My First Love

"Alright, it's okay. It's still pretty. "

Genta smiled mischievously at Kaylila.

Genta's words, which were used to make him lulled by him, are now considered normal. He just shrugged his shoulders. His steps had stopped temporarily. Then, without making a sound, he followed Genta's steps to his car. He made sure that the house was closed, after locking the door first.

Genta brought Kaylila to a pecel shop around Kaylila's residence. Genta ordered 2 servings of pecel rice and warm sweet tea. While waiting for their orders to arrive, Genta was busy surfing with his android.

Meanwhile, Kaylila just sat watching the busy street with pedestrians. Because it is Sunday, most residents of the housing spend their time exercising in the morning around the complex. Not infrequently, they just run a marathon with their family.

Kaylila's thoughts returned to Nosa.

Marriage by appointment, without love. Win-win solution. I can get married according to the tempo set by my mom and dad, and she can also make her parents happy because they finally got married. But, what about Genta? I won't be able to live without it.

But, if I don't get married soon, won't it be even worse? Mama and papa will set me up with people I don't know, then I have to go back to live in Jambi? I don't want to go back there, I want a career here. If I told this to Mas Genta, would he agree to it?

Kaylila, don't be stupid. Don't dig your own grave. Will Genta agree to that annoying creature's intention to marry you? After a year, you got divorced, and came back to Genta? Is that what you mean? Are you sure Genta will receive your widow again? Don't be silly!

“Ahhhh…. No, no, no. Reset! ”

Without Kaylila realizing it, she was talking to herself while patting her head with both hands. Genta was surprised to see Kaylila's weirdness today.

"Honey, what's wrong with you? I become confused."

"It's okay, bro. I am fine."

"But I get worried when I see you like this."

"Yes. Still with the same theme as yesterday. "

Genta suddenly fell silent to hear Kaylila's words.

"Never mind Yang. Don't ever bring that up again. I'm sick of hearing it. "

Kaylila was surprised to hear what Genta said. Genta who is soft, never speaks harshly and in high tone, suddenly now speaks while yelling at Kaylila. Kaylila's eyes filled with tears, wanted to cry, but was held back.

Disappointed with the attitude of Genta who did not understand his feelings. Kaylila immediately stood up and ran out of the shop. Genta immediately chased Kaylila, then grabbed Kaylila's wrist firmly. Kaylila pulled her hand, but whatever power, Kaylila lost strength to Genta. Kaylila's wrist turned red, and Kaylila immediately stopped her run.

“Honey, don't be like that. Forgive me. I didn't mean to offend you. Please understand my situation. You know how my parents are? My mother is the second wife, while my father never supports my mother and me. I'm still traumatized by that situation. I just want to solidify my heart first until I'm ready. I will legalize you soon, honey. Please be patient, a little more. "

Kaylila could not help crying. Her tears broke out. Kaylila, who was sobbing, could not speak. Passers-by passed them observing, as if asking, what was wrong with the two of them. After calming herself a little, Kaylila tried to speak.

"Mas, do you love me?"

Genta lowered himself, knelt on his knees, with his hands still holding Kaylila's hands tightly. More and more people were paying attention to the two of them.

Kaylila is embarrassed, wants to let go of her hand and leave Genta, but the strength of Genta's grip on her wrist makes Kaylila unable to break free. Genta's attitude, always kneeling like this, is a weapon for him to melt Kaylila's heart.

Every time they quarreled, Kaylila would melt with just an apology from Genta while kneeling. This time Kaylila began to doubt her heart on Genta. Kaylila began to doubt that her heart would melt this time.

“Geez Kaylila! What do you mean asking that? Are my actions, my love so far not enough to prove that you are my love. I love you. Isn't that enough? "

"You want me to understand you? So far, do I still not understand you? Aren't you trying to understand me this time? Just this once."

"Yang, please, don't be like this again. Please… Understand me. Just this time. "

"I'm sorry, bro. This time I can't. Instead of me having to forcibly leave you because my parents will soon match me up, we better end our relationship until here. I can't take it anymore. I'm begging you. Let me go."

Kaylila jerked Genta's hand with all her might. He no longer cared about the pain in his wrist and the compassionate glances of the passersby. Kaylila immediately ran away and left Genta who was still sitting on his knees.

Kaylila's tears flowed profusely, rippling rivers, her vision was blurry, so it was difficult for her to see what was in front of her.

Then brukkkk, and Kaylila fell after hitting someone who was in front of her. Kaylila lifted her head, and unexpectedly, in front of her stood the annoying man, Nosa, with a look of pity directed at him.

They were glued to each other for a long time, then Nosa stretched out his hand. Kaylila did not respond, doubts approached, then realized that she had always been a crowd's attention, Kaylila accepted Nosa's helping hand. Nosa took Kaylila's hand, helped her to her feet. Then pulled Kaylila away from the crowd.

For a moment Kaylila was amazed, then stunned, staring at Nosa this time. Relax, in a maroon sports suit and matching color sneakers. Kaylila warded off admiration for Nosa's figure.

Then Kaylila tried to compare Genta and Nosa. Genta has a beautiful face, never loses a smile from his face, with pure white skin, and always neat curls. Genta has a warm personality and is very caring. Genta never spends a moment away or without hearing the news from Kaylila.

But Genta is not as tall and athletic as Nosa. Nosa who has a handsome face, sharp eyes, thick eyebrows, straight hair that is always neatly cut, shows a mature and mature attitude, rarely smiles, Nosa tends to show his cold figure.

Nosa was still holding Kaylila's wrist while half running for a long way, until Genta was no longer visible. I don't know what happened to Genta at this time. Nosa stopped in his tracks, as did Kaylila. It seems that Nosa just realized that he had been holding Kaylila's wrist all along without letting go. Nosa let go of his grip.

"Have you had breakfast?"

Kaylila, who did not expect to be asked this, immediately answered with a shake of her head. Nosa then grabbed Kaylila's hand again, half-ran them to the parking area, then took a taxi that was on standby at that time.