headed to buy lunch and hung out in an empty area of the cafeteria. "You know, I don't have friends. I didn't enroll last semester because I didn't want to be with my old classmates. I didn't have anyone to talk to much. That's also why I enrolled late. I thought of myself as a loner geek. If my dad didn't threaten me, I probably wouldn't have even come to school. But it's good to know there's someone like me."
"Someone like what?" I looked at him. Was he implying that I'm a loner geek too?
"I know what you're thinking, but I realized that we're not just similar in initials. Like me, you're a loner. Earlier, it seemed like you had your own world and no one to talk to, and at first glance, you look like a weirdo in your outfit," he looked at what I was wearing. "I mean, I'm a nerd, you have this ghetto hip-hop style, with a baseball cap and loose clothes. We try to look cool, but we don't fit in."
"Meaning?"
"Meaning we're both out of place. Why do we have to force ourselves to fit in when we can still be ourselves? Let them think we're weird, right? Just don't give a fuck about it."
I laughed at what he said; we really seemed to get along. Plus, Sanya was wrong when she said I didn't have friends. I have one now, a nerd, but so what? Lena got into their group even though she's a nerd. Now, I have someone to talk to.
"What's your course?" he asked me.
"Multimedia Arts."
"I'm in IT," It's evident, I know that course is challenging, but seeing how intelligent Lee seems, I believe it's a piece of cake for him.
He looked up at the girls passing by in front of us. "Dude, wasn't one of those girls our classmate earlier?"
I followed his gaze, Sanya and her group again. "Yeah."
"Look, it's like each one of them represents a different personality. Our classmate is kind of a nerd, then there's the sporty one with the tan, and the other one looks like a musician, and then there's—"
"Snobbishness," I added as he was about to describe Sanya. "You should stay away from them."
His gaze returned to me. "Why? Weren't you just talking to the girl I had a confrontation with?"
"She's new to their group, don't you know them?" I shook my head. "They're the worst in terms of attitude, especially towards guys. I've been embarrassed by them several times."
"I saw the nerd at the library before while I was reading, so I probably didn't recognize the others because they weren't around. You know libraries are quiet places," I just nodded.
"Move," I looked up as Sanya spoke again. What's her problem now? I looked around and saw that there was no more space because others had also sat down, but we were here first, even before others started coming in for lunch.
"What did you say?" I asked her.
"Sanya said move! Are you deaf?" her friend Kyra retorted. "Move already."
I gave her a sharp look. This is not right, she's making us leave so that they can sit here. Why don't I report her? It's not that simple because if I do, our parents might be called and they might find out about our pretense, and that's the last thing I want. So, I let it slide, and she keeps taking advantage.
Many students here can't report this, even though we're in college. First, because one of the school's sponsors is the Merced family, and Kyralle Merced is a member of that family. Second, Sanya is an Evangelista, and it hasn't become public knowledge that they're facing financial difficulties because of our marriage. It's even been in the news that the Merceds helped them, which kind of extended to us. Maybe that's why Sanya still holds herself high. Third, Alexandria Cadriejo is a big shot, too. No matter how much trouble she gets into, she can always get away with it because she's a Cadriejo. And now, there's Selena Tora. Their family is famous in the world of Science; I know this because it's been reported that their family helped establish science museums in the country. Coming from a family of intellectuals, Lena probably hasn't experienced bullying like others have due to her family background. I don't know much about it, and I don't really care, especially now that she's part of Sanya's group.
"Why are we leaving when we were here first?" Lee suddenly spoke up as he noticed what was happening.
Uh oh, he's in trouble! I want to pull Lee back because he doesn't know what kind of mess he's getting into.
Sanya's group laughed. "Tora, since you're new to the group, deal with this one," Sanya said, looking directly at Lee.
Lena seemed to hesitate. "Don't do it, Lena. Don't listen to them," I wanted to tell her, but it was too late as I saw her take something out of her bag and spray it on Lee's face.
"What did you do?!" I yelled at her, and she seemed surprised. "What is that?"
I approached Lee, who was now shouting and covering his eyes. "Don't worry, it's not oleoresin capsicum spray, it's just perfume, not pepper spray."
