Zerena's P.O.V.
I had managed to get back to the car right as it pulled into the lab. Emerson tried not to jump. Of course, Kellan was sitting in my spot so I ended up on his lap unintentionally."I knew you wanted me." He smirked and I pretended to gag."I'd punch you in the nose if we weren't already here."I got off his lap, taking a seat between Tally and Percy in the back. I rested my feet on the middle console."Hey!" Emerson pushed my feet off. "No feet on the console."I forget how possessive he is of his vehicle. It has to be in top condition at all times… mechanically and cosmetically. God forbid he gets caught in a beat down car."Here we go." Percy sighed.Anytime he says that as we pull in I know it means the Scientist isn't happy. He has a name, but I refuse to call him anything other than the Scientist. We're in for either a long talking to with no food for 12 hours, or it's a beating. At worst it’s another experiment.Emerson parked the car in the basement garage and we made our way up to the ground floor in the elevator. This is why we can't run away. We have no identity, no money, no belongings that aren't the Scientists. Whereas he has the money, resources and time to find us if we try to leave. He could replace us easily and disassemble us, forced to live forever in pieces. Doesn't sound like a good time to me."Here they are, in their triumphant return." The Scientist greeted us the moment the elevator doors opened. He literally looked like a villain out of a comic… long scar, evil smile, and muscles abound. His hair was black as night and extremely long, falling around his lower back. "Maybe triumphant isn't the appropriate word. Let's see. What do you think a good word would be for tonight's job, Emerson?"Seems he knows exactly who caused the trouble. I felt a slight pang in my heart for Emerson…it was annoying. I think it's sympathy, but I don't like it. It's his own damn fault. He knows what happens when we fail or get caught."Successful?" Emerson tried his luck."Really now, Emerson?" Oof bad luck. "Let's try that again." Scientist pointed at him."A failure." He admitted, hanging his head low."Aha so there is a brain in there after all." He jabbed Emerson with the end of his pointed cane. "Zerena, can you explain, as the leader, why this became a shit show?"I hate being the leader. Their failures are mine. When someone (Emerson) fucks up I get punished alongside them. I told him. I warned him. Did he listen? Of course not."Lack of discipline over my team, sir." At this point I'm just hoping to get beat. I don't need another experiment putting me out for a couple of weeks."See, Emerson. That's why she's the leader!” He stabbed Emerson with the sword that is normally sheathed in his cane. Emerson grunted, but made sure to stay up right. "Well Zerena, since you know the problem perhaps you should discipline Emerson." He handed me the sword.He may not be my favorite person, but I can't do this. I can't hurt him on purpose. My face contorted in confusion, repulsion, and shock. I couldn't hide it fast enough."What's the matter Zerena? Can you not punish him? Will you continue to let him defy you?" The scientist was really poking at me tonight."This isn't a punishment for him." I tried to think of something, anything to get me out of literally skinning Emerson."Then what is?" The scientist was curious… always curious."His car." I blurted and Emerson shook his head in warning to me. 'Sorry Emerson, but it's your own damn fault.' I linked him.His face was hard as stone and his eyes pierced my skin. He hated me so much right now. He doesn't get that I'm saving both our skins right now, metaphorically and literally."Very interesting." Scientist mused, rubbing his chin. "Everyone else you can go. Emerson and Zerena stay. But first, who has it?" He held his hand out for the pearl. I placed it in his palm quickly and he examined it before putting it in his lab coat.Tally, Percy and Kellan couldn't get away fast enough. They practically ran to their rooms… more like cells. They got lucky tonight. I'd venture to say Emerson and I did too."Emerson, you were caught on camera. They now have an image of you to show around. You know how much I hate for others to know about you. We'll have to fix that." Emerson and I both froze…surgery. "You're losing this." He pointed to Emerson's tattoo sleeve, the one he just finished yesterday. "We'll change the hair and the eyes. Let's see what else?"He walked around Emerson like he was a cow and he was picking the best cut of meat."Ah yes, perhaps a scar."A scar? The only way to do that to Emerson was to leave a piece of silver inside him. It would leave an