barged into my brother's office angrily and knock off the vase on his mini cupboard.He just had to fucking talk!Can't he just keep his stupid sexy mouth shut!I didn't want to snap but he made me do it.Him again. He made me do it again. He made me do it again. I didn't want to.I need fresh air,I need fresh air.I started to hyperventilate,I need air,I grabbed my chest gasping for air.Just in time my brother enters the office and immediately rushes to my side."Oh fuck! Jane, breathe"he says and goes to open the window.He helps me stand up from the floor to the window and allowed fresh air hit my body.After gasping for a few more,I was back to normal."Thank you" I smile at my brother and he sighs before pulling me into a hug."You can't keep doing this to your Jane. You need to go to Dr. Ballard or better yet just let me sign you into rehab like he suggested"he tells me and I shake my head."I am fine Jayden. I just needed air,this isn't my first panic attack"I tell him."This
Five years agoJane sobs softly in her palms,not knowing what to do anymore. The man she has come to love with her whole heart has left without saying goodbye.How can he do that to her! She was willing to wait for him. She was willing to wait for him to get over his dead wife but he just left.Jane continued to cry until a sudden call came in from her phone.She immediately grabs it thinking it was him but to her utter disappointment it was an unknown number.Maybe it was him,maybe he had changed his mind an was coming back to her.She quickly answers but was gravely disappointed once again when it was a female voice that came through."Hello. Please is this Miss Jones'phone"the lady asks from the other line."Yeah. It is me. How may I help you?"she asks in a hoarse voice and sniffed."Ermm....this is Mary, Matteo's aunt"she says and Jane's suddenly recognized her."Oh,hey Mary. I hope Matteo is fine. I'll be at the hospital later today if that is okay" she tells her "Oh that is why
Five years agoPositive!Jane and her mom stare at all the 72 different pregnancy test kits all showing positive sign.Jane clapped her hand on her mouth to muffle the happy sobs.She couldn't believe it,she was pregnant. She was now pregnant with Grayson's baby.Maybe if she tells him about it, he'll back to her arms."My baby is pregnant. I am going to have two grandchildren running around this house"her mom says with happy tears brimming down her eyes."I am pregnant Mom. I am going to be a mother,I am carrying Grayson's baby"Jane says happily through her tears."I know baby,I know. Let's call Doctor Mendes so he'll do the blood test to make sure" she tells her daughter and hug one last time.Doctor Mendes arrived at the Jones abode with everything he'll need, Jane was already mini clinic room in their home waiting for him.After the test was conducted,the results were immediately released."Well, congratulations Miss Jones. You are indeed pregnant. One month long. I'll prescribe
Four years ago (After the baby was born)It has already been three months since Elias was born and Jane was rocking motherhood.It was like she has had children before but it was all motherly instincts.Elias was looking more and more of his father everyday, which always tugs Jane's heart because Grayson wasn't around to see his son grow.Jane and Elias bond was stronger than any mother and child bond.She made her bedroom a nursery so she could be closer to her son.She was with him 24/7 and didn't want let anyone hold him.Elias would cry if Jane leaves his presence for even a second,it made it difficult for her to have her personal time but she couldn't have it any other way.Her son was her life line now ,she lived for him now.Erica was happy to her best friend enjoy motherhood.'She deserved it' she thought.Jane would always sing to her son whenever he was crying and that would calm him down.Even at the sound of her voice will calm him down.She was the only one who could put
I don't think my mind is working right now as I sit here.My son is dead!My son is dead because of me?What the did Annalise say to her! Was she that heartless."She wasn't the same anymore Grayson. She isolated her self for weeks,she never cried,she would mostly lock herself up in the room she shared with him. Then the day she finally left the room,she took a flight to my grandma's where she stayed for two months. After she returned,she had changed so much. Her aura scream darkness" Jayden says"You know she only wore white through out her pregnancy but after Elias died,not once has been in a white dress. She would normally speak to her bump whenever she stands Infront of a mirror". Erica adds in tears.My son is dead because of me!I killed my child!Oh God no!I didn't realize I was crying until the tears begins to his my shaky hands.I looked at the two people Infront me, trying so hard not to destroy this entire place."I...I didn't....I didn't know.."I cry"Oh God,I ... didn't
(Warning Sensitive Content ahead;Self harm)I wasn't thinking rationally when I decided to come here.I was just overwhelmed at the fact that Grayson was here.He reminds me so much of baby boy,my little angel.His life was snatched away from him before he could live it. He was deprived of such a good life.I would have treated him like a prince because he was one.I stare at the ranch with so much agony. I haven't been here since he died. This place looks the same but it doesn't feel the same.The workers all greeted me as I entered into the house and walked straight upstairs.Every step I took feels like a part of me is being teared apart.I made my way down the hall till I was Infront of my door.The door to the room I shared with my son.I gulped before opening the door,the scent of his baby powder and cream hits my noise and my legs suddenly felt week.I burst into tears as I walked into the room,this place hasn't changed a little bit.The baby cort is still there,his clothes a