My eyes squinted, and Lee looked at them, his cheeks red with anger. "Leave," Sanya said, and we obliged. I wanted to glare at them and at Lena, but Sanya's gaze met mine, and she raised an eyebrow.
"Are you okay, man?" I asked Lee. He nodded.
"You're right; we should stay away from them. Especially from the nerd who acts like a nice girl whenever her group isn't around," we headed to the washroom to rinse his eyes.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
"Yeah, my eyes aren't severely damaged, although they do sting a bit," after washing up, we walked together to our next class since we had the same subject for the day.
"Sorry about that, man. It's your first day in class, and you've already experienced that. I think you got dragged into this because I was with you."
"Don't think about it; I know that I got involved in the commotion earlier because of that new girl in their group, as you told me, had a short fuse. It all happened because I sat between you two; little did I know that you were talking to each other, right? Women, they blow things out of proportion; they're too complicated, thanks to their capriciousness."
"True."
"Why did they bully you though?" he asked.
"It's a secret," I glanced around before leaning in and whispering to him, "That girl I confronted earlier? She's my wife, the one I called snobbish."
"Your wi—" I signaled him to be quiet, so he shut his mouth. I explained everything to him, including our arrangement, why I couldn't report them, and he understood right away.
"You see, my life wasn't like this before. They didn't even pay attention to me, yes, I used to hear about the things they did to other students, but I never thought I'd become one of their targets."
"You do have a big problem. But man, we're friends now, I got your back. Your situation is tough; I wouldn't want to be in your shoes, but rest assured, no snitching will happen here. Maybe we should just stay away to avoid trouble."
"Mister Zedleer and Zhymian!" We were startled by Ma'am Mijarez. "Is there a bromance going on here? You've been whispering to each other like you're about to kiss. What's up? Do you want to leave now?" the whole class laughed at our embarrassment. "Last warning. You, Mister Zedleer, you just joined my class, and you still need to catch up with the lessons, and you're fooling around over there. Listen up, or else you might want to drop my subject."
"Sorry, Ma'am," we both said in unison.
Adam... "YOU really made Lena join your group," as soon as Sanya entered, that was my immediate greeting to her. Why not? Even my new friend got involved because of her, and they're even teaching Lena to be like them. She smirked and crossed her arms. "What's your concern? In the first place, the person you were with earlier was the one who answered us, you guys should know your place." My eyes narrowed. "You're going too far," I approached her and held her arm. "What the fuck! Don't you dare touch me!" She removed my hand, and her reaction surprised me. "You're going too far, Sanya, you don't know when to stop. You and your friends are hurting people.Yes, I don't care if Lena's now part of your group and how that happened, but Sanya, you're a bad influence on her!" "And who are you to say that?" she raised an eyebrow. "You don't know us." "True, but that doesn't mean what you're doing is right. Why are you so furious with me? What do I always get picked on by you?" "Because I'
Sanya...I don't want to keep being stuck here with this annoying guy. He even threatened me earlier, thinking he could intimidate me. I am Chrissanya Evangelista, and I've never been afraid of a man, especially not someone like Adam Zhymian.Maybe others think I'm a really terrible person, wondering why I'm so angry with him. Truth be told, it's not just him I'm angry at, it's all men. I might even be considered a man-hater, right?I just want to distance myself, especially from the man in front of me. It's because of our situation - I'm married to him, and he, out of all men, is the one closest to me. Not as a friend or anything, don't get me wrong. I don't feel anything for this person; I just really don't want to be around men like him. What I mean is, my whole life, I've kept my distance from men.I dislike them; I hate their arrogance, their pretentiousness, their womanizing tendencies. I dislike everything about them. I don't have any brothers, and it's only now that I've exper
Sanya..."WHAT were the two of you doing inside the chef's stockroom again?" the guidance counsellor who was facing both Adam and me shifted her gaze back and forth."I've explained multiple times that someone locked us in there," I replied, annoyed that we were being questioned about the incident when we were the victims. Whoever was responsible for this would surely face my wrath, whoever that annoying person was!"Someone locked you in, or you locked yourselves in?" she countered."What?!" I looked at Adam, who remained quiet. Why wasn't he helping me explain? He's a grown man, but he's acting like he's mute. I wonder if I could pull his tongue out."I'm addressing both of you now, Miss Evangelista, because I don't want this to escalate to the dean of the school. So, right now, tell the truth," she handed her cell phone over and showed us something. "How do you explain these pictures, Miss Evangelista? Mister Zhymian? Come on, why were you in the chef's stockroom, and why do you bo
Adam...I heard the laughter of the students on campus, and I looked to see what had their attention. There were some naked guys running around, covering their private parts.Suddenly, someone threw mud and garbage at them, and some of them even got stuck to their bodies. We covered our noses and moved away from them to avoid getting hit."What's going on?" Lee asked me."I have no idea.""Adam!" I heard someone call my name. It was Sanya looking at me. The others also turned to me, knowing that our relationship was widely known on campus. I sighed and approached her. "We need to go to my house after this.""Now?" I asked."Did I say it had to be now?" She looked around, and so did I. Everyone's eyes were on us. "Just follow me."I followed her to the rooftop of the school, but I hesitated and stopped where I was. I couldn't help but wonder if this was some plan to beat me up, and I had just blindly followed Sanya. It wasn't my fault that the whole campus knew about our relationship.