agonizing pain there all of his life."What do you think, Zerena?" He asked for my opinion again. How uncharacteristic of him."The scar will hinder his work if he's always in pain."I'm doing my best Emerson, but you didn't make it easy. Idiot, I swear."Valid point. Very well then, tattoo sleeve, hair and eyes it is. Zerena, you will join us." He motioned for us to follow him to the lab.My heart exploded in my chest. My palms began to sweat as we made our way to the hidden lab. The one that only we know about. The one hidden behind his fake lab. The smell alone was enough to make you want to vomit, but the fear made it so much worse.Scientist tapped his cane on the cold silver slab. It was like the bed you'd place a dead body on in a morgue, and he wanted Emerson to lay on it. He strapped him in real tight over his wrists, ankles, elbows, thighs and head. Emerson wouldn't be able to move anything except his toes and fingers."Zerena, pick a pair of eyes." He motioned to all the eyes he's collected and stored over the years. I found one marked Lycan. At least this way he'll keep that part of himself."How touching." He mocked me.The next few hours were spent, listening to Emerson scream. He was never given anesthetic of any sort. This was a punishment after all and he had to be awake for it all. He had his arm skinned, the new skin wouldn't grow back with the tattoos. His eyes were now a light silver and I dyed his hair jet black. He was hardly recognizable now. His screams finally stopped as the scientist took the last piece of skin off him."Next time, I'll change your whole face." Scientist spat at Emerson. "Zerena, clean this mess up." He left the lab quickly.I used my shadow workers to help. This way I could focus on Emerson.I thought of Kiran at the gas station. If he was ever caught, what would the scientist do?'Will I see you again?' His question rang in my head.Never Kiran. You can't be anywhere near this. You won't survive and neither will I. If my heart breaks for a person I don't even like… I can't imagine what it would be like to watch the person I'm supposed to be destined with get tortured like this. The thought made me shiver.I unstrapped Emerson from the table. He didn't move though. He stayed flat against the slab. His eyes were probably still adjusting. He may be having a hard time seeing right now. His skin was almost all back now, growing in small patches and connecting together."Do you need me to move you?" I asked him, breaking the silence between us."You've done enough." He snapped. Of course he blames me. I saved his ass and he doesn't even realize it."Fine. Be that way. Rot on this slab then." I pushed off, walking towards the trash.I made sure everything was spotless around Emerson. I'll have to wait for him to leave before I can finish. About 20 minutes later, Emerson began to move. His vision must have come back. He got up and looked at me with those new silver eyes."If he touches my baby…" He began to threaten me. Of course, it's about the damn car."Quit being so stupid then!" I yelled at him. This was ridiculous.He scoffed and marched out of the lab. I finished cleaning, finally leaving that hell hole an hour after Emerson. I went straight to my cell of a room. I couldn't get Emerson's screams out of my head long enough to sleep. I need some tension relief. I sighed realizing what I had to do.I'll never hear the end of this.I knocked on Kellan's door. His electric blue eyes looked at me in surprise before a large smile spread across his face. His hair was down around his shoulder instead of in its usually small pony tail. I saw the muscles of his strong jaw tense as he took me into his room. His large hands grabbed my arm firmly. "What's this late night visit, Zerena?" He whispered into my ear seductively. "Don't make me say it, or I'll leave." I rolled my eyes at him. He closed the door and pinned me against the wall. He held my wrists together, above my head with one of his hands. The other hand began to play at the hem of my shirt. His fingers grazed softly over my skin. He was being a tease. He kissed my neck, but it felt a bit disgusting. His touches weren't doing anything for me. This isn't what I thought it'd be like. It's not like it was last time. It's not going to help with anything if I can't get past this gross feeling. "I need a song." I tried to hint at him. He kissed my neck, making m
