Adira I didn't realize I'd left the prints for Petra's lingerie shoot in my office until I walked in Thursday and Adrian stopped me at the door."Girl what are you thinking ? You have to put these in your showcase. You look so hot and you know I don't even swing that way," Adrian said waving a file at me. It was after 10 in the morning but I had driven out to my house after our date because I'd forgotten my gear out there and decided to sleep in a little this morning. "I hadn't decided yet. I feel like it's a little too self promoting. And honestly I still prefer to take the pictures than to be in them. But that contract was too much to pass up. It took me a while to set them up and you know, like get myself in the right place mentally for them. But they did turn out pretty good huh?" I said snatching the folder from him and smiling. I had been going back and forth for days on it. If I was going to include myself as Petra I would need to do a few normal shoots as well and
Adira I swear sometimes there was not enough hours in the day. I was sitting in the airport waiting for my plane back home with Charlie sitting at my feet while I reviewed the photos I'd taken today. I'd flown in late last night after having a goodbye lunch with Sebastian and had been up with the sun. I made a mental note to come back to San Antonio when I had some free time and do some shoots. The hotel I'd been shooting only allowed me to explore a little of Riverwalk and the town but what I'd seen was beautiful. I'd asked some of the natives about the city and was told there was so much more to see. You could walk the lenth of the Riverwalk, or even take a boat ride along it. Then they said there are also the missions from before Texas had been annexed into the United States. I could definately find plenty to keep me busy here.My phone buzzed and I picked it up to see Sebastian messaged me. 'Have a safe flight babe. Try and get some sleep when you get home and I'll catc
Valentine My father had called me yesterday while I was at the gym and told me to come to dinner Sunday night. I'd had a date scheduled already and told him as much, but he insisted. He actually guilted me pretty much, telling me that after what happened at Adira's gallery opening I hadn't made any time for him. And he was right. Because I was afraid I'd see her there with him or that he'd want to talk about her, both of which I was uncomfortable with. So I relented and told him I'd be there.I called my date - one of my regular FWB and asked if we could move our date to tonight or Monday night as I had a family thing come up. Luckily she was fairly flexible - in both ways which was why I kept her around- and said that we could go out tonight instead. I knew the owner of resturant we had planned to go to for dinner so I called him as well and had him move our reservations to tonight. Not that I understood why we always went out to eat when all she ordered was a salad and wat
AdiraI walked into the kitchen laughing at Charlie who was trying to lick Gio in greeting. He had just pulled the lasagna out of the oven.I leaned over Charlie to give Gio a one armed hug, my other hand holding the wine I'd brought. "It smells delicious like always. Charlie agrees," I said laughing again. "Thank you bella. If you want to take it to the table I'll be right behind you with the dinner," He replied smiling and nodding his head towards the dinning room. I was bursting at the seams to talk to him about my decision to include Petra in the show, plus we had another charity event for his company for July 4th that we needed to talk about."So I decided to... oh" I started as I entered the dinning room where Valentine was currently standing, looking a little ... I don't know upset maybe? "Hi. I didn't realize you were joining us tonight Valentine. I didn't see your car out front. How have you been?" I asked setting down the wine on the table. Valentine started to a
ValentineMy father sent Adira home with the strict instructions to get some rest, knowing she had some busy days ahead. I stayed behind and helped to clean up and do dishes for which my father expressed his thanks. I used it as an opportunity to talk to him more about Petra and about Adira's show. "You don't think she's still mad about what happened at the gallery do you? She didn't seem so, but I didn't want to bring it up," I asked as I began to wash the plates. "No," he replied, taking the clean plate from me and drying it. "Though she is usually reserved, with it just being the three of us, you would know if Adira was mad at you. She has more important things on her mind than the silly things that you said.""She's uh, still dating Monroe?" I asked casually. Curiosity got the better of me and I really shouldn't be asking about another woman less than a day after seeing a different one. But Adira had stuck in my mind for some reason."Yes. They are still seeing each oth
Adira The last few weeks have passed in a blur. It's now Thursday afternoon and I am tired, stoked and nervous all in one over cafinated bundle as Adrian and I go through the final prints before tomorrow's showcase. I still have to pack for the wedding shoot this weekend and Sebastian was taking me bowling tonight."Completely random, but have you and Sebastian... you know?" Adrian asked, noting that I was zoned out. "What?! No, not yet," I said blushing. "Now let's get back on track would you?" He laughed and replied "I only asked to get you to pay attention. This showcase is going to go well. And after this weekend you don't have anything on your schedule until close to mid June, so you can take some time to relax and get laid." He winked at me and I laughed shaking me head at him.We were looking through the pictures in the park of Marco. He'd made a good choice to stand out and do the shots outdoors, the natural light really bringing a healthy glow to his tan skin. "I