Adam... SANYA closed the car door after getting out, but I didn't confront her. She's showing a different side of herself now, is this her darker side? "Oh, you're here," her Mom greeted us when we entered the door. Sanya didn't even kiss her Mom on the cheek and just walked past her into the house. I've noticed for a while now that she's distant from her parents, especially her Dad. I used to think it was about our marriage, but it's still the same, so what's the problem? "Hi Mom," I greeted her, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "Where's Dad?" She smiled at me. "He's upstairs. He just got back from work and I told him to come home early for dinner with you." "Work? Seriously, Mom?" Sanya raised an eyebrow at her. "Sanya," her Mom's voice carried a tone of warning when she called her name, and Sanya just rolled her eyes. Her attitude towards me, it turns out, is normal for her, even with her parents. "Oh, it looks like you're already here," a male voice called from upstairs, San
Adam... I immediately woke up as my cellphone alarm rang. I needed to get ready for school. It's Wednesday, and as far as I know, Sanya's classes start in the afternoon today. After having breakfast and getting ready for school, I peeked into her room. I saw she was still fast asleep, so I quietly closed the door. I wasn't very focused during the lessons because I was lacking sleep, but when lunchtime came, I couldn't understand why I felt so restless. "Aren't you going to eat yet?" I heard Seid ask, so I just shook my head. "I'm not hungry yet, maybe later. Just for a moment," I replied. I stood up, not answering his question about where I was going. I went to a spot near the school entrance where I knew Sanya usually passed by with her car. I found myself wondering why I was here. Why was I waiting for her? I considered leaving, but my feet seemed to want to return there and check if she would arrive. I was surprised when I ran into Lena. "Oh, Az!" "Oh, hi, it's you," she wasn
Sanya...I sat back down at the table, and Kyra and Alexa were both looking at me with raised eyebrows. Tora, on the other hand, was just grinning."What?" I asked."Was that PDA?" Alexa inquired."What?!" I raised my voice. "What are you talking about?""When you gave a drink to moron.""That was not!" I rolled my eyes at them. PDA? Just giving a drink is considered PDA? That seems a bit overreacting. "I do know how to say thank you, and that was my way of saying thank you for that one night.""Is that all it was?""Tora," I calmly mentioned her name, as there seemed to be more to her question."Okay," she said, raising both her eyebrows and giving me a creepy kind of smile."Stop that," I said with furrowed eyebrows."Stop what?""You and your creepy smile."She gave me a nonchalant shrug. "Whatever you say, Sanya." I sighed and just shook my head. "Oh, I almost forgot!" All of us at the table turned to look at her. "I need to talk to Miss Valderama about not joining the outing, so
Adam...I was frozen while our lips were still touching. Neither of us moved, and I wasn't even sure if I was still breathing.I had kissed her before, but this time, it was completely different."Sanya," I heard someone call her from somewhere, and because of that, she seemed to snap out of it. She pushed me away which made me fall to the ground, Sanya stared at my face as if she couldn't believe that she had just kissed me. "Oh, there you are."We both looked at Lena, who kept glancing back and forth between us. "And you're here too, Az, what's going on?"We both fell silent while Lena seemed to wait for our response."Uh..." I thought about what to say. "I came here because I thought there was no one here, but Sanya was here.""Why are you there?" she asked again, so I stood up from where I was kneeling on the pavement."I had a fight with him," Sanya answered, Lena looked at her, she was looking down and couldn't meet my eyes. "I got here first, so as payback, I made him kneel. I
