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67. I Hope It's You

Author: Mythphilia
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-18 07:38:52
Feng Shao looked at everyone through his veil. He felt nervous but also excited. He was thrilled to meet him again. They had met once but it felt like he had been his enemy all his life. He is the only person who made him thirst for blood on the entire earth. Only him no one else.

Feng Shao thought he hated Lui Xian. But his hate was nothing close to what he felt for the man he was painstakingly playing this song for. He had taken everything thing from him. His family, not only his blood relatives but also those he had made later on in life. He had snatched his home. Took away his friends. He stole his happiness. And the only person he ever loved. But now he would die than admit it in front of him. At the moment what he saw was the red colour and a blurry figure that urged him to attack.

He tried his best not to go insane. Fought with himself to keep his emotions at bay. He held his zither on his lap and started playing. Everyone could hear the agony and anguish that was put across fr
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