We all stare back at Erica in shock. How did she get behind her? How does she have a needle on her?"Thank you Erica"Jayden says with a sigh and she nods still sobbing."How did you know this would happen"I asked Erica"This isn't her first time going defensive. She tried to kill herself remember"she hiccuped through her tears."Oh okay"I say in low voice."Let's bring her to the car. We are going back to New York"Jayden says his voice breaking.That is when I realized he was also crying .He was about to carry her but I stopped him,"Your cut is too deep. Mine isn't that deep,let me carry her"I tell him my voice also breaking.He silently nods and took his handkerchief,and uses it to pick up the knife from the floor.Erica went inside the bathroom and comes back with a bucket of water, scrubbing brush, antiseptics and a bleach to clean the blood stains on the floor.I took of my shirt, ripped it into two and wrapped it in her inner thigh whispering how sorry I was.She has been cutti
I wake up with a slight migraine on the left side of my head.What the heck happened?I only remember struggling over a knife with my brother and Grayson and then everything went black.I tried to stand up but I felt something heavy on stomach."What is that?"I groan and slowly opened my eyes to adjust the bright light.After my eyes could see properly, I looked down and saw Jaredean and Isabella on my bed.Isabella was beside me and Jaredean was slightly laying on top of me.What are they doing here?How did they get in here? I thought to myself but someone answered me."They wanted to be by your side when they heard you were sick" my mom said from the door holding a tray which contains breakfast.I suddenly feel embarrassed as memories of what yesterday rushes back to me.I stand up from the bed carefully not to wake the children up.I went to couch wincing due to the pain between my legs. My mom comes to sit beside me settling the tray on the table."How are you feeling?"she asks m
Today is Christmas!Well Christmas Eve.And all my wishes have come to past over these few years.I have the best and loving husband, four beautiful and handsome children and Grayson and his children have the best relationship now.My twins,Allen and Keith Jones Dolan,are now nine years old,their sister and my only biological daughter,Aspen is now 6 going to 7 and finally my littlest son, Graham is 4.Grayson is even a grandpa,well I am also grandma Jane. Annalise is pregnant again. Ocean is now 7 and Piper already has a son, Eduardo.My brother and Esperanza have six kids in total but they lost one two years ago which was a sad year in our lives but we stuck together and got through it.My best friend Erica and her husband also have four kids including their twins, Olivia and Oliver. They are best friends with my twins.They are almost inseparable.My daughter and her niece are also the bestest of friends they even could pass out as siblings.So this year, since everyone is coming
"I am so sorry Isabella,I didn't want any of these things to come. Please baby"my dad tells me as I was a sobbing mess on my mom's lap."But why does it have to be me! You are not the heir of the company,aunt Jane is! Aspen is the one supposed to do this!" I cry."Baby,you know Aspen is only fifteen and your aunt and dad share custody of the Jones fortune. Even if Aspen was of legal age to marry she couldn't marry because she is the heir to Gomez-luna fortune" my mom's explain.Gomez-luna is my grandma's side of the family. Aunt Jane inherited the fortune and now she has passed it down to her daughter.They should have had more girls in this family,only two biological Jones isn't enough. Three,forgetting Jaredean but she is still in college.It is still weird I am older than my aunt."Also, Aspen is a Dolan not a Jones,you are. You need to do it for the family. I know this is all sudden and unfair,trust me I wish there was better way but there isn't"dad explains.I know he hates it as
16 years laterI walk down the hallway as my heels clicked against the floor.It was almost 8 am and my fifteen years old daughter is still sleeping.She is going to be the death of me. All my three boys are awake and already getting dressed for school.I opened the door to her room,the spacious bedroom comes to view.All her purple curtains are closed and her queen decorated room looks dark.I walk to curtains and opened it allowing the rays of sunshine into the room.I heard her groan and turned to face the other side.I walked to her and pulled the duvet off her body.She opens her with a whine and I hold my waist glaring at her."Get up Aspen! You are late for school"I hiss at her but she didn't give two fucks.Because her green eyes met mine and she smiled."Good morning mommy. I had a wonderful night"she say dreamily and stretches like a princess.Well she is because of her dad! And practically every man in my family!They say she is taste of my own medicine. I wasn't this sp