Adam...SANYA and her wickedness. Is there still a chance for her to change? Even if she's not excessively kind, she could at least have a heart, even if it's just a little.This morning, I was looking for her. I was already at school early, and she and Kyra arrived together, but it's as if I were just air that she walked past.When they got on the bus, I was just waiting for her to at least look for me. I waited for her to glance in my direction, but when she saw me, she just covered her window with the curtain.I handed a mocha latte to her, and when Lee said he accepted it, I got off the bus again and saw that she just threw it to the guy she embarrassed.Honestly, I don't know why I liked her. In the two days I didn't see her, I kept looking for her. When I saw her again, I couldn't explain the happiness. I just feel it, but even though I feel that, I still know that what she's doing is not right.Did she get so annoyed that she vented her anger on the guy in front of her and then
Sanya...KYRA and I almost missed our breakfast due to our haste. We woke up at 3:30 am, and it was a good thing that Alexa's condo was close to the school."What's wrong with you two? Don't you know what an alarm is?" Alexa scolded us. She woke up to use the bathroom and noticed it was almost 4 am, so she hurriedly woke us up. "If I didn't wake up, you might have missed the bus."Kyra and I just shook our heads. Before leaving and saying our goodbyes to Alexa, we double-checked everything. Once we were sure we hadn't forgotten anything, we left. Kyra used her car and parked it in the school parking lot.She called someone last night to pick up her car and left the keys with Alexa. She would give them to the person since it would be a three-day outing.I saw six buses arrive, three for the guys and three for the girls. Another set was for our teachers and facilitators. Inside the bus, we each had our own seat on both sides. It was fine not having a seatmate since many of us had a lot
Adam...I shouldn't be worried about her, but that's what's happening now. I can say that the kiss between Sanya and me didn't mean anything to me, but deep down, I know it does. Despite trying not to, I find myself hoping that we can sort out whatever we have.I know it sounds crazy, but I've thought about this. I'm not that numb to not realize that I could fall for her. It wasn't intentional, and I didn't plan to feel these things, especially for a woman whose only purpose seems to be making my life difficult.Maybe the heart is really foolish; it understands things that my mind can't comprehend. I shouldn't like her, but here I am, calling her, not caring if I sound overly concerned for her.When she closed the door after our kiss, I stayed outside. Sleep didn't come immediately; I just stood outside her door, contemplating whether to knock. But fear overcame me, so I went into my own room instead.I thought I'd talk to her the next morning, but as expected, she left to avoid me. W
Sanya...SEVERAL hours passed, and before we knew it, it was already evening. We decided to head to Alexa's condo to spend the night until Monday morning."Oh? What are you doing here? Get out!" Alexa exclaimed when she opened the door for us.Kyra, with a mischievous smile, entered and casually placed the stuff we bought on the couch, acting as if it were her own place."I thought Kyra already told you," I said, entering as well."She didn't say anything," Alexa replied grumpily."Really?" I looked at Kyra, who just smiled. "Is that true?""Don't believe her, Sanya. She's just messing with us," Kyra responded.I heard Alexa laugh behind me. "Just kidding, Sanya. Besides, even if you didn't tell me, it's okay. You're always welcome here."We chatted again while Kyra and I organized our things, including the tent we would use for the outing we were sharing."Are you sure everything's okay?" Alexa asked. "Did you forget anything? I'm sorry I can't join; you should have told me earlier t
Sanya...I was dumbfounded when Adam's lips touched mine. I didn't know what to do and how to react. I just stood there, staring. I felt like my brain suddenly stopped functioning. I didn't expect this to happen, maybe because I knew we hated each other. I always thought that kissing me would be the last thing he would want to do—or maybe I just thought so.I was about to close my eyes when my phone started ringing.Thank God! Saved by the bell!He moved away from me, and we briefly locked eyes before I turned around and took my cellphone from my bag, then entered my room. I didn't want to wait for him to say anything. I knew he would pester me with endless questions."Hey Sanya!""Oh, hey Kyra. What is it?""I just called to ask if you're ready. Remember, the outing is in 2 days.""I'm just getting ready. I still need to buy some things to bring.""Okay, cool. Let's go shopping together tomorrow, and then we can stay at Alexa's condo from Saturday night until Monday morning. It's clo