ValentineTo say I was nervous would be wrong. I was apprehensive, at best. It would be easy. Just go in wonder around a bit until I saw her and then just apologise. I was still a little unsure about this but I felt like I owed it to Adira to at least make an effort. Chances were with her being friends with my father and Adira that we'd be running into each other more frequently and I didn't want those situations to be awkward. If she really was everything they said then she'd understand and would forgive me.I had only scheduled myself an hour to be here as it was still a work day for me and I had some things to wrap up with before the weekend. I handed over my ticket and entered the gallery. There were more people here than I had anticipated and I slowly made my way around the room. There was a lot of small conversations going on around the displays, blocking part of my view. What I could see though were well thought out portraits of people, her models, in a variety of pos
AdiraOk so I was messing with him a little, but I also needed him to understand."Bear with me a moment. What do you see?" I asked him."A guy with his dick in his hand," he replied coldly narrowing his eyes at me. We walked over to another display, this time a woman's, Gabbie. I opened her book and asked him to look again."Now what do you see?" He looked at the picture and then back at me. "Do you understand? Most people think that men are the most visual when it comes to feelings of sexual desire and things of that nature. But that's actually not true. That male model gets more contracts for nudes or partials then two or three of the women in here combined. The passion that is in every line in his body is the same as the passion in hers. And that is what Adira captures," I replied. I hated talking in third person but I could see understanding in his eyes now."Sex sells, no matter the medium. But Adira is also one of the most professional photographers and her ability
AdiraI was nervous for tonight. I'd waited til the last possible moment to fly home and had spent every waking moment over the last two days moving photos around and making sure every detail was good to go for this event. Adrian as always had been God sent organizing everything and keeping things moving here while I had been away in Greece for the last 2 and a half months. I almost didn't want to come back it was so majestic there. I had come up with an idea for the next show - which I'd shared with Adrian when I'd gotten back. The show we were doing today had drawn enough attention that we actually sold tickets for Friday, Saturday and Sunday, though I'd only be attending Friday's. My brother had gotten weekend leave to come and see my show and I was excited to have him with me."Do I really have to wear this?" he asked, tugging at his shirt collar and tie. I laughed and walked over to straighten them out before replying "Yes. Even I dress up for my shows. There's going t
Valentine2 months.It's been 2 months since I've seen her, since I've kissed her, since I've heldd her in my arms. 2 months of antagonizing over every little piece of our relationship. I was so angry at first but seeing her face when Stella had been all over me had broken my heart. Something I didn't think possible at the time. I'd still been angry and unsure when my father forced me to read the letter she'd dropped of for me when she left. She left - heading to a completely different contenent. She'd written to explain how Petra had come to be, about her past, about what happened between her and Sebastian. It had taken everything in me to not go to his office and beat the living shit out of him for what he did. Even though I was mad at her, she hadn't deserved that. But now, after two months, I'd had plenty of time to sort through my feelings. And in some ways to sort of see things from her point of view. I was still a little mad and a little hurt, but I understood. I
AdiraI felt lighter driving from Sebastian's office to Gio's. I was glad that I'd had the chance to speak to him. This next conversation would be even easier and even though I would miss our weekly dinners, I had enough months traveling that this was nothing new.I parked in the spot I usually did and spotted Tony waiting on Gio. It was almost lunch time. He saw me and waved before getting out to unlock the elevator that went straight to their offices. I thanked him before Charlie and I hoped in and headed up. I greeted Gio's secretary and she waved me in with a smile. He looked up with a smile as soon as I opened the door and came over to give me a hug. "I am surprised to see you here cara. To what do I owe the pleasure?" he asked as he ushered me to the sofa. "Well, I got a contract I couldn't turn down and the timing couldn't be better. I'm headed to Greece for some time. I think it's just what I need. But I couldn't go without saying good bye to you," I replied smil