I kicked my shoes off and laid in bed pretending like I actually got some sleep. This won't be the first time that sleep eludes me for a night. Hopefully today won't be too exhausting. Every day is something new with Scientist. The bell chimed loudly over the speakers in our rooms letting us know it was time to get up. I changed clothes, putting on a tight silky shirt and workout pants. Most of my stuff is black and consists of clothes that are easy to maneuver in. There's an occasional fancy dress or two for when we go undercover. Aside from that, there's not much use for anything else. We're not allowed out unless we're running an errand for the scientist, and even then we're not to be seen. I made my way to the center room. It was lined with light blue tiles the color of clear ocean water. The room was large with white walls and white hard sofa chairs. The coffee table was glass as well as the end tables. There was a white fireplace that's never used. Everything was kept organize
Kiran's P.O.V."Please come see me again." My voice sounded desperate and I hated it. Why am I so desperate to see her? She doesn't even seem that interested in me. She's so laid back and cold. It's hard to get a read on her, maybe that's the way she likes it. I sat in my car alone now, just staring at the passenger seat she had just been in. Her lilac eyes could hold me captive forever. The feeling I got when I touched her couldn't be explained. It consumed me and wrapped around my heart. Zerena. At least I have her name now. I headed back up to my apartment. Mom had passed out on the floor, but I didn't have time to move her earlier. I just checked that she was still alive and went back to Zerena. I bent down and picked mom up off the floor. I carried her to the couch, covering her with the blanket. I began to pick up the empty cans of beers and cigarette buds that littered the floor. I won't touch her needles. She can clean that shit up herself. I went to my room and pulled o
Zerena's P.O.V.Why is my destined one an idiot? He sensed that his coworker wasn't human. Yet instead of distancing himself, he hints that he knows. Then he goes and antagonizes a shifter. Now here I am, saving his ass again when I should be hidden. I grabbed this guy's wrist before his fist made contact with Kiran's face. His dark forest green eyes looked at me surprised. He hadn't been expecting it, but then he surprised me. He smiled at me like he knew I was there. I furrowed my brows at him pushing his wrist back. He was no threat. Did he do that to lure me out? "I knew you smelled different." He told Kiran. I turned to Kiran, annoyed. "Seriously? Don't ever let them know that you know." I shook my head at him, rolling my eyes. No one else had noticed me yet and the cameras weren't on. At least not yet. "Be more careful. I have to go. I won't be back for a while." It was my way of letting him know that he better watch himself. I won't be here to save him. Tonight I will be w
Kiran's P.O.V."Wait, what are you?" Tate asked Zerena. It made me a bit jealous that he was curious about her. "Nothing you need to concern yourself with." I was happy she didn't just tell him the same way she told me. It's like only I have the privilege of knowing. She sunk into the shadows then. I won't see her for a while. I wonder how long is a while? I hope it’s not too long. "What the fuck, Kiran?" Tate looked at me like I was some kind of alien. "How'd you get yourself involved in my world?" "It's a story, that's for sure." I laughed. Wiping down the bar counter again. "Spill." Tate demanded. I gave him a simplified version of the story. I spared some details, not trying to give too much away about Zerena or even the fake FBI guys. "Damn man. That's one way to get roped in. Most humans get to know this world either because they were almost killed or because they are some supernatural's mate or chosen one or destined one or whatever." Tate explained."What's a mate?" I
Zerena's P.O.V."You know it's against the law to steal." The older gentleman smiled at me. He wasn't mad for some reason. He seemed amused even. "Well, normally I don't get caught." I deadpanned. "I knew you were coming. It was a trap for Alester's best, after all." He raised his eyebrows.Scientist, damn it. For once you were an idiot. You'll still blame it on us too. "So what now?" I asked cautiously. "Good question. I honestly didn't think he would be stupid enough to send you." He leaned away from the door frame, shutting the door behind him. He was large, larger than Emerson even. He reeked of wolf and gave an intimidating aura. He was an alpha, I'm sure of it. His dark hair was gelled back neatly showing his handsome face clearly. He had high cheekbones and a jaw so strong it could probably break a brick. His tan skin had an almost golden undertone. His dark thick eyebrows raised up as his eyes roamed my body. "You know I could just kill you and take it." I threatened. He
