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Chapter 12 Stop Living in a Lie

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last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Anita was just so worried about him that his self-will, potentially damaging to himself, was upsetting her. After all, even if your little brother becomes an adult, he starts a family, for you he will always be that little boy you have to look after.

Rafał knew about it, understood it and not only accepted it, but was grateful for it.

“Anita, I really appreciate how much you care about me. I know that as long as I have you by my side, I am completely safe” Brylski said with a smile. He did not exaggerate with his statement at all. Anita really was a moral and physical rock to him. “I can always rely on you.”

“Nevertheless, I let you down ... You had a heat stroke” Janiszek complained, not to him, to herself and to the lack of due care on her part.

Anita shouldn't blame herself for this situation. She absolutely shouldn't blame herself.

“It was an accident” Rafał reminded her with all conviction and wa

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