Someone is touching my cheeks with soft hands.Why is the person squishing my face,I don't like being woken up from my naps.Then I felt something wet on my cheeks,"Stop Gray,I am tired"I groan but only cute giggles filled my ears.I slowly opened my eyes to meet two pairs of amber eyes.When did Grayson turn so little and became two? I must be going crazy.I rub my tired eyes and they were still there."Mama..ma..mamma"they both chant looking at me.Ohh....I sometimes forget I am a mother. It still feels surreal to me."Hey babies"I coo at them but they only smiled and crawled closer to me.Keith climbed on top of me,whiles his brother stayed down,They used their tiny hands to pull my top down revealing my bare boobs to them.They quickly latch their lips on the nipples and begun sucking.They begun doing this act ever since they learnt how to crawl.I would sometimes wake up to them already sucking their breast milk.But the question here is,how the heck did they get here.Grayson
AnnaliseProm.I have been looking forward to this day ever since I was a child.I couldn't wait till my senior year of high school so I could go with my boyfriend or anyone who would ask me.I have already planned this day ever since I was a kid, wearing the perfect dress, having the perfect hair and shoe.And most importantly my mom helping me get ready for my prom.But now I don't think I want to go. The giddiness and happiness I was supposed to have wasn't there anymore.It all vanished into thin air.My mom was supposed to be here, helping me get dressed and taking pictures of me.My dad is also supposed to be here happy but still annoyed at the fact that a boy is taking me out and I won't be back till the next morning.But I have none,both parents gone,one dead and the other not giving two fucks about me.My dad doesn't care about me anymore,he was all I have left in this world but he abandoned me just like that.He is busily playing the caring father and lovely boyfriend to h
Three months laterI never thought raising a two sons could be this hard.Elias was a quiet kid, and loves to play but these two...Oh my God,they drive me nuts. Not only me, Grayson too.They always want to be held and would cry their eyes out if they are left in cribs.Allen is the worst,he would fall asleep but the second I put him in this crib,he would opened his eyes and start crying like he is being put into fire.My mom was with me for two months helping us out but she had to back home since she needed to take care of Jaredean.Now I was left with these two angels,so Grayson had move in with me so he could help out.The children like being in their father arms but only love to stare at me.They can stare at me the whole day without moving.Sometimes they even make me self conscious.Nonetheless I love them more than my life. They give me the strength to wake up every morning.I love them so much that I can't go a day without seeing them.Right now, little Keith had made a sti
Five months later"Don't fucking touch me Grayson! Hurry up and get the bags!"I angrily yell at the stupid man infront of me.Why did I even get pregnant with that fool!"Dad! Please hold me. I am going dying"I groan as my dad gently rubs my back.These baby decided to come today,out of all the days my mom isn't around.These men here are useless. Sorry dad and Jayden.My mom is at business dinner in my place with Esperanza,Piper and Anna.No,we not a family.Let me recap you on everything that happened the past five months.After I left Grayson's that day,I went to my mom's and cried practically the entire night.The following day,I began to look for a COO. I am still going to manage the CEO position from Paris.After two weeks,I decided to stop since no one was good enough for me.Vera my personal assistant came to mind. Although she was young,she is perfect for the job.She took that opportunity but under the supervision of my brother.I bought a beautiful two storey building in
Two weeks since I left home and I am back. Well I wished I could stay longer but I can't keep everyone worried.Plus I am pregnant so they'll think the worst happened.Not everyone is worried tho,I told Erica everything that happened and she suggested I needed break from them.I booked the next flight out of the country back to France. I didn't take the jet to arouse suspicion. I booked first class where I could be comfortable.And everything was worth it. I got to relax and think of my future and that of my babies.Doctor Hale said it is better to let go than hold on to something that will only cost you pain.That is why I am back. For the first time I am going to put myself first. Not only for me but for my baby also.I promised not to raise him in a toxic home and I am going to keep that.My baby is my priority now and I need to have a good mental health to raise him.Even if it means leaving everything I love behind and starting from scratch.I am not going to be a second best to
I don't know why I didn't follow her. I don't know why I am not running after her and desperately begging her to forgive me.I just stare at her , watching her as she drives off.The rate at which she is driving is making my heart beat abnormally. She is pregnant for fuck's sake and with my child too.Why did I bring up Bryanna! That was so low of me.I was just angry she hit Anna. I know she was a hand full but she didn't deserve to be hit.I heard someone clear her throat and I turned to see Piper standing there shaking her head."What?"I asked"That was low, even for you. You purposely wanted to hurt her,that is not right at all. You should listen to both sides. Anna can very be convincing when she wants to be. You know her and you know Jane. I am going to my room"she says shaking her head and then walking out.Fuck! It is true.I should have listen to her side before thinking.I need to find her. Now!.After leaving,I went to the only place I would feel safe. My son's grave