I thought hard about Percy's offer. You would think it would be a simple answer. I hate the Scientist, they hate the Scientist, but there's a lot to think about. If I say yes, I'll have to be 100 times more careful. I interact with the Scientist the most. I will also be the one taking the most risk. I know I'll be the one expected to mess with his things. Granted, having Percy will minimize that risk. I looked at Kiran. Would he be safer or in more danger if I do this? I can't decide until I know, but the only way to know is to tell Percy. Can I really trust him? My head was going to burst. This was too much to think about… too many choices to make. "Percy, tell me something." I started, still staring at Kiran. He still hadn't looked back at me. "What's our chances of beating him with me joining you?" "It's hard to really say. There's so many things that could happen." He answered honestly and I appreciated that. He wasn't trying to give me any fake promises. "Estimate for me. How
We pulled into the lab and Percy didn't comment. Seems Scientist must be pleased, or at least not angry. Time to try to get Emerson's car back. We entered the house making our way to the center room. Scientist waited for us there. He held his hand out and Percy handed him the vile. I have to remember that I'm not supposed to know what is in it. I watched Percy carefully. He'd been acting for over a year now. He's really good at it. Before tonight I had no idea he was forming a plan. Hell, even Emerson didn't give me an inkling. I hope I can do the same. "Very good. Zerena, were there any problems?" He asked. "The vile wasn't in the safe, but I got it." I answered honestly. I could tell he knew something and this was a testing question. "I'm impressed you still got it. Tell me how's Alpha Everett doing?" I knew it, he knew. Percy tensed, the movement was so small, I almost didn't notice it. "Strong." I answered him."Stronger than you?" He asked with his eyebrows furrowed. He se
I traveled to the spot in the yard, not believing my eyes from that distance. I approached the figure in the moonlight cautiously. He turned when he heard me step on a twig. That long black hair and dark eyes met mine. He smiled widely at me, swooning my heart the way he use to. “Percy?” I cried. “Hey, Zae.” “You as.shole.” I went to punch him but my hand went right through him. He laughed at me. “I figured you’d try to hit me. Sorry I don’t have a body anymore to hit.” He shook his head at me. “I’m sorry, Zae.” “You should be. You have no idea how much this has hurt. Damit Perc, you should have told me. I would have stopped it!” I yelled at him, tears flowing out of me like a waterfall. “You couldn’t have. Trust me, I didn’t want to leave our Ares, but it was the only way.” He sighed. His transparent hand reached for my face. I could feel him the same way I feel the air across my cheek. “Our Ares could really use a visit from you.” I told him. “I only have one more of
8 years later“Happy birthday Ares!” We all yelled, trying to surprise him, but who were we kidding he already knew.“I knew you wouldn’t forget.” He smiled at us all. “Auggie said everyone had forgotten about my birthday and that’s why no one had said it to me yet.”“Augustus Daimen Barlowe! Did you really tell your brother that?” Kiran scolded him.“I thought if he believed it he would actually be surprised.” Augustus explained.“I’ll talk to him, keep the party going.” Kiran told me, kissing my temple, before pointing to the door to let Augusutus know to walk out.I hugged Ares, holding him tightly for a long moment before he complained.“Mom.”“Sorry
Topher had already finished here. He was wrapping the elders up. We don’t plan on killing them or imprisoning them. They just won’t be in power anymore. I know they won’t like it, but with only a few elders they won’t be able to go against a whole army. We’ll be changing a lot around here, starting with the parties and classist shi.t. Obviously the higher class will hate it, but since they are few, I’m not worried about it. “Everything go well in the North?” Topher asked me, wrapping his arm around my waist and kissing my temple. “Easy as pie.” I assured him. “Yeah, especially after she went all devil on us.” Isaiah smirked. “You did?” Topher asked, obviously not liking the fact. He didn’t like me using that side of myself much. “Yes, just for a little while. I’m fine, don’t worry.” I assured him. He looked at me for a while, assessing me, before nodding his head. He kissed my forehead now, letting his lips linger there. He let his arm wrap around me further, until his hand