Adam...I was frozen while our lips were still touching. Neither of us moved, and I wasn't even sure if I was still breathing.I had kissed her before, but this time, it was completely different."Sanya," I heard someone call her from somewhere, and because of that, she seemed to snap out of it. She pushed me away which made me fall to the ground, Sanya stared at my face as if she couldn't believe that she had just kissed me. "Oh, there you are."We both looked at Lena, who kept glancing back and forth between us. "And you're here too, Az, what's going on?"We both fell silent while Lena seemed to wait for our response."Uh..." I thought about what to say. "I came here because I thought there was no one here, but Sanya was here.""Why are you there?" she asked again, so I stood up from where I was kneeling on the pavement."I had a fight with him," Sanya answered, Lena looked at her, she was looking down and couldn't meet my eyes. "I got here first, so as payback, I made him kneel. I
Sanya...I sat back down at the table, and Kyra and Alexa were both looking at me with raised eyebrows. Tora, on the other hand, was just grinning."What?" I asked."Was that PDA?" Alexa inquired."What?!" I raised my voice. "What are you talking about?""When you gave a drink to moron.""That was not!" I rolled my eyes at them. PDA? Just giving a drink is considered PDA? That seems a bit overreacting. "I do know how to say thank you, and that was my way of saying thank you for that one night.""Is that all it was?""Tora," I calmly mentioned her name, as there seemed to be more to her question."Okay," she said, raising both her eyebrows and giving me a creepy kind of smile."Stop that," I said with furrowed eyebrows."Stop what?""You and your creepy smile."She gave me a nonchalant shrug. "Whatever you say, Sanya." I sighed and just shook my head. "Oh, I almost forgot!" All of us at the table turned to look at her. "I need to talk to Miss Valderama about not joining the outing, so
Adam... I immediately woke up as my cellphone alarm rang. I needed to get ready for school. It's Wednesday, and as far as I know, Sanya's classes start in the afternoon today. After having breakfast and getting ready for school, I peeked into her room. I saw she was still fast asleep, so I quietly closed the door. I wasn't very focused during the lessons because I was lacking sleep, but when lunchtime came, I couldn't understand why I felt so restless. "Aren't you going to eat yet?" I heard Seid ask, so I just shook my head. "I'm not hungry yet, maybe later. Just for a moment," I replied. I stood up, not answering his question about where I was going. I went to a spot near the school entrance where I knew Sanya usually passed by with her car. I found myself wondering why I was here. Why was I waiting for her? I considered leaving, but my feet seemed to want to return there and check if she would arrive. I was surprised when I ran into Lena. "Oh, Az!" "Oh, hi, it's you," she wasn
Adam... SANYA closed the car door after getting out, but I didn't confront her. She's showing a different side of herself now, is this her darker side? "Oh, you're here," her Mom greeted us when we entered the door. Sanya didn't even kiss her Mom on the cheek and just walked past her into the house. I've noticed for a while now that she's distant from her parents, especially her Dad. I used to think it was about our marriage, but it's still the same, so what's the problem? "Hi Mom," I greeted her, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "Where's Dad?" She smiled at me. "He's upstairs. He just got back from work and I told him to come home early for dinner with you." "Work? Seriously, Mom?" Sanya raised an eyebrow at her. "Sanya," her Mom's voice carried a tone of warning when she called her name, and Sanya just rolled her eyes. Her attitude towards me, it turns out, is normal for her, even with her parents. "Oh, it looks like you're already here," a male voice called from upstairs, San