Darkness.It is all I see around me. Pitch black darkness with nothing to see.That is untill a bright light suddenly shines my way. I begun to walk towards it wondering what it was.Suddenly I was under water struggling to breathe. After trying for a few moment I stopped and gave into death.But was suddenly I was pulled out of the water,I gasp to air. Breathing heavily.My vision blurs as I tried to open my eyes,I see blur visions of people standing over me wearing nose masks.The light was too bright for my vision as I tried to adjust to it.I hear loud beeping sounds and it was getting irritating. I tried to use my hands to block the light but I couldn't move it. It felt heavy, what is wrong with me?A few seconds later the light went deem and I groan fully opening my eyes.I make out the blurry people,three doctors and five nurses."Miss Jones can you hear me? If you can groan again?"one doctor says and I do it."Are you okay? Do you feel any discomfort?"he asks again and I shak
Hospitals sickens me.Everything in here is so dull and boring it makes want to tear my hair out.I have been here and awake for two weeks,yes two consecutive weeks.But I'll be leaving tomorrow,I have finally decided on going to rehab. I made the decision for my self and not my family.Erica was here to support me as usual,she even signed all the necessary documents on behalf of my family.Speaking of family,after two weeks of being talked into allowing them visit me by Erica and Piper,who was here on behalf of her father,I have finally agreed to see them. I want to make things right with them,besides Erica was right,Family is forever. I need to forgive them and let everything go.It is the first step to my healing journey and I need their love and support.Which eeis why they are coming to see me today. It is my last day of being here until I am transferred to the rehab.I have been anticipating this since morning, mainly because I am shy and embarrassed.I have been staring at th
Eight months laterI missed my home.I missed my family.Most importantly I miss my boyfriend.Boyfriend.I always blush at the thought of that and at the same time it makes me feel weird.I haven't said that word in like ten years but here I am blushing at the thought of it.Before I came here, Grayson asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. We spent some time together that evening and that was the last time I saw him or heard his voice.Infact that was the last time I heard any of my family member's voice.I decided to cut connection with them while I was here. Although they sent me letters and gifts I don't reply them.Doctor Hale said it wasn't healthy for me to always depend on my family for support.I have been making progress, and I will be out in no time.This place isn't like the isolation chamber I always imagined it to be.This place is free and beautiful, and the location makes everything worth while.During the day,I like to go outside to the grass where you can see
After kissing for two solid minute, someone cleared his throat and we broke from the kiss to see my dad glaring at Grayson."Give me my daughter"he rolls his eyes and I giggle."Daddy"I smile and hugged him too."I missed you my princess"he says into my hair"I missed you too dad. So much"I tell him.We broke from the hug and I turned to mum. She was an emotional wreck,I hugged her tightly and she hugs me back." My baby,I love you so much"she cries"I love you too mum"I say in the crock of her neck."Don't you miss me too sister?"my brother pouts and I giggle before going to hug him."We have a surprise for you." Esperanza says after I hugged her."Surprise? What is it?"I asked confused"I am the surprise. Well they are" someone says from behind dad.Dad steps aside to reveal Erica hold two babies, one in blue and the other in yellow.I gasp and cover my mouth,she had twins,"Jane, sister,I want you to meet your little niece and nephew also godchild, Oliver Jacob Adams and Olivia Jan
The party has been going on for an hour but I seem to be stressed and not enjoying it.I have one thing on my mind,which is talking to Annalise and Piper about us staying together and becoming a family.I am nervous,I don't want them to think I am taking their mother's place.She is and always will be their mother and I am not going to change that.I just want them to accept me so we can live peacefully and happily.I don't know what to do if they reject that idea and that is stressing me out. But doctor Hale said I should always confront the matter with courage in order to avoid stress and that is what I am going to do now.I took a three wine glasses and a bottle of blue wine with less alcohol percentage.I let out a sigh and walked to where the two girls were seating.Grayson is talking to my brother about the terminal and I don't want to disturb them.Once I got their table,I put on a big smile to cover my nervousness.They both look up at me, noticing my presence.One with a fr
I woke up to butterfly kisses on neck and I couldn't help but smile.This how I wake up every morning for the past seven weeks.It starts with small kissing which will turn to a flow blown make out session and we proceed to commit the unholy.Grayson never ceases to show me his love and I am really thankful for that.I giggle when he bit my cheeks softly,"Grayson stop. I am sore from last night. No sex today"I say but it comes out as moan."Your body says otherwise baby. You are so wet for me already and I didn't do anything"he groans in my ears as he rubs his cock over my wet slit.I turn my head slightly over to him and his lips immediately met mine.Before I know he was already inside me thrusting at a slow pace.Guess I was wrong..I got out the bed after catching my breathe from our morning session. "Are you still going to the company today?"Grayson asks as he followed me into the shower."Yes. I am still the CEO and I have been gone for long. My brother can't manage the compa
It is finally happening,I am finally going to take a pregnancy. I am really freaking out because maybe it would be a false alarm.Since I came home from the doctor's appointment three weeks ago, Grayson and I have been on it since then.He says he wasn't going to stop until I was pregnant.It is almost Christmas and I really hope it will be positive because it would the perfect gift for Christmas.I am so scared to look at the test,thank God Erica was here with me.She brought my godchildren to me since I missed them so much."Okay time is up. Let me check"she says happily,her heels clicking against the tiled bathroom.I cover my eyes, waiting for her to tell me whether it was positive or negative."What does it say?"I asked nervously,"I am sorry. It is negative"she gives me a sad smile and my heart breaks.Fuck!!I softly tug my hair and let out a sigh,I am really disappointed."Don't worry Jane, everything will be fine. This isn't the end,you can always try again"she says and hugs
I am dying!This stomach flu or whatever it is getting worse each passing second.Immediately we got home from the mall I got nauseous and spent the remaining of my afternoon in the bathroom puking.Grayson came back to meet me almost asleep in the bathroom floor because I was too weak to stand up.He helped me up and cleaned me up because I was smelling of puke. He put me into something comfy and took me to bed.I fell asleep shortly after and now I am awake,my eyes is burning and I am sweating.Grayson is in the bathroom looking for the thermometer to take my temperature.I hear his footsteps entering the room and I groan."Come baby,sit for me"he says softly and gently helps me to sit on the bed.He takes a seat beside me,"Now open wide"he says softly and I do so.He inserts the thermometer under my tongue."Why didn't you tell me you weren't feeling well. I would have come back early. Don't ever do that okay"he says pressing his hand on my forehead.He takes out the thermometer w