2 months later.“It’s gotta be simultaneous.” I told them all, through a mass shadow message. I stared down the elder’s building with group 1 at my side. I decided to take down the north elders, while Topher led the west rebellion group. We had a good amount of people with us in each colony.Our civil war begins. Only it won’t be a war, it’ll be one battle, and we will come out victorious.‘We’re ready in the south.’ Felix, the leader of the south, responded with his own shadow message.‘Say the word and we’ll attack.’ Helena from the East sounded ready to b
It’s been a month now since the battle with Alester. Percy’s funeral hit me hard, breaking me further. I almost couldn’t bring myself to go. Kiran and Topher dragged my as.s there, not giving me a choice in the matter. I saw Allie, her beautiful innocent eyes were puffy from all the crying. She admitted to me that she knew what was going to happen. She told me Percy had asked her not to tell anyone, and that he had set things up for Ares. Apparently Electra had been helping him see into the future. She admitted that she would be joining him soon too. It was almost poetic…almost. It’s so damn heart breaking. I am not sure there is a heart left in me. It feels so hollow in my chest, like it’s run away, unable to take the pain anymore. The only times I felt a remnant of it, were when I was with August or Ares, or when I’d look at Jesse’s ultrasound. She’s not shadow kissed like Augustus. She’s like Ares, in my normal womb. Topher and Kiran did their best at trying to cheer me up, or a
Zerena’s P.O.V.No! God No!Percy’s lifeless body laid at Alester’s feet, his eyes open, staring at Ares. I kept waiting to see him heal. Kept waiting to see him move, to get back up and pummel Alester before him. I watched him for a while, completely dumbfounded. This isn’t real, this isn’t happening. I haven’t lost Kiran and Percy just now. Kiran will come back with his Phoenix, and Percy will heal. They have to. They can’t leave me.A thick sadness was beginning to envelope me. I felt the cold seeping into my bones, as the darkness began to over take me, feeding on my depression. I felt it turning all the heartache in me into an unbridled rage. I looked at Alester now, who had Percy’s heart still in his hand, burning it to Ash befo
Percy's P.O.V. Zae had made her announcement to everyone. I thought it was sweet of her to go along with Topher's plan to have an announcement party. This is how it should have gone. A baby with only the person she chose and not because some crazy bastard gave her a sea witch's potion. I watched as everyone congratulated her. She actually accepted the hugs. God, I hope she continues to open up after I'm gone. I wrote her a letter too. I put it where I knew she'd find it after my funeral. I hope she takes the advice I wrote for her. Everyone was having fun. I watched as Zae's people all intermingled. It was like watching the many parts of Zea's life come together beautifully. Eventually, the party had started to whine down. The first to leave was group 1, followed by Zea's parents, and then Tate and Alara with her twin, Alexis, plus Maple left. Kellan had decided to stay a while longer to talk to Dex about water portalling. Rain and her mate, Nate, left as well. The only ones he
Zerena’s P.O.V.“How does this look?” Kiran asked, when he finished the icing on the cake.“Looks great!” I smiled at him, kissing his cheek. “Thank you, Kiran.”I was actually excited for today. I never thought I would be a big announcement kind of gal, but I think that I am. I really like the idea of surprising everyone today. Topher and I have been over the moon about our baby girl. I can’t wait to share the news with everyone. I am so very lucky to have Percy. I don’t think I would have noticed I was pregnant for at least another month. I am also so grateful that he has saved me time with naming all these children. Already knowing their names and their genders has been very convenient.
Percy’s P.O.V.Dearest Ares,I know you’re going through a hard time right now. It’s hard to be in love with someone who doesn’t feel the same way as you. I felt this way about your mother for the longest time. I know it is difficult, especially to watch them be happy with someone else. I promise you, it will get better. You will find your mate soon, and the pain you are feeling will be a distant memory.Stay by her side, fight through the pain, my son. She will need you when your brother inevitably breaks her heart. It will hurt, but you’ll have to help fix them in order to find your own happiness. I know you have a great heart. I can already see how morally grounded you are. You will make the right decision. I have faith in you.&nb