AdiraIt was early Monday morning and I was loading my luggage in the truck, checking and double checking everything. I was stuffy and felt my face was still a little puffy from my impromptu crying fest yesterday. I had decided that I needed to go through the pictures of my trip with Valentine and had found more than I realized. They were beautiful and still so painful but it was necessary. Now I could go to my dream place feeling lighter and more free than I had. I was leaving it all here. I had two stops to make before heading to the airport. Two conversations that I needed to have though one wouldn't be necessarily bad. I decided to go see Sebastian first. At some point in the future I would be quietly annoucing that Petra and I were one in the same and he deserved to know the truth of it from me. Giving him the truth and the opportunity to apologize was my way of helping myself move on. Charlie and I headed into the building and were greeted by the usual group of fol
AdiraI was as ready as I was going to be. I was a blend of Petra and the old Adira. This woman staring back at me is the new me. My hair was curled and half up half down, my make up minimal except my eyes which I did to stand out behind my glasses. Charlie stood beside me with his vest and bow tie on looking sharp. My phone beeped, letting me know that Gio was ready outside. "Alright Charlie here's to new experiences," I said grabbing up my purse and phone before heading out."You both look wonderful,"Gio said waiting by the open limo door. I smiled as I locked up and then away we went.Once at the venue Gio made sure that we were announced as Gio and Adira, even adding Charlie in. All eyes were on us as his company was sponsoring and my artwork was one of the pieces being offered up. Charlie was perfect keeping himself between me and the crowd putting me at ease despite the large number of people vying for our attention. What felt like forever but was probably only a few
AdiraWe watched as Valentine stormed out. At this point I think numb is the only way to express how I felt. Gio sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "He always was a hot head. It's the Italian blood. Well, let's not waste the food especially since you haven't eaten today," he said grabbing the food and wine and bringing it to the small coffee table. I watched as he went to the kitchen and returned with some glasses and silverware. I was grateful I was here with Gio right now as I'm not sure how I would handle this on my own. He handed me a container and a fork before pouring us each a glass of wine. I heard the TV come on and glanced over to see that he'd put on NCIS - another one of Charlie's favorite shows. We ate in silence and finished off the wine. At some point I nodded off and only woke when Gio laid me down on the bed in my room. I felt Charlie jump on the bed with me and I was out again.I woke early and laid there in bed with Charlie contemplating my next
Valentine"Valentine, son, wait, listen," Gio said standing and holding his hands out towards him in a calming manner. My brain was still trying to process what I'd just heard. Petra and Adira were the same person? But why? I mean, I was attracted Adira that night in the kitchen, the way that her shirt lifted revealing her cute purple panties and her giggling with Charlie. But why lie about it? Why wait so long after everything before saying something? Hell I'd been feeling guilty as hell about our kiss. But Adira had been dating Sebastian. Was that real? Was he just the cover or was I? When she wasn't with me was she really working or was she with him?I set down the food and the bottle of wine. I couldn't stay here right now.I had come to surprise my father with dinner since we'd missed family dinner on Sunday. Family dinner with Adira. Fuck.I looked around the room taking it all in, my brain still trying to piece it all together. I loved her, I loved Petra or so I
AdiraI ran like the devil straight to my room and locked the door before heading to the bathroom. I didn't care who he thought I was or what reasons he had, what he did was not ok. I felt dirty and angry and sad and guitly all at once as I started the shower. I threw my clothes straight into the trash knowing that I'd never be able to wear them again without thinking of this moment. I shot a quick text to my team apologizing, but asking if they can pack up the set and my cameras and just leave them outside my door. I cited an emergency and that I would return to get them. I turned the shower on scalding hot and stepped under it, scrubbing all traces of him off my skin. Once out I booked a return flight for less than two hours knowing that I needed to get home before the panic fully set it. I took one of the pills I carried for emergencies and packed quickly. My cameras and gear were in the hallway ready so I was able to make a quick get away. By the time I got to the air
SebastianHer body felt so familiar against me, her smell and taste one that had been seared into my mind forever. In one hand I held her arms above her head, holding her upright and bowed slightly while I cupped her pussy with the other. I could feel the heat of it through her tight pants and I groaned into her neck. I couldn't wait to slide into that warmth again. I nuzzled the side of her head in the spot I knew she liked before whispering to her "I'm sorry for last weekend. My brother had called to tell me that this fucking woman was going around our home town telling everyone that she was having my baby. I didn't remember sleeping with her, only waking up next to her naked. Even months later I couldn't remember a thing from that night and I knew something had to be wrong."I ran my teeth along her collar bone and felt her squiming. "You like that huh?" I said before doing it again. She froze and I continued, "Well long story short I went down there and confronted her wit